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Lady Little Lime: Yes, it's sad but it'll get better. And of course you aren't complete without your memories of your parents, right?
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Chiri-tan: I agree. I kinda hesitated to put Yuki in but, then again... I was just bored and needed to entertain myself a bit.
FaerieDemon: Thanks for the tips. But, is beta free? I'm kinda poor and yeah... I'm sorry I forgot to add the divider thingie. I'll change it though. TT _TT" You really think this is gonna be great? That's so cool! Arigato for the encouragement. And you aren't speculating. You're quite correct. Tsu-chan and Gio-kun are very close, brotherly love~ right? XD
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Tsuna's POV
I woke up the next morning from a sudden urge and I suddenly thought of my big brother. Were we really close? I think so, but then again. I have amnesia. Hopefully we were. I want to get out of here. This monochrome room doesn't amuse me. It's dull and boring. And just having a TV here isn't gonna help my boredom. What I want is to feel the warm spring breeze on my skin. Taking a whiff of the fresh air that surrounded me. And take a look at my home city.
I feel so captivated. Like I'm a bird trapped in a cage, restraining myself from flailing. But I know I have Gio-nii with me. So, I guess I'll be fine. Though, I wonder. Do I have any friends? Well, it doesn't really matter. Because I know as long as I'm with Gio-nii, I'll be happy and safe. He's the only thing I need to make me happy. My only brother and family member. So, why did I only wish to keep memories about mom and dad? Did I hate Gio-nii? Though it doesn't matter to me. I'm a new person and I'll learn my life all over again to have fun times with Gio-nii.
I pushed myself out of the bed and walked to the window in an awkward motion. I felt so dizzy and wobbly but then I caught my balance. I looked at the sky above this sad yet beautiful world. It was breath taking. The scenery above the buildings was just beautiful. The sun peering in the horizon, hesitating to rise. The sky of bright orange around the sun as it colors the not so monochrome clouds a light shade of ruby and light of the blue sky made it's clouds sapphire. And as the ruby and sapphire mix and weave together, they become a beautiful shade of amethyst.
Blinking my caramel pupils I stare at the blue sky in particular. It made me feel safe and free from this hospital. I wonder why. And so I closed my eyes and thought for a moment why it made me feel so content. And that's when my brother's face popped into my mind. I opened my eyes and blushed. But, soon it faded away. So, that's why I love the blue sky. Because, Gio-nii makes me feel safe and cause he has sky blue eyes, the blue sky makes me feel safe. I grabbed a nearby chair and watched the clouds flow away with the wind and the sun finally taking courage and rise.
Giotto's POV
" Onii-chan!"my little brother's voice was heard. My younger self turned around looking quite annoyed.
" Tsuna, I told you just call me Giotto." I ordered.
" G-G-Gio-nii!"
" Better." I smiled proudly and ruffled his hair, he smiled brightly at me like he accomplished something big.
" So, what do you want?" I asked.
" Well, I was wondering, can I look at the sky?"
" You can, you don't have to ask you know."
" Well, I wanted to see it with you!" I blushed and smiled.
" Of course we can."
I grabbed his little hand and walked with him towards our balcony. I set a ladder there and we climbed up to the roof. We sat and looked up at the morning sky, taking in the fresh air.
" Ne, Gio-nii." Tsuna began.
" Hmm?"
" What do you love about the morning sky?"
" Mm, nothing in particular. What about you?"
" Ah, well I like the normal sky the best."
" The light blue one?"
" Yup! Because it reminds me of Gio-nii!" he smiled brightly at me as I blushed at his innocence and honesty.
" I see." I smiled gently and stared more into the atmosphere.
I reminisce of the fond old times. Where my parents were still alive. Where Tsuna remembered everything. Where we were a peaceful happy family of four. Where, I wasn't alone. I'm alone because, Tsuna hardly knows my life any more. There must be a way to give him back his memories. But how?
I also need to get a job. If I'm gonna live alone with Tsuna, the best I can do is get a job and earn money. I should ask Reborn. He should know a place with help.
I left the house like 15 minutes ago and walked to the hospital where my little brother is being cared at. I already miss him. I miss his cheery voice and bright smiles. He probably has a depressed voice with a forced smile. I can't bear him looking so dead. I want him to be his cheerful care free self. The morning is cold as always and fog came through my mouth. I entered the doors and lights shone down. Really? You need lights in the morning? Well, whatever. I walked up to the counter and found an assistant
" I'm looking for Tsuna." I told the nurse at the desk.
" Yes, he's still in the same room."
" I have a question."
" Yes?"
" When will he be able to go home?"
" Today. He just has amnesia. He doesn't seem to have a concussion."
" Then why were bandages wrapped around his arms?"
" As he was pushed to safety, he skidded across the ground. So he now has scabs that should go away in a week or even four days."
" I see. So may I bring him home?"
" If you would like. There is no need to pay the bill."
" Why?"
" Your friends paid for it. They were too worried that you didn't have enough money."
"... How much was the bill."
" 150000 yen."
" I see. Please take the name Sawada out of the computers."
" Yes sir."
I left and walked upstairs to the third floor.
" Tsuna, I'm coming in. It's Giotto." I told him.
" Kay." he answered.
I opened the door and found my little brother lying on the floor looking at the sky.
" What the fuck are you doing?" I chuckled.
" Watching the sky." he wore a peaceful smile.
" Ok, well come on now. We're leaving." he turned his head to me.
" Where are we going?" eyebrows arched.
" Home."
" Oh."
He sat and stood up from his previous position. I escorted him out the dull room and walked to the stairs.
"... I'm tired. Gio-nii carry me~." he complained in a cute voice. It was like when I was 7.
" Heh, I guess I have no choice right?" I smiled at him. He blushed looked at me with wide eyes and blushed.
" Y-yeah!" Tsuna cheered in a cheery voice and smiled brightly. So, he is still the same. I'm glad. I crouched down and he walked to me then stopped.
" What's wrong?" I asked.
" You, might get hurt. I don't want that to happen to you." he had a sad yet cute expression on his face.
" Then, this way." I stood up and scooped him in bridal style.
" W-w-w-w-wha?" he blushed.
" There, easier." I said as I made my way down the stairs. When we reached the first floor the nurses all looked at us and aw'd.
" Take care." the front desk lady told us. I nodded and left the hospital as I started our journey back home.
" Ne, Gio-nii." Tsuna began.
" Hmm?" I answered.
" What was I like, before mom and dad died. And I lost my memories." I never expected that.
" You were cheerful and carefree. Just like now, just like forever." I smiled.
" What about in school?"
" You were known as the cutest student. Your nicknames are Dame-Tsuna, Kawaii-Tsuna, Moe-Tsuna, and Uke-Tsuna. And you are loved by males and females"
" Eh? Why?" he pouted.
" Because you're adorably cute. Anyways, you didn't care before. So you shouldn't care now."
" Ok... Then, what about you?"
" I, am a playboy."
" Really?"
" Yeah. I date girls and boys-"
" You're bi?"
" Yeah. Why?"
" Nothing really. It just feels kinda normal for you to say all this. Like, I'm already used to it."
" That's nice. Ok so I date them, I fuck them up, and break up with them." I smirked as I said it cooly. I looked down at my little brother who was clutching his head.
Tsuna's POV
' Something in my mind just clicked. Did I remember something? I think so... A-augh! I-itai! My head! It's hurting! W-w-what's this?'
" Hmm? Who is it?" I wondered as I peeked at Gio-nii's phone.
' Giotto~! I'm ready 4 2day! Wat time do I come over?' the text read.
" Ah…. You're gonna have sex with that girl huh?" I forced a smile?
" Yup. And if she isn't good, then I'll break up with her." Gio-nii smirked.
" Hehe, you're always like that. Dating girl slash boys, banging them, and throw them away." I giggled from my heart at the pain those people get.
" Good, you know my life. What time are you guys leaving?"
" Around 9, we're gonna eat a café and come back home probably by 1." I nodded.
" 5 hours? Why so long? I don't want to stay 5 hours with the girl!" I also don't want him to spend 5 hours with her.
" Fine we'll leave at 11. Happy?"
" Pleased."
" But, Gio-nii. How come you date them, have sex with them, and just throw them away? Is it because you don't really like them?" sure I don't like those people but I'm still curious.
" No, it's the way they want it. For once, I would like to order them around. Cause if they're not comfortable, they always change position." Gio-nii sighed as I giggled. So that's why.
" Gio-nii, you're funny. So what happens if you find the right person?"
" Well, I just date people to fuck them. I don't really care about anyone." he explained. I could remember the pang of sadness that struck me.
" So. You don't care about me?" I whispered loud enough so Gio-nii can hear. I felt sad, he doesn't care about anyone?
" Of course I care about you Tsuna. You're my only little brother that I cherish." my brother wrapped an arm around my waist as if I was a girl.
" Hnn… That's good." I blushed and smiled a bit. I slowly closed my eyes and fall asleep.
' T-that is? A memory? I-I think so...'
Normal POV
" Tsuna? Are you alright?" Giotto asked concern written in his face.
" Y-yeah." Tsuna answered.
" What just happened to you?"
" I remembered a conversation."
" What was it about?"
" Something about you having sex with a girl. Uh, how you don't like it when they change positions. How you really don't care about anyone."
"... Except for you." Giotto smiled.
" Yeah! Except for me!" Tsuna beamed.
" So, if you see or hear anything familiar, your memories come back?"
" Yeah, I guess so. I get a small migraine but that's it."
" So you remember about our conversation?"
" Yeah."
" That's good." Giotto sighed.
' I'm glad. He knows my life again. And he's still cheery and full of life.' Giotto thought.
" Gio-nii, do I have any friends?" Tsuna suddenly asked.
" Duh, you have a lot. Want me to show them to you?" Giotto asked back.
" Un!" Tsuna nodded his head like a cute little puppy.
" Alright. Let's go to Asari's place first. Your best of friends are there for sure." Giotto stated, Tsuna made a confused face.
" Best of friends?"
" Yup, your best friends in the world." Giotto smiled at his little brother who made a dazed face before he beamed.
- Later at the Yamamoto house -
" Gio-nii, where are we?" Tsuna asked his brother.
" Yamamoto and Asari's house." Giotto answered as he opened the door revealing four familiar yet new faces.
" Tsuna!/ Juudiame!" Yamamoto and Gokudera rushed at the bewildered Tsuna. The three made a group hug.
" A-ah? W-who are you?" Tsuna asked them as he pushed the two away. Everyone save for Tsuna looked at Giotto for an explanation.
" Right. He got amnesia. But if he hears or sees anything familiar, he remember things." Giotto stated. The two teens looked at the guilty Tsuna.
" Juudiame, don't be guilty. It's not your fault that you got amnesia." Gokudera soothed his best friend.
" That's right Tsuna. We'll get your memories back!" Yamamoto grinned. Tsuna looked at them innocently and gently smiled.
" Thanks."
" Juudiame... What do you want?" Gokudera remembered their first meeting and acted it out. Yamamoto played along too.
" Ah, here. Your favorite type of sushi. And hi! I'm Yamamoto Takeshi! Call me Yamamoto!" Yamamoto handed Tsuna a roll, only to be dropped.
" Huh? Juudiame, what's wrong?" Gokudera asked concerned.
" He's remembering something." Giotto stated.
Tsuna's Memory
I at age of 6 got beaten up by bullies because I didn't want to use karate on them. I was at the park crying and sobbing alone, or so I thought. Until I saw two boys my age, one holding a lighter and cigarette the other a bento box. The innocent young me approached the two.
" A-ano..."
" Huh? What do you want?" the one holding a lighter asked.
" I was going to say, you shouldn't smoke. We're still too young, don't you think?" I asked.
" Yeah right. G-nii started smoking at 11."
" Exactly, he's older than us while we're only 6. If you start now, you wouldn't have a great life."
" So what? My life is already bad enough, what can possibly great for me?" I thought for a minute.
" I'll be your best friend! So that way I'll keep you happy!" I beamed. The boy looked at me then at the objects he was holding. He made a disgusted face and threw them away.
" My name is Gokudera Hayato. I'll follow you from now on then." Gokudera smiled at me.
" Wha~, sugoi!" the other boy spoke.
" Huh? What is?" I asked.
" Gokudera allowed you to be his friend! Even I can't do that, haha!" he chuckled.
" Of course not you baseball idiot, you're too annoying." Gokudera said cooly.
" Gokudera-kun, who's this?" I asked.
" Me? I'm Yamamoto Takeshi! Call me Yamamoto! Here, have a sushi roll! I saw you crying, are you alright?"I grabbed the roll and ate it.
" It's good! And, yeah, I'm fine now. Because, I finally have friends!" I smiled at them who smiled back.
Memories of my best-est friends are restored.
Normal POV
"... Gokudera-kun, Yamamoto. I'm alright." Tsuna beamed at the two. They looked at the smaller boy and smiled gently.
" Nice to have you back, Tsuna/ Juudiame." they both said in unison.
" So, what did you remember this time?" Giotto asked.
" About me, Gokudera-kun, and Yamamoto! About their tedious fights and how Gokudera-kun and Yamamoto protect me with their weapons. And how we have been best friends of 10 years!" Tsuna replied happily.
" That's good. Now, G and Asari." Giotto pushed his best friends to his little brother.
" Mmm, how was our first meeting again?" G wondered.
" I remember mine for sure." Asari nodded.
" Ah that's right! I was smoking and Asari was playing his flute then that's when we saw him!" G replayed his memories.
" Yup, ok now." Asari blew on his flute as G started to smoke. They both leaned against a wall with Giotto.
" Hey, Tsuna." Giotto acted.
" Hnn? Who's that Primo?"
" My little brother." Giotto smiled. Tsuna's eyes widened and clutched his head.
Tsuna's Memory(again)
A warm spring day I was walking to the convenience store and saw Gio-nii with his friends.
" Gio-nii!" I greeted.
" Oh, hey Tsuna." Giotto smiled.
" Hnn? Who's this Primo?"
" My little brother."
" Hi! Nice to meet you! My name is Tsunayoshi! Call me Tsuna." I beamed.
" Tsuna? Oh, I've heard about you from Yamamoto." Asari smiled.
" So, you're the Juudiame Hayato's been talking about?" G asked.
" Yes, I guess so."
" Nice to meet you Tsuna-chan. I'm Asari Ugetsu, Yamamoto's older step brother."
" Pleasure to meet cha. I'm G, Hayato's onii-chan." G stated bluntly.
" Nope! The pleasure is all mine!" I smiled.
Memories of brother's best friends and best-est friends brothers restored.
Normal POV
" G-senpai, you should really stop smoking. And Asari-senpai, have you completed the song?" Tsuna told the two.
" Even if it's you that requested Tsuna-chan, I won't stop." G stated with a smirk.
" Yes of course Tsuna-chan. I completed long before, you forgot to ask." Asari smiled.
" What song?" Giotto asked confused.
" There's this song called ' Passion' by Utada Hikaru. I've always wanted to hear it only on the flute." Tsuna smiled.
" I see." Giotto replied. Asari started the song and everyone listened to the flow of notes that resounded through the house.
" Here Tsuna. Since you dropped your first one." Yamamoto smiled as he gave Tsuna a new roll of sushi.
" Thank you Yamamoto." Tsuna said.
" Juudiame, I'm sorry that we couldn't protect you yesterday. And we were right in front of you." Gokudera apologized with guilt on his face. Tsuna looked at his best friends. They both were guilty and pissed at themselves.
" It's not your guys fault. A guy just ran a red light, remember?" Tsuna smiled gently, hoping that would sooth them.
" Yeah ok." Gokudera smiled.
" It's time to bury the hatchet." Yamamoto smiled.
" Yeah, that's right" Tsuna smiled.
Giotto smiled at the trio in front of him and took out his phone. He searched through countless names and finally found the right name. He called the guy with the name that starts with 'R'.
" Hello?" the man asked.
" Hey Reborn. Have you heard the news?"
" Yeah, G and Asari told me. I haven't met your little brother but is he alright?"
" Yeah, just has amnesia. It'll be fine. But anyways I have a favor to ask."
" Sure, what is it?"
" Can I have a job at your work?"
" Arcobaleno? You do know it's a club right?"
" Yeah, I'm well aware of that."
" Alright, I'll ask Luce."
" Thanks. What positions are there?"
" Well, Colonnello and Lal are the DJs. Mammom is in charge of the bills and money. You know Luce is the owner. Verde is the mechanic. Fon is in charge of the doors and stuff like that. Skull is the janitor. And I'm the bartender. You can help me make some shots and such."
" Sure, I'll take that."
" Alright. Oh and if you get drunk it's not my fault."
" Did that happen to all of you?"
" Yeah, ever once in a while when we close up we drink with some costumers and sometimes even bring them home."
" Wait, aren't Colonnello and Lal dating?"
" Yeah, so? They have foursome."
" What the fuck?"
" It doesn't really matter. They blame each other and just get back together again."
" Oh."
" So, are you really sure you want to work here?"
" Yes, I need to get some cash to take care of Tsuna."
" Alright then."
" Thanks, bye."
" Bye."
Giotto hung up and looked at his little brother. The said boy was having fun and smiling a lot. His pure smiles that were towards Gokudera and Yamamoto shone bright. Tsuna had a feeling that he was being stared at and looked at his older brother. Tsuna smiled purely like an angel and shone bright like a star. Giotto smiled back and watch his little brother's attention go back to his friends. And Giotto silently thought...
You who looks like of that an angel and smile brightly of stars should forever be happy. But why is it so, when you smile at others with your blushing face, I feel sadness? And yet, when you look at me, I'm overjoyed? What is this beautiful yet sorrowful feeling I hold? Maybe, it's just a flaw in my emotions. Yes, a flaw.
But, will you please keep smiling at me like that?
~Rnadom Omake#1~
During New Years
" Happy birthday Giotto!" everyone shouted.
" Ahahaha~, Thank you." Giotto thanked.
" Ne, Reborn." Tsuna began.
" What?"
" Where's the cake?"
" Over there." The cake reached up to the ceiling.
" Oh, it's really big! Oh, but then where's candle?"
" Over there."
" Huh, but that's Giotto-san."
" I know"
CLACK CLACK
" Clack? What? What the?"
Reborn was pointing a gun at Giotto.
" C-chotto matte! What are you doing?"
" Getting the candle lit up."
" What candle?"
" His dying will flame."
" Eh? That's terrible! It's his birthday!"
" Hmm, you're right."
Reborn points gun at Tsuna.
BANG
" Reborn..."
" This time I used a criticism shot."
" This is unreasonable."
" Do you want to make Giotto happy?"
" Yeah!"
" Then wear this and pose on the cake."
" F-fine!"
- time for cake -
" Giotto we have a surprise for you." Reborn smirked.
" Woah, a gigantic cake? Thanks Reborn."
" No, not the cake. Look up."
Everyone looks up and gets a major nosebleed and passes out
Tsuna is wearing a mini skirt and bra.
" Thanks Reborn, this present is far the best."
" Yup. It was no problem at all."
AN: Hey hey hey~. Omake to long? Chapter too boring? Chapter too rushed? I guess, sorry, failed again-_-". But hopefully you guys and gals, though I think it's mostly gals, liked this. Oh, I forgot to mention that some various chapters will be after songs so be prepared. And remember! More reviews faster uploads! Bye biii~^W^
