A/N: New chapter~! Yay~.

Answers:

FaerieDemon: Thanks for tips, I really needed it. So deep emotion and traumas huh? Please expect something to happen. Fufufu~, and about the beta thing. I'm kinda like scared, cause, I don't know anyone. Sigh. Maybe my friend can proofread it and such. Haha lol.

thepieh0le: Thanks!

Little Lady Lime: Too bad he won't understand it...yet.

TsunaxGiotto4ever: Arigatou ne~~!

luna faith90: No, cause he never loved anyone before so yeah...

KiraLacus Forever: Too long, cause of that random omake... Yeah, it's rushed demo! Thanks to tips from FaerieDemon-san, I shall upgrade~! Haha, lol~.

animebaka14: Oh, are you Filipino? 'Basta ganon', at first I was like, 'What?' then when I understood the next three days later I went, ' Ooohhh~'. Haha lol. Yeah, I didn't understand the omake too. Kase naman, my best friend gave me a random idea and I just put it on fanfic.

Breathless02: You love the story? The story loves you~. But, then again this story loves everyone.

sakuramiyuki0: Haha, lol.

Ok, anyways. Hajimeru.

Giotto's POV

Blinking my now azure crystals that shone with the white light, that never warmed nor ever chilled, of that of the moon. Right elbow placed on my oak desk, and chin rested on my right sweaty palm. My natural spikey hair loosing it's form and ticking of my alarm clock resounded in the room. The full moon never left my sight, two copies of the meteor painted in my eyes. It is beautifully starry tonight, and yet, gray-blue clouds cover them transparently. The stars that were covered were dim and blurry as to the bright lights of orbs that were revealed. Cold spring wind that pushed the clouds away to another location. A usually monochrome moon was replaced with a creamy yellow one with golden craters whose color can be contrasted with my blond spikes.

Virgo is the only figure in the spring constellation I can recognize from heart. I couldn't help but wonder about the myth behind the winged virgin. But instead of the abduction of Persephone, I wondered what would happen if that was my own little brother? I would act like Demeter and become angered. That someone close to me stole my own little brother and the only way I can see how well he's doing is by looking up at the constellation. And that thinking brought me to another.

Tsuna is a pure virgin, no not virgin, an angel. And I would know, my cute little brother never went out with anyone in his life. But, he once told me that he held the forbidden fruit, or known as love. When I asked why it was forbidden, he replied with the saddest smile he ever made.

" Because I'm in love with a guy..."

Was his answer. Of course I was taken aback by the fact my little brother was queer, but I wouldn't be talking. I'm bi and I've banged guys before. But, now, Tsuna is amnesiac and definitely doesn't know that he loves someone anymore. The guy who was Tsuna's crush must be sad. He wasn't able to date a good kid like my little bro. However, Tsuna seemed to mumble something after that. What was it? My train of thoughts were interrupted when I heard soft knocking.

KNOCK KNOCK

" Come in." I told the being in front of the door. Though, I'm sure it's my brother.

" Gio-nii.." Tsuna began. I turned to him. He's wearing the orange parka mom bought him. And his black and white checkered boxers. Then his face. It had a cute little pout and he wore the hood of the parka that resembled bunny ears.

" What's wrong?" I asked nicely as I coaxed him nearer. He was lured closer to me.

" I can't sleep... I'm scared being all alone..." Tsuna wore a sad yet cute expression on his face.

" So, you want to sleep with me tonight?"

" Yeah, but could you really call this night? It's 2 o' clock."

" Well, anything is fine. C'mon, let's go to bed."

I pulled his fragile arm to the king sized bed with sky pattern covers. He jumped on my bed and snuggle his face into the pillow, just like he always used to before this mess. He giggled as he played with the puffiness of the pillow.

" Hey, it's time to sleep. Not playtime with my pillows." I chuckled.

" Demo! It's so cuddly and this room feels so nostalgic." He smiled as he looked at the room in the darkness.

" It should. You always come in everyday to just talk with me."

" Hnn, I see." he finally relaxed and lied down onto the mattress, facing sideways to the left. I, too, flopped on bed facing him.

" Gio-nii, who's gonna take care of us?" Tsuna asked.

"... I'm gonna. I got a job at a club and start tomorrow night. I can show you before they open."

" I'll do the chores then. Ah, but, I also want to get a job."

" Why?"

" So I can pay for my school and help you on the bills."

" You're still young, live free first."

" Nah, I'd rather have a job so I can help Gio-nii." he smiled warmly.

I smiled too and caressed his falling bangs. After a minute of silence his breathing evens and he softly snores. I chuckled and covered ourselves with the thick blanket. Unknowingly, I was cut. Cut? No, more like scratched. By paper too. Why would there be paper? That's when it hit me, the picture on the last day of school. I searched for the glossy paper with the memory quietly on my bed. Creaking were the only sounds that I made and I finally found it. My little brother's favorite picture with all of us. I should give it to him when he remembers everyone. Yeah, I'll just hide it under the bed for now.

Tsuna's POV

The warmth of summer's wind blew past, and I shut my eyes as the gust traveled by.

" Tsu-kun? Are you okay?" a kind gentle feminine voice asked me.

" Yup!" I replied happily as the woman giggled.

" Nana~!" a male's voice called. Nana? That's my mom. Then, the guy calling her is dad.

" Papa!" I ran to rather muscular father and he caught me in his arms.

" Hahaha, Tsuna, do you like Italy?" he asked me with a goofy smile.

" Un!" I nodded cheerfully.

" Try to say a sentence then." mom smiled. I though of a sentence as my index finger met my lower lips.

" Hmm...Ah! Io amo i miei genitori molto!" I know that means 'I love my parents very much'. And I do.

" Tsuna, stai dimenticando qualcuno!" a boy's voice scolded me in Italian, meaning ' Tsuna, you're forgetting someone'. My parents chuckled and dad put me back down to meet my big brother again.

"Amo anche Gio-nii molto!" Which meant ' I also love Gio-nii very much'.

" Better!" he smiled as he ruffled my hair.

" Oh, that's right Nana. I need to meet a friend of mine." dad told our mom.

" Ara~? Ok, just get back home soon." she ordered as our dad ran.

" Hai~." he shouted as he ran off.

I opened my eyes halfway to see my brother's chest as he held onto my waistline, tight. Astonished, I widened my eyes and look up without tilting my head. Then there it is. My big brother's peaceful face, but he's awake. His sky blue eyes were mournful and guilty as he stared at something. Why?

" Tsuna... I'm sorry..." he mumbled an apology to me. No, not to the present me. The past me, who had all those precious wonderful memories. And, that made me hurt and pissed off for some reason. But, I think it's because that he won't accept the me now like Gokudera-kun and the others did. How rude, I'm his little brother, and yet he won't accept me the way I am? Stop looking for the old me! Isn't it important that I even am right here, right now? Mean, just mean. I'm learning my life and regaining my memories again. So, why the hell aren't you happy? I sighed softly out of annoyance, but apparently he heard me.

" Tsuna, you're awake?" he asked me, astonished.

" I guess."

" I see."

We just stayed in the warm embrace and remained silent. Pitter patter, I can hear the rain falling. It's so gentle, so tranquil. I wonder, if I ran through it, would all my worries and sorrows melt away? I heard that rain was good luck. Then, why is it that mom and dad died during a rainy day, not to mention that I have amnesia. Maybe, if I waited for a rainbow to appear in the sky above after this Nanimori shower, I will get good luck.

" Tsuna..." Gio-nii started again.

" Yeah?"

"... You are getting your memories back, right?" he asked, hesitantly. What? Now he's asking about me and my memories returning? Well duh! I remember our conversation the other day!

" Yeah.." I replied, annoyance hidden with my sigh.

" That's good." he smiled. Urgh, this is pissing me off to the max. Three or more outbursts about my old self and such, and I swear, I will lose it.

" I'm gonna make breakfast." I said as I slithered down his arm.

" You still remember?" Two more, then that's it.

" Well, no. But, I'm sure my body will." I pointed out as I left the room.

- Later that Morning -

As I finished making breakfast ( two egg omelets, rice, and some chicken corn soup) I sighed proudly yet tiredly. Cooking got my thoughts before disappear and I really don't want to reminisce that.

" Gio-nii~! Breakfast is ready~!" I called as I turned on the TV to some random morning anime. I heard soft footsteps from upstairs and I looked out to the window. It's raining again. This world is too monochrome. Please, let the damned showers stop already.

" Woah~, this is the same thing you always cooked before! I love your cooking, it's the best!" he smiled cheerfully as he sat and took a bite of the omelet. Okay, two things, one that made me happy and the other pissed. Happy one is that he praised my cooking. And the pissed off one is that he's talking about my old self again. Please stop with it already! One more comment and I am so out.

I sat down across from him and watched the anime as I ate. I muffled a giggle which made me even laugh more causing me to almost choke.

" Hahaha, Tsuna. Calm down." Gio-nii smiled. I nodded and ate my leftover breakfast. As we finished I took the plates and just left them in the sink, I'll wash them later. I decided to go upstairs and take a bath or shower, whichever was nice. Gio-nii just sat on one-of-the-many couches in the living room and started to watch a drama. If I was correct, I have a bathroom in my room. I headed to my room, and please note that I giggled as I saw that tuna board with my name on it. And after walking across my room, there it was. My own private bathroom.

I like the style. The tiles were checked orange and white, the sink was a nice shade of pale baby blue, the clock was orange colored too. And the rugs that covered the floor and toilet were blue and orange, more like, two blue rugs and one orange. Haha, beside the toilet was a white little trashcan. And did I mention the shower and tub? There was two of them! Right next to each other too! This makes it harder to choose a bath or shower. I had two towels, orange and baby blue. And there was a lone window next to the tub. Well, basically, in my nice organized bathroom everything I saw was either blue or orange.

I stripped out of my parka, shorts, undershirt, and boxers then decided to fill the bath with lukewarm water. But, I first took a shower since it had my soap and shampoo. I opened and closed as I stepped in the not-so-cramped area and let my body be cleansed with refreshing hot water that made me dizzy for a bit. I took grasp of my bar of soap, that smelled of the ocean air, and swiftly scrubbed myself with the sky blue bar. As I washed that out, I took my bottle of mint-strawberry shampoo, though it smelled mostly of strawberries, and applied a good amount on my hand, closed my eyes, and just ruffled my hair and bangs. After I washed the sweet smelling soap off my rather flat locks, I stepped into the tub. Extra water trickled out and the rugs soaked it up. Ahh, I feel like I'm at the hot springs. It's so relaxing. A steady rhythm of 'plip, plip, plip' noises from the faucets, steam rising, walls sweating, and fog made it's appearance by painting itself on the mirror. I looked out the window and saw that it was still raining, but even harder. I turned my attention to the ticking of the clock which read 9:45. I sighed in comfort and let the water travel down the drain.

I took the blue towel and placed it on my waistline and the orange towel on my neck like a scarf. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw that I really look like a girl. Chick. Woman. Lady. Female. I wasn't offended but more like astonished, I actually looked cute. Too cute, actually. I sighed and walked into my bedroom and changed into something warm. A long sleeved black shirt, a blue hoodie, black skinny jeans, and my orange converse. I really wanna go outside and wait for a rainbow. So I walked back downstairs and saw that Gio-nii is now practicing... karate? Wow, he's good too.

" Oh, hey Tsuna!" he smiled at me.

" H-hi." I replied.

" Oh? Where are you going?"

" Park, I guess. Wanna see a rainbow."

" I see. Be careful then."

" H-hai... Gio-nii, you can do karate?"

" Yup! I'll also tell you something, I can speak in Italian. Oh and so can you! Both karate and speaking Italian. You're really good too." he smiled. Zero comments left, ready to have a tantrum. And yet he kept going.

" But, that was before..." he smiled sadly then. I snapped at that.

" Shut up." I mumbled.

" Huh?"

" Shut up..." I said much louder.

" W-what?"

" SHUT THE HELL UP!" I shouted at him angrily.

" Tsuna?" he asked, clearly astonished.

" Shut up, shut up, shut up! I don't remember my other friends! I don't remember karate or Italian, though maybe just Italian! But other than that! I don't know about your life that much anymore! I don't know about my old life! I don't know about anything that much anymore! I am not the Tsuna you know anymore!"

" T-Tsuna..."

" Gio-nii, tell me do you love me?" I asked in pain.

" Of course I love you! You're my little brother!" he replied immediately.

" Then, why won't you accept the present amnesiac me now? I'll get my memories back anyways. I heard you apologize to the past me this morning. And, that hurt me. To know that your own older brother liked you the way you were before, but not now... So, why won't you accept the amnesiac me, right here, right now? Isn't it just nice to know that I'm here?" I asked, every sentence came from my pained heart. My eyes were burning, I am at the edge of crying right now.

" I-I..." he hesitated. Hesitated. My heart tightened.

"... So, you can say you love me so fast but hesitate when you say you accept the present me?" I asked.

"..." Silence, just pure silence.

" Gio-nii, you're terrible." he flinched.

" IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME, THEN ACCEPT ME!" I shouted as the tears finally fell. I ran out the door and continued to run in the rain. I took a peek behind me, he wasn't even following me. Not even a shout of my name. Does he really love me?

I ran in the rain until I reached the park close by, and here I sit in solitary on a swing. I am sad, lonely, betrayed, pissed off to no limit, and soaking wet, and wearing a hood doesn't really make a difference. I stared up at the monochrome sky, wishing for the rain to stop but it just kept falling onto my face. If, I become glad, would it finally stop? Who knows what Mother Nature is planning. Father Earth is just sitting down doing nothing much but letting the grass grows and the waves of the unseen ocean push and pull. I stare at the streets in front of me. No one was there at all, except for a couple and a man followed them.

They walked slowly as the male held up the transparent umbrella. The man smiled as he watched the two. The girl kept giggling and held onto the boy's hand. And, it's really weird. They look exactly like each other. Though, the girl had an eye patch on her right eye as to the boy having... mismatched eyes? The three all had a fruity haircut that reminds anyone of a pineapple. Are they... twins? I guess they're incest or twincest, whichever is fine. The man, he looks like about Gio-nii's age. I'm guessing that's their older brother. I just watched the couple love each other by just holding hands and talking. That's kinda nostalgic, kinda sweet. Even if they know it's forbidden love, they still love each other, which is nice.

The girl was giggling away and began to look at where they were at. Then she set eye on me, and she looked shocked. She tugged on her brother and pointed at me and he too looked surprised. Then they told the man behind them. He smiled at me. Did, I know them? I guess so. Since they were on the other side of the street they had to cross the road to meet me. Just to meet me. The girl put on her hood and skipped out of the umbrella happily, as her brothers followed behind her. They seemed nice. A nice group of siblings. I couldn't help but smile gently, but the smile instantly dropped once something happened. Everything was just in slow motion.

Both brothers' eyes widened and the younger one ran towards his beloved little sister, who was completely oblivious to her surroundings.

" Chrome!" they seemed to yell.

She looked at them then at the truck coming right at her in a high speed. She just froze, I just stared in complete shock, and the brothers reached out for her. But they were too late, the truck that weighed more than five-hundred pounds hit that fragile girl who only seemed to be ninety to one-hundred pounds. The truck stopped once the driver realized that he hit that poor girl. The brothers cried for their little sister's health. She just laid there, breathing and panting hard, in the rain. The driver who got out got instantly murdered. He was whipped to death by the angered older brother, who summoned a whip out of indigo mist. The brother just left him there, already dead, and focused on his siblings. That girl named Chrome, she smiles yet cries.

" You did... have t-to do t-that..." she scolded him weakly as she was held in the hands of her twin.

" He hurt you..." he replied. I just stared, heart pounding and chest squeezing, why?

" Tsuna-kun." the boy turned to me. I who was on the swings, just staring at the scenery couldn't hold that much blood and gore. So there was one thing I just did out of conscious... I fainted.

I remember playing on the swings in the park. The other kids like Yamamoto and Gokudera-kun playing tag. But, there were two more kids that didn't play, instead they just hugged each other, giving their warmth, not that they needed anymore. I was only 10 at the time. And I knew about liking and loving someone, even though I didn't know who I did love. Well, anyways. There the twins were, embracing and cuddling with each other. I jumped off the swings and skipped over to them.

" Hiya!" I greeted. They both looked at me. The boy had mismatched red and navy eyes and the girls had orchid orbs, both locked onto my caramel pupils.

" Hello." the brother spoke, I beamed. Those two were always quiet and very antisocial.

" So, you guys are siblings?" I asked.

" Twins..." the girl said.

" Ehh~, that means you're rare! Mommy says that twins and all those are rare."

" Oya? Really now?" the brother spoke.

" Un!"

" Tell us. What is your name."

" Sawada Tsunayoshi! Please call me Tsuna!" I beamed.

" Sawada Tsuna? Hnn, that sounds familiar." he pondered.

" Do you have an older brother?" the girl asked me.

" Huh? Yup! Gio-nii!" I beamed.

" Ah... You're the kid that Ieyatsu-kun has been rambling on about." the boy mused.

" Tsuna-chan, we're the Rokudo twins. Chrome, and Mukuro." the said girl pointed.

" Hi, Chrome-chan and Mukuro-kun!" I greeted.

" Oh? Tsuna~!" Gio-nii called.

" Gio-nii!" I ran to him.

" Oya? Your little brother was with my step-siblings?" a teenager his age asked me.

" Oh, really?" Gio-nii asked me.

" Yes, he was." Mukuro answered as Chrome held on his hand.

" Oya... Tsuna-kun, I'm Deamon Spade. Those twincests' step brother." Deamon smiled.

" Eh? You both incest?" I asked them.

" Obviously, we're always together. And don't just blurt that out Deamon." Mukuro stated.

" Or what?"

" Or we'll pulverize you... I think you've forgotten about us being reincarnated. And about how we still have our abilities." Mukuro smiled playfully as he and Chrome summoned their own trident out of mist.

" Wha!" I shouted.

" Don't worry Tsuna. They aren't that harmful."

" O-oh..." I said as I watched the three take off into a sibling spar.

That was end of that memory,

but another played.

I turned 11 and was at the Nanimori plaza with Gio-nii buying food. It was a really sunny day. As we were walking, I happened to see Chrome, Mukuro, and Deamon walking. They didn't see us, but Chrome saw something on the streets. A lone black cat, the lights had turned red and the cars stopped. That's when Chrome ran towards the poor creature. She was walking back to her brothers when a drunk driver hit her. Everyone screamed, shouted, cried, and were absolutely shocked. Especially Mukuro.

In a crimson pool of blood was the small corpse-like body of Chrome. She instantly turned pale. I was traumatized. Gio-nii and I ran to them. Deamon and Mukuro will clearly kill that driver as revenge. Chrome was wailing in pain and covering her right eye. But, I wouldn't call that an eye anymore. It was nothing but a socket. Her pretty amethyst eye was in the pool of blood. Along with her insides.

A tear fell, a heartbeat skipped, and my chest squeezed. And even if Gio-nii covered my eyes, her wails and cries resounded through my ears. And the metallic scent of blood roamed the air. I couldn't take it. I was still young. I fainted out of the horrific scene of my first girl-friend on the verge of dying.

It was horrifying, but Chrome was the one who got hit. Another memory played even though I didn't want it to play.

" Mukuro-kun... Is, Chrome-chan alright?" I asked a week after.

" Kufufu, yes. My little sister is fine."

" How?"

" I told you once we are a family of illusionist right?"

" Yes."

" Ok. Since my illusions are strong, I gave her new insides and a new eye."

" Then, why is she wearing an eye patch?"

" She says it looks cool."

" Oh..."

" Kufufu..."

" What did your parents do?"

" Neither our father and Deamon's mother care about her health."

" What?"

" It's quite fine. We just murdered them."

" You kill too much.." I sweat drop.

" Maybe.."

" Where's Deamon-san?"

" He's hiding up our mess."

" You mean the blood?"

" Yes."

" Hnn, but now... How are you going to take care of yourselves?"

" Dunno..."

" Hey..."

" What?"

" How did your right eye get red and got the word six in it?"

"... You know how I said I was reincarnated?"

" Yes."

" I was a demon in my past life."

" Eh? Does that mean Chrome-chan was too?"

" No. She remembers it clearly. She was a human, a pure one too. I who was a demon did not have a name, but hers was Nagi. She found me hurt and treated me even though she was well aware that I was a demon."

" Ehh~, Chrome-chan was even nice in her past life."

" Yes. And then we became friends and grew feelings for each other. But, since that love was forbidden, she had to marry someone she did not approve of. I told her to and she did, knowing that at least that if she was with me, it'd be all fine."

" But, isn't your present love still forbidden?"

" Not really. We're illusionists, we can make new names."

" Oh."

It had all ended. My memories of them came back. And even if I was unconscious, I felt a tear drop. I fought with my brother, and now... Chrome and Mukuro are hurt. Chrome physically and Mukuro emotionally.

And, it's because of me...

A/N: Holy crap! So many words! Ah crap! Sorry guys, I made it so long. Haha.. Reviews please~.

Ahaha~, had to edit. I first put stab when Deamon hit the diver hahaha.