Looks deosn't...matter

Bella/Jasper

Rated M

Lunch time had came around, and I haven't seen Jasper since but that was okay, guys never went for girl who has more scars on her face than he could count. Gathering my things, I finally made my way out the classroom and to the hall, It was packed with gossiping students...I was never really a fan of closeness; it always resulted in me having a panic attack and rush to the hospital.

You can thank Felix for that one.

He made me Cluastrophobic, scared of being close to someone without being horrified of what they were going to do if I turned my back on them or not being scared to walk inside my closet without losing my breath. I knew what I had was dangerous and I knew I needed treatment or therapy but, Demetri and Felix didn't want to spend thet much money on me...as I qoute Felix "You aren't worth that much money" hearing those things so much and I can't help but believe it. Quickly escaping the tight hallway, I finally made my way to lunch area and sat down taking gulps of air to try to get my heart rate back to normal. Looking around, I suddenly spotted Jasper...with the Cullens, I knew it wasn't going to be long before they had thier claws in him like they did Angela, my only friend I had. Pulling a notebook out; considering Felix threw the only cherish book I had out the window, writing down my thoughts I felt someone arms wrap themselves around me...I quickly felt my throat close up and my heart ram into my chest as I let out a scream of torror...

JasperPOV

Sitting here with my sister Rosalie and her friends, I looked at everyone trying to act intrest on what they were talking about but trutfully I wanted to claw my ears off. Edward god! he was a dick and he knew it, Alice his twin was somwthing else...she never seems to stop talking or jumping around and than you have Tanya, Edward's girlfriends who was the Forks high slut of the year. Rosalie was dating Edward and Alice older borther Emmett who failed four grade and was in the grade as his siblings, to my opinion they all were somw snotty nose rich kids who threated people like shit, I asked Rosalie why she hang with poeple like them and she told me that because, when she didn't have anyone...they were there for her and opened thier home to her. And that's where I'm come in, I've turned eighteen last months and our Anut Harriet finally gotten tired of me and kick me out of her house, I didn't have any place else to go and the last person I knew, I could count on was my twin Rosalie...after calling her and her talking to the Cullen...three weeks later here I am living with the fake ass Brady Bunch but, I can't complain they are helping us and I appreicate everything they have done for me and my sister.

"So Jasper, found any ass yet" Edward asked as Emmett laughed, I was never the type of guy that treated girls like shit, and I personally had a one on one talk with Emmett about Rosalie...he wasn't about to do that shit to my sister and get away with it. I shook my head and looked at Edward through my blond locks.

"No I haven't and I'm not looking for any ass...but I am looking a girl, you know a female not some ass" I told him as Rosalie laughed and picked at her food.

"Whatever you want to call them, but I pefer to call them a piece of ass...because, let be truthful that's all I want any way" I wanted to badly punch the fuck out him but a scream stop me in my tracks, sending chills down my spine. Truning around quickly I saw a the girl from first period and a guy who had his arms wrap around her. I was about to get up and go over therem when Rosalie grabbed my hands.

"Don't do it, the girl is a freak...they do this all the time" I looked at her, and back at the scared girl who was trying to get away from the beast that had her trapped in his arms, I was getting pissed that nobody got to help this girl, I looked at Edward and Emmett but they were just talking like nothing wasn't happing...I finally shot out of my seat and ran over there, the guy didn't even see me. I grabbed him by his leather jacket and push him on his ass.

"Get your fucking hands off her, did your mother ever teach you any manners" the guy got up fast and was about to punch me when he suddenly stop and saw my scars and back away...yeah buddy back the fuck up.

"Who the fuck are you"

"Someone you don't want to fuck with, touch her agian and I'll rip your fucking shoulders off...do you got that" I glared at him right into his eyes, the guy nodded and scrambled off. I quickly bent down and slowly made my way to her...I knew from personal experience to always be cautions with damage people like me...like her.

"Don't touch me!" she yelled/whisperd and I could that she was having a panic attack, I couldn't help her if I couldn't touch her.

"Hey, its me Jasper remember, I know what your going through okay...I've been through it too. But I need you to try and think of something happy, or something that make you smile" she shook her head and rocked back and forth struggling to breathe, I moved a little closer and she fucking freak.

"DON'T Please...j...just don't" I felt for her, she was worse off than I was back then...still am, I tried to think of something I did to help me when I had my panic attacks.

"Hey, what's your favorite color" she looked up and her face was confused, I shrugged and smiled at her.

"W..W...What" she gasp for breath.

"What your favorite color, mines is brown" I told her as she scrunched her nose up, I saw that her scar had bunched up at the movement.

"W...Why brown" I could see that she was getting her breath back, I smiled at her.

"Because, most people think the color is boring and ugly but I like it...it has meaning" that was half truth, I didn't even like brown...until I seen her eyes.

"So are you going to tell or am I going to have to guess" she blushed, it was truthly beautiful, she fiddled with her hands and looked up at me.

"I like blue" I nodded as she blushed even deeper.

"See! Your okay, no panic attack" she smiled but it vanished as quickly as it came, I didn't have time to ask what was wrong as she jumped up and quickly grabbed her things and ran, I was confused and made my way back to the table as Rosalie spoke.

"Why did you do that, now people will think we like her" I glared at her.

"The girl is scared out of her mind and you just sat there...as I remember correctly that was you four years ago" I threated her as she quickly sat up and looked around seeing if anyone was listening to our conversation.

"She's a nobody...she mean nothing to me, she just some girl who is scared of people touching her big deal" I shook my head

"Yeah and I remember you were scared as well, you had nobody either...so why do she have to be treated different" I got up and left, I needed some space.

Forks was not what I aspected.

A/N: AWWW! Jasper a sweetheart...

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