A/N: Gomenesai~~! Very very long wait.
Answers:
Mel-chama: Yesh~~! Thank you!
FalteredGAIT: Thank you~~!
animebaka14: Longer? Emm, I'll try~!
LonelyDayzDreamer: Yes, love rival~~! Hehe, ero-Giotto took over! I understand your fujoshi problem. In school, I have an otaku friend and all we talk about is Reborn! and lots of yaoi. Hehe, can't really imagine him either, but whatever. Jyesh~~, ero-Giotto is very fepic~! *GASP* You think I'm an awesome author? Thank you~~! * Noms on endless piles of cookies*
Breathless02: Arigatou~~!
pHIL: Hehe, we're such sadists! Fun chaos~, yesh~!
VongolaPrimo27: Hehe, Tsuna-kun will tease Giotto-sama even more~~!
purebloodqueen99: Thank you very much!
sakuramiyuki0: UPDATE!
TsukikoIchihara: Yes~~!
thepieh0le: Hehe, yaoi in the real non-yaoi anime~. That is awesome, and thank you ne~.
orangesky3: Hehe, thank you~! Well, shouldn't I be the perv if I have to imagine it out and type it? Lol.
~Hajimeru Dechu~
Giotto's POV
The most prettiest lady I've ever met, happened to be my little brother. My ototou I tell you! It was was so weird! I felt like a real pervert, even more than my ero-self! May I please kill myself? Yes? Pshyeah right! I found out who I love! And it's my own little brother! That makes it even more tempting that it is! Sure I know that my ototou is cute and all that, but now when I found out I love him, he became... What's that word? Right it was, beautiful.
Tsunayoshi's POV
I saw that look on Giotto's face. Maybe, I shouldn't have told him at all. Tsuna, he looked so appalled. My heart throbs and I know why. I should know why. It's because, I knew ever since I was 5 in Italy. When dad showed me that picture of my smiling and flushed twin, I felt an urge to protect him, even if I was far away. Then when I the word spread to uncle about mom and dad's death I also heard something. Tsuna was also in that car crash. That's when I packed my things and use all that money I rose on my own, to go to Japan. I placed my fingers on the scar on my back. Looking back at Tsuna, I felt guilty. Because the way I really got this scar was like this...
~ Flashback ~
The wind was still and the moon shone brightly. I knew that this was the day I would leave Italy. This damned place where I am apart from my family. Especially him. Putting on my hat I carried my duffel bag on my right arm as I dragged my suitcase. Swiftly escaping without noise, I silently bid farewell to uncle. Though I always hated that bastard, he was still family and family was always together. So, I walked away hoping that, that was the last farewell. But no, it wasn't. Cruel fate just had to make my uncle come home drunk.
I was walking on the bridge when I saw him, he was dizzy from being drunk. He looked at me and saw my bags and luggage.
" Where are you going Tsunayoshi?" he asked, slurred. Taking a firm grasp on my items, I replied back, hoping that my voice didn't tremble.
" I'm going to live in Namimori Japan, where my family is." He snickered.
" Your only family there are those two stupid brothers you have! So just stay here, with me."
" Shut up! My brothers are not stupid! Do you know how much I hated you ever since that incident! You made me feel so disgusted with my body! In fact, they're not stupid, because you're the one who is! No, you're a moron who is always drunk and always..." I didn't want to say it, it was disgusting.
" Always what?"
" You know what I'm saying! Just let me leave!"
" No, your mine. I won't let you go."
He rushed towards me, a pocket knife in hand from his back pocket. I dropped my belongings and rushed towards him too. If he wasn't going to let me live with my brothers, then I'd just have to defeat him. I swiftly dodged the knife and tried to upper-cut him. He dodged and sliced my jacket, making a slash run through the cloth. I back flipped and managed to kick him on the back of the head, making him crash face first into the stone bridge. I huffed and puffed, he was defeated. I walked back to my luggage and continued to walk down the bridge, but that's when I heard husky breaths from uncle. He wouldn't just give up.
" Tsunayoshi, please.. Please stay with me.."
" No uncle, I'm going to Namimori." I didn't turn to meet his face. My state was firm, I was going to Japan to live with my brothers.
" Then, if I can't have you. Nobody will."
He charged at me like a bull, like I was a matador holding red. The knife still in his grasp he sliced deeply into my clothes, slashing a deep ragged scar across my pale back. It hurt, a lot. But not being with my brothers even hurt more. I took that chance to steal the knife and once again dropping my belongings, I charged. But this time, my charge is different. It wasn't out of anger or revenge. It was a calm charge, like something flickered in my amber eyes and even my soul. To be with Giotto and Tsuna, I had to stay calm as I feel as I should protect them. Him. I swiftly stuck the knife into his throat and he fell on the edge of the bridge. Blood spurting out of his neck, he was screaming like a bloody massacre. I looked at him, dying, wailing in pain, drowning in his own fucking blood. He deserved this, but. I looked down at my bloody stained hands and curse. I am a murderer, a dewy criminal, a sinner.
I walked to my corpse of an uncle and pushed his body into the river. Where his death would be covered in the pure water that also washed away my bloody hands and back. Even though I was physically clean, my purity was forever to be stained. I didn't go to the airport that day, because I went to the church, begging for forgiveness and silently saying sorry, repeating them like it was a chant. I actually fell asleep in the church, a nun placed a blanket on me and even treated my scar on my back. I went to the airport that day, feeling actually cleansed from my sins. Because I heard a warming voice that said gently into my ear.
" You are forgiven."
~ Flashback end ~
Yeah, I'm the one killed my uncle. But I really went to Japan, right here in this town. Because I wanted to protect the twin that I have always loved,
Tsuna.
Tsuna's POV
Why is Gio-nii here? Why is he here? Isn't he mad at us?What if, he just wanted to eat cake?... Would I be really stupid enough to think that? My intuition is telling my that he's here to apologize, and I think that's what it is. He wants to be forgiven. Yeah, I'm positive of that, but I'll try to keep an act.
" Gio-nii... Eto, may I take your order?" I asked politely, smiling sweetly.
He looked confused at first but then looked at the menu. As his eyes were scanning the paper, I scanned through a crowd of people. I wanted to see Tsunayoshi-kun right now. And I found him, his eyes were narrowed as they looked at me, those amber eyes are filled with unknown guilt. His hand was a fist as he grasp the clothing where his heart was. His eyes widened as soon as he realized I was looking at him, he turned away, facing a worried Karin. My heart squeezed, why was he so sad? It was painful to see him like that.
" Tsuna, I'll have melon cake." I turned back to Gio-nii and took the menu. I nodded and ran straight to where Tsunayoshi-kun was.
" Karin, melon cake onegai." I told our assistant manager.
" Okidoki~!" she walked away and I faced Tsunayoshi-kun.
" Tsunayoshi-kun, are you okay?" I asked worriedly.
"... Tsuna, what would you say if I said, ' I love you'?" he asked, guilty eyes once more, yet his question was straight.
" I would say I love you back, why do you ask?" he looked at me with pained eyes, that affected me.
" Nothing, forget I even asked." he walked away from the pondering me.
" Here Tsuna." Karin came back with a slice of yellowish cake.
" Ah, thanks Karin."
" No prob. But, can you come back here when you give that cake to the customer?"
" Okay." I walked back to Gio-nii and handed him the slice of cake. He smiled ironically in a flirting way and said in a relaxed tone.
" Thanks Tsuna." I blushed, why would he smile like that at me? It wasn't the kind he would give! Maybe, just maybe, he's messing with me! Yeah, that's gotta be it! I nodded and walked away to my assistant manager.
" So, what's up Karin?" I asked the bluenette.
" Well, Tsuna how do you feel about Tsunayoshi?" she asked with a straight face.
" What?"
" Do you love him?"
" Of course I do!"
" But as a brother and role model right?" I don't exactly know what she's getting to.
" Yeah, the same with Gio-nii. Why, what's wrong?"
"... I don't really think I should tell you."
" What? Just tell me."
" No, I can't. Not just yet."
" Why not?"
" Your whole life would change if I told you now."
" What?"
" Nandemo nai..."
" Wait, you know something I don't, don't you?" She looked at her shoes and bit her lower lip.
" Well, to be honest, I really do. You see, I'm the kind of person who can just see through someone and know, well like who they're interested in."
" Ok so? How is that related to me?"
" Tsuna, I think and know that you'll find out soon, kay." she smiled sweetly and I just stared at her. It wasn't a question, it was a pure statement. But, a really nice one. She's right, I'll have to keep going on with this future I've chosen and watch events pass by me. I smiled and nodded like a puppy. Though, I still ponder, what is she trying to say about Tsunayoshi-kun? And myself?
The day was actually pretty long. Gio-nii just stayed in one part of the cafe, waiting patiently for Tsunayoshi and me. He's actually asleep now, women watching him, breathe in and out peacefully. I pondered, what is he dreaming of? I just shrugged it off before going back to work.
Giotto's POV/DREAM
Chilly gusts of autumn wind rushed passed by my body. Goosebumps rose from my exposed arms and I sneezed. Looking up to the gray sky, white transparent puffs huffed out of my mouth.
" Giotto?" I can recognize this voice, it is...
" Tsunayoshi." The said boy walked up to me and stared right into my eyes.
His amber eyes glistened and traveled down to the floor.
" Hey, can I ask you something?" he asked me.
" What is it?"
" Do you... By any chance, love Tsuna."
I paused, why would he ask me that? Is it possible that Tsuna likes me? Or is it possible that Tsunayoshi like Tsuna?
" May I ask, why are you asking me this?" I asked curiously.
" I'm asking because I've loved Tsuna ever since I laid my eyes on him." Wait, what? So, Tsunayoshi does like Tsuna.
" So... You love Tsuna... Too." I muttered softly.
" Yes, I have. A very long time now. In fact, he's the very reason I'm still alive, I'm still here, I can still smile. He's my light, inspiration, and love. My everything, to keep me alive. His smile is my water, and his sweet words are my food. That's how much I love him. But, what about you? Can you please prove to me that you really love him?" I don't really know how to compete with that. His words, are sincere and thoughtful. His real emotions for Tsuna, were never hidden. I saw them sparkle and flicker in his amber eyes.
" I..." I started my speech.
" You?" he asked.
" I love Tsuna. I don't care if that makes me an incest. I don't care if that completely turns me gay. If it's Tsuna, I'll be gay then. I don't give a single fuck what our society in life says about homosexuality, incest, and those kind of stuff! He's, the one to keep me smiling, happy, really loved, and wanted. He, wants me to be with him, he wants me to stay with him, he wants me to remember him, and always love him. He doesn't have to tell me those things, I already know them by heart. He's not just your everything, he's mine too. He's our ototou, our little brother, our sibling. I love the way he smiles brightly and makes my heart melt. I love how his hair is so soft and poofy. I love how his eyes gleam and sparkle, especially when he cries and smiles. How he blushes for every single thing, it's adorable. I love him, I love him so much I could die, but I won't. Because I won't know if he loves me back. Tsuna, I remember, how he told me, he loved someone. A male. But, he didn't say who. Though now, I don't care who that person can be! I'm gonna be the one Tsuna loves! And I swear it!"
Tsunayoshi's amber eyes widened and closed half-way , he nodded and chuckled. I covered my mouth, those words. Just came out of no where. But, I feel relieved, like I was reborn. A new me.
" Hey Giotto."
" Yeah?"
" Let's... Find out who Tsuna loves more."
" Me or you?" I asked. He nodded. We both smirked and shouted ambitiously in unison.
" I'm gonna be Tsuna's lover!"
Our eyes twinkled, and we both smiled. His amber eyes shone and he looked at the sky. Gray clouds have disappeared and the sky regained it's light-blue form. I looked up to, smiling, I thought to myself.
' This ototou is pretty interesting. But, I'll make Tsuna mine!'
Ahh~, our little ototou, who do you love?
Tsuna's POV
I couldn't believe it. I just couldn't believe it. How can both of my brother's just sleep there? It was already closing time and they fell asleep 2 hours ago!
" Tch, why are they still sleeping! Grr, I am so totally kill them later." I grumbled as I changed back into my normal clothes.
" Tsuna~, are you done yet? Do you want me to drop you off or not?" Karin inquired from outside.
" H-hai! Chotto mate Karin!" I quickly put on his hood to hide my embarrassingly cute hair curls. Closing my locker and opening the door I found his assistant manager waiting unusually patiently for me.
" Ne, Karin, what about Tsunayoshi-kun?" I pondered.
" What about Tsunayoshi-kun?" she asked.
" His uniform, is he allowed to bring his uniform home?"
" What? Of course not! Change him, change him now!" she demanded.
Sweat dropping, I nodded. I found my twin on a sack of flour, still sleeping. Muu, doshiyo? Ah! Soka! With my weak fragile little arms, I huffed and tried to carry him to the locker room again. Since I know his locker combo, I opened the tall golden-yellow locker and grabbed his clothes. I now pouted, how am I supposed to strip my twin? Eto, well... I just took a quick peek at his face but then ended up with me staring right at him. He looked so calm, like nothing in the world can ruin that. No smile, no frown, just calm. I, liked this side of him. It's rare. His eyelashes are pretty and long, like mine. Ah, he's blushing. Hnn, I wonder who's he dreaming about. I placed my palm on his frame and kissed his cheek.
" Daisuke, Tsunayoshi-nii. Gio-nii too." I whispered.
I really do love them, but what's that feeling I get when I'm with both of them? I shook my head and decided to just undress and redress my twin. I popped each button off, one by one. I undid his tie and loosened it from his collarbone. I was going to slip them both off but then. Flame eyes opened and stared into my caramel pupils. He licked his lips and smacked them together. He looked flustered and acted as if he was drunk. I blushed mad. I could feel rose-bushes fill my cheeks as my eyes widened. He stood up and I ironically automatically did too. Now here we are.
Partly stripped Tsunayoshi, and the scarlet-faced me. He walked towards me and I backed up. Out of nowhere I swear I saw a seductive glint in his eyes. Oh my god, it's like animal channel! I'm the fucking cute and innocent prey when he's the mature bad-ass predator! He charged at me, like he literally ran towards me.
He pinned me down, yeah, he pinned me down. He took off my hood revealing my buoyant curls and pink ears. Once more, his eyes shimmered and a seductive smirk came upon his face. I just blushed, I've never seen this side of Tsunayoshi. He was always just mature yet childish in a way, monotone too. But this! This is very scary, it frightened me, but yet somehow this side of him is... Hot. Yea, I said hot! And it really was.
" Nee~, Tsuna-chan. Omae no suki na hito wa ore~~?" he asked teasingly. I flushed crimson, he heard that? I meant brotherly love or watcha-ma-call-it. Not real love! Maybe, he's just messing with me! Yeah, just messing with me!
" H-hai, daisuke Tsunayoshi-kun and Gio-nii."
" Ehh, hontonii? Then... Posso baciarti?" he asked. I didn't understand what he was saying. Was it in Italian? I didn't understand, so I just nodded. He smiled or smirked, I couldn't tell because what he is doing now, is very awkward. He's closing the space between our lips. I squeezed my eyes together. Is this still a joke? I don't know, I just wish that it's not. I wanted my first kiss to be loving and warm. Not imitated and definitely chaste. No matter who kisses me, I just hope. It was really for love.
I was prepared now. I was willing to give Tsunayoshi-kun, my very own twin, my first kiss. In this situation, I know that I can't escape. I just wish if he's doing this really, it's not a joke. It's not just an imitation. It's not fake, a sham, phony, bogus. A holy chaste virtuous loving kiss. Nothing but a kiss filled with love. Not a tongue frenzy, just a warm soothing kiss. Ahh, please let it be so then.
Then it had to be this time. The door opened and footsteps stopped right where they even started.
" Tsuna, Tsunayoshi... W-what are you doing?" a male's voice.
Gio-nii's mature lovely voice. My eyes snapped back open to reality and Tsunayoshi stopped and stared at him. Tsunayoshi's face was a bit mad, like iit was because the kiss hadn't even started. But once I saw Gio-nii's face. My heart broke. He looked so betrayed, his eyes were even a bit shiny because of tears he's holding back. Green skipped though his watery eyes, it can't be. He's... Jealous? He twirled on his heel and let his back face us.
" Sorry for interrupting your time with your beloved..." he whispered something, and he just walked away.
Now tears filled my eyes and Tsunayoshi just got off of me and hesitated to comfort me. I, myself, don't know if I needed comforting. Because I know Gio-nii needed comforting. I wanted to run to him, give him a big hug, let our tears flow together. Hearts beating against each other. But instead I just stayed here, crying. And it hurt me once he said the other part. Crying because his words were true and mutters repeated in my head. A record player, broken and can only repeat those gentle, sad, and painful words. After those first words were honest, pained, sincere words from the heart. The only thing that was stuck in my head. Those words, those three words. They were...
" I love you..."
~RANDOM OMAKE~
Chrome was just tired of it. Kyoko and Haru just made her watch the Twilight
movie saga.
And right now, the two are fighting because of TEAM EDWARD which Haru likes. And TEAM JACOB which Kyoko likes.
It was so annoying for the two to have a fit because of the boys and one day they asked Chrome.
" Chrome-chan! Which team do you go for?"
Now do you think Chrome gave the slightest shit to who she liked more? Nu-uh. She smiled sweetly and replied.
" I'm on TEAM TRUCK THAT ALMOST HIT BELLA."
-ototou-little brother
-onegai-please
-Nandemo nai-Nevermind or Nothing really
-Chotto mate-Wait or Wait please
-Hai-Yes
-Ne-Hey
-doshiyo-What do/should I do?
-Soka-I see or I know
-Eto-um
-Daisuke-I love you
-Omae no suki na hito wa ore-Do you love me? or You love me?
-Posso baciarti-Can I kiss you?-note this is Italian
EDIT: Thanks to those people who found mistakes! Hehe, sorry didn't feel like proofreading!
A/N:... And the random omakes are back~! My friend told me this one plus the Japanese words. I despise Twilight save for TEAM JACOB. Hey, it's not my fault Taylor Lautner is freaking smexy with those abs. But I really am on TEAM TRUCK THAT ALMOST HIT BELLA. Shishishi~, anyways back to the story. Giotto finally tells/whispers 'I love you'. Lots of Japanese words too. Yeah yeah, it's rushed, who gives a fuck? Anyways again, the series has been stopped! No, I don't really think that it's ending yet. I mean, I read the manga. And people say that it's just for a year cause the manga chapters and the anime episodes are kinda too close. So yeah, it'll be back in a year hopefully. I actually cried at the ending, it was so touching and Tsuna-chan looked so fucking cute. Can't wait for it to air again. I think I'm in depression, oh well. I just hope people will still read Reborn fanfics.
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