A/N: Konichiwa minna~! Hehe, new chapter uploaded! Okay, the story I showed you guys a preview of, I'm gonna make it a short story since most people said. I'll start on it today as well=]. I called it "La Sirenetta". It's Italian for " The Little Mermaid". I was on youtube the other day listening to vocaloid songs, and I noticed Luka-chan has a song called "The Little Mermaid". I watched the PV, and it was the one I was talking about~! I was like, "Holy shizz". It was a nice song too... I'm sorry for talking to much. Hai, here are the answers:
Hexshell: I know right. I've been saying every week, " I gotta upload the new chapter...". But in the end, I never do, until now~!
loveyaoigirl4ever: Yup, it was a good I idea. I just like to mix stuff up a bit.
OneSunnyNight: Yes, the whole Story of Evil was nice. Mothy even upgraded them, except for Daughter of White. It's called velvet, it's very beautiful. They sound much, much better. As for your "Wheee~", I don't mind. You seem like an... interesting person. It's fine, I lose a lot of brain cells too.
orangesky3: Ya, that's the one. But I was thinking about it, and I mixed up the ending for everyone's happiness. It would've been nice if the Servant of Evil line was in Japanese... If I knew it. My parents... They got mad at us (my sisters and I) once and was shouting and kept throwing pillows at us... We didn't cry cause of the pillows (who would?), we were crying about the shouting... As for your ads, they made me giggle. But no thanks, I already have one of each. But would you like an Asian Siston? Hehe lol.
Yaoi-san and Minty-chan: You don't know who saved Tsuna-chan? Well, that's alright. I don't like rape, I love rape. Haha lol. Angst just needs more love. Lol. Um, we'll see about that suggestion Minty-chan. Though, Prince Charming knows Giotto-sama. Hehe, Giotto-sama pisses you off? Ha~, that's true.. And I agree with Yaoi-san, I hate school for mainly to reasons! #1. Learning is a bitch! #2. I can't see any yaoi-ful fanfics or smut-ful doujinshis!
TsukikoIchihara: #1. No, I am sorry. I'll keep trying. #2. Those pervs are gonna say hi to Satan. Don't worry. #3. I wants it~! Where did you buy it?
TsunaxGiotto4ever: Thank you. Suspense good stories. Do I make it that suspenseful?
animebaka14: The preview is just a bunch of sentences in my upcoming short story, " La Sirenetta". It's Italian for " The Little Mermaid". The 0072 part was sweet. But I don't know how it's sickeningly sweet... As for the Tsuna rape thing, just read and Reborn will let you understand.
~Hajimeru Dechu~
Giotto's POV
I just couldn't believe that Tsuna got lost! One second here, the next, GONE! G. O. N. E! How the hell could that have happened? I was in front of him the whole time. I even checked if he was following us. Then poof~! Gone. Lost. How in hell did it become like that?
" Oi, Giotto! Why'd you lose Tsuna?" Tsunayoshi asked me.
" Shut up! It's not like I did it on purpose!" I shouted.
" Then what happened? Weren't you holding his hand?" Tsunayoshi asked.
" Uhh... N-no.."
" See then it's your fault! What if Tsuna gets jumped, or stabbed? Or even worse, raped! Then it'd be your fault! Tsuna just wanted to have fun and just go back home, and you can't even hold your own girlfriend's slash little brother's hand!" He yelled at me. Blamed it all on me.. Well, it was my fault.. What if Tsuna got raped... He would never love me again.
" God Giotto... You've been with him you're whole life.. And you can't just protect him now? Those things that I said, they're true. There are gangsters out there! And they're all blood lust... I swear, if Tsuna..." Tsunayoshi stopped there. He didn't want to admit the fact that his own twin might... Die.
" Look Tsunayoshi, Tsuna means as much as he means to you bu-"
" No, you're wrong Giotto! If you love someone, then you can just say 'means as much to you'! You love him so much that you can't even compare how much they mean to someone else!"
" Tsuna, yamero. Ne?" Enma hugged Tsunayoshi, as the said twin started to cry.
" Ieyatsu, Tsuna should mean more than a lot to you.. So if you love him way more than I do, then why aren't you the one breaking down and crying?" Tsunayoshi asked me, glaring at me with watery eyes.
I didn't know how to respond.. He was completely right.. Tsuna, I've been with him for a long time.. I've loved him more.. Then, why aren't I in Tsunayoshi's position. Shouldn't he be the one looking at the pitiful me that's crying?
" Tsunayoshi-kun, I know why.." Cozart finally stood. With a firm gaze into my eyes he began talking.
" Giotto, no, Ieyatsu.. He doesn't know how to cry. He never felt pain before. And do you know why?" he asked Tsunayoshi. The twin just shook his head.
" It's because Giotto doesn't need or know love. He just needs sex. Sex is his life. To him, the world is his magical harem where he can just infatuate someone, play with them, and let them break. He doesn't know what it is to love. He just thinks it an emotion where someone is there smiling and lets your heart feel warm. He doesn't know the true meaning of love... It's the most painful and yet most sweet feeling in your whole life."
That was the first time where I've seen Cozart glare at me.. But his ruby pupils held tears.. I don't know much about emotions so I wonder why he's crying..
" Ieyatsu! Go out there and find you're lover! If you can't find him until it's 12 midnight, just come home where we'll meet you.."
I stood there. There was a million things going through my head and one of them was shouting " FIND HIM!"
" GO!" Cozart's glare held running down tears.
I nodded and ran to where he pointed, the way we came from. In one of those million things that I was thinking about were the words, " I LOVE YOU, GIOTTO." But Tsuna didn't say that.. Nor was it any of my past lovers. It's was Cozart, himself.
Cozart's POV
(A/N: Weird huh?)
" Cozart-san..." Tsunayoshi looked up at me.
" Yeah?" I slipped on a smile.
" Why did you do that?"
" Because Giotto needs to find Tsuna.."
I sat inside the car, making the leather seats have droplets of water. The two young teens followed.
" No, but Cozart.." Enma started.
" Yeah Enma?" I smiled at him. They looked at each other and stared back at me.
" Why did you tell Ieyatsu to find Tsuna if you love him?" Tsunayoshi asked.
" Ahh, that's what you're wondering about..." I let myself smiled more.
" Because, my beloved Ieyatsu finally found someone to love. In all the years that I spent with him, he would always have a new girlfriend or boyfriend every month after having sex. It hurt me a lot whenever I see him with other people. I also knew, ' If I went out with Giotto, he would only screw me then break up with me'. That fact also made me hurt. So just being his best friend made me happy, we started kissing after I told him I love him, but I didn't want to go out with him. He knew what I meant by that. But now, it's different. Seeing Giotto smile genuinely with Tsuna-chan makes me a bit happy. Giotto knows he's in love with Tsuna-chan, but he just doesn't know how to love."
" Then, why does Giotto just have sex with the person and just breaks up with them? When did that start?" Tsunayoshi asked.
" That started in 7th grade. He's the most popular kid in school, we all know that. But do you know why?" I asked them, they shook their heads and remained silent.
" Because he was and is the ultimate playboy. He started dating an 8th grader and after a few days, she suggested to do something beyond the boarder. So they did. They had sex, though he was wearing a condom, but she didn't know that... I still wonder how she couldn't feel that... Anyways, then that's when it happened."
" What?" Tsunayoshi asked.
" Her graduation was only four days away and they had a celebration, there she got drunk and had sex with another guy. Giotto knew this and yet he still went out with her. That's when she told him... She got pregnant because of the guy. Giotto broke up with her and let the guy that screwed her have her. But I heard something, I heard that the girl died when the baby was born. The guy had to take care of the baby and was tired of it so the baby, she lived in an orphanage... I told Giotto that and he just stared at me, with tears in his eyes. He probably doesn't know this but, he swore never to love anyone again."
" Wait, but why? I don't get it." Enma stated.
" Ok, basically, Giotto loved a girl and they did it. Then the girl did it with another guy and got pregnant. Giotto went out with her until she told him she got pregnant."
" Wait, why did he still go out with her?"
" Because Giotto loved the girl. But that's the first time he felt pain in his heart, so he swore never to fall in love again because he didn't want to feel that pain ever again. So from that day on, he started dating multiple random people to forget about past lovers and he each had sex with them."
" And why?" Tsunayoshi asked.
" Have you ever heard ' Fuck the pain away'?"
" Yeah."
" Well, that's what he did. He started a game, where it just became his life. Date, fuck, throw."
" So he forgot about the game he created?"
" Yup." I smiled.
" Is that why you like him?" Enma asked.
" Huh? Hehe, well, you can say that's one of the reasons~!" I smiled as the two teens stared at me in confusion.
Tsuna's POV
I still remember the days where everything was bright and warm. The time I fell in love. Though, I was only a child. I didn't really know what love was.
But, I still remember when I thought I was in love. I was only 11 when I thought love was something pure and innocent.
Turns out to be different...
One day, okaa-san and otou-san were at their friends' wedding, so it was only me and Gio-nii.
Or, that's what I at least thought.
I was at home, just smiling, hoping me and nii-chan can bond more. But then the doorbell rang it's usual tone.
" Haii~!" I ran to the door, wondering who it could've been.
As I opened it, I saw a pretty lady with a black dress on.
" Hello, is Giotto here?" she asked me, a smile upon her features.
" Ah, eto.. G-Gio-nii!" I called my brother.
As he came down the stairs I ran to him. He carried me with just his arm and brought me where his heart is.
I blushed, I knew I liked Gio-nii. He was gentle and kind. Beyond the boarder of where I should like him, actually.
They had a conversation, one where she had to "study" science. So they did, until I fell asleep. I felt Gio-nii bring me to my room as they continued "studying" in his room.
Time passed when I was asleep, then at 12:58, I woke up. I didn't really know why. I usually wake up that time just to go to the bathroom or if I had a nightmare. But, that wasn't the case. Kaa-san and tou-san weren't home yet. I think they got drunk and enjoyed the after party. I looked around my room, everything was dark. Very dark. It scared me.
So like the young innocent child I was, I got up and trekked to Gio-nii's room instead. As I walked through the hallway, I noticed the lights in his room were still on. The door was a crack open, and there were sounds. I didn't know what to do. But like the curious child I was, I took a small peek and that's when I found out about Gio-nii's world.
The lady from before was still here, her dress laid flatly on the floor along with Gio-nii's clothes too. Her underclothes were on the floor as well. My eyes got wide at the seen and I looked away.
My beloved big brother. The onii-chan I've loved more than anyone, was pleasuring her. I silently walked back to my room and flopped on my bed.
His face, his expression was so.. Lustful, like he wanted more of her. More of her screams, moans, body, everything!
I pressed my face against my pillow and wailed like I've never wailed before. My sobs and cries were known by no one, but myself and this pitiful pillow that I've kept throwing to the floor like a child having a tantrum.
I paused for a breath, then I clenched my heart. Why did it hurt? What was the boiling rage for that girl? What was that sad lonely feeling, when I saw him smile a little?
I found out, that was the real feeling of love. The burning pain, that can never compare to anything else.
A week later, I told Gio-nii what I saw. He looked at me with guilty eyes.
" I'm sorry Tsuna. I didn't want you to see that side of me. You're too pure, I didn't want to stain your pureness." He said softly, pressing his lips on my forehead.
It was that fuzzy feeling again. This is Gio-nii nobody knows about, except for me.
I told him I was okay with it. That I was a bit glad to know more about his life and the way he really is. He smiled and said " Keep it a secret, nee?"
I nodded. If it was for Gio-nii, I'd do anything.
My caramel eyes fluttered open, I looked at my surroundings and tried to get up. As I sat up, burning pain struck me.
" Itai!" I screamed.
" Woah, take it easy Tsuna." a mature voice ordered me.
" Eh?" I looked at the owner of the voice. A guy whose eyes were always in the shadows by a fedora hat... I've seen him before. With Gio-nii. Ah! That's right! He's!
" Reborn-senpai!"
Giotto's POV
*I really wann-*
" Hello?" I scram into my phone.
" Hey, Giotto." A deep voice said from the other line.
" Reborn! Hey, listen, I can't talk right now! I'm looking for someone really important to me!"
" Yeah, I know. Tsuna, right?"
" Huh? H-how did you know? Oh, that's right you're a mind reader! Well yeah, that's who, so I really gotta go now."
" No, baka. Listen, I'm taking care of Tsuna right now. Come to my place."
" Wait, what? You're in Italy too? Why? And how am I supposed to know where you live!"
" I'm in Italy because it's my older cousin's bachelor party today, but I couldn't attend. And I'm in a hotel, uh, what's it called again?"
" Reborn-senpai, why don't we just meet him outside?" a sweet innocent voice came from the background.
" Cause you're hurt." Reborn answered my little brother.
" Wait, what? Tsuna's hurt?" I asked.
" Oh, yeah.. Listen, I'm gonna be outside the hotel so you can come in. Where are you now?" I looked at my surroundings, I was in front of a gold church. Though it wasn't the one where the funeral was held.
" Uh, in front of a church.. I guess." I answered.
" Oh, ok just walk north of it and continue. I'll be downstairs."
" Ok then."
I continued walking down the dark path. Damn it! Why are the lights still off? Crap. I walked maybe 15 minutes now and still haven't found the hotel Reborn's staying at. I sighed. I wonder, if Tsuna wasn't safe, because of me, who would his savior be? Obviously Reborn. I wonder what happened.
" Oi, Giotto." I looked up and saw Reborn waving his hand. That fedora hat still on whether it's day time or not.
" Reborn! Where is he, is he ok? What happened to him?" I asked as I ran up to my friend.
" Dude, chill. He's upstairs, waiting for you. He'll explain what happened. Just relax." he ordered me as he pushed me inside.
We walked in the hotel and he pressed the elevator button. 'Oh my God! Why is it taking so slow?' I screamed in my head.
" If you want, you can take the stairs." Reborn suggested. I was about to run towards the staircase until he said.
" That is, if you want to go all the way to the 10th floor. But, that's probably 100 stairs. Probably even more." he added.
I stayed put, no way I'm going to use the stairs. 10 stairs, yes I can. 50? Yes, I can manage. 100? Don't even ask elevator finally came and we walked inside. I punched the 10 and it slowly took us up.
" Argh! What the hell? Why is it so slow?" I asked Reborn.
" All elevators are slow. Dude, just calm your ass down. It's not the end of the world you know."
" To me it is! Tsuna is everything to me! I promised him that I'd never let him get hurt! But he did. It's all my fault." Reborn stared at me, inside his head he was solving something.
" Hey, Giotto... Do you.. Love Tsuna?" he asked me.
".. Yes! He's my girlfriend slash little brother. It's only natural that I love him." I answered. Reborn nodded his head and looked away.
" Well we're here. C'mon." he lead me to his room. As we walked inside, I took a look around. It wasn't any room. It was the VIP room. I can tell, there was a chandelier, big couches, flat screen TV, and a king sized bed. But Tsuna wasn't on the bed, he was sitting beside it. His beautiful figure wrapped with a thin blanket as he stared outside the window. Though, it wasn't just a small little window. It was the whole entire wall. In his reflection, I saw Tsuna. His caramel eyes were dazed, fixed on the buildings and view of Italy.
" Tsuna, Giotto's here." Reborn called my brother as he shut the door.
" Ok.." Though Tsuna didn't come towards us, he just sat there. Taking a look at the world.
I walked up behind him and crouched down as I hugged him. Softly, gently, yet firm. I placed my head on his shoulder near his neck as he lifted his head a bit. He held my arms and through the reflection, I saw him smile. A sweet genuine chaste smile of a fallen angel. My fallen angel. He came all the way from heaven, just to smile for me. For the world.
" My ouji-san, he's here. Right here." he whispered softly, eyes closing.
" I'm sorry I didn't save you from the dragons... My friend had to do the saving. Gomen ne." I whispered into his ear.
" Ie, sore wa daijobudesu... Node, watashi wa anata ga watashi o torimodosu tame ni kita shitte ita.." he said softly, as if he was going back to sleep.
" Oyasumi, hime-sama." I muttered.
" Oyasuminasai... Ai.. Shiteru.." He muttered as he fell asleep, laying in my arms.
" Anch'io ti amo, mia principessa." I said in Italian.
" Giotto, I what happened to him." Reborn started.
" What?" I asked for the story.
" He was about to get raped... I saw them trying to rape him. He tried to fight back but one of the guys had a pocket knife and decided to hurt him... They lifted him against the wall so I shot one of them and the other guy ran away." I listened silently. Looking at the bandages around Tsuna's body.
" Thank you Reborn.. For saving Tsuna." I thanked my friend.
" No problem.. You need a ride?" he offered.
" No thanks, I'll call Cozart."
I slipped the blanket off of Tsuna and changed him back into his clothes. Why is his shirt sliced? Whatever, I'll just cover him with his jacket. I carried Tsuna bridle style as I walked towards the door. As I opened the door, I looked back at Reborn. I smiled.
" Thanks Reborn. For saving Tsuna. Really. Thanks." I thanked him once more.
" No, it's really fine..." he commented.
I nodded my head and walked through the hallway, the door closing behind me. As I entered the elevator, I cherished my little brother. His sleeping face was just pure. And that's one of the things I loved about him.
Back at the hotel room
Reborn stood, staring out the window as he muttered under his breath.
" It's fine.. Because I love him too, Giotto."
Itai-Ouch!
baka-stupid/idiot
ouji-san-prince
Gomen ne-I'm sorry
Ie, sore wa daijobudesu. Node, watashi wa anata ga watashi o torimodosu tame ni kita shitte ita.-No, it's fine. Because, I knew you'd come to take me back.
Oyasumi, hime-sama-Goodnight, princess.
Oyasuminasai. Ai shiteru.-Goodnight. I love you.
Anch'io ti amo, mia principessa-I love you too, my princess.
A/N: BAM! I did it! Reborn also loves our little uke. Their meeting will be revealed soon. Don't worry. You know I was thinking, some people hate Giotto-sama here. That makes me laugh a bit yet also sad. Giotto-sama needs love~! Anyways, I hope you guys are satisfied with this chapter. Now I need to go. I must get started on La Sirenetta. I dunno when I'll post it, so just watch for my new stories~! It's gonna be "T" rated, of course. Romance, hell yeah. Maybe it'll get fluffy. Who knows. Not even I know... Or do I~? Hehe, just keep your heads up minna! Love ya~~!
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