Bella/Jasper

Rated M

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BellaPOV~

Slowly untangling myself from Demetri limbs, I tip toed to the bathroom, praying that I didn't wake him with my loud ass tip toeing. Shutting he door when I finally got inside, I slide down the door and covered my face with my hands and cried…I couldn't do this shit anymore, all my strength has been beaten out me. The tears were falling hard as I struggled to breathe closing my eye and wishing I was anywhere but here; my head was so fuck up. I knew Felix angle; I always knew but…. Demetri was different.

He was dangerous.

Felix harms me, just for the kicks of it, he calls me things for the laughs and he hurt me constantly because, he doesn't care.

Demetri doesn't call me things for laughs, he doesn't hurt me for kicks and he says he loves me everyday. It wrong, but my head is so screwed up that at sometimes I believe him, I look for it to greeting him when he comes home and-

FUCK!

Slamming my head against the door angrily, what the hell was I thinking? Why can't he be like Felix? Black hearted, doesn't care for my feelings. After Felix had brought me back up from the basement, Demetri was at my side in seconds looking over my wounds. He took care of me and never left my side; as for Felix well…he just came in every now and them to insult me and leave, one point Demetri had punch him for something he said, I was so shocked. I never see them fight before.

"Isabella" jumping in fear, I quickly got on my knees and lift myself up; I ran to the sink and turned it on and washed my face. The knob turned as the door opened revealing a naked Demetri; I dried my face off and looked a him.

"Good Morning" he smiled and walked over to me, pressing his self behind me kissing my neck, I looked into the mirror.

"I woke up and you weren't next to me"

"Sorry, I needed to use the bathroom" I said, I could feel him against me, I wanted to throw up….I was already in the bathroom.

"Don't worry about it baby love, and good morning to you too" kissing my neck and jaw, he made his way up my cheek to my mouth and pried them apart; I closed my eyes and suddenly saw Jasper.

"Ahhh!" I flew backwards luckily; he caught me and looked into my eyes concerned.

"What's wrong" his eyes were blue, I quickly closed my eyes and reopened them as I saw his brown eyes looking into mines.

"N…Nothing"

"Are you sure?" I nodded.

"I just don't feel that good" he picked me up and guided us to the bed and laid me down, caressing my face; I closed my eyes and saw Jasper again.

"Are you okay to go to school?" I opened my eyes.

"Yes" he smiled and kissed me….leaving me alone on the bed as he disappeared into the bathroom.

JasperPOV~

Standing here in front of her locker, I was standing here for ten minutes now and still I haven't grew the balls to put the letter inside. I have written a thousand letters but only one made it to her locker, over and over…I wrote what I felt and just like that, I'm balling it up and pulling another sheet out. I was obsessed, with her brown reddish hair and her doe eyes…..her painful doe eyes.

Obsessed with the scars.

They were identical to mine own, they reflect the pain we both been through and reflected our fears. I wanted to kiss every scar away but I knew I didn't have the power; our past was showcased on our skin for everybody judging eyes.

"Jasper" I quickly turned around and dropped the letter.

"Fuck Rosalie" I glared at her, she bent down and picks the letter back up and looked at it.

"What's this" I ran my fingers in my hair.

"A letter" she nodded.

"Bella" I nodded and snatched it from her an finally pushed the letter between the space in the locker, I panic as the letter disappeared before my eyes; that was it….my whole life was in that locker, I looked at Rosalie and back at the locker.

"You really care about this girl" I looked away from the locker to Rosalie.

"She's not just a girl Rosalie" I told her as she shook her head.

"I'm sorry; I didn't mean it like that"

"Yes you did…..everybody does, she just a girl to you guys; a nobody, but to me…she's like a diamond buried in dirty trying to claw her way out, but you guys won't let her" I walked away as she followed.

"Jazz! I never bullied her" I laughed bitterly.

"You never help her either" looking into her eyes, I walked away from her and made my way down the hallway.

BellaPOV~

Walking into the school, I pulled my sweater tighter to me and lowering my head. Demetri had drop me off twenty minutes ago, I spent most of my time writing in my journal. I've seen Jasper and felt my heart speed up; it was like Jasper had the strings to my heart, walking to my locker….I open it and a letter fell out. Picking it up, it smelled like Jasper…closing my eyes, getting lost in the smell. Quickly opening the letter.

Dear Bella,

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that you are hurting.

I'm sorry that you are scarred…a scarred angel.

You told me that we can't be friends but, I can't accept that. Since I've been attending Forks, I saw you and I thought…Wow! Such Beauty. We are alike in many ways, watching you and studying you…..I became hypnotized.

Hypnotized with your beauty.

Your eyes.

Your everything.

I really hope that you will consider thinking about being friends, we need each other to survive the evil that surrounds this school…..I can protect you Bella, please just give me the chance.

Yours,

Jasper

P.S.

I don't mind pursuing from afar.

I felt tears but they didn't fall, clouding up my vision… I read the letter again and again. First period and second period, finally four period came and I saw Jasper, walking to my seat, my heart was ten steps in front of me…..desperate to get to Jasper. I sat down and quickly grabbed some paper and wrote.

JasperPOV~

There she was.

She walked over and sat down, my breath caught in my throat…..I could feel the heat between us, it was mouth watering. She pulled out a piece of paper and started to write, I was listening to the teacher when she pushed the paper my way, I looked at her and open the note.

You make... coming to school worth it.

I want you to protect me but, while your trying to protect me…who's protecting you?

Bella

P.S.

Pursuing from afar is the only way.

A/N: letters in the lockers will be thier only way...

until next time.

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