Bella/Jasper
Rated M
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BellaPOV~
It's been a month and the letter hasn't stop, everyday I got up with a smile just because of them. They were my saving grace, his words were my strength….as his smell on the letter was my comfort.
They became my obsession.
"Bella!" I quickly snapped out of it and saw Felix standing by me. I quickly put the letter and my books in the locker and smiled at him.
"Yes, Felix" he said nothing and walked away, I was a little confused but quickly waved it off and grabbed the letter again and opened it.
Dear Beautiful,
I wish you have a good morning and can't wait to see you in four period today.
You are the reason I wake up in the mornings.
You are the reason I love History.
I've seen the new scars…
But I won't pry; until you say so.
I want your trust Bella.
I want to be that person you can come to for help or talk to…because believe it or not we are very similar in a way.
Yours only,
Jasper.
P.S. Smile more :)
I truly was smiling now; I folded the paper and put it in my Jasper box that was in my locker. Most of all my things that I cherish was in this locker…..the only private place I had. Grabbing my books and slamming the locker shut, I rushed to my class with a little pep in my step.
JasperPOV~
I tapped on the desk impatiently; I was in a rush to get to my locker. I saw her today at her locker reading my letter, and when I saw her smile….it was like all my pain and fears had disappeared. I really needed to get her to smile more and laughed; I've yet to hear her laugh….really laugh. I was seconds from bolting out of here, the teacher was talking about shit and I was getting pissed by the second.
"Dude, you look like you are about to kill somebody" Emmett said as I rolled my eyes at the teacher.
"Just bored of her voice, I swear it make me want to cut my ears off" I said as Emmett laughed, I watched the clock tick and tock…very slowly.
"So…Bella uh!" I quickly looked at him.
"Yeah, what about her" I snapped as he quickly put his hands up in surrender.
"Hold up! Dude, I'm saying" I signed.
"Sorry"
"You really like her"
"I more than like her Emmett" his eyes went wide.
"What! You having even talk to her, after that lunch incident…how-
"We've been talking through letters" he looked confused as I smiled.
"I been putting letters in her lockers for the pass month as well as she, we been talking like that and some where…..I fell"
"You know, she's screwed up right" I glared at him.
"I am too…so"
"And…..two screwed up people does not equal" I scoffed and finally the bell ranged and I fucking bolted and ran down the hall to my locker and saw Rosalie there.
"Move!" she smiled and watched me fumble with the fucking stupid lock, I finally got it open and saw it just laying there…..waiting. I reached in and gentle grabbed it, my name was written so neatly on it….I finally opens it.
Dear Jasper,
Every time I'm writing to you, I have butterflies in my stomach and my hand shakes.
You make me feel things; I haven't experience in my life.
You know, today I looked into the mirror and saw a different reflection looking back at me; I was so shocked because, this reflection was glowing and smiling.
You did that.
You make me smile.
Even through the scars….
Always,
Bella
P.S. You are my teddy bear when I'm sad :)
I fell back into lockers and read it over and over until Rosalie snatched the letter from me; I felt a strong feel to punch the shit out of her.
"Damn, she must be writing porn because to get you to smile likes that" I rolled my eyes and took the letter back.
"No…..she's has more class than that" I said as Rosalie shrugged her shoulders.
"Why are you even at my locker anyway" her face got serious.
"I have to tell you something"
"What?"
"It's about Bella" …..
BellaPOV~
Cooking lemon chicken and rice, I quickly set the table and sat down on the stairs waiting for them to come down. Jasper and I had planned a lunch out side school; I was so excited and scared at the same time. I was putting Jasper in danger as well as my self, but I knew what hey would do to me but, Jasper…he was nobody to them and I was scared that they would do something awful. I rather have letter for eternity than be the cause of any hurt to come to him, I found myself falling fast for Jasper….I never felt love before; well this kind of love. This kind that wasn't force among me, it felt goo that I had some type of control of it and not the other way around….where I'm being controlled and my feelings. I heard the door opens and quickly straighten up and watched Demetri and Felix come down the stairs.
"Isabella" I smiled at Demetri who reached his hand out, I grabbed it and go up as we all made our way to the kitchen. I smiled when Demetri eyes went wide.
"Your made lemon chicken?" I nodded and saw both Felix and Demetri rushed the table, I walked over to the wall and stood and waited….like always.
"So, how was your day" I asked Demetri who motion me over, I was confused and felt my chest seized up in fear. But as soon I saw his smile; I some what relaxed.
"Come here" I walked over to him and he pulled me to his lap.
"This is fucking amazing" I was shocked that he praised my cooking, but on the other hand….it was his favorite.
"Thank you" he nodded and we both looked at Felix who was stuffing his face. Demetri shook his head and cut a piece of chicken and guided I to my mouth, I looked at him and open my mouth. After feeding me chicken, I cleaned the dishes and got ready for bed….when pulling the sheets and got in, I suddenly found myself thinking about Jasper.
What do he sees in me?
Everyday that same question roams my mind throughout school, when I'm sitting only inches away from him.
Why me?
Jasper was a god, and he could have any girl he wants but for some reason…he wanted me, he was putting love letter in my locker.
I felt a pull inside my chest.
Jasper was my escape from the cruel world that I'm living in.
He makes things all better when I see him or when he smiles at me.
I was falling in love…
A/N: Aww! Bella and Jasper are really falling hard but can't do anything about it….until next time
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