Maddy's POV:
Ever since I left StoneyBridge I felt disconnected. Rhydian finally asked me out on a date and that same day we get separated. The pack ain't all that bad. My mum and dad were natural alphas and Alrik didn't like to be challenged so he put them both on hunting duty without hesitation. Me? Well i'm still considered a cub and I am not allowed to do any "dangerous" work. At first I loved hanging out with Jana, helped keep my minds of things. But i guess my temper grew shorter and shorter and my anger grew bigger. I guess this is what most Wild Wolf Bloods deal with, but since i wasn't born into this, It has been very hard on me. I now snap at people all the time and demand to be alone. Even with the slightest agitation I wolf out. At least way out here no one can see me. The wilderness has encouraged my inner-wolf and now I am constantly fighting to remain a little bit human. I remember how Rhydian was when he came back from the pack. He almost wolfed out on Jimi when he attacked him from behind.
Today was a normal boring day. I usually start my day taking a morning run through the woods and over the steams. Ever since I've been here I've been working on my agility and Strength. Being a natural female Alpha helps me be faster and stronger than normal wolf bloods. By now I am probably faster than Rhydian. Ha! Just thinking of that puts a smug smile on my face. But that doesn't last long. As always my thoughts stray back to me and Rhydian kissing when I said goodbye. I wonder what he is doing right now? I haven't used Eolas to see him due to the fact that the last time I used it I went all crazy. Soo, now I'm stuck to just day dreaming about him and how when we are older we will meet.
After my morning run, I go back to the den to eat breakfast. God do I miss my mums morning bacon. The thought of it makes my mouth water. I walk into the den and I see my mum there ripping apart some of the doe that was left over from last nights hunt. There was still a thigh left and she tossed it to me. "Careful pet, the meat is still tough, you might choke." She said with a grin. "Muummm," I groaned "I'm not a cub anymore. Just because the pack considers me one doesn't mean you have to treat me like one" Before my mum can respond I take a huge bite out of the meat. She wasn't kidding, the thigh was tough, but I was so hungry i tore through it anyways.
After I ate my thigh, I hugged my mum and ran out. A few others were up, I could tell by the croud the hunting group brought back something good, but I wasn't in the mood for chatting. Instead i went over to this huge rock I found that i directly in the Sunlight and out of pack view. I loved this spot, whenever I needed to think I knew I could come here. I went to sit down and something caught my eye. There in the distance was an oak tree almost exactly like the one Rhydian and I used to sit under. When ever I see that tree I think off all the times me and him had together. Even though they were brief, the memories brought happiness to me. While deep in thought I heard Jana coming. Ugh, not that i hated her, but my me and her weren't exactly friends. We always end up fighting due to my edginess. I hope she hasn't seen me, but my wishes were not spared.I bet she is coming to brag or try picking a fight like she usually does.
"Maddy", She said slightly angry "Why are you not enjoying yourself with the pack? Samson just brought us back a buck." Jana said with a frown. "I don't feel like it right now. I already ate." I replied. I was still thinking about me and Rhydian under out tree when Jana spoke again. "Come on maddy, ever since you left you've been acting all depressed and stuff! You need to forget about Rhydian, you're with your pack now-" At the mention of Rhydians name, I jumped up and cut Jana off. She has been picking on me and Rhydian ever since I got here saying we were never ment to be. "YOU KNOW NOTHING OF ME AND RHYDIAN! I LEFT MY FRIENDS AND EVERYTHING I KNOW AND LOVE FOR THIS!" I exploded. Right then Jana's eyes turned yellow and her veins starting to turn black. I copied Jana and would not back down. "Ever since you left you can't forget about that stupid human world!" Jana spat, "Maybe you are just a stupid tame" I was stunned for a moment, never before has she called be a tame! At this my veins went completely black and in an instant turned into a wolf. I then started attacking Jana hoping for her to summit. In a moment there were three more wolves circling Me. I saw they were Samson, Grace, and... Oh no, Alrik. Alrik appeared very angry and the three of them about to attack me. Before they could though, I sprinted of into the woods. Thank God I have been working on my agility. Already they were falling behind, but they could still follow my scent. Even though I could out run them, by endurance ain't exactly the best. I had to come up with a plan quick. Oh my god, what will I do?