Chapter 8

After about 3 songs I went to see dad. He looked surprised that I came to see him. He was on stage.

"Dad you didn't tell us what the purpose of this party was." I said calmly. He had humans here so that must mean something.

"It is in honor of you kids but especially you Bella, you are a rare gift and the best daughter." He said while having a look of pride on his.

"Why?" I asked truly curious.

"Well Bella this is the first time you have been happy since you know what happened. And I am proud of you. Not because of your powers or anything to do with that. It is because I am proud of you." He explained, I always knew me and him had a special bond that could not match Angie's or Jess's with him. We were the perfect Father and Daughter. I am glad we are staying for a while. I want to spend some time with him. But unfortunately the Cullens are staying to. I will just stay in the training room.

Shayne came over and we started dancing again. But when in the middle of a song Emmett came over and asked something I never thought he would say.

"Can I dance with my little sister." He asked politely.

"Two things, she isn't your sister and yes you can." Shayne said while kissing me on the cheek and asking Roselie to dance. She only shook her head.

"So, Bella how have you been?" He asked in a big smile. I was shocked. I couldn't believe he knew.

"I-I how d-do you know?" I asked.

"I figured it out." He said, truly proud oh himself.

"Oh." Was all I could say.

"Are you mad at us?" He asked looking sad.

"Of course I am" I said lowly. He still looked sad.

"Can you forgive us?" He sad like a little kid who just got in trouble for doing something horrible.

"Eventually." I said. "If I decide to not take myself out." I said hopefully to low for anyone to hear. We came to abrupt stop. He had a look of horror on his face. He looked like he just got kicked in the gut.

"Bella your not going to kill yourself are you?" He asked.

"Maybe……I don't know, Emmett when you left you killed me inside. For so long I was a walking zombie. Until Angela finally came to hang out I was dead inside, I still am." I said honestly.

"But Edward-" he said. I winced when he mentioned Edward's name. I put one of my arms around myself, to keep from falling apart. He noticed.

"Bella he loves, he thought it would have saved you." He said trying to make peace.

"Look Emmett I have nothing against you, it's against Edward." I winced when I said his name. "He already knows but I will not let him hurt me again." I said.

"And you don't have to." He stated.

"Emmett, I will welcome you back with open arms….maybe but Alice and Edward I can not forgive this easily." I explained. He looked confused when I said Alice's name.

"She was my best friend and she left without a goodbye, I expected more of her." He accepted that.

"Okay, but in time will you forgive all of us?" He questioned.

"Probably" I said only lying to myself. You won't be here much longer I thought. I just remembered that if forgot to put up my shield. I looked and saw Edward coming in my direction.

"Emmett I got to go fix my makeup I will talk to you later." I said while rushing to the door.

I was out the door and in the bathroom by the time Edward could come near me. I shifted into a blonde with green eyes and a red dress. I left the room without Edward noticing it was me.

I entered the ball room and went straight to Angela. She looked confused.

"Bella?" She asked to low anyone other than me and her to hear.

"Yeah Angie, Emmett knows, he knows I am me. I have to stay like this for the remainder of the trip okay?" She only nodded. Maybe I could get Izzie out of school and add………Sky in. I always liked that name. I ran to Dad to tell him.

"Dad it's me Bella, Emmett knows and I said something so now Edward wants to talk to me. So just when you talk to me call me Sky." He nodded.

"Sky….I like it, but I have a surprise for you." He said.

"Hello guests I hope you are enjoying the party, and now you will love it. My dearest friend Sky has been chosen to sing you a beautiful song." I stared at him in amazement. He knew I couldn't sing. But now I have to. (Sorry I thought I would make her sing.)

"Hey guys this is called breathe." I started slowly.

I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood

If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood

If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

I climb, I slip, I fall
Into your empty hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood

"ONE MORE," shouted the crowd. I only nodded.

"This is called Decoy." I said.

Close your eyes and make believe
this is where you wanna be
forgetting all the memories
try to forget love cause love's
forgotten me.

Well hey,hey baby it's never too late
pretty soon you won't remember a thing
and i'll be distant as stars reminiscing
your hearts been wasted on me.

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

You've never been so used as I'm using you
abusing you, my little decoy
don't look so blue
you should have seen right through
i'm using you, my little decoy.

Living life inside a dream
time is changing everything
forgeting all the memories
and i'm forced into you just
cause your into me.

Well hey, hey baby
its never too late
when i'm gone you won't remember a thing
but i can't stay and you know i won't wait
i was gone from the very first day.

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

You've never been so used as I'm using you
abusing you, my little decoy
don't look so blue
you should have seen right through
i'm using you, my little decoy.

oh oh

I'm not sorry at all
(not sorry at all,not sorry)no
i won't be sorry at all
(not sorry at all,not sorry)no
i'd do it over agian.

Don't look so blue, my little decoy
you should have seen right through, my little decoy
you've never been so used, my little decoy
As I'm using you, my little decoy.

This is a lot more fun than I thought.

"Thank you"

"I knew you would feel better after that." Dad told me.

"Thanks" I said while giving him a hug.

I ran over to Shayne. Gave him a big kiss on the lips. Before I was done he back away and slightly growled. "I am taken" He said while walking away. So I ran over and grabbed his hand.

It's me silly, Bella-Bella

He dropped my hand and kissed me. I started laughing. He looked sad. He mouthed sorry. I gave a nod and smile. Then he got happy and kissed me one more time. Then we continued dancing. Maybe this night wont be so bad.