Chapter 11
Bella's point of view
Harley and I were picking outfits for the day. I heard a growl in the back round. When I turned around I saw Edward and Jasper. I was infuriated that they would even dare come in here. Edward's eyes were coal black and he had a scowl. Jasper had a look of guilt.
"What are you Cullens doing in here!?!" Harley nearly growled through her teeth. She hated them almost as much as I did.
"Well we were informed about something." He said through his teeth.
"And that is?" I nearly spat at him.
"Where did you get the scar on your neck?!?" he asked while looking more angry.
"No of your business." I growled.
"It is my business." He spat.
"How?" I asked amused now.
"Well you are my…..ex." he stated while having a sour face when he said ex.
"BELLA? YOU JUMPED OFF A CLIFF?" Alice ran in and asked. She saw everyone and nearly ran out of the room.
"How did you know that?" I asked.
"I had a vision of you telling Harley you did. That is where you got the scar on your neck. When you were human you jumped." She stated while looking furious.
"Yes I did and I am glad." I stated proudly. I was proud. It was the only time I had felt alive.
"Why. How could you be so stupid?" Edward asked.
"I wasn't stupid I was free." I stated
"Of what." He asked through his teeth.
"Of you." I said while almost in tears. If I could. I was free I felt almost nice. I felt horrible when he left. I still feel horrible. The venom couldn't repair a broken heart. I still do like him I guess. I just don't like him enough. He looked taken back from what I said.
"What did I do?" He looked like a kicked dog.
"DON'T YOU GET IT? YOU KILLED ME. I WAS A WALKING ZOMBIE. CHARLIE WAS ALWAYS IN PIAN FROM SEEING ME LIKE THAT. HE NEVER REPAIRED. I WAS NEVER PUT BACK TOGETHER. AND WHEN IT STARTED A LITTLE BIT TO GET BETTER YOU RUINED IT. I CAN'T GET BETTER NOW. I STILL LOVED YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU LEFT. BUT THEN VICTORIA CAME AND I LEARNED IT WAS YOUR FAULT. YOU BROUGHT ME HERE AND LEFT ME HERE ALONE. YOU RUNIED MY LIFE AND THEIRS. MY FAMILY. THEY HAD A FUTURE. I DIDN'T. YOU RUINED MORE THAN YOU THINK." I couldn't calm down. I am furious now.
"Yah I jumped off a cliff, but for to reasons. It was fun and I wanted to die…about 2 percent wanted to. I only did extreme sports to hear a voice. Your voice. Your voice was in my head when I was stupid. I still get it. But it made me feel whole again. Now nothing can." I said while calming down finally. It was true the voices everything. I couldn't lie. I don't love him but I do care for him. I just wanted to be with him. I didn't care if I got hurt. I wanted the rush. But he left. And it killed me.
"Bella it hurt me to. When I left I lied to you. I still love you. I know you love me to. I just want to prove it to. But I didn't want to kill you. I was selfish. I almost killed you multiple times and you didn't care. I did. I didn't want to end your life." He said. I couldn't tell if he was lying or not. I didn't care. He hurt me and I can't forgive that.
"I will leave you alone but I am not giving up." He stated while leaving with Alice and Jasper following him.
Harley continued to find an outfit while went to my bed. I had the urge to let my feelings out. So I grabbed my book and wrote.
You left
You thought it was best.
What you didn't know
Was that I was not responding
I couldn't breath
I couldn't see
My world was a sunless day
A moonless night anyway
You were like a meteor that just went away
Your love was like a tree
But what is tree compared to a whole forest
But I know what's best
You didn't want a person to say I love you
You thought you weren't worth it
You thought you were a monster
But what you didn't know
Was that I would have put up with you
And the crap that you bring
I am not fragile
I am a rock
I am a fighter that doesn't give up
But what you showed me
Was that you didn't care
You didn't want what love you could have spared
You left
You thought it was best.
What you didn't know
Was that I was not responding
I couldn't breath
I couldn't see
But now if you see
I am not the same person
I am not weak
I am a fighter
I fight for what I want
And what I wanted was you
But you aren't good enough
You were but your not
You say you deserve me
But you don't have a reason
You did
But now you are not listening
You did but you don't
If you would have stayed
It would be you with me
But now I have one thing to say
Thank you
I have a better life
And you're not going to be in it
So that is how the story ends
We are all pretending
Pretending your dead
You promised forever
But that didn't stick
You said you wouldn't come back
But now here you are
I was interrupted by someone in the back round. I knew it was Edward. But you now I am not listening.
You were my personal heroine
My brandy for an alcoholic
But my alcohol went bad
And I don't care…….
I decided to look and see who it was. It was Esme. I didn't expect that.
"Hello Esme." I said nicely. Before I even finished my sentence I was engulfed into a large hug. She started dry sobbing.
"Bella we are so sorry I missed you so much. I want my daughter back." She said still sobbing
"Esme I don't blame you. I blame him. I will always love you. But Edward I don't know. I doubt I ever will be able to even look at him again without hearing his words in my mind." I stated
"Thank you I love you Bella, you are my youngest daughter." With that she left the room.
I felt like leaving so I went to talk to Dad.
When I enter Uncle Marcus and Uncle Caius were in there with him.
"Hello Bella what are you doing here?" Dad asked me.
"Well I wanted to see my family; the Cullens are giving me a head ache." I said
He only smiled. Than Uncle Marcus's head went up.
"Bella I haven't seen your powers yet, mat I?" He asked politely.
"Of course Uncle Marcus what do you want to see?" I asked with a smile on my face.
"Umm can I see you pick me up in your mind?" He always wanted to fly. So I picked him up gently and brought him across the room and back. He had a smile on his face.
"Bella can you look in the future and see if we have to involve ourselves in the newborn army coming to Italy?" Dad asked.
"Of course." I said with a smile and looked in.
Vision:
I was fighting a new born army of 100. They all came at me. So I destroyed 3. I saw a little girl of about 6. I was horrified. I went to save the girl. She looked horrified. I knew she was an immortal child. Then in the back round I saw a little girl about the same age but she was not an immortal child. She was human. I managed to send the girls to the castle with a message in their minds for Dad so he can keep them. The newborns attacked me and I was gone it ended.
I was taken by shock. I died but I saved the girl. I knew what I had to do.
"Dad they are but I see that I take care of them so I will go and finish this before anything happens." I said. I am determined to save those little girls.
"Thank you Bella but please take someone with you." I shook my head.
"I can handle it I will leave now and dispose of them." I said with a shaky voice.
"Okay." He said with a frown. I was his most precious daughter.
**
I was in front of an army of 100. I got about 7 new powers but I don't care. I knew what my fate was but I will save the kids. Three came forward and attacked. I killed them with one strike of fire. Another two came. I repeated my actions. That is when I saw the girls. I focused on the kids and sent them to the castle with the note in their minds for Dad. That is when the rest came forward. I was done.
Edward's point of view. Right after Bella walks out the door.
"Where is Bella." I asked Alice. She searched her future. I saw a newborn army and Bella I also saw two kids. The kids disappeared and Bella looked happy. She got attacked at that point and the vision ended.
"ALICE COME ON!!" I shouted. I was followed by Alice Jasper and Angela. Now here we go.
**
We arrived at the scene. Bella was on the ground. The newborns were gone. She was dead…….
Angela's point of view.
I felt something in my body. Almost like a chill. I felt like I got a new power? Bella must have given it to e before she….you know. I tried it out. Before I knew it Bella was in front of me.
"Bella?" Edward looked up when I said her name….I got revive.
"Angie I knew you would know what to do with it." She said with a frown.
"Bella did you want to…die?" I asked truly hurt.
"Yes" she said.
"Why?" I asked thinking I was the cause.
"Because everything, knowing what I did to you guys, with the Cullens screwing everything up. It is killing me." She said.
"Well you are not going to die." I said proudly.
"I know" she said.
**
Bella's point of view
Dying was the best experience ever. I never felt so peaceful. But now I am at the castle.
"Bella did you know you would die?" Dad asked.
"Yes I did." I said not proud of myself.
"Well don't do it again and thank you for saving Volterra and now new business. Who are these lovely kids?" he asked having a frown.
"Dad I saw them in the vision I saw them they are so young we have to keep them!" I said frantically.
"Bella we can't have immortal children." He said not proud that he has to kill them.
"I won't let you." I said while stepping in front of the child.
"We have to." He said
"What if I train them?" I asked hopefully.
"Maybe." He said
I put the child in front of the mortal and she just sat there.
"Honey does she smell appetizing to you?" I asked.
"No, she smells horrible." She said in a adorable voice.
I smiled and so did Dad. I just remembered my new powers. I tried them out. I can control weather, control metals, and the coolest one is make blood smell like nothing to my kind.
"Dad I have new powers." I said happily.
"Can you smell the girls blood?" I asked they nodded.
"Well can you now?" I asked after I used it on them as well.
"No we can't?" I smiled.
"That is one of them?" he asked.
"Yup so now the child won't be blood thirsty and we can keep her." I said.
So now on I am keeping them.
Hey guys this is my new chapter don't worry it isn't the last.