Chapter 16

I set my kids in their room and left to deal with Edward. I could sense that he is outside the door. I opened it and saw none other than Edward himself.

"Listen! I did love you. I loved you more than the world itself. I was willing to be become a vampire so that I could have eternity with you. But you left. I was a zombie in a crappy gory film. I was a brainless freak. I lost all of my friends. Most of them hated me. I only had my family. And then Victoria came and got us. You left me alone in the world. You didn't care of I died. Which in a sense I did. You didn't only ruin my life you ruined my families lives. And my fathers. And now you come back expecting me to just say okay you can have me. It doesn't work that way. I found someone who was there for me…..in most parts. He helped me for a while. And he didn't care if I was a vampire or not just that I could stay with him. He helped my dad. And I won't give that up for you. I'm sorry maybe in time we can be friends but not now." I said with a stern expression. I ran in my room and locked the door. I put a shield around it for Edward so that if he tries to come in then he will walk away.

"Mommy who was that?" Emma asked.

"He was an old friend." I said with a sour expression.

"Can we meet him?" She asked.

"I don't know." I said honestly. I didn't want them to meet him.

"Okay." They continued eating while I searched for Jasper's mind. I wanted to see if he knew what Edward was feeling.

He seems depressed, then determined then depressed again and then determined. His emotional climate is out incredible. Jasper thought over and over again.

But why would he determined? He knows he will never get me back. I hope he never gets me back anyway. I do still kinda like him. But I can't trust him. And that is what matters most. He just doesn't understand that he killed me…literally. I am dead just alive in a way. And he made me this way. I know either way I would have become this way but I didn't have him to go through it with. I had my family….but no one who I love. I love them but I don't love them like that. I mean Jake wasn't there either but he didn't know. He thought I was just missing. He didn't know that I had went through that. And he never left. This is so confusing.

"Mommy are you okay?" My babies asked me.

"Of course." I mumbled.

"Yah I am fine now finish eating." I said with a smile. They smile and ate their last bite. They eat a lot for young 6 year olds.

"Come on let's go visit grandpa." I said enthusiastically. They jumped up and started clapping. They reminded so much of Alice. They jumped on my back and we were on our way.

We passed Alice and Roselie's room and they gave me a small smile. I didn't know why all of a sudden Roselie likes me. Does she feel bad for me? Because I don't take pity I have what I always wanted now. And I couldn't want more.

I saw Charlie and dad talking in the thrown room. They got along really good. They were like Billy and Charlie, or Charlie and Harry. I know dad misses Harry. He died over 50 years ago and he never got over it. I know it is still hard on Leah and Seth or that is what Jake said anyway. I could guess how it feels. I did loose everyone. But now I got some of them back.

"Bella what brings you here?" Dad (Aro) asked.

"Well I thought I would ask how everything is…no more newborns right?" I asked with a smile on my face. He just smiled.

"Nope….no more newborns or masochistic vampires after our daughter." He said with a smile and Charlie copied his actions.

"Charlie, did Renee get changed?" I asked with a hopeful expression that she didn't.

"No thank god she didn't. She died a year ago with Phil." He said with a smile that she died happy. I was glad she had Phil to love. They were perfect.

At that point the door slammed open and Jane was running in.

"Aro, there is a war going on in the south. Humans are getting suspicious. We need to step in." When she said this I knew I could defeat them.

"Dad I can go. I can take care of this. I got my powers; I don't want anything to happen. I can do this." I said in a rush.

"If it is a war then there will be hundreds. You can't go alone. You won't die again." Dad said in a horrified tone. Charlie winced. He didn't know that I died.

"No dad I can do this." I could do this. I have all my powers and if I wanted to I could make them do the job for me.

"Fine." I rushed out of the door before he could finish. I focused on the place I wanted t go. I would teleport myself there. Before I knew it I was in front of the war.

They all just stared at me. I saw one face that I recognized; it was one of my friends I met in the Amazon. It was Lola. She was a very powerful vampire. I got my mind control from her. I knew her and she wouldn't be in this war willing. I froze time quickly, I only had minutes. I couldn't it longer than 2. I grabbed her and walked to the end of the clearing. I unfroze it, I tried to use mind control but it didn't work. One of the vampires must have a block. So I went after each one with my fire. I got three before one got by and bit me. He got my stomach. It hurt more than the others. So I took him out.

I killed about 10 before two surrendered. I only picked the most talented one to stay. There was three. I out them aside and went for the rest.

"She, she is the one killing us. Get her." One screamed. I got him first. I aimed for everyone that would come for me…. I noticed Rensha. She was the one vampire that got away. She had a block so I couldn't use my powers.

"We meet again." She said while circling me.

"Not again." I said while pouncing on her. She jumped out of the way. It only took her a tenth second to dodge. So I aimed again. I go ton her back but she ducked out. She bit my neck. I grabbed her neck. She was stunned for a second and that was all I needed. I only needed one bite. So I did. The same place where she got me. She was stunned for another second and I set a fire. I had Lola ripe her. I noticed the women and the young child I saved. I noticed they had gold eyes. It surprised me.

"Hello I am Bella. You are veggie?" I asked.

"Yes we were changed and the smell repulsed us." The mother explained.

"You daughter she is about 2 right?" I asked. She nodded.

"I can make her age." I said in a happy voice.

"Please do I want her to be normal." She begged. I set her on the same course as my daughter.

"She will stop aging at 17." I said in an unhappy voice.

"Thank you." She said while hugging me.

"Do you want to come back to my family. I am a Volturi, they would welcome you with open arms." I said happily. They only nodded. So I grabbed the mother and daughter, the young teenager and Lola.

We enter the castle after about 3 hours after the war.

"Bella you are back with guests?" Dad asked.

"Yah dad these are special people and I would like them to be part of the guard." I explained honestly.

"Well let's get everyone's vote." He said while walking off to get the others, I know they will love them.