I am almost out of ideas for this story…I will continue but think of any ideas that will make it more…intense. And review please and tell me who you would rather her be with…Edward or Jake. Come quick I want to write another chapter. I just got off of writers block.
New chapter
We rode on the plane back to the house. It seemed weird with Edward so…. close. It wasn't something I would do again. And the whole time Edward was blocking me. Like he was planning something but never intended for me to know, like I was the cause. I knew I was the cause of all of this. If I just died like I was suppose to then this would be different. Edward would be like he was before I came. He would have a vampire mate that will love him. Like I could have. I still can but I don't want to hurt Jake. I did it once and I don't want to again. And especially not over Edward. Edward shuffled next to me.
"What is wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing." He sighed.
"That doesn't seem like nothing." I said with a smile.
"It is." He almost snarled.
"What is with you." I mumbled.
"You." He said,
"Not anymore." I said with a sigh.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"Did you ever think that maybe if I never existed that this would never have happened?" I asked with a sigh.
"Once, but I never thought it would or even could be different. It seems like it was meant," He said with a shrug.
"Yeah, but maybe you might actually be with someone that can love you the way I used too, and Jake would have tons of kids and not have to deal with my stressful life." I said in a rush.
"But Jake wouldn't be happy and I would have never loved." He laughed.
"You could have." I said with surety.
"Maybe but not as strongly." He sighed.
"I guess." I sighed too.
The flight continued in silence and he was still blocking me. I didn't know what it is about not hearing his mind that drives me crazy. It just makes me think that he doesn't want me to know about him. Maybe he has moved on. That thought made me shutter. I didn't like the thought of him with anyone else. I still felt like he was mine. I didn't know why I couldn't let go. But it will kill me if I don't find out soon. He just doesn't know the pull he has on me. And the one I have for him…. maybe my mind isn't made up?
Kay guys you need to tell me your opinion on who she should stay with. Should she take a chance with Edward? Or should she go for the safe and comfortable Jake? Come on guys I need answers.