A/N: I only own Lee.
Miamitravel, ashmarie, & sonib89 - Thanks for reviewing! I appriciate it!
Miamitravel- thanks for the help!
This chapter was a little hard for me to write, so I hope that it came off alright.
Lee POV
We left LA two days later to meet everyone in Kansas City for the next show. I got to the arena early because I was going to work on my stuff in the ring with the guys. I got down there and Heath was already in the ring with David. I hadn't been feeling to great since the wedding, but I just thought it was all the alcohol I had drank.
I hoped up onto the apron and I got super dizzy.
"Lee, you ok?" Paul asked me from the ground. I waved it off and stood there a second.
"Fine." I mumbled and got ready to get into the ring when everything went black.
Chris POV
I watched in horror as Lee passed out. Paul was right there to grab her. I had been talking to Stu and Phil. Phil went to get the trainer as Justin put Lee on the apron. She was out cold. I knew what was wrong, but I couldn't say anything. I didn't have a match so Stephanie let me go with her to the hospital. I thought that she had gotten this under control the first time she had a problem with this. I was sitting there when she woke up.
"Chris?" she asked me and I scooted closer to her.
"Hey, Lee." I said as she looked around.
"You passed out… when did you stop eating?" I asked her and she sighed.
"Right after Stu and I called it quits." She said and I took her hand. I was in the WWE with Adam the first time that Lee dealt with this. She stopped eating completely the first time after she was dumped by her longtime boyfriend. She got counseling and everything else to work on it and she had made great progress. She looked like she was going to be fine; this is the first time that she had gone back to doing this.
"Why, babe?" I asked her. Lee was like my little sister and I knew that when Adam and Jay found out that they would have problems.
"Everything got to me… I had a two messed up relationships, broke up with the one guy I might have had a chance with, lost my best friend in one of those relationships, and it's super hard to be a diva because everything you do and how you look is put under a microscope." She said and I hugged her.
"Stephanie is probably going to fire me when she finds out what is really going on." She said.
Stephanie POV
I had found the room she in and she had been talking to Chris. I opened the door when she said I was going to fire her.
"Betcha I won't." I said and they both looked at me.
"I will go tell them that you are awake." Chris said and kissed her forehead. He hugged me and left.
"So, what's going on?" I asked her and she sighed.
"You wouldn't understand." She mumbled.
"Oh, I bet I would… you see I stopped eating when I was a diva. I got so bad that I had to go through counseling, rehab, and learn that food wasn't the enemy." I said and she looked surprised.
"Why?" she asked me.
"So, when I wrestled it was before there was a diva's division and there was only a few of us who really took it seriously. Trish, Joanie (Chyna), Sable, Amy (Lita), Lisa (Victoria), Jackie, and a few others that came later. Molly actually quit because we started calling them Diva's and Trish fought it. We wrestled during the attitude era and we all had to look good. I am not saying that you all don't look good now, but we had other expectations. We were wrestlers, managers, valets, sex symbols, and we were what drew people to the WWE. We weren't relied on as heavily as you all are today, but it was there. I had added pressure because I was Vince McMahon's daughter… everyone would have loved to see me fail." I said and she nodded. I knew that even being Adam's sister was tough on her.
"I stopped eating to stay thin and if it wasn't for Mom and Paul… I could have died." I said and she nodded.
"Now, something tells me that this isn't the first time that you have dealt with this." I said and she sighed.
"No about two years ago I went through this. I had counseling thanks to Adam, Jay, Chris, and a few tech friends I got through it. I was actually working on it when I became friends with Matt and Phil." She said and I nodded.
"You are going to spend me home aren't you?" she asked me after a few minutes.
"No, I think that would be worse. I want you to stay on, used our counseling service to talk to someone, and even possible incorporate this into a storyline." I said and I saw tears in her eyes.
"Lee, I understand exactly what you are going through and I won't let you lose this battle." I said and hugged her.
"Thanks, Steph." She said and I smiled.
"I will go ahead and set up a counseler and talk to creative about this." I said and she nodded.
"I just don't know what everyone will think of me." She said.
"Anyone who matters… will be there to help you and if they aren't then they don't matter." I said and she smiled at me.
Chris came back and I talked to her doctor about her counseling. I left to set it all up and I knew that they were going to release her in a little bit. I was just glad that we were all here to help her through this.
Stu POV
We had a super show tonight to it was really long. A lot of us just wanted to know if Lee was going to be alright. We were all heading back to the locker room. John had thrown us all around tonight and it was brutal. I don't care how much we trained going flying into cars is not something you really prepare for in training.
I opened the locker room and Lee was sitting on the couch. She smiled at us and we all hugged her as she handed us ice packs.
"Looks like you got your asses kicked." She said and Heath smirked. Heath and Paul hugged her.
"We didn't have our cheerleader." Husky said and she rolled her eyes.
"Funny, here." She said and threw him an ice pack.
"Hey, we are going out, you want to go?" Paul asked her and I was still looking at her.
"Sure." She said as our eyes met.
"I will let you all get ready and call me when you want to leave." She said and started out the door. I sighed.
"Just go after her." Heath said and I looked up at them.
"Our fearless leader is scared of a girl." Heath joked and I ran out the door.
I was looking for her. I could hear the next match going on and I couldn't find her. I walked to Chris's locker room as a last resort and knocked. Phil opened the door and I saw Lee in there.
"Can I talk to her?" I asked him and he let me in.
"What?" she asked me.
"I need to talk to you." I said as Jay, Phil, and Chris looked at me.
"First, there is something you all need to know." She said.
"Yeah, please tell us that you are ok, Chris won't say anything." Phil said and she gave a small smile.
"I will be. I suffered from anorexia a few years ago, and I am battling with it again." She said and Jay immediately hugged her. I realized that was why she seemed so skinny.
"You all are the people I am always around or are my best friends, so I need help, guys." She said and I realized how strong she was to admit she had a problem and tell us that she needed help.
"You aren't going to do this alone." Phil said and I nodded.
"Just forgive me now if I am bitchy, moody, and refuse to eat. Also, please don't tell a lot of people. I have already talked to Stephanie and she is helping me with some stuff." She said and I nodded.
"Does Adam know?" Jay asked her.
"I am going to tell him when he gets back, but I think that he already knows. He called me on it before the wedding." she said and we all nodded.
"Go get ready so we can go out." She said and to me and I nodded.
"Right, I will talk to you tonight." I said and she nodded.
I went to get ready and I couldn't believe that she was doing that to herself. I didn't want her to get her and I hated that she was doing it to herself. I showered and got done. I was grabbed my stuff when Paul stopped me.
"You ok?" he asked me.
"Yeah." I answered.
"Ok, did you talk to her?" he asked me.
"No, not yet." I said and he nodded.
A/n: Will she stick with the help? Will Adam be pissed?
