Hope you enjoy this chapter and SORRY for the wait, this chapter was really important to me, so it is hard to put it out without constant re-workings and deletes and proofing, and my god the character "Nessie" in my head is really pissing me off, so yea I'm not sure if you understand that or not. But, when I start to write it is like the characters come alive in my head and start saying what they want, then they change their mind and yea its 'sourta' irritating right now with Nessie. lol.
and one of my great readers and reviewers such as yourself, has a Renesmee story out, and its not getting as many reviews as it is should in my opinion.
Its called The Rebellious Life Of Renesmee byTwiMelodyFlute, and I really think its a fun story, and I enjoy reading it for some fun rebelliousness so I think you should go check it out once you are done with this chapter.
Music for this chapter: Thinking Out Loud – Lesley Roy, Rain – Breaking Benjamin, Half-Life – Ducan Sheik, then repeat all over again. These are in order to which I used them but can be used on repeat throughout the chapter.
Stephanie Mejer is amazing and she owns all that is Twilight, I just like to play with her characters : )
well on with the show...
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Renesmee's POV
It has been a week since the fight with my parents. My birthday is in two days and I haven't even spoken more than a few words to my parents since that night. I dropped the car keys to my supposed to be birthday car (which I most likely wont be getting now) and my keys to the cottage on the kitchen counter of the cottage as I left. I went straight from the cottage to moving into Grandma Esme and Grandfather Carlisle's house.
That was a week ago. I was pretty sure the car was not going to be given to me now, for quite a while. So that sucked but, there isn't much I can do about it. Dad can go to hell if he thinks he is getting my ID, my cell, or my pills. He can have the keys, I have other ways of transportation.
And after leaving Jake's house I am really upset, and I have decided that I will just ignore him for the rest of the day, maybe even the rest of the week, because the arguments and talks we have had lately were getting old, and frankly I am beyond exhausted and pissed off about it. I could tell he was talking with my mom a lot again, which meant that he was going to stick to his ground. I know he loves me, but sometimes I feel rejected when he wont just put himself into anything we did; a touch, even the kisses lately have gotten effected by my parents, he is constantly thinking I will ambush him and want more.
I will admit he is right a quarter of the time. But some times I just want a freaking kiss, and he doesn't put anything into the kisses anymore. It is just blah lately.
It hurt to leave his room and not give him a kiss. But I felt that I had to keep my ground and show him how unhappy I was. And it is not like the kiss would have been that great anyway from how he was being lately.
After I got home (to the Cullen main house) Alice pleaded with me to just go to the cottage and talk everything over with my parents before I had to go to school. She probably just wanted this all resolved before my birthday because of course Alice is planning it, and knowing Alice, everything has to be perfect.
"No way Alice, NOT gonna happen." I continued putting my books into my school bag. Not looking at her.
"Come on Ness, it wont be that bad, if you just decide to go over there I can look to see if it will go smoothly. Just decide to go, and I will tell you if it will go well. Then you can decide whether or not you want to." I didn't even look up at her as she paused, I shook my head and scowled down toward my book bag as I pulled the last book off the coffee table and put it into the bag. "Please! Please! I hate the tension between you guys. I just want you to make up with your parents so this can all be better. Please Ness?!?!"
"Alice just, please, take me to school. I am just really not in the mood to deal with that crap right now. Just.... Drop it and take me to school."
"HMPH! Fine... But Ness you will have to talk to them some time; and all of you will prefer doing it on your own, before I lock you guys into a room and make you talk with them about it. And I swear I will. Your birthday is on Saturday and I want this family to not be arguing, so I will give you till Saturday morning to talk to them then I am intervening."
"FINE, whatever, just take me to school Alice!"
She put her hand on my shoulder and pulled me up to meet her eyes, as she rubbed my shoulder. "Ness I'm sorry about what happened with Jake this morning, he just wants the best, you have to know that."
OFCOURSE she would see that this morning, Well so much for having a private moment with Jake. "I don't wanna talk about it, Alice. and PLEASE stop butting in, I would rather you not see us fighting so please try to stay out of it. Please can I just go to school NOW?!?!!!!"
"You know you can talk to me Renesmee, I am a good listener."
"You know what Alice I love you but, First of all you are starting to piss me off, SECONDLY I already wasn't in the mood for this, and THIRD you know who else is a good LISTENER, DAD!!!! SO THE MINUTE I TALK TO ANYONE IN THIS HOUSE ABOUT ANYTHING, IT IMMEDIATELY GETS BACK TO HIM! EVEN IF NO ONE TELLS HIM OUT RIGHT HE WILL HEAR IT FROM THEIR HEAD, SO NO I CANT TALK TO YOU OR ANYONE ELSE IN THIS HOUSE FOR THAT MATTER!" I took a deep breath and realized that I just yelled at my Aunt, wow I feel like such a jerk. I have to say sorry to her! Her intention is always to help me "...I'm-..I...am..so..sorry....aunt...Alice...but I just am really irritated and stressed.......... I am just going to run to school if you don't mind, I need time to cool off, and don't worry I will stay out of sight from humans as I run. I'm SO sorry Alice, I am just really frustrated right now. If Jake calls I would love it if you just told him I didn't want to talk, so tell him I will call him when I get around to it.... umm, I love you, I will see you later."
She nodded her head shocked that I had just pretty much lost it in front of her. She walked ahead of me and opened the front door for me. I just sprinted out the door and off the porch heading for school through the forest.
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School was boring today nothing special. I was just consumed in trying to distract myself from thinking about Jake and our recent arguments. I talked with a few classmates in a effort to get to know people, and find people outside my family to talk to.
Running back from school, I went straight to my room on the third floor across from my dads old room and quickly shut the door. I couldn't hide from my emotions anymore like I did at school. When I was born Esme wanted to make a place for me in the main house; so that when I stayed here I had some where of my own. This room came in handy now that it was were I am staying.
The back wall of my room along with the rest of the back of the house was all glass. I set my bag on the edge of my bed and sat in front of the glass thinking of mine and Jacob's complicated relationship, looking blankly out at the huge span of evergreens and the river behind the house. Leaning my head against the glass feeling the cool pane against my heated skin.
Slowly I felt my tears surface and fighting them back was useless since I have been fighting them all day, they now freely stream down my cheeks. I leaned away from the glass and saw my reflection, part of me wanted to smash my fist into the glass and scream, the other half wanted to look away and curl up in my bed with a pillow.
Are relationship is falling apart, and it wasn't even about the physical aspect of it anymore, we fight about almost everything this past week. About other guys checking me out, him thinking I am flirting with other people, him catching on to my light eating habits, and I have gotten irritated with the random calls he gets from Sam about meetings that need to be handled right at that moment.
Flashback
I think back to last wednesday remembering how he got mad at me for smiling at a guy at the movie theater after thanking the guy for handing me the popcorn. Then during the movie he left to "go to the bathroom" and a few minutes later, because I knew he was lying, I followed him out and slowly looked around the corner of the lobby to see him threatening the poor guy that just innocently told us to enjoy or show earlier (the one I smiled at and thanked for the popcorn). After I saw him leaning over the counter to grab the guy by the collar of his shirt, I stormed up to him and told him to knock it off, and that he was acting ridiculous. I grabbed his arm pulling his hand away from the guy, to tow him out of the lobby and he shrugged his arm out of my hold. I smiled apologetically at the poor guy across the counter, and told him to please ignore Jake's disgusting behavior. Jake returned to glaring at the attendant. I then decided it was time to go, and if he wasn't leaving that is fine, but I was. So I stormed out the exit and made my way down the side walk pulling out my phone to call Aunt Rose to pick me up. Jake soon after jogged up from behind me and told me to stop and that he was sorry, then after that I said that I wasn't his property and that he was being a total ass to someone that was just trying to be polite. We started yelling back and forth before I decided to finally finish dialing Rose. She answered on the first ring and Jake pleaded with me to just please forget what happened and go back to the movie, and that he would take me home after. I refused Jake's plead, and Rose agreed and told me she would be right there. I found a bench out side in the plaza area a few stores down from the theater and sat ignoring Jake's persistent following and "I'm Sorry"'s. When Rose pulled up I got up looked at Jake and frowned, shook my head and walked over and hugged him before walking away without a word. the next day he called me and said he would be better, that he was extremely sorry, we hung out after I finished school that day but then continued to have small arguments.
Then that Friday, just two days after that we were sitting at the coffee table and talking lightly about our day, and playing some scrabble, while the romantic comedy 50 First Dates, played in the background. It was ending up to be a perfect afternoon while Esme worked on some interior design project in the next room. Then Jakes phone started to ring, he picked it up from its sitting position on the glass coffee table next to the board game. END OF AFTERNOON OBVIOUSLY. Sam told him to get to La Push within 10 minutes. A tribal meeting that was rescheduled from the next day to that day. And of course it was just the pack attending that meeting so only wolfs were to be present. I got mad that I was not allowed to go, and that he wouldn't blow it off for me, I told him I wanted him to stay, and blow off the meeting, he just laughed and said very sternly "No, Ness". That argument ended in me storming out of the room and Esme telling Jake it was okay that she would handle it, and that he should go before he was late to the meeting. Esme scolded me lightly that I can not stop him from doing his duties as one of the lead pack member and that if I could go Jake would have taken me. I called him later and told him I was sorry for the way I acted, he forgave me quickly.
All the arguments just ended in him or myself saying sorry after cooling down and then after many nights of bickering back and forth we would decide to end the night there, before we fought more. Mainly because of my families presence in the house. My father consistently would tell Jake to not raise his voice at me and that he would kick Jake out of the house if we didn't stop arguing.
End of Flashback
That was last week, with today being two days before my birthday on Saturday, I hope we can get along on my birthday.
I'm just am so tired of it. But I love him, his humor, his carefree times, his giant smile, and not to mention we are supposed to be together, but I don't know why we constantly fight. I don't want to fight anymore. I hope our relationship wont always be like this. Sometimes I feel like he is more of a babysitter than a boyfriend; because just yesterday, Esme invited him and Seth over for dinner and he watched me as I ate dinner, almost like he was watching to make sure I ate, just like my damn dad lately, If I don't want to eat then leave me the hell alone, I ate a little bit of my chicken, before I pushed the plate away, he looked at me, and I could see that he was upset at the amount of food left on the plate. I shook my head at him to silently tell him to keep his mouth shut. He then mentioned it later as he and Seth left, and I didn't want to argue with my grandparents and the rest of the family in the same room so in a teasing way I told him that he was not my keeper and that it is my business.
THIS right here, was our relationship since my discussion with my parents and the rest of the family, it is strained and stressful. So all around I was not happy with my parents or my boyfriend.
I got up from my place by the window wiping the tears from my saltwater stained cheeks and turned toward my bed to lay down and go to sleep, it is still light out but I just really want to get away from reality for awhile, and sleeping was my way of finding peace from it all lately.
Grandpa Carlisle came in my room around dinner time a few hours later and sat at the side of my bed. I turned over to look at him, he asked me to come down stairs and to please eat some dinner, I yawned and said I wasn't hungry, and that I just wanted to sleep. He nodded, kissed my forehead and told me that it would be in the fridge if I wanted any. I could see that he didn't agree with my decision, but he didn't voice it. I hugged him and said thank you before he left my room.
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Renesmee's POV
Hmph, the sun streams into the window as I slowly wake. I like to lay in bed and just stay under the covers and think, but now it is time to get up and get to school since the sun had different plans for me today. I hated school, but I was starting to like the time away, at least my parents weren't there with me. That is a MAJOR plus and I got the chance to be around people that didn't watch my every move.
Ugh, the sun is so bright, why when I pull the covers off my face does the sun have to attack my eyelids. Don't get me wrong I enjoy the sun on my skin, but seriously right when I wake up, come on. Well I guess I cant really complain because usually I wake up to a rainy and mushy sky.
So the sun meant a good change i guess, Something new.
Esme was now knocking on the door. I could tell it was her from her soft lilac and sweet musk smell.
"Nessie, Sweetie, are you up yet, it's time for breakfast."
"Yea Esme I will be down in a minute, thanks."
"Your mom is here she wants to talk to you..." I could then hear Esme whisper something after that, obviously she was trying to be a peace maker in the situation.
Then my mom was at the door and she opened it a second later to peek in "Renesmee, sweetheart, can I come in?"
I looked out the window and sat up against the head board, and nodded my head for her to come in, not meeting her eyes.
Esme was in the hall and had a sad smile on her face as she walked away, and descended the stairs.
Mom walked over next to me and sat down on the bed, she put her left hand on my right arm and softly rubbed it, "Sweetie, I'm sorry for yelling at you, I was just so worried, baby you just have to understand your father an I don't want to loose you and are trying to help you grow into a beautiful young woman. We just have a hard time accepting that you are growing up so fast. You still need help growing and all of us will be here, so please don't push us away...." her gaze shifted from my face to her lap as I still wouldn't look at her. "I love you." her hand glided down my arm and light squeezes my hand, and got up from the bed, when I wouldn't immediately look from the window to her she headed for the door.
I love her too, and I felt my stubborn wall slipping.
She was at the door, about to walk out.
"MOM!" I launched my self off the bed, running to her and throwing myself into her arms, hugging her. She quickly returned the hug and started brushing through my wavy light bronze hair with her fingers in a soothing gesture.
"I love you too, mom."
She then pulled away slightly and kissed my forehead.
"I will always love you Renesmee, since the moment I knew I was pregnant with you I knew I would do anything for you. You and your father mean everything to me. Never forget that."
She smiled softly as I smiled back.
She put her arm around my shoulder and led me down the stairs into the kitchen.
Great... breakfast. Don't hold any of the sarcasm there, letting all of it spill through my thoughts.
A spinach artichoke quiche, blueberry muffin, an orange slice, and bacon sit on a plate, waiting for me. Gross. Seriously, I cant stand that foul smell of bacon, the rest of it looks and smells gross as well... but the bacon, ugh, the bacon... that was the worst.
Mom joined dad at the kitchen table, mom picked up her book that was sitting in the center of the table and started reading it and dad had the newspaper, I took a seat at one of the bar stools up against the counter. I'm sure my father heard my thoughts about my disdain for the food. I'm not even that hungry now that this crap is in front of me.
"Thank you Esme. It looks good." I hid my face behind my hair as I lied, because I didn't want to hurt her feelings by how I really felt about the food, and I sure a little bit of my disgust for the food showed on my face so I was happy to have my hair to hide it. I bet this food would probably look, smell, and taste very good for a human, but not for myself.
"Don't thank me sweetheart, your father made most of it. I just made the muffin, I made a whole bunch of them yesterday to take to the hospital for some of the patients, but I thought you might want one."
"Ooo....Um....... Thanks dad..." It was really weird saying anything to him because we haven't said much to each other in days. We were both too hard headed to admit that we were wrong.
"Your welcome Renesmee... I hope you will like it." he heard my thoughts about the food earlier, he was just not going to voice it in front of everyone, he wasn't fooling me one bit though, you could tell by the way he said like that he picked up on every one of my thoughts.
"Yea..." I braced myself and took a bite out of the quiche because everyone's eyes were on me. It was really hard to swallow the fluffy egg mixture. The egg was probably the most tolerable of the meal, but then there was the spinach and artichoke mixed in it, and that really skewed the favor in a bad direction. I took another two bites of the egg stuff, then picked at the muffin a little bit putting only a few bits of it into my mouth.
I pushed the plate away, there was no way I could sit and smell that nasty bacon in front of me another minute, and I really couldn't stand the food anymore it was just not appetizing.
I am not a human, I don't like human food. Yet I'm not a vampire either, so I just cant seem to really fit in and no one really understands what its like to be like this. I would prefer blood, but there is no way I am drinking animal blood... it is not tasty... and I don't want to kill people, even though human blood sounds the most appetizing of the three.
So I am kinda stuck.
Dad and mom eye my plate as I walked past them and I placed it next to the sink. Great... please don't say anything, please don't say anything, I just want to get breakfast over with so I can get ready and go to school.
Thankfully I escaped the kitchen and made it up to my room without a comment about not eating enough.
Hushed voices are coming from the kitchen as I make my way down the stairs.
"We have to find a way for her to eat more.... This isn't healthy for her to just pick at her food she isn't getting enough nutrition... Maybe we could mix some donation blood in with her food, maybe she would like it better then?...." That is definitely my grandfather's voice.
"That might work, because from her thoughts she didn't like any of breakfast today. Though... there might be something with eggs though, because when Bella was in early pregnancy with Renesmee all she wanted to eat was eggs, and from Nessie's thoughts the egg was the part she didn't have much problem eating." My fathers sad voice spoke.
This is so ridiculous.... If I don't want to eat the food, just let me be... I'm fine...
"I really think we have to do something, anything, she is looking a little sickly lately. Her eyes have dulled in color, the brown is turning into a murky orange. That cant be good." Mom's worried voice ringing from the kitchen. "We should talk to her. Maybe she could tell us what would work." Esme's soft but worried and thoughtful voice spoke.
"shh" Dad whispered barely enough to hear.
All their talking abruptly stopped, probably because my dad read my mind and knew that I heard them.
I turned toward the front door as I reached the bottom of the staircase. There was no way I was going to walk toward that kitchen....... No way, I am not going to join that conversation if it starts up again.
"Hey, girlie, you ready? I see you got my note on what to wear today, its going to be really hot and sunny, so thats why I picked those cute dark blue jean capris, and the plum halter top. I hope you like it!?" she scrunched her face in worry, hoping that I liked it.
Alice was always a bundle of energy. She just appeared out of nowhere. As she always does.
"Hey aunt Aly, Thanks. Yea, the cloths are really cute." I gave her a big smile as I picked up my bag for school.
Then behind me, my parents and grandparents appeared in the kitchen entryway. Shit, just let me get out the door, just let me get out the door, I don't want to talk. I normally never want to go to school, but lately its been like a safe place. A place I had freedom from dealing with my parents. I am glad mom and I are repairing our relationship, but my parents are a true "team" so until I deal with dad it will still be strained.
"Okay! bye guys, I will be right back, love you!" Alice sang kissing Jasper on the cheek, who just appeared at the landing of the stair.
"Yea, bye, love you." I replied in a much less excited voice as I gave everyone a small smile and a hug, then walked out the door with Alice in toe. She was my usual ride to school, she enjoyed driving me around and talking girl stuff. Today is pretty silent, I think she is worried that I will freak out on her like yesterday. So I replied to what she said with a few "yes"s and "no"s. But mainly there is to much thinking going on in my head to talk. And I love Alice but sometimes her cheery self is to much.
We pulled up at the school and I smiled at Alice and kissed her cheek.
"See you at 2:45... and Ness stop being such a worry wort like your father, its going to be a great day. Okay? Love you!"
With that I gave her a small smile, she is quite a pixie. I shut the door and made my way to the side walk toward the cafeteria, waiting for the bell to ring and tell us to go to our first hour classes.
I found an empty table and sat down, I pulled my biology book out to make it look like I was studying, so that maybe the pros-ti-tot twins, more commonly known as Jamie and Kaylie, will leave me alone. They just need to have a little more respect for themselves and leave a little to the imagination, these testosterone fueled teenage boys wont respect them, if they can't even respect themselves.
I can tell they want me to join their little crew, hopefully I have given them enough hints this last week to get them to realize I am not interested. They are probably two of the most popular girls in my grade, and I guess if you act like a prostitute and give your self to any guy that walks by, you would get pretty popular with that crowd, not for the right reasons, but still popular I guess. Thats just not me. I have heard the past week though about a party they were hosting on Sunday at Jamie's uncles house on the water by Port Angeles. That might be fun, with all the people from school, having a good time. I will have to find out what the address is. Just because I don't like them doesn't mean I cant go to the party and hang out with the other people there.
Just as I finished that thought I saw Kaylie walking in with her boyfriend of the week, and she smiled in my direction before kissing Troy on the cheek and heading in my direction.
"Hey... Renesmee, do you know if you will be able to make it to the party Sunday? Jamie and I would really like it if you came, there is gonna be a few kegs and we are probably gonna make margaritas too. There will be college guys too?!?! Oh, and the cabin is huge, there is a heated pool, a stocked bar, and a hot tub too so I am bringing my new bathing-suit."
I had told her before that I would check my schedule, and let her know if I could go.
"You know what I think I will be able to make it, that might be fun. Do you have the address?" Maybe I could just have some fun and forget about Jake and my parents for a while this weekend.
"Yea, sure, If you want you can just come over to my house and you can go with me and Jamie, since I am guessing your are gonna need an alibi for your parents. I am telling my parents that I'm staying over at Jamie's house. And it will only be part lie since we will probably end up back at Jamie's, and her mom wont notice, because she's a drunk and usually has a new guy over each weekend, so she wont pay any mind to us."
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"Sure, that will work I guess. Sounds good." I gave her a smile. Yea, I don't really care for them but that would be a possible excuse for going out on Sunday night, since monday is a day off of school, I think I could get away with saying I was going to a sleep over. Yea a sleep over, I only have to make Alice believe that it is just a sleep over so making plans will have to be a spur-of-the-moment type of thing or just plan on staying at Jamie's and then just randomly get in the car with them as they head to the party...
My phone vibrated and smiled at Kaylie as I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and read it.
Ness, please don't be angry, please? I love you. I was just shocked this morning. Please Call me. -Jake-
I'm at school Jake I cant call you and I don't want to talk at the moment I will call you later. -Ness-
Please Nessie-bear don't avoid me. Call me when you get home.
yep, got to go the bell just range.
The bell hasn't rung. But it ended my part in the conversation.
I quickly turned off my phone, flipped it closed quickly and shoved it back into my pocket. Jamie strolled up across from Kaylie and I, sitting down on the chair directly in front of Kaylie.
"Hey, who ya text'in? Looks like you didn't care to talk to them with the way you smacked your phone shut and rolled those eyes of yours?"
"Just my boyfriend." I replied quickly.
"So, hot guy... on bike... not suiting you anymore. I have a few guys that might work for ya better if you want." she smirked playfully then pulled out her lip gloss and applied a fresh coat. I felt uncomfortable with her prodding, and I felt a bit possessive of him with the way she was referring that I didn't want him anymore, almost like she was trying to worm her way into Jake's arms.
"No, I didn't say he doesn't 'suit' me anymore.... He is just so love-y dove-y lately and its a little over board I guess." I lied smoothly on the second part, trying to stifle any more worming in on my man.
"Oh... well thats cute, I guess. Well anyway, my cousins Shane and Kyle are staying at the cabin during their weekend break from college, so they are getting all the alcohol this weekend. You gonna hang or not?"
"Yea, I was just talking to Kaylie here about it, and I think I'm in. So I will meet you guys at Kaylie's house around six-ish. Where was the party again?" Kaylie gave me a giant smile, and I could tell she wasn't to bad of a person if she wasn't around Jamie so much.
"It is right in the Washington Harbor, so its right on the water, about half an hour/forty-five minutes past Port Angeles, its in the Sequim Bay area (Real Place), Its my uncle's vacation home, but he wont be there, so my cousins invited me and all my friends to go up there and get waisted. Its gonna be a great time."
Kaylie smiled brightly, "Yea I can't wait I just got a new swim suit for when we go in the hot tub!"
"Or we could just skinny dip, that sounds better to me, what do you think Renesmee?" Jamie turned to me to see my reaction.
"uhm... I think I will bring a suit."
"My god both of you are too chicken to go naked. Seriously." She raised her eyebrow at both of us.
"Well no... I just really like my new suit." Kaylie blushed with embarrassment.
"Yea, right." Jamie rolled her deep blue eyes, while she twirled her brown hair through her fingers.
"What about you Ness, what's your excuse?"
"I don't think everyone needs to see me naked, thank you."
"You guys are so boring."
"Okay, I'll do it, fine. I will just wear it, then take it off when we go swimming." Kaylie looked so uncomfortable as she chose to go Jamie's way, and a part of me felt really bad for the girl because you could tell she was always trying to please Jamie.
"I am still wearing a swim suit." I declared with finality.
Jaime rolled her eyes, "Okay, see you later b-ee-otchs" sauntering off out of the cafeteria.
"Kaylie, you know you don't have to listen and do what Jamie says, right?" looking over at her beside me, playing with her bracelet not looking up to me.
"She is all I know, we have been best friends since kindergarten, and if I don't do what she says I don't know if she will stay friends with me, I don't want her to hate me."
"Just because you stand up for your self, doesn't mean your friends will hate you." She gave me a weak smile as she looked up from picking at her bracelet.
"RINGGGGGGGGGGG. RINGGGGGGG. RINGGGGGGG."
"OKAY OFF TO CLASS EVERYONE! LETS GO. LETS GO. OUT. AND OFF TO CLASS!" The vice principle standing at the entry to the cafeteria staring pointedly at everyone that hadn't made any move to get up.
"CULLEN, ROSS, MILLER, JACKOBS, HOFFMAN, PROSINSKI, AND EVERYONE ELSE, LETS GO, GET TO CLASS!"
I was looked at differently by most of the teachers because I am,"a second cousin to the previous Forks Hospital amazing Dr. Cullen" yet my rep is slightly less "amazing" than the rest of the Cullen family due to the fact that I had gotten caught ditching last week, thank god I was able to talk them out of calling my parents who's fake names for the school's records are Marie and Anthony. I heard from Emmett, that the rest of my family had ditched classes in the past, but never got caught for it, my dad would always have a fake nurses note or just sweet talk his way out of it without any note at all. But, no not me, I get caught hanging out behind the gym, writing my music. Mrs. Roth, my gym teacher went around looking for me, because she had something against me she was determined to catch me, so when she sent everyone to get changed into their uniforms she went looking and found me. She was such a jerk that day. She made the whole class sit and watch while I had to do 100 pushups. The pushups were fine that wasn't the problem, the attention from all the girl trying to pick me apart piece by piece because all of them liked to rip the ones around them apart for any slight imperfection to make themselves feel better, and the stares from all the guys were absolutely nerve racking.
Pulling out from my thoughts, the vice principle cleared his throat, and tapped on the table we were sitting at to tell us to get going.
"Thanks Renesmee, I will see you later." Jumping up from our seats and hurrying out the door toward our classes.
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"How was school Nessie?" Alice Sang from the drivers seat of Rose's BMW, the hood up due to the sun.
"It was okay. Why are you using Rose's car? You usually always use Carlisle's car and he takes your car to work?"
"Oh, Well we have company and Rose wanted to use the new Porsche to show him around, since the new one is everyone's car, not just mine, as Rosalie so nicely had to pointed out." her voiced dropped in happiness, with a slight twinge of irritated mixed in.
"Who is visiting? The Denalis', Zafrina and her clan, Nahuel?"
"No" she chirps sharply, as the engine revved, taking off out of the parking lot. "His name is Leroy, and he is Emmett and Rose's new friend, he was staying with the Denali clan up in Alaska, and our wonderful Rosalie, decided to invite him down to visit." She glared out the windshield, obviously not happy that Rose invited him.
"So he is a jerk, or something?"
"He is not a jerk just he is very quiet and I haven't seen his future so I don't know what to think of him."
"Aunt Alice, you shouldn't not like someone because they are quiet, and you can not she their future, it is really his future so it is not really any of our business anyway. Mom is quiet and you love her."
She huffed and glanced from me back to the road.
"Yeah but Ness I just don't like him, and your mom is quiet yes but I can see her future, and I was able to she her future pretty quickly after meeting her. He is just a complete mystery, and he is a vampire so I should be able to read him instantly." huffing again after her rant of why she has an ill will toward this person.
"Did you think that maybe it might be a power of his. He could have a power you know. Kinda like mom's, maybe he doesn't want to let his guard down around new people, Alice, that could be a possibility."
"Yeah, but either way I don't like him."
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Pulling up to the house, there is a new car in the drive way, no doubt it being a very expensive one, and the new car of the Cullen family, the orange Porsche sitting next to it. With Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, and Dad standing by the other car looking under the hood. The hood of the unknown car suddenly shut.
Uncovering who was behind it.
My breathe caught with what I saw as the hood descended and clicked into place.
He is beautiful.
Wait, I am just kidding, yeah he is okay, nothing special.
They all looked up toward me and Alice as we slowed to a stop.
Wow, he is stunni-...
what am I doing, I have a boy friend, a gorgeous, hansom boyfriend, yes irritating at times but he is my mate, I shouldn't think of other guys like this. Get it together Ness, he is just a guy, and it is not like he would be interested in you anyway.
I never really looked at anyone closely because I have Jake.
Until now.
It is hard not to look at the beauty in the guy ten feet away from my spot in the car. His deep chocolate brown hair, his dark gold-ish orange eyes, his perfect lips... His perfectly arched eyebrows...
What am I doing. Looking away for a brief second. Who am I kidding that wasn't going to work. He is a very handsome man. That doesn't mean I can not stare at him. I can still look at guys and have boyfriend.
His tall muscular figure that could almost rival Jake's, He is similar to Emmett in that his arms are very strong looking, long legs and arms. His skin pale, but you could tell as a human he must have had a nice tan because his skin held just a slightly darker color than that of my family. His dark pants hanging low on his hips with a tight gray t-shirt and black leather jacket laying on the car in front of him
Climbing out of the car I realize my dad has heard every word of my thoughts about this new guy, Leroy. I can feel the slight pinkness sneak its way to my cheeks.
Alice rolled her eyes as I looked over at her and she made her way to Jasper and they quickly disappeared toward the house.
"Ness, we want you to meet a friend of yours, Leroy this is my niece Renesmee's. Ness this is Leroy." Rosalie announced smiling happily.
Leroy lowered his head and smiled as he reached out his hand.
"Hello, It is nice to meet you Renesmee, Rose and the rest of your family, have said a lot about you."
"Oh, great. Now you can judge me" I let out a sarcastic laugh, "wonderful." grabbing his hand for a hand shake.
A larger smile lighting his face, showing two very good looking dimples on each side of his mouth"No, no, it was nothing bad. All if the information I have heard so far is good, your family thinks a lot of you."
"Well thanks. I guess. Hey dad where is mom?" I blushed looking at my feet.
"In the house with Esme. They are working on finishing last minute details for your birthday tomorrow. I am sure Alice sprinted in there to make sure they don't mess anything up, as Alice thinks that no one else can plan anything correctly without her." I giggled at my dad's mention of Alice's party planning OCD.
"Thanks. Well I will see you guys inside then, nice to meet you too Leroy." quickly glancing in his direction before making my exit toward the front door.
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