I love the reviews coming in and I want to comment about everyones thoughts, but many are anonymous and I can not send them messages. It is very sad cause I would love to talk with you all about your reviews!!!

One comment I hear more than once is that Nessie is immature. '

My answer is yes... She is and that is because it makes for a more fun and interesting read.

I noticed my inbox quite empty in lately in regards to authors updating... There are not many people updating stories AT ALL right now so I thought I would get on it with my story and give a few people there fix. Hope you like the chapter.

I need more good fanfic reads, and there are no updates lately! It is SO frustrating!

There is a song once you get to Renesmee's POV near the end. It is called Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne, some of the lyrics are there to really bring home how Renesmee feels.

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Emmett's POV

"Renesmee is GONE! I was an idiot and upset her, then she ran! I chased after her for an hour. Then when I lost her scent I searched for three hours and came up with nothing. I don't know---"

"Jake which way did she go?!?!" Edward growled cutting Jake off.

"She went north, she must have jumped into the river, that is when I lost her scent."

"Well for your sake, canine, hopefully we can find her before she freezes, you dumb ass." I seethed, glaring down at my niece's boyfriend.

"I TOLD YOU HE WAS NOT GOOD FOR HER! HE IS BASTARD!........... ALICE HE DESERVES TO BE RIPPED APART FOR HURTING HER!" Rosalie's voice flowing quickly into the room, just before her angry figure comes storming in, with a worried Alice trailing behind trying to pull her back.

My Rose, ready to rip him apart all by herself. She looked like an angry vulture ready to collect her target. Normally my baby looks like an angry kitten to me, but this..... this looked much more threatening . Her eyes pitch black in rage. I will not stand in her way of making shreds out of 'puppy chow' over here.

"Stop. Stop! Rose he didn't mean it. Stop!" Bella stepping in front of Rose's path. "Renesmee nor I would be happy if you killed him, So Stop."

"I am not afraid of Blond-ee, Bells, I could handle her. I just really don't know what to do Bells. I don't know where Ness went. I couldn't pick up on her scent at all." Jake dismissed my angry wife like she wasn't even there. not a smart move, dude.

Rose snarled and crouched down.

"Rose. It is no time for that! We need to focus on finding her." Carlisle came from the stairs quickly. standing in the middle of the room, demanding in a calm tone. Rosalie straightened her crouched position and stepped back, letting out a final hiss, before permanently burning a glare toward the dog, and taking her place, stepping beside me.

"Jake, you need the go alert your pack and start searching your land." Carlisle firmly ordered. Jake nodded and went out the front door.

"Okay, some of us will go on foot. Some in the jeep, and a few of us should stay near the house incase she comes back because, I am sure she will."

"I will stay here and keep watch for her to come back" Esme's warm and worried voice flowed through the room as she took her place and held Carlisle's hand.

"Okay, hold on. Alice is seeing something. Everyone wait." Jasper grabbing onto Alice's hand while her eyes are glazed over. Jasper fixed on supporting the stiff pixie to stay on her feet.

Alice was still for what seemed like hours, but only a few seconds.

Shaking her spiky hair a few times. Then glancing at the family, clearing her mind of the vision's fog.

Smiling.

that is a good sign.

"She is some where in northern Canada. She will be back in about four hours, she is already on her way back!" Alice commented excitedly.

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Esme POV

564...565...566..............

903.....2,641.......4,862.............

....................18,966.........20,451......21,839 paces from the east side of the living room to the west side.

Oh god, if there is one... please make sure my granddaughter is safe.

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"How much longer Alice?" Edward whispered out, barely able to stand here and wait any longer.

Please, PLEASE, PLEASE be okay....

"Soon!" Alice cheered with a knowing smile.

It has to be soon, she has been gone for 5 hours, 52 minutes, and 31 seconds.

I saw movement through the large glass, back window, in the pitch black night.

Renesmee!

Bella, the first one out the door, collided with Ness the minute she cleared from the brush lining the back yard. Edward was right behind Bella and grabbed both of them into a hug.

All of us soon behind. Once Edward and Bella stepped back we all hugged her.

"Oh, Renesmee you scared me so much. You will not do that ever again." whispering sternly into her ear. I never used a rough tone with her but she scared all of us. Scolding Renesmee, just as I had when Edward decided to go to Italy and try to end his life.

"I'm sorry for scaring you grandma, I just was overwhelmed." Pulling back she quickly hugged Carlisle, Rose, Alice, Emmett, and Jasper.

"I am so sorry I scared all of you. I just needed to think. I was so conflicted.... I just needed to be alone."

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Renesmee's POV

Song: Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne

I looked away

Then I look back at you

You try to say

The things that you can't undo

If I had my way

I'd never get over you

Today's the day

I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall

Make it through it all

After the long talk with my family, and Mom calling Jacob and calming him down telling him that I was okay I talked with dad.

This occurrence happening, seemed to end dad's and my argument with each other. We talked about more important things now.

So as Alice wished, my parents and I came together and talked, getting out what we needed to address.

I spent that run thinking only of ways to scrape up what bits of a relationship Jake and I still had.

We aren't ready for this deep of a relationship.

More so... I am not ready.

I have been only thinking of ways of getting what I want.

We have not been working as a team, and I need to experience more in life and slow down on having a deep relationship.

Half of me was so angry with myself that I had wanted to come to this conclusion, while the other half knew that it would be the right thing to do.

Relief.... in not being so confused...

Anger.... between two sides of myself battling to win...

All I have to do now is figure out how to put this plan into action.

Sitting on the back porch. Hearing mom on the phone finishing her second conversation with Jake. This time she is telling him to wait until morning to visit, saying that I was going to bed and needed some sleep before my birthday tomorrow; Well today actually.... since it is already 1:32 in the morning.

Happy birthday to me I thought sarcastically.

I hear the back door open, signaling someone joining me on the porch. Sitting down next to me.

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So... Who do you think joined her on the porch?

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