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I was so caught up in my own thoughts that I didn't realize I had already made it out the front door and was not standing in front of Nathan's viper, with golden amber eyes staring into mine and a beautiful voice calling my name.

"Sorry, I was just thinking." I reassured him.

He opened up the car door for me, and I slid onto the perfect black leather. He got in the driver's seat and started the car. The viper roared to life and ran with a gentle purr to it. I so love his car, I thought.

"You know," I began as he started driving out of the driveway. "I think I only like you for your car." I joked, with a smile. "Sorry." I said shrugging my shoulders. He smiled back and laughed.

It didn't take that long to get to my jeep (that was still parked by the movie theater). Nathan got out with me and walked me over to my untouched baby.

"Are you sure you don't want me to follow you home just to make sure your safe?" He asked.

"I'm sure." I smiled at his worried expression. He leaned down closer to my face and put both hands against my jeep on either side of my head.

"I just want to keep you safe." He closed his eyes and pressed his forehead against my own. My eyes closed as well.

"I know that, I do."

With a sigh he took a couple of steps back from me. I opened my eyes in surprise."I'm sorry. I don't mean to be so protective of you. It's just that whenever your around I want to protect you and I need to be close to you."

"I know the feeling." I mumbled, looking at the ground. The next thing I know I feel Nathan's finger lifting my chin up to look into his eyes and then his warm lips on mine. Our lips moved in sync with each other's. His tongue brushed across my bottom lip, causing me to gasp. The weird thing was I didn't gasp because of the intimate contact but because when his tongue brushed against my lip I felt an electrifying jolt run through my body.

Nathan broke away immediately after I gasped, but still kept his face closer to mine. "I'm sorry was that-"

"No you didn't do anything." I sighed and laid my head against his shoulder. "I'd better go." I pulled away from him and got in my jeep. He waved to me as I drove down the street.

When I pulled in the driveway I saw Ian's car and Conner's car there I also saw Kyle's van there too. I grabbed all of my stuff and quietly crept up to the front door. I made it halfway through the door before I tripped and stumbled. Why am I so clumsy? , I thought. I stayed in my scrunched position waiting for the sound of panicked footsteps that I just knew were coming.

"WHERE THE HELL DO YOU GET THE IDEA TO GO SPEND THE NIGHT AT SOME FRIENDS HOUSE WITHOUT EVEN TELLING ANYONE?" I had been listening to Ian yell for the past 20 minutes now, and let me tell you I have never seen my brother that mad at anyone. He had never actually yelled at me and every word he shouted made me cringe.

"But I told Kyle." I tried to defend myself.

"FROM A PAY PHONE NONE THE LESS!" Apparently he wasn't in the mood for technicalities, I thought sarcastically.

"I was just doing what Chris told me to do." Thinking of what Chris told me when I started high school for the first time.

"What did Chris tell you to do?" Ian asked crossing his arms over his chest with narrowed eyes.

"Yeah, what did Chris tell you to do?" Chris asked with a look of confusion on his face.

"Remember, you told me to go out and have fun and to live like a teenager."

"I TOLD YOU THAT WHEN YOU WERE STARTING HIGH SCHOOL. THIS IS COMPLETLEY DIFFERENT." Now Chris was even yelling at me. The only ones that haven't yet were Conner and Kyle. They were sitting of to the side watching the drama unfold.

"Anyways," I started, trying to get off the subject. I'm fine and I'm at home safe and sound. No harm, no foul." This wasn't completely true considering I still wore bandages around my entire stomach, torso and lower back, I thought. I told Ian as I made my way over to the stairs so I could bolt for my room.

Conner saw my attempt to get out of this lecture that everyone knew was coming and decided to jump in. "You know Ian, she really didn't do anything bad. It's not like she went out and got pregnant." Great comparison Conner! I thought.

Ian turned his anger towards his little brother. "You know the rules. We always have to know where you are in case something happens." The only one who didn't catch the double meaning in his words was Kyle.

"Come on Ian she's a big girl that can handle herself." Kyle added. Ian then turned his glare on my best friend. One of the things that my big brother absolutely hated talking about was his little sister not having to follow what he says he hated when people told him that I was eighteen and that I didn't have to do what he says because I was an adult. It's like he intends to keep me under his wing forever.

"What did you just say?" Ian asked in a tight voice. "Do you see our mother around here anywhere? No, I didn't think so. I have protected her and kept her safe her entire life while my mother wasn't around and after my father died I took full responsibility of taking care of her and Conner. And I'll be damned if anyone says she can just go off on her own when I have tried so hard to make sure nothing happens to her."

"You know that's not what I meant." Kyle's voice shook a little bit in fear. I could tell Ian was about to explode again, so I ran down the stairs that I had made such good progress getting up while the two were fighting, and in between Ian and Kyle.

I put my hand on Ian's chest to keep him from moving any closer to Kyle. "Ian, calm down no one is telling you that you have to throw me out on my own to fend for myself (which I can do all by myself but that's not the point right now). I'm sorry I scared you I won't do it again, ok?" He answered with a tight nod while still eyeing Kyle. I reached up and hugged him around the neck. "I really am sorry. And you will always be my big brother no matter what." I whispered in his ear. He gave me a small smile and kissed me on the forehead.

After that Kyle decided to leave for fear of what Ian would do if he didn't, I thanked Conner for helping me out, he smiled, hugged me and said "What are little brothers for if not to stop the older siblings from fighting?" Chris and I kind of avoided each other I really couldn't tell you why it just felt like something weird was going on with him.

When I finally was able to get to my room without any further arguments I immediately climbed through the window and up to the roof top, to be alone and just think. It was really dark out but the moon was full and the stars were out. I sighed, closed my eyes and laid my head back.

"How did they take it?" I suddenly heard Nathan's voice come from right beside me. My eyes flew open, he was sitting casually next to me on my roof. I gasped and put a hand to my heart in surprise. "Sorry." He apologized, taking my hand that had cover my heart and entangled my fingers with his.

"You know one day I'm gonna be up here and when you suddenly appear I'm gonna get scared and end up falling off the roof." I smiled as I joked with him.

"I would catch you, even if you were ever able to fall because I would never let that happen either." He told me with a serious tone. I held his gaze for a while, I leaned up slowly glancing from his lips to his eyes to make sure it was ok, I didn't see anything that told me he didn't want to all I saw was the fire swirl in his eyes as he kept staring back at me. I gently touched my lips to his, as soon as our skin touched I felt another electrifying shock that made me break away instantly.

"What the hell is that?" I asked him. He had the same shocked expression as I did.

"I have no idea." Weird is the title of my life, I thought.

The only thing that brightened my Monday up was that I would see Nathan, I thought to myself as I pulled into the school parking I got out of and got everything out of my jeep I glanced over to where Nathan, his siblings and Kyle were standing next to the side of the school talking. There he was my beautiful, sexy, loving, caring, boyf- wait a minute! Is he even my boyfriend? What are we?

My eyes traveled over his entire form. He brushed away some of his midnight black hair that fell into his eyes. He wore is usual black outfit that consisted of black jeans and his tight fitting black short sleeve shirt. I inwardly sighed. He is just so damn sexy. I focused back on his eyes as I was getting lost in them I didn't realize that he was too, looking at me, his flashed me a sexy almost secretive smile and too add to the sexiness of how he looked his eyes flashed the fire at the same time. I immediately looked away and blushed.

I started to head over to them when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I whipped around, to find Scott standing right there.

"What do you want Scott?" I asked, venom dripping from each word.

"What's wrong babe? Not happy to see me?" He taunted.

"You knew I out grew your bullshit awhile ago so can you just get to the point?"

"What's got your panties in a twist? Not that I would ever know, you never let me see them." He taunted again circling me.

"It's not like you never tried." I smirked at him. "As much as I would love to discuss my panties with you, the point?"

"What's going on with you and Darth Vader?"

"None of your damn business." I looked at him with disgust. "And his name is Nathan." I glanced over to Nathan his eyes were glued to Scott's every move with a menacing glare. I focused back on Scott as soon as I felt hands on my waist. My eyes narrowed.

"Come on baby, come back to me and stay away from emo kid over there."

I pushed him away with as much strength as I had. Apparently I was pumped up with adrenaline because he fell into the front of an SUV that was pretty good distance away from where I was standing.

"Don't ever tell me to stay away from anyone and for the last time his name is Nathan." I spoke through clenched teeth. Speaking of Nathan, he was by my side in less than a second. It's a good thing everyone was focused on Scott's reaction so they didn't notice how Nathan got from the side of the school to the middle of the parking lot in a millisecond.

"You are such a bitch." Scott spat at me. In the next moment Scott's head was slammed against the SUV's hood. Nathan had grabbed him by the neck and slammed his head into the hood so hard I'm pretty sure it made a dent.

"Apologize." Nathan's voice was the most frightening I had ever heard before. You could barely see Scott's eyes flicker to me then Nathan.

"I'm sorry." Scott's voice quivered.


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