AN: Hola Guys! I really am trying to make it up to you guys for taking such a long break on this story by writting more of story during any free time I have. Last night I stayed up till 3 am typing that last chapter up for y'all. Okay so here's with the next chapter. I am going to try and explain the whats going on with the guys through their POV. Love ya!

Chapter 21: Not Forgiven

EPOV

What is wrong with me? What is wrong with this whole family? I mean we go from the highest of highs, surrounded by good times and love and in the next second, the one I love the most is screaming and crying because my friends and I pissed her off. That really gets me wondering whether or not I should be hanging out with Matt. Maybe I should just do what Bella told me to do, and kick him out. But then again there is no way Emmett is going to let me kick Matt out if Emmett wants him to stay. Once Emmett gets his mind stuck on doing something, it never changes.

Rosalie is proof of that. At first Rose rejected him because she thought he was arrogant. So he kept at it asking her to go out with him everyday until finally after a month of it Rose finally gave in, just to stop the harassment. They went to go to the movies and eat dinner. They've been together ever since and that was in junior year.

So, the point is, if Emmett can get Rosalie Hale to go out with him, then there is no way in hell he would simply let me kick his buddy out on the curb. I think Emmett is the closest one to Matt, out of the rest of us, because they've been friends since freshmen year. I met Matt once or twice back then, but I was never really friends with him. Emmett was really close friends with him, though. The weird thing, now that I think back to it, Emmett never introduced us(me, Alice, Bella, Rose, and Jasper) to him. He never even really talked to him in front of us.

Alice, Bella, Rose, and Jasper were a few grades back from us, so I guess that makes sense why they never met Matt, but why wouldn't Emmett introduce us? Was there something bad about Matt that Emmett didn't want me to know? Was there some sort of secret between the two of them?

I sat down on the couch and watched them have what seemed like a silent conversation between them with there eyes. Something was definately fishy. I guess we'll have to keep that douche bag Matt around long enough to figure out what it is.

I looked over at Jasper who sat next to me. He stared blankly at the wall. He looked just completely emotionless. Poor guy, Alice is super pissed at him and he can't even do anything because its not his house, therefore he can't kick Matt out even if he wanted to. Its probably hardest on him to have Alice mad at him, considering she is his fiancee and she is pregnant with his kid.

"We need to do something." Jasper said calmly looking at Emmett and then Matt and back to Emmett again.

"Well what the fuck is there to do, Jasper? I mean, sure, Matt's a douche for cheating," Emmett said earning a glare from Matt. He continued, pretending he hadn't noticed, "But come on everyone messes up sometimes. We can't just kick him out. This is as much his house as it is Bella's, or Rosie's, or Jasper's, or Megan's."

"Yeah? Well except for one thing. Bella, Rose, Jasper and Megan didn't fuck some stupid bitch while they were in a relationship with someone else." I said fuming. Matt looked angry as hell.

"That's rich coming from you edward. You practically fucked Bella while you were going out with Tanya." He spat. I was furious.

"That's not the same thing. And you fucking know it!" I practically shouted.

"Oh and how is that not the same thing Edward?" He asked sarcastically.

"I-AH-GRRRRRRR. FUCK YOU!" I screamed and ran to the front door.

I opened it and began jogging. It was pouring ran outside but I didnt give a fuck. I started funning swiftly down the sidewalk. I needed to run and clear my head before I went back there and seriously fucked Matt up.

EMPOV

I watched Edward run outside and sighed. Everyone was going to hate me. Bella, Alice, Edward, Jasper, Megan, Rose. But I just had to help my friend out. He confided in me about his problem in freshmen year and I have tried to help him throughout his entire life. After highschool we kind of got out of touch, but now that I've caught up with him again, I still feel the need to help him.

"Well, Im going to go make sure he's okay." Jasper said quietly and walked outside.

I stood up and started pacing the golden carpet. "Matt what the fuck is wrong with you?" I whisper shouted because I didn't want the girls to hear me.

"Funny Emmett. You know exactly whats wrong." He retorted.

"You said you were still seeing Dr. Neimi." I said.

"I was..."He trailed off looking down. A few seconds later he looked up at me,"She said that she thought I was good enough to stop coming."

"Well, she was fucking wrong." I shouted.

"Emmett, just let it be. It's fine, I'll just leave." He said lamely.

"No bro. I'm going to help you get through this." I said staring at him.

"Okay, fine." He said getting up. "I'm gonna go take a shower."

"Okay, but when you done, we're calling and seeing when her next open spot is for therapy." I said sternly. He nodded his head and walked up the stairs.

I just stood there for awhile. Thinking. I pray to god, if there is a god, that this will all work out in the end.

*The Next Day*

EDPOV

I woke up with a stiff crick in my neck. I was laying on something cool and hard. I opened my eyes to see that I was laying on the hard wood floor by Alice's door. I guess I fell asleep last night waiting for Bella to come out. All four girls had been locked up in there all night, hiding from us. I don't think that was quite fair, considering that neither me or Jasper really did anything wrong, but I guess female brains don't see stuff the same way my brain does. I stood up and stretched out my now aching muscles. I heard faint whispers coming from the other side of the door, so I assumed they were up and knocked on the door.

"What!" My delightful sister shouted.

"Can I please talk to Bella?" I asked.

I heard Alice groan in annoyance. "One Minute, asshole." She said.

I waited for about ten minutes and finally the door creeked open and my beautiful Bella walked out of Alice's room closing the door behind her. She was wearing the same outfit she had on when we went into the kitchen yesterday, boy shorts and a spaghetti strap shirt. She was so fucking sexy.

"Hi." I said timidly. She smiled a little bit and nodded. She started walking in the direction of my room with her back to me. I followed her. We eventually ended up in my room. She looked at me, seeming bored.

"Edward go take a shower, you smell like shit." She said bluntly. Where the fuck did that come from?

"Okay?" I said in a confused tone. I walked to my adjoining bathroom and turned the shower on. I stripped of my clothes quickly and hopped in. The warm water felt wonderful on my sore muscles. I was in the middle of shampooing my hair when the shower curtain yanked open and a naked Bella got into the shower with me. I grinned at her. I guess she forgave me.

"Fuck me, Edward." She said with a look of lust in her eyes. I put my hands on either side of her face a pushed her up against the shower wall. My rock hard erection was pushed against her abdomen. I attached our mouths and we made out heavily. I traced her bottom lip with my tongue and then massaged her breasts with my hands. She moaned into my mouth. Fuck that was hot. I put my dick at her entrance and was about to ram my rod into her but she slapped my chest.

"No, no eddie, I get to suck your cock first." She said while simutaneously slidding down into a crouch with her mouth at the same level as my dick. She gave it three long, painfully slow licks and then started sucking it hard.

"Oh Bella," I said. She started massaging my balls while deepthroating me. I was so close to my release when she stood up and walked out of the shower.

"What the fuck?" I said.

I turned the shower off and walked out of it. I walked out of my bathroom and into my bedroom, she wasn't there. Fuck. Now I've got no Bella and a bad case of blue balls. I guess this means Im not forgiven after all.

AN: So how'd you like it? i got two chapters out in one day! Yay! haha! Pretty please review! I love you guys! lets try and get to 120 reviews by the next update! I hope it happens :)

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