dreamgirl: First, i will like to thank KalanaFox for this chapter!! Without her awesome advice, I'd be lost and this chapter would've sucked a lot more than it probably does. Let me know if it does, I welcome criticism. Okay, so i started this and finished this all within 12 hours. On the same day, I think that's a first for me!

warnings: Lemon in this chapter (I couldn't resist) and cussing. That's basically it, unfortunately.

disclaimer: According to some fucked up law, I can't say I own this. I'd get sued and/or arrested. Hence, I don't own this...Yana Toboso has all the rights to it. -_-

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Chapter 20

Ciel rubbed at his temples, "Stop speaking in riddles, Demon. The pre-teen turned on his heel to leave when Leviathan came out of nowhere and appeared in front of him.

He leaned in so that their faces almost met, "You will know when a certain person is this close to you. When caught in such a predicament, look into a mirror. You shall know only then."

"If you aren't going to tell me directly, I will throw you out of this manor." Ciel said, not taking what Leviathan said seriously.

The demon seemed horrified, "You can't do that! I am helping you, you know."

"Then why not give me a candid answer?"

"Aw, but then it wouldn't be fun if you didn't have to think!" Ciel pouted at the demon's words. "Nevertheless, do not disregard my words, little lord. I cannot tell you exactly, but keep it in mind, for it will come in handy."

Ciel stayed quiet thinking about what the demon just said. After a few moments, the blue-eyed boy moved away and exited the room in a silent haze. 'What could he mean "a certain person"?' Ciel thought, 'I have to look into a mirror, but…why?' Soon enough, the young lord found himself at his office door. He opened the door just to find a certain butler by the name of Sebastian.

"May I ask where you were, young master?"

Ciel quickly snapped out of his thoughts, "Since when do I owe you an explanation? I am the master of this house, hence I am allowed to go wherever I wish to."

"Is that so?" Sebastian deepened his voice and changed the subject, "You know, my lord, you haven't had any lesson in a while."

Ciel knew exactly what his butler was implying, so he didn't ask. "Here?" The demon nodded.

Within a heartbeat, Sebastian lifted the pre-teen and settled him on top of the desk. Sooner rather than later, the butler began to undress his master. Ciel didn't really react since Sebastian hadn't done anything…yet. The ebony-haired demon pushed Ciel back so that his back leaned on top of the desk. The boy's head hit a glass object as he was lowered down. Ciel reached around his head and grabbed the object. 'A mirror? Since when has this been here?' Ciel lifted the mirror up so that he could properly see his face, and at that moment, Sebastian leaned in as if he were going to kiss him. Ciel's heart sped up and he felt it harder to breathe as if ten tons of lead were on top of him. The young Phantomhive earl remembered the advice Leviathan had given him. 'Look into a mirror.' Ciel quickly glanced into the mirror and was surprised to find a boy looking at him with a major blush spreading across his cheeks and reaching onto his ears. 'Why does this seem so familiar?' Ciel thought. Then it hit him.

His mind wandered into a memory of his parents. He remembered a time when his father would hug his mother from behind and kiss her cheek. She would turn around with a smile and wrap her arms around his father's neck. He would lean in to kiss her; she would blush and meet his lips. After a quick peck on the lips she would say, "I love you."

Ciel smiled faintly at the loving memory. Then, he started to think about it some more. 'Mother would always blush like that whenever Father was around. Well, more specifically, whenever he seemed affectionate. After blushing, they would do what any couple would do: kiss. That's normal, so why does that…Wait, Mother would always say "I love you", didn't she? She would say that while blushing. She would also put her hand on her chest and use the other to fan herself sometimes, as if she couldn't brea—' The boy's thoughts stopped there and then continued, 'No, that can't be right. If she would blush because she was in love with Father, then why do I look as red as she did? Could it be…Shit.'

The young lord focused his mind onto whatever Sebastian was currently doing to him. Which meant his butler was giving him head, partially the reason why he couldn't think clearly anymore. But even that didn't last too long, 'If everything I have put together is accurate, then that must definitely mean—'

"Ah!!" Ciel cried out as Sebastian deep throated him.

The demon's lips left the rock-hard cock for a second, "Good to have you back, my lord. It seemed as if you weren't completely here."

The boy snorted, "It must just be your m-mind—ah! Stop doing that!"

Sebastian chuckled, "Why would you want me to stop if you are being pleasured, Ciel."

Ciel felt goose bumps creep their way onto his arms as he heard his butler mention his name, "D-don't tease me. I'm not a child anymore, I can handle it."

"Yes, of course. Just do not expect me to control myself when you begin to claw at my back and beg for—"

"Don't be disgusting, Sebastian, just get on with it."

"Yes, my lord."

Sebastian guided his rod into Ciel's entrance and slowly entered. The pre-teen tried his best not to grab Sebastian's back, he wanted to prove that he wouldn't beg, but it wasn't like he was used to this. Since the first time, they hadn't done it again, so it still hurt. Nonetheless, it was below Ciel to ask for his butler to go slower. And so he said…

"Faster." Sebastian was shocked by his master's words, but complied. Each thrust became harsher and soon enough, the desk was creaking and sounded almost ready to break. "Sebastian, you monster, you're going to break the fucking desk!" Realizing this, the butler lifted Ciel up, without taking himself out, and laid him down on the floor. Sebastian grabbed Ciel's thin ankles and wrapped his creamy legs around his waist. He lowered his head and nipped at the boy's neck. "Mhmm, m-more Sebastian!"

The butler obeyed his master's commands and did not hold back. He whispered into Ciel's ear, "You like that?" The pre-teen nodded and brought up one arm to bring Sebastian closer. In doing so, he attempted to untie Sebastian's tie and tried to rid him of his clothes. Of course, being in a haze made him fail in doing so. So, the butler did it himself.

Not long after, the two men soon found themselves on different parts of the room. And at one point, they ended up on top of the desk once again. To these two, they had all the time in the world. The earth was theirs and they made as much noise as they wanted. Little did Ciel know, two pairs of ears were listening in. One belonging to Leviathan, who was curious as to how soon his advice would be put into practice. And the other belonging to a very nosy maid by the name of Maylene. At the moment, she was suffering from loss of blood since she couldn't stop her nose from bleeding. Ciel was oblivious to everything around him, but Sebastian was well aware that they had two observers looking in closely. It was either because the butler did not care, or he simply didn't have to time (he was too busy at the moment) to shoo them away. Or maybe it was because it just seemed interesting this way. There was no way to know what Sebastian was thinking.

As Ciel felt himself close to the edge, his brain began to function again. He wondered why he allowed his butler to do these things to him, and then he remembered that it was all part of his "lesson". Even though he knew this, it still felt like bliss being held by the person he loved. That's right, Ciel was in love with Sebastian, and he knew it. It took him a while to realize what all of those symptoms were about, and finally finding out what it was, Ciel felt a bit…happy? And yet, at the same time, he felt sad knowing that falling in love with the one whom would be the end of him would not benefit him in the least. If only…

Ciel opened his eyes and did not expect to see what he saw. No, it was the bright light from the sun. Not at all, it was actually the handsome face of a very familiar demon by the name of Leviathan. What he was doing in the young lord's room, on his bed, on TOP of him, was another question all together. At first, Ciel just laid there, unmoving with a smiling face hovering over him. Then, he screamed.

"AHHHHH!!! What the bloody hell are you doing here?"

The demon didn't react having predicted it would have happened ahead of time. So, Leviathan just smiled and said, "Good morning, little lord. It is a wonderful day today, why not go out and enjoy it?"

After getting over the original shock, Ciel felt as if he just shaved ten years off his life. "Where's Sebastian?"

Leviathan's ears seemed to perk up at the mention of the butler's name, "He went out on some errands, so I told him I'd take care of you until he came back." Ciel didn't seem to believe him, so he said, "Honestly, he really did. Sebby-chan said something about useless servants and lack of food or such. I stopped listening after a while."

"Whatever, just get out, I need to change."

Within seconds, Levi gained a very perverse smile, "Why don't I help, little earl?"

"Absolutely not, I am capable of doing it by myself. Now, if you will please leave—"

The brown-haired man shook his finger, "Sorry, no can do, Sebby-chan would have my head if anything happened to you while I was gone!"

Ciel's eyes narrowed, "And he'll castrate you if you so even touch a hair on my head." Almost immediately, Leviathan covered the front of his pants so as to protect them from the unimaginable things Sebastian would do to him. Ciel smirked.

Reluctantly, Leviathan turned around to look in the opposite direction so as to give the young lord privacy. At the same time he asked, "So how well did my advice work?"

The boy paused in the middle of unbuttoning his nightgown, "It had…a positive effect on me as well as a negative one."

"Oh? What might that be? What is so horrible about realizing your feelings for your demon-butler?" The demon said with a teasing voice.

"Y-you KNEW?? Why didn't you just tell me?" The blue-eyed boy stuttered.

"As I said before, it wouldn't be fun that way. Anyway, that aside, what conclusion have you come to, little lord?"

"W-well, I realizing I…that I…you know, like Sebastian." Ciel couldn't seem to spit out the words as he tried to slip on his trousers.

"Bollocks! You love him, don't you? You can't deny it; I saw proof with my very own eyes. I sensed it when I first met you, the way your eyes followed him everywhere he went, and the symptoms you felt were proof of that as well."

"But I cannot afford to love him, he's a demon."

Leviathan snorted, "As am I, little earl, but that does not stop me from having relations with humans. True, I feel nothing when I am with them, but still."

Ciel shook his head, "The only reason Sebastian stays by my side is because of the contract. You do remember the contract, don't you?" A look of surprise appeared on Leviathan's face…he forgot. "In the end, I am just another meal, so I cannot even allow myself to have these feelings for him. I can barely accept them myself."

The demon just stayed quiet and recited, " 'Often it is the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroy them.' Do you know who said that?" Ciel shook his head. "Hermann Hesse, he is a famous writer and poet."

The boy seemed confused, "Who?"

Leviathan mentally kicked himself, "Ah, sorry, never mind. Who'll learn later on in life…if you live that long that is." The seemed to be an awkward silence between the two men. Until Ciel finally announced that he was prepared. Leviathan turned back around just to find the pre-teen's clothes in disarrange and even his eye patch was horribly tied. "My goodness, little lord, it appears you lack skill in dressing yourself."

"Shut up." Ciel was slightly embarrassed. Leviathan moved in closer and reached to put Ciel's clothes back in place when there came a knock on the door. "Come in", Ciel said.

In came a certain young blonde with a clumsy maid behind him, "My lord, breakfast is ready! Mr. Tanaka couldn't come himself because of some problems with his back or something."

The red-headed maid behind Finny seemed wary of entering Ciel's room. She seemed shocked for some odd reason, like she just saw something she shouldn't have. 'Oh my goodness! Isn't that guest undressing Master Ciel? But yesterday Master Ciel and Sebastian were…' Her nose started to bleed as she remembered the events of the prior day.

"Um, is she…?" Ciel pointed to Maylene.

Finny laughed, "Oh, that happens all the time. Come on Maylene, don't bleed on Master Ciel's carpet, let's go get the table ready!" And so he dragged the maid out.

'I wonder what perverse things that maid was thinking about.' Ciel thought to himself.

Once he allowed Leviathan to help him with his clothes, they headed down to eat breakfast. Now, the only question was…where was Sebastian?

Sebastian didn't return until much later in the afternoon. Upon his arrival, Ciel bombarded him with question: 'Where were you?', 'Why did you leave without my permission?', 'You should've told me!' and such. The butler didn't seem annoyed, just a bit curious as to why his master was acting this way. Once Ciel calmed down, Sebastian explained that Maylene had broken several sets of china, and Bard had burnt all of their food. Hence, he had to go out and buy some more since it was a sudden happening. After explaining, Ciel seemed satisfied and Leviathan just seemed to be enjoying is stay at the Phantomhive Manor.

During dinnertime, Sebastian spoke to Leviathan alone. "When are you leaving?"

"What? I just got here and you already wish for me to leave?" The brown-haired demon seemed horrified.

"To be honest, yes, I do. Now, when will you make that possible?" Sebastian said bluntly.

Leviathan shrugged, "I don't know, probably soon. I got word from Lucifer and he's bitching about more contracts being made and I need to go do one, blah, blah, blah."

The demon-butler sighed.

While Sebastian prepared Ciel for bed and tucked him in, Ciel asked, "Sebastian, can I ask you something?"

"You know you do not have to ask, my lord, you can just order me and I will tell you." The butler replied.

"Okay, but sit down first." Sebastian did as he was told and sat at the edge of the bed. "Can you tell me about Samael?"

Sebastian body seemed to freeze, his eyes were still and his expression remained blank. "Who told you about him?"

"Leviathan mentioned a story about him and a theory of some sort but I didn't quite understand him."

The butler gulped, the subject making him uneasy. 'I am going to have to emasculate that man', Sebastian thought. "Well, what is it the young master wishes to know?"

"Who was he exactly? Why does is he portrayed so much differently than other demons?"

"It all started at the beginning of the creation of humankind. You know, Adam and Eve. Well, Samael built up a wrong desire in his heart. Just like how Lucifer wanted to become God, well Samael wanted the first woman for himself. Greed and Lust combined, I suppose you could call it. He seduced her and she became with child, which was the turning point in his life. He went from being a favored archangel to one of the Princes of Hell. Everything was downhill from there. Later on, Lilith, as she later became known, betrayed him and returned to Adam's side. That action in itself tore his feelings apart."

Ciel tilted his head in confusion, "But I thought demons had no emotions."

"That is what makes Samael much different. He was cursed with the ability to feel. He can feel pain, joy, sorrow and even…love. But he vowed to himself he would never fall in love with a human again. He lived out the rest of his days in self-hatred because he could not believe that he went from being a beautiful archangel to a filthy, lowly demon. Hence, he began his hatred for humans and demons alike. Creatures who are very much the same, yet different." Sebastian's voice seemed to trail off, and his voice was filled with anger and hatred.

Ciel stayed silent, trying to process the information he was just given. "So, that means—"

Sebastian ruffled Ciel's hair and got off the bed, "You should go to sleep, the young master needs to rest up for tomorrow."

The boy sighed but complied. He knew Sebastian was right. No use in wondering about some demon he didn't know.

Sebastian exited the room and closed the door behind him. He lifted a gloved hand to his face and covered it thinking, 'What has gotten into me? Why did I tell the young master about that?' He sighed and grinned into his hand, "Well done, my lord. You have succeeded in breaking my resolution. Now I cannot wait to devour your soul."

dreamgirl: I'll say this now 'cause I know someone will ask or say something: Much thanks to those who gave me their two-cents on what I should've done for this chapter! I tried my best to make everyone happy and include bits and pieces of ideas I got here and there. I hope it has come out to your liking KalanaFox I worked extra hard! ^_^ PLEASE REVIEW!!!