dreamgirl: I'm so glad I'm updating so quickly! I wrote this all in an hour so I hope it came out all right.

warning: Angst, lemon, shota, and more smut. Oh, and profanity.

disclaimer: Ok, so, I can claim to own Kuroshitsuji but I'd get my ass sued and my head cut off so no, I don't own. Toboso-san owns all.


Chapter 23

It had been a pretty normal yet busy week for Ciel Phantomhive. After the whole camera incident, the young boy realized how much paper work he had to get done and he hadn't a moment's time to spend with his butler. Nor did he have time to test out that theory of his. The only time he actually saw and spoke to Sebastian was when he helped him bathe, prepared him to sleep and to wake him up. Of course at dinner time as well, but the servants were always around. Even when Ciel thought he had a chance, the demon would always thrust a violin lesson or more paper work at him. It was as if he were…pushing him away. It kind of hurt the twelve-year-old boy, but he wouldn't admit it.

Currently, the young Phantomhive lord was, again, in his office, as always, when a familiar knock came at his door.

"Young master?"

Ciel froze and put down the pen in his hand, "What is it, Sebastian?"

The door opened, "It is nearly time for bed, I suggest you take a bath before then."

The pre-teen rubbed at his temples, "I have to finish this load of crap you gave me."

Sebastian smirked, "Is the young master perhaps growing old?"

"You should be one to talk, demon. An old man like you can't even have sex right anymore." Ciel retorted with and evil gleam in his eyes.

The young boy expected his butler to say something seductively insulting (as weird as that sounds) but instead, Sebastian just picked him up from his chair and brought him into his bedroom and into the bathroom to bathe. The ebony-haired man undressed his master and had him in the tub in no time.

Sebastian grabbed a small washcloth and was about to begin scrubbing his young master's body when Ciel grabbed his arm and pulled him closer.

"What is the matter, young master?"

The boy licked his lips, "Join me."

The demon-butler faked a horrified look, "Young master, that is unseemly!"

" 'Unseemly'? How can it be unseemly when we have already done it in the garden, on the pool table, in the office, on a wall—"

"Yes, but—"

"—In the fucking hallway! So don't tell me having sex in a bloody bathtub is more unseemly than doing it where you know anyone could catch us."

Sebastian felt his suppressed demon tendencies surface, "Ah, but that excites you, does it not?"

Ciel glared at his butler, "Fuck you."

"With pleasure," the demon said as he followed his master's lead and proceeded to join him in the bathtub.

'I win.' The pre-teen thought. Now, it was his chance to figure things out.

Sebastian stripped and once he did so, Ciel straddled him and kissed his neck and chest. "I see the young master has gotten a bit more risqué."

The blue-eyed boy looked at him seductively, "Shut up and let me pleasure you."

"So you want to be the dominant one? It is unfortunate but I do not think that is possible, my lord." The demon teased.

"Hell no," Ciel said, "But if you really want to, I can arrange that."

The butler slightly grimaced, "The young master is better at being the one to receive."

"Whatever." The young lord went back to licking down Sebastian's chest and over his nipples. The demon's buds perked up. "You're sensitive, Sebastian."

"It is just a reaction, nothing more."

"Mmhm, right." Ciel said as he felt the washcloth make contact with his back and began moving in circular motions. It actually felt pretty relaxing.

Then, he got another idea. Experimentally, the boy moved his hips and thrusted his manhood against his butler's. Sebastian moaned softly but loud enough for his master to hear him. The pre-teen grinned. This encouraged the boy and he kept on grinding into the demon until they were both rock-hard. That was when Sebastian grabbed his hips and, without warning, thrusted his cock into Ciel's entrance.

"Ahhhh!" The boy called out in ecstasy as Sebastian hit his sweet spot head on.

"You've been naughty, young master." The demon whispered into Ciel's ear, "It is not good to tempt the devil."

As the butler thrusted up into Ciel's ass, the young Phantomhive lord smashed his hips down and met the demon's each thrust.

"Ah, yes, harder!"

"Such slutty words coming from a noble."

"F-faster—shit—Right there!" The blue-eyed boy said with a lust-filled mind. Truth be told, whenever he engaged in his "activities" with Sebastian, he became someone even he didn't know. It was like he was a completely different person during sex. Well, sometimes, not always. He still kept a bit of sanity at times.

And this was one of those times. Ciel remembered what he wanted to do and it cleared up his sex-filled thoughts. He looked down into Sebastian's ruby-red eyes when he was lifted to be thrusted into again. He paused for a second and neared his face closer to his butler's. The boy closed his eyes as he was centimeters away from the demon's lips when Sebastian suddenly held him back and pushed him away. Ciel's eyes shot open and looked at his butler.

'I see…' He thought, 'I guess it's true.' Ciel felt like a complete idiot. He couldn't believe that his theory had been right. 'He doesn't want to kiss me.'

After a few short moments of an awkward silence, Sebastian took the pre-teen by the waist and flipped him around. He entered him from behind and began to pound him into the other side of the tub. Ciel held onto the edge and cried out. Although having been slightly depressed and disappointment at the moment, having his sexy butler fuck him senseless was overwhelming enough to make him forget.

'Damn it, what am I doing?' Ciel thought as the water splashed and Sebastian's cock filled him. 'He doesn't care about me, so why the bloody hell am I still doing this!'

At that moment, when the blue-eyed boy's hopes had been crushed, he felt a pair of lips touched a certain spot on his back.

"W-what are you doing?"

Sebastian had applied his lips to the scar on Ciel's back; the one marking him as a slave. "It doesn't hurt anymore." It was more of a statement rather than a question. The young master shook his head. "Those filthy humans defiled this body with such a mark and branded you as a lowly one. How uncouth."

"It doesn't matter anymore, but that is why I have you; to help me get my revenge on those monsters."

"I will follow you wherever you go, until the very end. Even if I were to be shattered in pieces, I would never leave your side. I would follow you even to the depths of Hell. And I'm not lying, not like those humans." Sebastian's thrusts became softer, slower and much more smoother.

Ciel felt the urge to cry, but 'Phatomhive earls do not cry', he thought. As for Sebastian's little "oath", the boy said nothing, afraid that he would say too much; perhaps even convey his feelings to the demon. And that was the last thing he wanted.

After a few more long, smooth thrusts, Ciel came and Sebastian soon followed. The Phantomhive butler cleaned up his master and brought him to bed. Ciel said nothing, still in shock from what had just happened.

"Well, I will take my leave, young master." Sebastian said as he turned to leave, "Sweet dreams." He opened the door and left.

The young Phantomhive earl wrapped the bed sheets around his small frame and dug his face into his pillow. The tears he had restrained earlier came out as two small teardrops falling from the side of his eyes.

'Why does this have to hurt so much?' The pre-teen thought.

" 'The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.' " Said a familiar voice. "William Shakespeare was a smart guy."

The boy quickly wiped away the tears and looked at his visitor, "I thought you left already."

"Hell isn't all that fun, so I came back." Leviathan said. "Besides, being with you and Sebby-kun is much more interesting." Ciel was saddened at the mention of Sebastian. "Oh, what happened, little earl? What's wrong?"

"Nothing, just…just go away. I don't feel like dealing with any demons right now." Ciel tossed around on his bed and faced in the opposite direction. He felt his bed sink in and a body was suddenly on top of him.

"You know, little one, I would never hurt you like Sammy-kun does." The brown-haired demon lowered his voice a few octaves, "I can bring you all sorts of pleasures and give you what you want."

The blue-eyed boy felt goose bumps appear on his arms, "Leave, Leviathan."

"Just once—"

"I said leave!" Ciel was completely outraged at this point. Not only had his heart been broken but now some other demon wanted his body. It nicked his pride as a man and as a Phantomhive.

Apparently, Leviathan wasn't used to being turned down, so he was a bit pissed as well but he kept his distance. He didn't want a repeat of last time. "Whatever you say, little earl. But when you want someone to talk to, I ain't gonna be there. You're nothing to Sebastian. You're just food, so don't go expecting more."

With that, the demon left and Ciel was left alone, once again.

"I'm…not."


"Baby let's go have that wreckless love, that crazy love

That off the wall, won't stop till I get enough kind of love

[…]

That I don't really care we can have it anywhere kind of love

That wreckless love"

– "Wreckless Love" by Alicia Keys


dreamgirl: I was originally going to have Ciel have an affair with Leviathan, but that would be too much drama and I'm trying my best to keep them in-character. It would pretty much screw up my whole plot and mess up the ending. Yeah, just that small part could do a lot. If you don't like it then I could go back and change it. I could make it work if my readers really wanted it. So, PLEASE REVIEW and tell me what you think!