The length should make up for my kakashi late-ness.

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Chapter 12

Handcuffs part 2

Behind closed doors

"It's hot in here."

"Then take off your jacket."

"I could if I weren't handcuffed!"

"Oh..."

"Did you really forget about that, teme?! And you called me the baka."

"Hn."

"Can't you do something about it? Maybe look for the key."

"Good luck with that."

"You are so mean, I take everything I said back you are my worst nightmare!"

"I doubt that."

"I hate you."

"Hate you too."

Sasuke and I were lying on his bed, bickering back and forth for about an hour, now. There was absolutely nothing to do, but bicker. The spiny chair was still calling my name that much hasn't changed. Work and school have crossed my mind, and I voiced my concern. The raven just said we would deal with it when the time came. I thought that was very un-Sasuke-ish, but I guess I didn't really think he would handcuff my either.

I sighed. It was really hot considering I didn't have a heater in my apartment, and it was almost the end of winter. I unzipped my jacket and pulled it down my arms making it hung in the center of the chain. It's still hot ... I thought closing my eyes.

"Hey Sasuke I'm bored and hot," I announced with a grin. He shrugged getting up of his bed.

"Would you like to watch a movie?" he asked going to his dresser. I nodded, but it fell to oblivious eyes.

"Sure, I haven't seen a movie since like forever," I added. I looked up at the ceiling with a soft smile glazed on my face. The night before my parents left the whole family ... Mom, Dad, and I gathered in their room to watch a funny kid movie. It was a movie about fish, clown fish, sharks, sea turtles, and a dory fish. I've seen it so many times when I was a little kid, but who was counting?

"Do you want to watch a comedy?" the raven asked looking into the top drawer. I propped myself up on my elbows, well tried to.

"Sure, why not?" I asked continuing to look at the ravens back as he put the movie in the dvd player. He turned his flat screen on, and looked over his shoulder.

"My mom picked this out, and thought I should watch it. I just haven't gotten around to it yet" Sasuke explained. Movies then popped on the screen, known as previews.

I nodded at the words. Then, said, "Let's hope it'll be good," I commented with a smile. He smiled the slightest bit. He walked to the light switch, and flicked it off. Then, bright lights, followed by random words filled the room.

"Hey naruto, let's move the pillows and stuff so it's easier to see the screen," the teme demanded. I pouted, but sat up moving to my hands and knees so it would be easier to move the pillows. After we finished moving them all, we slammed are bodies against the bed waiting for the commercials to end.

"Would you like to change into some of my sleeping clothes?" Sasuke asked when it seemed like they would never end.

"Um ... Are you sure you don't mind?" I whispered looking over at the raven haired teen. He smiled softly in the flashing of the television.

"I'm the one who offered baka," Sasuke explained.

"Hey!" I called angrily. "But it would be nice to get out of these jeans," I stated looking away. The raven chuckled getting up once again. He headed to his dresser then pulled out pajama pants.

"Here I'll wait to start it," he whispered coming back to his spot on the bed beside me. I looked sheepishly at the pants.

I tried to grab the flimsy cloth, but it was very challenging because the way my hands were in the cuffs, which caused the raven to chuckle slightly. "Damn it Sasuke," I mumbled finally getting the cloth in between my fingers.

"Hn," he groaned going back to his dresser. I mumbled words meant for my own ears as I looked away angrily. I scooted to the edge, and stood up. I gave a heavy sigh as I straightened.

"I hope you know I will never forgive you for this" I breathed heavily. He just rolled his eyes at me. He pulled out his own pajamas from the dresser.

I waddled to the bathroom door trying not to drop my night clothes. I silently looked at the door. I pushed out a groan letting the challenge before me settle within me. I kept a sturdy grip on my pajamas as I tried opening the door with my hands were bound together with a jacked hanging on the chain between my two cuffs.

"Damn it Sasuke," I whispered trying my hardest to open the Naruto Prof Door. In the proses I ended up dropping the pants and failing at opening the door at the same time.

"Damn it Sasuke!" I shouted slamming my body on the ground as I made a puppy dog face at my own failure.

"There, there ... there, there" Sasuke said patting me on my blond spikes. "The big bad door can't bother you no more." He opened the door for me to go into.

"You're such a bastard, teme," I mumbled sadly. "and a damn show off!"

"If you don't hurry I'll start the movie without you" Sasuke threatened, "and I wouldn't have to be a show off to outdo you, dobe". I tried shutting off the ground, but I was indeed handcuffed, so I fell right back on my ass.

"This is so cruel, you jack ass!" I shouted trying once again grunting as I ended up on my knees. I could feel the raven smiling at me as I tried getting on my feet this time. I did not succeed in my hope of getting to my feet.

"Need some help?" Sasuke asked. I glared at the friendly offer.

"Fuck you, you ass wipe, I can do this myself" I shouted irritated at Sasuke. He only smirked, and whispered.

"Are you sure?" he asked. I heaved my body once again to my knees, and tried getting to my feet again. The key word was 'tried'. This time I fell on my face. I whimpered with a pout spreading across my face. I rolled over on my back.

"Sasuke," I whispered holding out my hands. The only response I got before getting pulled to my feet was a roll of the other's eyes and a smirk displayed on his lips.

"Thank you," I whispered sheepishly.

"Just get changed all ready," he snapped turning away. I just gave him a huge grin that couldn't be seen by the other since he had already turned around. I leaned down trying to pick up the clothing I left on the ground. After a few tries, I got the clothing in my fingers and straightened my back. I walked into the bathroom just feeling of a new challenge coming to hit me in the face. I sighed closing the door with me foot.

I placed the dark blue clothing on the raven's bathroom counter. Then, I looked down at my worn out jeans. I whimpered at the blue jeans, and pulled the jacket back up my arms so it wouldn't be in the way. "Okay," I whispered closing my eyes. I opened them with determination. I worked on either side of the jeans prying then off my legs.

I sighed in relief as they slide the rest of the way off. Then, I glared at the other pair of pants. "Damn it Sasuke," I whispered grabbing the cloth in one hand. I put it close to the ground, and lifted one foot of the ground before sliding it into the hole of the pants. "One more left," I whispered. I took a deep breath getting ready to for the other leg. I lifted the other foot and instantly lost my footing.

"Yaaaah!" I shouted waving my hands violently in the air. I hit the floor with a thud. "Ow! Damn it Sasuke," I growled lying on the floor. I pulled my head off the ground with a pout. The door was quickly opened by Sasuke. "I hate handcuffs," I pouted to the other. Sasuke gave me a smirk.

"You're such a loser," he declared moving to help me up. I pouted some more grabbing the others hand. He pulled me to my feet with ease. "You should be more careful," he said with a smirk clear as day on his face.

"Well I wouldn't have to if your carelessness didn't loss that key," I teased softly.

"You're never going to get over that are you?" the other asked.

"No, no I'm not," I whispered," and I'm so going to try this again," I said looking down at me tanned legs.

"Would you need some help?" Sasuke asked looking the other way. I looked up shocked at the offer, and at the slight pinkish color his pale checks turned. I could even feel my own checks heat at the very thought.

"You're kidding? I'm just a person that's handcuffed. Not some old granny" I shot back trying my best to make the air thin out.

"hn," he groaned.

I stiffened at that, "Damn it Sasuke," I whispered with a pout. "I-I thank you're kind a right," I forced the words to leave my mouth. I was looking away, but I know the bastard was smirking at me.

"I'm always right" he said.

"You're a bastard, ya'know," I growled looking at him slightly. He was giving me a cocky grin.

"I never said I wasn't dobe," he stated smugly. I glared at the slightly taller man in front of me.

"Teme."

His cocky grin turned into the smallest smile, and stepped closer to me. "Dobe," he said huskily. I bite my lip, as a shiver went down my spine. I looked into Sasuke's coal black eyes bravely, his emotions swirling and colliding with each other. I suppressed a heavy intake of breath.

"I never said I wasn't baka," I stated just as huskily if not more. I took a step forward giving the teen a smirk. Sasuke swallowed clinching his jaws. Something almost dark swirled with those emotions of his, but it was hard to look away because that darkness attracted me even more.

"Come on, let's watch the movie," he whispered turning away from my gaze. I took a sharp breathe, letting my lungs have much needed oxygen. My heart was rising in my chest. I put a hand over it letting a look of bewilderment cross over my face. "I thought it had stopped," I thought biting my lip my ear drums ringing the tiniest bit.

I looked up at the raven haired teen. He was still looking away from me as if he were back tracking or something. "Okay ... but I need to pull up my paints before we go." I muttered totally forgetting about the warm air that was still on my legs.

The teen before me stiffened looking at me with a look of shock which didn't really suit him that well. "Right ..." he replied, a pale pink slithering on his milky smooth skin.

I looked away feeling my own cheeks heating up. My stomach was clinching itself with a mighty grip. The raven looked like he was forcing himself to move beyond his own will. I chanced a look at him. He was biting his lip. An uncharacteristic pink that was darker than the one gathering before was forming over his cheek bones as he walked closer to me. I gulped feeling my cheeks warm up even more. "Oh please let this be over quickly," I thought closing my eyes.

I opened them slowly when I felt my teme's gaze hovering over me. I licked my lips holding the stare for a far second before he descended to his knees. I could practically hear my heart jumping out of my ears. The top of Sasuke's head was looking down at my thighs. I tried to breathe, but it only turned out in vain when it was just as ragged as the last intake.

Sasuke's cold hands ran down my legs to the forgotten clothing. I closed my eyes, relaxing myself in the others presence. His cold hands shifted making my body shiver with goose bumps. "Lift your leg," his voice whispered startling me. I stood there shocked for a second before doing as I was told. The raven moved the clothing over my foot and slid it up my well-built legs, and all the way up to my hip bones.

He looked up at me, his dark eyes swirling with that same darkness as before. I bite my bottom lip as if pleading for something, but I didn't exactly know what. All I know was that I wanted those milky white hands crawling over my skin making my body shiver and plead for them to do it again.

"We should get back to my room," we whispered. His hands still linked to my hips, and his eyes roamed in mine looking for something, something they did a lot of.

I didn't truest my voice to say anything, so I just slowly nodded at the teen on his knees. Sasuke pulled himself up using my hips for leverage. "I hope this movie is worth watching." I could hear the others voice as he turned to walk to his room. I grabbed at my chest wanting the bastard to still be there holding my hips like he did.

I looked up seeing he was holding the door for me to walk through it. I took a deep breath before walking through. I looked at the ravens figure; I could faintly see his eyes through the darkness that soon engulfed us. I could also see a faint little smirk that played with the corners of his lips. I couldn't help, but give the man a teasing little grin.

I walked past him plopping myself on his bed. My mind was racing, but I played it of quite well. I wiggled my way up to the pillows. "There," I whispered closing the space between my head and the squishiness of the pillow. I could hear a chuckle before the movie started to play. I looked up with ease. The raven was walking to me with a tiny smile on his face. I smiled softly at him feeling my eyes grow heavy.

"I haven't watched a movie in so long," I confessed. Sasuke crawled to his spot before lying down beside me.

"I guess it would be hard watching movies with a busy schedule like yours," he whispered looking at me.

"Yeah, and I don't even have a dvd player," I replied returning his gaze. The movie's light was flashing on his face.

"Is that so?" he whispered looking down.

I huffed looking at the screen. "Yeah," I replied. I slowly started looking back at the raven; he was looking at the television screen, bored like. I swallowed looking away quickly.

"You know if you keep looking at me you won't get what's going on in the movie," the raven whispered knowingly. A shatter went down my spine, and it seemed like my face was painted after a tomato from all the heat that was circling around it.

"I wasn't looking at you," I denied. "There isn't anything interesting about your face anyways," I said biting my lip. "I mean your face is interesting. I'm not saying it isn't ... look it's a movie!" I shouted pointing at the screen, where a man was talking to a woman over a phone. I was watching the screen trying my hardest not to just look, but at the same time trying to sneak a simple peck at the teen beside me.

I started frowning at my own frustrating failure. In my time of absence my mind lost it and looked over at the-oblivious to my frustrations-Sasuke. The movie's lights made his hair seem like silk flowing down his ivory skin. I could feel my breath being taken from my body by an unknown source, but I knew at the same time.

"You're doing it again," Sasuke whispered, but I didn't process it for at least 25 seconds As soon as I did, though I turned away with the brightest color on my checks.

"Damn it Sasuke," I whispered wiggling slightly. "There is a movie playing, stop distracting me" I growled softly. I chewed on my lip trying to keep the urge to look over once again.

"Oh, oh, how I'm a being distracting?" Sasuke asked sarcastically rolling his eyes. I bit down own my lip not expecting the raven to actually respond to my comment.

"You distracted me," I whispered. I had to force myself to look over not wanting to do so because now the bastard was looking for answers that I didn't understand myself.

"Is that so?" the teen whispered seductively, "how do I distract you?" his voice made me shatter beneath it. I didn't even trust my voice to speak because when I tried I was just getting myself tongue tied. "Is it because I'm different?" his voice grow slightly bitter. "Or is it because I'm the only own that would reach out to you?"

My body moved on its own ... I couldn't even figure out the words that left my mouth in tell I already said it. "You listen here, and you listen good, bastard. Yeah you're different and yeah you did that stuff for me, but you're forgetting one very important factor, teme." My voice sprang out in a deep growl.

"And that would be," the raven glared upwards at me. A smirk clear as day formed across my face.

"I wouldn't let just any bastard handcuff me," that smirk on my face grow even more, and the look on Sasuke's face was turning, "whether that bastard was the one to save me from myself, or if he was as different as I find you. He would never be Sasuke-fucking-Uchiha no matter how much he was a bastard he would never earn the right to be called my teme." I said proud of my words, and I wouldn't take back a single letter. The shock on that bastard's face was priceless, his eyes wide, his lips parted letting the shiny part of his bottom lip show.

Only then did I notice what position I was in, my legs were wide open against the others lap, my crutch slammed against Sasuke's clothed stomach. My feet were tucked under my legs, my hands lying around the other's shoulders, and my handcuffs clinking behind his neck. Are faces where only inches away from each other. The only thing that I would have noticed first off was that Sasuke's hands where on my hips making me stay perfectly still.

"Naruto, for an idiot you sure know how to surprise me," Sasuke whispered regaining his composer.

"Let me guess, Uchihas never get shocked," I whispered, absent mindedly moving closer.

"Correct," he mumbled. His onyx eyes rolled downward to look at my lips. His hands moved up to my checks stroking his thumbs over my scars. I ran my fingers through Sasuke's soft coal black hair causing the raven's forehead to touch mine.

"Since when have I become yours?" he whispered. I looked into Sasuke's eyes and instantly got lost into the darkness that swirled in them.

"Since when do you have to ask?" my voice echoed. Sasuke licked his lip pulling me even closer. My stomach robed up against Sasuke's lower chest, and it seemed like a cloud was robbing against my already foggy brain as my instincts kicked in.

"Since I started thanking you were mine as well, dobe." He whispered closing his eyes. His nose robed against mine in attempt to move me to his side.

"Sasuke ... I-" I whispered closing my eyes tightly moving my nose against his as well.

"You talk too much," Sasuke growled pushing are lips together. A moan rumbled at the back of my mouth. I tightened my grip on the others hair making the other come closer. Sasuke's hands tried doing the same, making their way to the back of my neck.

I slowly slide down the others body as he tilted me forwards. I fell on the silky bed sheets of the raven's bed. Sasuke licked my bottom lip and I opened my mouth almost automatically. His tongue explored its new territory as if hungry for my taste. He slid out moving my tongue to let it explore his cavern. He tasted almost sweet which was weird since we had nothing sweet for dinner that night. I pulled out taking a deep breath, but soon after i was met with another pair of lips breathing on mine and I could feel my pajamas tightening as we interred a war for dominance, are tongues playing with each other. I moaned into the kiss blowing out all of my breath.

Sasuke's hands started to roam down my body. I could feel his hands warm my skin through the jacket I wear over my shirt. He played with the hem of my pajama bottoms, and I let out another moan through the endless battle are tongues fought. He pulled away panting on my lips, "Are you sure this was your first time kissing someone?" he asked seductively in between his sloppy kissing he placed going down to my neck.

"Mmah," I moaned loudly as I tried to speak. I could feel the heat growing in my checks. "T-eme," I groaned tilting my head to make more room for the other. I felt the smirk on my heated skin.

"Dobe," he whispered in my ear making my skin crawl and spread with goose bumps. I let out a soft moan. He bit down on my neck and sucked sending static through my body. His hands crawled under my shirt leaving my skin fluttering and wanting the spider like movement to do whatever he was doing again.

"haaa!" I groaned out. I tried to move my hands apart put a clicking sound filled the air and restraints were still on my wrists. I pulled onto the raven's hair wanting something to do something with them besides dangle at the others neck. I could feel his tongue going in circles around my ear.

"Sasuke," I whispered into the others ear.

"Yes?" his breath tickled my sensitive skin making a burst of pleasure go through my body. I tilted my head back suppressing another moan. I looked into the black eyes of my teme making me want to get lost into them. I planted a kiss on the others lips making the other moan with surprise.

The sound made me bite the others lip. I looked up seeing a pleased look on the others face. I mimicked Sasuke's lick from before and soaked Sasuke's bottom lip with my tongue. "I ..." I whispered only centimeters away from Sasuke's lips," I thank I ... I love you, Sasuke."

I shot up holding my breath. The TV screen was playing creates and Sasuke laid beside me breathing softly, and cuddling up to one of the pillows we arranged for better watching the movie. "What the hell," I mumbled. The dream was coming into me in a haze of colors as the words "I love you, Sasuke," keep running over and over in my thoughts.

My body gave a shiver my mind active of what it could mean, wondering if it was a joke and if so why did it happen inside my head. My dream land that wasn't supposed to be about the bastard that laid beside me. I swallowed. What if it wasn't a joke? What if that was what separates him from some other girl or boy that could have been my therapist? My hand crawled through my hair. I bit down on my lip probably causing a bruise to eventually form.

But if I am in love with that teme, then what happens? We fall in love and that happy-go-lucky ending happens. That would never be the cause with my luck, I don't even thank that there is such a thing as luck when there is Kyuubi in my life. He would see to it that my life is a living hell if I ever did end up with Sasuke, but if Sasuke didn't feel that way about me then ... Then he would never ever talk to me again and I would fall back into my hole, if that were the cause then I would probably end up back at Kyuubi's door. My stomach turned uneasily. My hand caressed my scared checks as the memory of Kyuubi's blade slicing through my skin, and the pain that fallowed it, then every other memory of his gang beating me down in the hallways of my old school, or behind my job when I was walking home most days, back when I jumped from job to job trying to loss Kyuubi. I learned that he would never give up on torturing me so I just stopped fighting with him and stayed with that ramen restraint.

A shiver went through me. Sasuke is the best thing that has ever happened to me, but if he doesn't feel the same ... if I do love him then, he would have been my worst nightmare. He made me feel happy and wanted ... I felt a better life with him and with Sasuke out of my life that would be hell itself even without Kyuubi, and even if Kyuubi was in my life I would long for Sasuke in my life, as the best thing that has ever happened to me once again, but if there isn't anyone like Sasuke out there besides well Sasuke then I would crumble again.

Sasuke ... if I lied to you, to myself then would I be selfish in your eyes? Would that make myself if I lied? ...Would I continue to love you if I hide that fact even from me? I don't want to end up alone even with Kyuubi waiting for me to fall again he wouldn't be the worst part of my life. I've lived with him for almost my whole life; the thing that really frightens me is being alone without you Sasuke. My life wasn't as damned the way it could have been ... truth be told it could have been a lot worse once I thank back on it, but now ... when I thank about going back to that life I wouldn't survive it because Sasuke gave me a life that was much, much better than the one I was living. My body started shacking and thumbing as unshed tears filled my eyes.

Is it selfish to not want to be alone even if the only way is if I keep myself hidden behind my mask? Or is it selfish to keep how I feel a secret if you do feel the same way as me? If you do love me ... if i were to keep a secret from you about how I truly feel, would that end up being my screw up? Why does this have to be so damned confusing? When did I fall asleep? Better yet why is they're so many damn questions running through my idiot of a brain?

Damn it Sasuke! Damn it to hell ... why do I have to love the best thank that ever happened to me? ... my only good luck has a dark side it would seem.

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~to be continued~