hello and welcome to another chapter of Behind blue eyes. i hope you enjoy! by the way i'm planning on having two more chapters excluding this update. Think you for all of the support :)

disclaimer: i don't own naruto, and if i did Naruto would be happily falling in love with Sasuke!

Chapter 15

The bond between two part 2

My eyes slowly opened and a figure was standing only about 20 feet away from me, his breathing heavy, his chest moving with his need for oxygen, his clothes dripping wet and clinging to his skin like some type of crazed fan girl. Then, blue eyes meet black.

"Sasuke," I whispered trying to see beyond the heavy rain, but the figure didn't move in my direction, nor did he move away from me.

"What happened? Did the little foxy get tired of his little friend?" the teen asked stepping closer to me slowly. Lightning lite the sky making me stiffen and want to run. Red hair glistened in the light only for a second, golden irises shimmered with amusement, and when the light finally moved behind the clouds his face was shaded with darkness.

My body trembled uncontrollably. W-why ... what's going on? Why is he here? What is he talking about? My mind wouldn't stop questioning the teen before me. It was as if he was a question himself, as if he were a piece of a puzzle that didn't have a proper place. Why was he here? Where did he come from? Its like this puzzle piece was just here to cause trouble.

"What's the matter, foxy?" Kyuubi asked tilting his head to the side. His hair was soaked making the locks attach to his face. "You seem troubled," he whispered softly. The softness of his voice irritated me. It was like if he talked loader I would crumble away. Does he think I've fallen that low? My thoughts where never put to the test. His voice came again soft and full of himself.

"Do I trouble you little foxy?" he asked. I clinched my fists tight. I snickered to myself. The sound either startled the teen standing in front of me or just caught him off guard, but the two came hand and hand with each other. I stuffed my arms over my chest.

"I've thought and said that I would fall back into the shy little kid that you picked on for the longest time," I whispered a smirk formed on my face. "But ya'know you're just like me" I said like i fertion teller telling the future. That smirk on his face went south, straight into a sour frown that looked like an upside down crescent moon. His hands found themselves fighting between the position in his belt loops or over his chest.

"I don't have time for your mind games, foxy" he stated. His eyes turned into a hard glare, but it couldn't even compete with Sasuke's ... Sasuke. I bit down on my lip. If I didn't know any better I would have thought my lip had done something to me that I could never forgive it for, but it did nothing. I shook my head to get rid of my thought.

"Then I'm confused, Kyuubi, you have the time to concern yourself with me. You even asked about Sasuke ... my little friend," I explained tilting me head, but I wasn't in the slightest bit confused. Kyuubi lived to see me broken. "But you must have already heard the news, Kyuubi. Sasuke has already thrown me to the curb hand cuffed and all. I would even say you feed him some shit to make it happen."

"Why would you say that, pest?" the redhead barked. He sounded offended, like I was giving him too much credit.

"Well, I wouldn't want to put more fire to your flame, but you have caused me a lot of problems, but we have something in common." I whispered looking up. My arms fell to my sides ... mostly. "Our spirits are both broken, and it shows in our eyes," I said looking into the teens doll like eyes. They were lifeless, but the honey like color shimmered like gold.

"Stop being stupid! You must be more of a moron than I thought. I am not broken!" he shouted in denial.

"Maybe I am just a stupid idiot, just like Sasuke always said" I ended with a whispered. I rolled my eyes thinking back on how many times the bastard insulted me. "But I would be a fool if I couldn't see that you and I are one of the same. Unlike you I just lost the light that stands in my dark world, even if I'm smiling on the outside my reason is gone," I said pulling on a fake smile like so many others I've thrown on in the past. I felt my eyes burning, but I was unable to let my tears fall down my face to mix with the drizzling rain. Kyuubi's eyes widened. "Kyuubi, even if we come from two different worlds, your eyes tell me you're suffering inside, just as much as me." my voice dipped into a growl. "But I don't see why I'm saying all this, you are a bigger bastard then the teme."

"I-a I-am ..." Kyuubi stuttered. He stepped away from me as if he had just gotten burned. I could have been wrong, but his eyes shifted downwards. Is he embarrassed? "Oh please foxy you're words mean nothing to me, so stop spraying them about like that" the redhead shouted. "It's not going to make a difference when I leave here today" he continued. Maybe it's just me, but he seems more talkative, then he used to. Usually he would just punch me in the face to shut me up or it's that my words did get to him. I couldn't know for sure. Other than the simple fact of we have the same eyes I have no idea what's going through his head. I sighed glaring to the side.

"Kyuubi, you are the one person that stuck to me through everything that I have gone through," I whispered not expecting my bully to hear me through his own voice. "You are a mystery to me and probably all of the people that know you, but no matter what you've put me through in the past or present or even the future to come you have made me stranger than I ever could have done without you. For that very reason is why I'm not crumbling away into nothing." I whispered, but half way through it Kyuubi stopped to listen to what I had to say. No, you're not some left over puzzle piece, Kyuubi. You're a pain in my ass is what you are.

"Hey what is that supposed to mean you jackass!?" The redhead shouted. He glared down at me as if I were the piece of his life that he would rather kill or destroy.

"Ya'know what I mean, you're a pain in my ass," I growled. I turned on my heels and started walking away from my nightmare.

"Hey where are you going foxy?" Kyuubi shouted after me.

"None of your fucking business, bastard!" I growled glaring at the man over my shoulder. Why did I have to go saying all that stuff, and why is he being so follow-y me it's not like he lives in the same area or anything? He doesn't have to be following me like he is! I regret saying anything to the guy, maybe he wants to rape me now. I want to punch myself right in the face for even putting the picture in my head. "Naruto don't ever think that again!" I shouted in a whisper voice. Yes don't think about that ever again you will only let Sasuke rape you, right?

That time I couldn't stop my fist. Pain shout through my check bone, and the power behind the punch made me lose my footing on the wet ground. "Ow!" I shouted falling onto my face from my own punch. "Okay brain ... don't think about that or that again, or do you want a repeat of what just happened" I growled to myself.

"... Naruto ..." Kyuubi whispered. The small voice had a lot of questions in it. Believe it I could tell. I would definitely hold question for the person punched themselves in the face, and also talking to themselves about why they did in the first place and the person sitting in the middle of a walkway while it's raining making the said person soaked and very, very cold. A shiver went up my spin and I found myself sniffling. But all of this questioning was pointing towards me, I think Sasuke would be worried about me not just my physical health, but my mental insanity as well. "I swear, how did I get to be so weird after just an hour away from my teme?" I sighed shaking my head from side to side.

"Oh ... Naruto?" The Redhead whispered, but now instead of behind me he stood in front of me waving a hand in front of me face. This man is truly a weird person, but then again without Sasuke I'm sure I look just as weird ... what is with this damn it Sasuke! ... Sasuke this Sasuke that, why do I keep thinking about that Bastard when he kicked me out of his home and ripped me heart into more than two pieces. I guess he didn't really know what he was doing, this jackass probably used mind control on the teme's small brain to get me into his evil grip. I wonder if it's possible ... Maybe I should ask, Or maybe I should beat the shit out of him until he gives my teme back! That would solve everything, but one thing. Sasuke thinks of me as a lying moron that could go die in a stupid idiot hole or something ... I wonder what the bastard is doing, Probably eating a cookie or something. I want a cookie maybe if he really is eating a cookie he could share with me.

His lips would be wrapped around its chocolaty good-ness or another type of cookie ... and his hair would be wet and sticking all over his face from crazy sex, his black eyes looking down at me as if waiting for me to eat him up. I would then be the hero and do as I was told, and eat him all up along with his cookie. I licked my lips my imaginary hand stroked Sasuke's checks my mouth soon after took a bite of his delectable cookie.

"I thought you didn't like sweets," Sasuke whispered in my ear once the cookie was no more. I took a hold of Sasuke's shoulder with my hand, and started to nibble on his milky white neck. His skin warm and eatable unlike the cold I'm facing now. "Yes, wait ... what?" I whispered shaking my head as my vision got filled with red, gold, and tanned skin. A Kyuubi wasn't what I was wanting when I got out my dream land. I frowned. What is he still doing here, the stupid head?

"I asked if Sasuke was really that importmant to you." Kyuubi whispered looking away. I blinked and then again, once more, and one more time, before the outburst.

"The guy is a complete bastard; you're a bigger bastard though. Why are you still here, I thought you would have been gone by now!" I shouted as if he had done something wrong. Well that wouldn't be too far from the truth. My hand roamed up to my check. Yeah the guy has done me wrong plenty of times, but the scars on my checks will never disappear my hate for the man will over time. I glared at the man, but not at the moment. My hate for him is still there I can feel it boiling. "Why do you want to know? You have never wanted to know anything about me before ... so why is now any different, and why does it have to be in cold fucking rain?" I barked. In all of this I held a cold glare that could rival with Sasuke's famous get-this-girl-away-from-me death glare.

"I-hum ... Why are you asking me questions that aren't important to this situation?" Kyuubi asked. I glared harder at the teen.

"You have been my bully for more than a couple of years, Kyuubi, and I also asked about the cold damned rain that falls upon me as if cold frozen buckets of water were falling on me," I said. My nose sniffled as if complying with my unspoken statement about getting the hell out of the cold, stupid, damn rain. Kyuubi blinked not twice, just once, but he stared at me after that blink was over like I was a complete idiot.

"You're sitting in the middle of nowhere hitting and talking to yourself, foxy. Even a bully would be concerned for your sanity," he stated sourly. Is he stupid or just dumb?

"A bully doesn't care about the bullied victim, Kyuubi," I whispered glaring at the teen that so kindly got to my level of view by kneeling. "I guess you don't really care about that, do you? You're just out to eat me anyway you can."

"Why would I want to eat you?" Kyuubi kindly pointed out. I would totally eat Sasuke, that's a desert I'm sure would kill me after eating. Expressly his fan-girls. They would probably kill me after Sasuke tortured me ... why in the hell do I keep thinking about Sasuke when this bastard is around?

"You're boring," I concluded out loud. The look on Kyuubi's face turned to one that could call death himself to my door. It's still not like Sasuke's death glare ... and I'm doing it ... again. "You make me think about the teme because you're boring," I whispered glaring of to the side. I think I've been sitting here long enough.

"What in the hell!" the redhead growled practically shooting fire balls out of his mouth.

"When was the last time we actually held a conversation more than five minutes?" I question looking up at the teen truly curies, but the stupid head only looked dumbfound with a side glance to somewhere. "Because whatever we talked about then would be a better conversation next time. I'm going to make my leave so don't follow me, or I'll rip your face off," I whispered getting up ... to fast. The action made me go lightheaded and sway in the raindrops falling from the sky soaking my already soaked jacket and everything else that clang to my body for the love of life.

"Oh ... Foxy?" Kyuubi whispered looking up, but his honey eyes looked down in disappointment soon after.

"What is it?" I whispered leaning down to look him in the eyes. "You had more nerve when hitting me in the face, don't tell me the big bad Kyuubi can't put out words." I teased. The innocent teasing made the evil one growl at me. A fist tried so badly to connect with me face, and that said fist belonged to the said evil one glaring at me.

"Huh? If I didn't know any better I'd say you were the bully," the teen stated. His face lit up with an evil smirk, but that's when I knew things went back to how they used to be. "Get out of here, pest" Kyuubi barked.

"I would never put someone through what you put me through, Kyuubi." turning away from the teen, and without even so much as a glance back, I walked away.

No one should be all alone in this world. That's always what I said to myself, but I've always been alone through everything. The only time I was truly happy was when I was with Sasuke and my parents the rest was all a joke waiting to explode in my face, but the thing is maybe ... just maybe this was supposed to happi-

My thoughts went blank right when I arrived to my apartment door. It was wide open. Water was left in puddles making my carpet wet and squishy. I looked around the room. There was nothing suspicious here besides the water. I slowly walked into my apartment guard up and ready to attack if necessary. It would be pointless because I am in fact handcuffed ... great now if there is someone in here I wouldn't be able to defend myself properly. Damn it Sasuke, didn't thank of that did you when you handcuffed me and through me on your bed. A blush flared to life on my battered skin.

"What happened to your face?" someone very familiar shouted.

"Huh?" I whispered turning my head, and for a moment I forgot about everything not even my souled floor pierced my head. His pale skin, and black irises that matched wet silky black hair, which dripped water on his pale skin, and rushed down it to meet his soaked clothes. Damn it Sasuke Uchiha I forgot how hot you were in the short time we parted. My face fell into a circle of heat. I was sure my face was redder than a babied pink butt checks. Then, my brain played out what happened not too long ago, and my wide eyes turned into a hard glare. "Like you care, get out of my apartment, bastard," I growled like an angry wolf ready to pounce on its foe.

"Listen Naruto," Sasuke said putting up his hands in his own defense.

"Hell if I want to listen to you," I said attempting to cross my arms over my chest.

"Please! Please calm down Naruto maybe he is trying to apologies or something" my inner self shouted in my head.

"Oh please, Sasuke would never want to apologies to you for anything so why should I give him a second chance!" my little demon Naruto shouted at the innocent little Naruto angle that somehow appeared on my shoulder.

"You never know! Maybe he saw the wrong that he had done and wants to make things right," the Naruto angel replied glaring at the little demon me on my other shoulder.

"He would never do that in a million years, stupid!" demon me shouted in reply.

"But you're in love with him!"-Wait a minute who said I was in love with that bastard! I may have feelings for him, but that doesn't mean I'm in love with him! I mentally shouted to my self-"He deserves a chance to make things right! No one should be alone in this world that's what you told yourself for so long and here you are telling someone that he isn't good enough for you! What is with that? If you don't want to be alone here is your chance staring you right in the face. Take the chance and let him in!" my angel me shouted my mouth opened the slightest bit as well as my eyes.

"But he hurt me already, and I don't think I can take another hit, baka!" Demon me defended pulling his hands over his head as if he were being boxed in.

"Are you kidding me, is that what you're worried about? You're Naruto-fucking-Uzumaki, believe it, if you fall you will find a reason to get back up on your feet again even if that reason is trivial the Naruto I know would always get back up on his feet." With that all my doubts went down the drain, and my little demon curled into a ball holding his knees close to his chest he puffed into an imaginary smoke. I looked down closing my eyes and getting myself ready for anything that Sasuke might say or do.

I opened my eyes in determination. I'm Naruto Uzumaki not some fragile piece of glass people can step on and get away with it, believe it. If Sasuke thinks he can stump all over me a second time I'll handcuff him and through him in my bed, see how he likes it. Right after I punch him in the face 10 million times. A smirk curled over my expressionless face. The angel me tilted his halo to the side a huge grin threatening to slit his face in two. "Good luck Naru, not that you'll need it" my angel me sang into my ear.

No matter what he was actually the demon, I thought, but non-the-less all this happened in the blink of an eye.

"Naruto ..." Sasuke whispered. He looked down fumbling with his fingers. "I'm ... I ..." Sasuke whispered turning his head to the side. I could see him biting his lip softly as he tried to find the right words. I huffed stepping forward, closing the door right after.

"What are you doing here Uchiha? You said listen, but there isn't really anything to listen to, so spit it out before I change my mind and kick you out like you did me," I growled glaring the teen down. Sasuke stiffened, feeling the pressure he was in now, but as an Uchiha there was only one thing that left his mouth.

"Hn," He groaned moving his head up slightly, but still looking to the side. Really! Really? He can't even fucking look at me! I stumped up to him as if I were about to strike him in the face. Sasuke flinched predicting just that, but he didn't expect me to grab his chin, and direct his dark eyes into my blue irises.

I glared hard into his eyes making Sasuke widen his own eyes. "Hn," I groaned. I tilt my head to the side as if expecting him to know what I meant.

"W-what?" Sasuke stuttered putting on a glare of his own.

"Oh I'm Sorry I didn't realize you didn't know Uchiha language," I said. I pulled his face closer to mine so that our noses touched each other. "What I meant was, you're Sasuke-fucking-Uchiha!" I shouted in his face making him glare harder at me. "So start acting like him. You're a teme, but you always know what to say to me. What would make this time any different would be you thank all I've said was nonsense that I'm a liar, but if it was true ... I would be nothing but trash, scum. Everything that was thrown at me would be true! I wouldn't be worth anything at all!" I exclaimed glaring into Sasuke's beautiful onyx eyes.

"You aren't trash, or scum or anything like that, Naruto!" Sasuke shouted grabbing my shoulder blades with his cold hands.

"Sasuke, if not a liar, or trash, what am I to you?" I shouted wrinkling my nose, and making my lip curl downwards into a scowl. Sasuke swallowed, after wetting his lips with his pink tongue. The atmosphere turned silent ... deathly silent.

Sasuke blinked, and then a few moments later blinking again, but by this time my mind already began to doubt my actions and words. The silence ran along as if it were being chased by a monster. Until finally Sasuke took a deep breath and let words flow off his tongue. "Naruto, you mean more to me than I give you credit for ..." Sasuke whispered closing his eyes. My head tilted to the side in confusion, but before I had the chance to voice my curiosity Sasuke was speaking again.

"I said you were a lair, I kicked you out of my house, and I even made you cry when I promised that I would be there to fight your fears. You said what we had was a fluke," Sasuke tightened his grip on my shoulders as if I wouldn't let him speak if he hadn't. "But I know you would have been my best friend anyways. Naruto, you aren't alone, never alone ... I'll never judge you again, I'll fight away your fears, I'll be there when you fall, I'll hold you when you cry," Sasuke said. I couldn't make out his eyes anymore. My eyes were being filled with tears I couldn't hold back. I grind my teeth together, but tears continued to flow down my checks.

Sasuke ran his fingers down my chest before rapping them around my body, and pulled my close just like he said he would. I clinched his soaked shirt with my hands. "I will never let you go. I'll fight away all your fears. I'm sorry for everything I've done to make you like this," Sasuke whispered in my ear. His hot breath made shivers go down my spine. I pulled his shirt closer to me. I took a shaky breath before trying to speak.

"S-Sasuke, I d-don't ..." I sniffled. "You're g-going t-to throw me out again, teme!" I stuttered out closing my eyes, and cuddled up to Sasuke's warmth even though he was soaked to the bone, he was still warmer than I was.

"You don't know that, I wouldn't dream of letting you go," Sasuke whispered into my neck.

"W-why should I trust you, bastard?" I whispered.

"Even if you don't believe in me, I think ... I ... love you."

My eyes widened tears falling freely down my face and into Sasuke's shirt. "W-what?" I stuttered pushing Sasuke away from me so I could see Sasuke's onyx eyes.

Sasuke looked down trying to hide the pink that slowly crept up his neck. "I Said I love you, dobe," Sasuke whispered unsure of himself. I swallowed forcing my body to relax under Sasuke's touch. I closed my eyes, tilted my head to the side the smallest bit, and leaned forward into Sasuke. For the first time my lips met someone else's. Sasuke's head immediately moved upwards in shock, but only seconds after his fingers found my neck and pulled me deeper into the kiss.

I breathed in shakily through my nose. Before, attempting to pull away from my first kiss, but Sasuke made it his goal to reconnect our lips using my neck as leverage. I swallowed when a wet tongue slid against my bottom lip wanting nothing more than to explore. My tongue slid out of my mouth to welcome him. Our tongues met. Without any effort Sasuke's wet-ness slithered around my welcoming and went straight into my cavern.

Another hand made its home on my neck trying desperately to move me closer, so that the owner could explore more of my mouth. Sasuke's tongue rolled over mine, and everywhere he could get to. My throat rumbled as a moan tried to make itself known. Sasuke retreated his tongue back into his mouth letting me shyly follow him into his warm mouth.

"I-I should say something ..." I thought, but my body was doing the talking. I rolled my tongue around Sasuke's mouth trying to memorize the layout, his mouth, the way he hummed pleasurably into my mouth, the way his tongue couldn't stand to be still as it swayed into mine with eagerness, the way his hands held on to me, the way my body gathered warmth in my abdomen. "What are you doing to me, Sasuke?" I thought. My head was beginning to feel lightheaded, and my chest was restricting me from continuing with my assault inside Sasuke's mouth.

I pulled away, my breathtaking in the air Sasuke took in and out. My eyes slowly opened to see Sasuke's eyes closed. "I love you too, teme" I whispered against Sasuke's lips. The teen's eyes shot open reveling is gorgeous onyx eyes. One of my hands curled up his neck and I rested my head peacefully on his chest. Sasuke wrapped his arms around my back and into my blond hair. He held me close letting me gather up his warmth. He laid his head on my shoulder.

He guided me to someplace I didn't care about because all I cared about was holding on to Sasuke, the biggest teme alive. We fell into something and cuddled into each other trying to keep warm.

No matter what I couldn't let sleep take me because when I wake I don't want this to disappear, not when I finally have him ... don't let this be some dream. This can't be a dream even if it's too good to be true. "Sasuke" I mouthed, "please stay with me." The next moment I was falling into a dreamless sleep.

is it a dream? is it not? no one knows, but what ever the cause i'm sure you all will like the out come =) anyhow tell me what you thought about it, please :)

~to be continued~