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Guten tog,
I miss my sister and she hasn't even left vyet! I try and try. Kitty and Rogue vwere best of friends so I try to get them back together. Then I try and try to get Logan and her back together. Vwhy doesn't anyone see as long as there is chaos vwe all cannot live in peace! It is so hard to do zhe right thing sometimes. But maybe a little time avway vwill do them some good yes?
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June5'
Rogue says that she's leaving and she's bringing Gumbo with her! Ok I'll admit I was crushed to find out all in the same day that Rogue didn't like my van and went that far to get rid of it and the fact that she'd tell even Kitty before she told me was devastating, not to mention that knockout punch was the icing on the cake for me and I snapped.
I guess after a while I wanted Rogue to feel as miserable as she made me. Not a day goes by that I don't regret those actions since Rogue decided to leave. I didn't think she'd actually just take off on me but she appears to be serious. I have given everything I took from her back, I even let her and him have some alone time together and I gave the van to Forge, he seemed to like it.
And I cooked breakfast for everyone, namely Rogue. She ate as much as she normally does. So what it seems hypocritical of me to be nice because she's leaving me but damn it all I love her like she was my own flesh and blood and I wont her to stay. Is that so wrong?
Well at least I got till the 30th cause that's when their leaving …
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Dear Diary,
I have stopped my epic quest for Scott to be at home with the Professor. Lately I felt that he needs me more than he's letting on. I think however that he wished that he would had listened to Scott. He was not thinking clearly and I can see the strain on his face.
Rogue says she's leaving and I'll admit I kind of don't want her to go. It's not like she's college leaving, I think she's forever leaving and that's kind of scary. I'll admit when I first saw her country bum I would had never even thought to make her my friend, but I want her to stay. However, I haven't told her that. I mean I told her that it would be nice if she stayed , but I didn't tell her how much I wanted her to stay…
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Wanda pulled out her black page diary that she wrote in with a thin tipped silver metallic sharpie pen. Normally she would start her entries with a drawing of either her brother or her father getting hung or decapitated, but today all she could thing of drawing was a castrated Logan. Wanda never titles her entries because well why must you title everything? Have you ever wondered how the world would be without titles? She did and that's why she refuses to title her works.
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(Wanda's Untitled Entry)
I am going to kill Logan. Rogue is my best friend around these parts and he just has to go and treat her like that. And who the hell did he think he was, ripping my gift for her from her hands? Last time I checked it was her graduation and not his. I didn't wait in a line since four that morning to get that CD for nothing! Grr. What is it with men?
Men are always so egotistical and when things don't go their way they have to show their ass, just like the other day on tv. A man is going through some troubles in his life and even I understand that life isn't perfect, but just because he was having a hard time does not mean set your house on fire with you AND your family in it. I mean what the hell. If you want to die that's your problem, don't push it on no one else. Fathers these days …
Anyway umm where was I? Oh yeah … except in this case Logan doesn't have anyone to keep him in check. I tried to tell Rogue to be mean to him but she's all 'I hurt 'em enough'. Bullshit! If she hurt him enough he wouldn't even think to be cruel to her.
Like for instance the weeks or so before her graduation Rogue had, can you believe, visiting hours. I could only see Rogue two hours a day every other day and then he'd like screen me for music and stuff to take away before I got to her room. Oh and how mad I was then. Poor Johnnie for having to deal with me after one of my tantrums. I think I've destroyed the Brotherhood house at least six times by now.
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Magneto pulled out his simple leather and metal backed diary and flipped to a vacant page. Magneto unlike everyone else seems to have a thing for numbers and that's how he titles his entries. He writes them with a thick, jagged grey pen made mostly of metal with his powers as he circles his desk.
18,250 M's
Rogue has declined my offer. I was sure by now that she'd see things my way. Maybe she needs a bit of persuading. Charles always has to sink his shapely teeth into my perspective students. Mystique was going to bring the girl to me when she came of age, but she messed up and now Xavier has her.
Honestly, I don't understand why I keep her around except for pleasuring myself and even that is getting old to me. Not to say that I don't value her sleuthing skills and shape shifting powers any less, but as of late I feel that she is causing more problems than solving them.
Maybe I could use Rogue to get rid of Mystique. Yes that is what I'll do! I'll have Mystique apprehend Gambit, my Acolyte weither he realizes that or not he is still mine, then have Rogue go after him. However, I will send the beautiful Psylock and Polaris out there to cause a disturbance.
As a matter of fact I'll send them to Manhattan a certain, pesky super hero woman resides there. First, I'll tell Mystique to bring him to a certain place. She will do that and once she gets there the place will already be damaged thanks to the other girls. Damaged meaning dead people, broken buildings, etc. Mystique will realize it's a trap far to late. Then Ms. Marvel will arrive on the scene. She will attack Mystique on sight since I have heard there is bad blood between the two. Note to make sure to have the girls leave BEFORE Marvel arrives. And when Rogue see's that Marvel has killed her mother she will freak. Her mind will be at a delicate state and then she'll join me and Gambit will follow her. Perfect!
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Like Dear Diary,
I don't want Rogue to go. I realize that I was wrong. Ok I like completely like F'd up. I talked to Rogue about it for a little while and well she's still very hostile with me which I so totally understand. It's just like so hard to like try and like fix things when Rogue is being so difficult and like you can't get mad at her because it's like so totally my fault.
Ohh and Pete is still not speaking to me. Every day I like stare at that locket. Pete told me the Kitty he saw that day was not the one he fell in love with and like practically walked out of my life. I just like don't know what to like do. I mean Kurt still talks to me ,but he never misses a chance ta like tell me how disappointed he is in me and like Scott's like the new team leader and he looks at me with that 'I'm ashamed of you' look on his face.
And that's not to mention Logan started to like avoid me like I had H1N1 or something? I jus like want everything to like be the way it was. I mean I screwed up and I like don't know how to fix it. I called my mom and like she said if our friendship is meant to be then time will like let it happen and I'm sick of waiting on time! I want everyone to be happy again. Why did I just have to go and ruin everything over some stupid guy cries
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Lilandra,
My son, Scott, was right. I was being judgmental. I was harder on Rogue because of the beating she gave Kitty and not because of the overall situation. Then I made the mistake of letting Logan police the two, it was comparable to setting a hungry fox loose on an unsuspecting chick.
I was to late to stop my mistake. The first week after I was just mad and reclused myself to deal with my temper. The second week I emerged from my room a happier man. But what I saw saddened my heart. Logan, for starters, was not even watching Kitty. She was constantly following Pitor like a helpless pup. But he wasn't just punishing Rogue, he was torturing her.
I scanned his mind and found only hate fueled by betrayal which is a feeling I so far only came across in two heads : Magneto's and Rogue's. So I attempted to stop him. I tried to reason with him but he would not listen. I officially shortened Rogue's punishment to Kitty's length and Logan still refused to listen to me. Like the beast he was named after her turned wild. Every chance he got to make the girl's life hell he took.
So since I couldn't stop Logan I had went to Rogue. I apologized to her. Told her how wrong I was for both treating her unfairly and involving Logan. I told her that I should have listened with my heart and not my ears, but Rogue shocked me by telling me I was ok. She wasn't mad at me anymore. She told me that if she were me that she'd do the same thing. She apologized for speaking to me in the manor that she did that night in my office. She told me that it is human nature to get angry and she told me to not worry about her.
I searched her mind to find that she meant the words she spoke, but it was not hard to miss that even she felt that Logan was mistreating her and now she is leaving. I cant say that I didn't see this coming, but I'm glad that she decided to at least take one person with her. Whilst scanning her mind lately I found that she wanted to run off during the night when everyone was asleep. I do hope however that the two can manage. There are many dangers in the world nowadays …
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Africa,
My love for Logan has turned from the lush of your rain season to the dry peaks of the Sahara desert. I just knew that we, Logan and I, would be together. I had dreamt it many times in fact, but now that is all over. We used to mate at least thrice a week, but now he decides that his nights are better spent waiting outside Rogue's window to see if she'll try and make a run for it. He feels that his days are better spent watching her clean the hanger with a toothbrush or waiting outside the school building just in case it's an early dismissal.
I have told him once that he had to acknowledge the fact that the girl was not his father. So what she had lied to him? Even the Goddess knows that every child will lie to their parents at some point in their lives. I am glad that Charles has patched things up with the girl. But Logan is a different story.
I remember I used to ask Rogue for help late in her evenings with my plants. Up there I would let her watch tv on silent as to not be heard by Logan and sometimes I would tell her stories of your vast lands. Then of course Logan found out deeming her worthy of another two weeks of punishment. It tickled me how happy she looked just to watch something on TV. The girl even appreciated infomercials.
It is strange my dear Africa how causing pain to one girl can affect so many others lives …
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Pyro had suffered everything from collapsing roofs to being bound in copper pipe ever since his girlfriend found out about Rogue's little punishment. So he ran to their old base to write about it in his diary. At first one would mistake the book as a hard covered Australian to English everyday Terms book. But if one were to look inside, they would see that the book is hollow and inside of that would be a smaller blue book that served as his diary.
It was funny to Pyro that at one time he loved nothing more than swimming in the oceans and hunting for exotic fish at sea. As a matter of fact he hated fire. His great grandfather was burned to death because as an old man he knocked a candle over in his living room and didn't notice. He went to sleep as his house burned with him in it. Then there was that lightning storme that lead to a big fire in his home town as a child.
When Pyro realized he could bend fire he was crestfallen, but it was easily fixed by sending a swarm of fire at the boys who used to bully him at school. After that he fell in love with fire, became transfixed with it, obsessed if you will. With that in mind he began to write in his diary.
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Fire,
Wanda's at it again. I think next time she's going to do more than wrinkle my uniform and drop a house on me! I talked to Gambit and he says he's 'workin on it' while I'm getting beat to a pulp. I never know when I open the door if she's in a good or bad mood. If I didn't love the girl more than I love you I would had given up a long time ago. Ha, love can burn more than fire!
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June 15th
Gambit slept peacefully curled in the soft sheets and blankets when he felt someone grabbing his arm. With quick reflexes he reached up to hit whoever dared to attack him when his guard was down.
"It's me."
"Rogue? I must be dreamin." He muttered to himself. Rogue has never once came to him at any indecent hour before.
"Ya aint dreamin now get up."
Gambit gave her a once over. In his dreams when he came to her she was wearing nothing. Slightly upset that it wasn't a dream he sat up.
"Wat ya wan' Roguey?"
"It's time ta go."
"Why now?"
"Logan jus left ta get a drink at te bar an I don wanna cause a scene. I already got everything packed."
"Everythang meaning …"
"Oh te necessary stuff. Clothes, soap, deodorant, lotion, money, school awards, and a toothbrush."
"Tat's it?"
"Well I got a small mouthwash as well … an my mamma's pearls …"
"Fine let me pack sometin then."
"Already did."
He looked towards the door to see his suitcase had already been packed. He didn't have much anyway.
"Alright lets go."
"Get dressed an I'll meet ya in te car." Rogue told him as she pulled on her overweight backpack and headed to Gambit's car. The car was at the front of the garage just where he left it. She quickly gave it a check to see if it were sabotaged in any way. Deciding that it was fine she placed her backpack in the back seat when she noticed a shadow moving across the adjacent window.
Readying for a fight she turn around and jumped at the mysterious assailant.
"Vrogue it is me!" Kurt squeaked.
"Shh ya shouldn be out here."
"Not even to say goodbye to my favorite sister?" Kurt asked using his best puppy eyed expression.
"Alright ya can say goodbye an I aint gonna be gone faever. We'll see each other again."
"I know …" Kurt whimpered hugging her with tears in his eyes.
"How ya know tat I was gonna leave early?"
"Because sister I know vyou and I know tat vyou vwouldn't vwant everyone crying over your shoulder zhe day vyou leave," he said backing away slightly before continuing, "And I also know tat although vyou are mad at Logan it is still going to be hard to leave him for vyou."
"No it aint." She got defensive.
"Ok tat iz enough of zhe tears get out of here before I report vyou to Warden Logan." Kurt joked.
"Oh please mistah, don tell on little ole me." Rogue grined at him.
"I vwant if vyou hurry up. Gambit is probably vwaiting oh and I made vyou tis scrap book. See vyou later Rogue."
Rogue glanced at the cute little scrap book he made her and looked up ready to thank him,but he was gone.
"Ready ta go Roguey?"
"Yeah, I'm ready."
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Hi again! I hope yall liked all the entries. If you are confused they go in order of : Kurt, Logan, Jean, Wanda, Magneto, Kitty, Charles, Storm, Pyro
Well looks like their hitin' the road!
Ok so like I was thinking about them moving to one of these places: Vote for me please
Canada
Paris
California
Italy
Move in with Gambit's family
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