Don't Say Goodbye
By: Iceyicecream
Chapter 19: Turmoil
You got up the next morning and sit up. "You're going to be late for school." Your mother said at the door.
You nod your head and get out of bed lifeless like. She gave you a strange look. "Strange girl." She said and made her way to the kitchen to make breakfast.
You readied yourself and left without breakfast. The sky was as blue as it could ever be and the sun shinning warmly. The best day. The birds sang their lovely song. But everything was just dull and numbing. Seeing people smile hurt. Then you saw Ryoma and Sakuno walking hand in hand and smiling. Your heart ached. "Ah, Sempai!" Sakuno said noticing you.
You nod your head. You wished they wouldn't come closer but too bad. "Where is the captain?" Ryoma asked.
Your heart ached. Sakuno noticed your hesitant answer smiled at Ryoma. "Can you go ahead Ryoma-Kun?"
Ryoma gave you and Sakuno a weird look and shrugged and walked away. Sakuno turned to you and looked at you concerned. "Are you okay?" She asked.
I shook my head. "Tezuka...broke up with my last night." You croaked.
Sakuno's features softened and she pulled you in a hug. "It's okay."
You still felt numb just the same. "Thank you." You whispered pushing Sakuno away, "But it's fine, don't worry about me. Ryoma is waiting for you."
Sakuno looked at me strangely and nodded her head. "Well if you need to talk to someone, I'm here."
You smiled. "Thank you."
Class was dull. You barely paid any attention to the lectures given and out of habit you ended up at the tennis courts after school. You hit yourself. "I need to go." You whispered to yourself.
You hurried away but bumped into the one guy you did not want to see. You kept your head down. "Sorry." You whispered and walked away quickly.
You didn't dare look back in fear of meeting his eyes. "Woah! Watch where you're going Sempai!" Momoshiro said grabbing your shoulders.
You look up. "My bad." You say.
Momoshiro looks at you confused. "Don't you usually stay after school to watch us play?"
You nodded your head. "Yeah, but I have to do something so I can't stay after today."
"Oh…I see."
You nod your head and hurry a way.
(At The Courts)
"What's wrong with (Y/N)? She's been out of it lately." Kikumaru said, "The whole day she's been out of it nya~!"
"The captain and sempai broke up." Ryoma said.
"Ehh?" Oishi exclaimed, "How do you know?"
"Ryuzaki told me."
Momoshiro listened. "Hoy, if you guys have time to dawdle, then run some laps." Tezuka said.
"HAI!" Everyone said and started their laps.
Momoshiro was the only one who didn't move. "What are you doing?" Tezuka asked with his usual scowl on his face.
"I'm leaving." Momoshiro said.
"Practice hasn't been adjourned." Tezuka said.
"I don't care." Momoshiro snapped, "I'm leaving."
"Momoshiro get back over here." Tezuka commanded.
Momoshiro ignored him and headed to the locker room to change. Tezuka followed. "What's the problem?" Tezuka asked.
Momoshiro didn't say anything and hurried to finish changing and then headed out passing Tezuka. Tezuka put his hand on his shoulder. Momoshiro turned around and smacked him. Tezuka stumbled back and held his bruised cheek. "Why?" Momoshiro screamed, "Why did you break up with her?"
Tezuka casted his gaze downwards. "That has nothing to do with you."
"Tsk." Momoshiro said and headed out.
(At The Park)
You swung on the swings watching the children play. You let out a sigh. "This is pathetic." You whispered.
"Ice cream always makes me feel better." A voice said.
"Well that's you." You replied back.
You blinked and looked up to find Momoshiro on the swings beside you. You screamed and jumped off the swings. Momoshiro laughed. "My bad." He said.
You shook your head and looked at your watch. "There was no practice today?" You asked.
"There was."
You looked at him confused. He shrugged. "I left early."
You looked at him. "Why?"
"To find you."
"Why?" You ask.
He swung his legs to make the swing move back…then forth. "I heard what happened."
You heart ached. "Yeah?" You said sitting back down in the swing.
He nodded his head still not looking at you. "You okay?" He asked.
You laughed. "Do you think I'm okay?"
"You look okay." He says.
"Looks can be deceiving."
"So you're not okay."
"Maybe…maybe not."
Momoshiro chuckled. "You're so confusing you know that?"
"I dunno if I should take that as a compliment or as an insult."
"Either way."
"Then I'll take it as both."
You turn to him to see him looking at you. He stops swinging and you two of you are just staring at one another. Momoshiro leans closer. You look down at his lips then at his eyes. Your mind in turmoil, you don't know whether to let him kiss you or to push him away. You wait…wait and watch…waiting to see what he will cause. He is mere centimeters from your lips and then he stops. "Would you let me kiss you?" Momoshiro asked you.
You don't answer just look at him with that blank face.
"Would you let me hold you like you let him hold you?"
He looks into your eyes with that intense look like a lion and his prey. "Would you let me touch you the same way he touched you?"
He touched your cheek still as close as can be but still not touching you with his lips. "Would you let me give you everything your heart desires…like he never did?"
You look at his hand and then at his eyes. "Will you let me love you…let me show you the affection he never showed you."
He caressed your cheek and stroked it softly as if touching a baby. "I love you (Y/N) and I would do anything to have you."
You look at him his eyes blazing. "I would do anything for you and I would never take your love for granted. Never."
You stared on…what would you do?
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