Disclaimer: Don't own Big Time Rush Scott Fellows is the owner and creator lucky man.

Author's note: ONLY one I own is my character. BigTimeKitty owns her own character Ariana and Alexis
Genres: Romance/Friendship/Action/Adventure/Suspense/Hurt

Warning: Maybe some lemon action in here

Kendall and Alexis were in her apartment in her room snuggled up together watching Vampire Sucks. Soon they forgot about the movie and started to kiss ever so softly at first than they deepened the kiss. Soon Kendall attacked her neck as clothes were starting to shed off each others bodies thinking no one was going to be coming in since James and Emma were in his room and Carlos and Ariana were out in the lobby.

Carlos and Ariana were playing tricks on Mr. Bitters making him freak out he would keep smacking the side of his head each time he felt something touch the back of his head. Carlos and Ariana chuckling at Mr. Bitters soon they walked away holding hands and sat down at the pool area enjoying the pranks people keep running into them as they laughed so hard as one got hit by a pie.

James and Emma were kissing soon Emma broke it "James please stop," Emma said. James looked at her frowning. "What's wrong?" James asked. Emma had tears forming "I don't think we can do this I'm sorry," Emma said. Emma shot up tears falling as she ran out of his room and to her apartment she closed the door locking it she soon slumped down the door to the floor and broke into sobs.

Kendall and Alexis came out dressed and Alexis quickly ran towards Emma when she saw her on the floor crying. "Emma?" Alexis asked. Emma looked at Alexis and she lunged from where she was sitting and wrapped her arms around Alexis torso bawling. "J - J - James and I broke up," Emma cried. Kendall and Alexis's eyes widen "What! Why?" Alexis asked. Emma tired to stop crying to talk but all you could hear between sobs was this. "I'm just damaged goods now he don't want someone who's used," Emma cried.

"Awe Emma," Alexis said. Kendall hugged Emma "I am going to go check on James make sure he don't do anything stupid," Kendall said. Alexis nodded as she helped Emma up and walked her over to the couch as she cried. Alexis texted Ariana to get back to the apartment as she comforted Emma "You know James don't think that way," Alexis said. "Yes he does he just feeling sorry for me now," Emma said. Ariana came rushing in and went to her friends.

With the boys James was in total shock as the boys tired their hardest to snap out of it. "Dude she don't want me I don't know what did I do wrong?" James asked. "You didn't do anything James she's scared since what Hank did to her she feels she isn't that special girl you met the first day in the lobby," Kendall said. James looked at him "But that's not true she is my special girl I don't care what Hank did to her I really loved her Kendall," James said. He nodded and hugged James noticing the tears starting to form.

Five weeks later of pain, suffering and nightmares, every time James and Emma passed each other they didn't make eye contact you could almost hear their hearts breaking by each time they pass each other. Emma barely ate she would do her work she had to do and than she would go back to her apartment lock herself in her room. "Emma sweetie, me and Ariana are going to leave down to the pool you want to join us?" Alexis asked. "No! I just want to be alone," Emma said.

"Okay just call us honey," Ariana said. They left down to the pool area to meet the boys James was actually there this time. "How you feeling?" Alexis asked. "Terrible it still hurts," James said. "I know sweetie I know," Alexis said. It was about three hours later Ariana went upstairs with Carlos to go talk to Emma to try to convince her to come downstairs to the pool area. When they saw Emma's note on the door saying.

Alexis and Ariana; I am very sorry please don't hate me for this I love you both but I can't do this anymore I am going to end this once and for all tell James I hope he can find someone knew who isn't used or damaged I know he don't want me anymore. Find a new lead singer for the group she better be good. Tell the other boys that I was very happy to have met them and so this is goodbye I love you all I will be watching over you all ~Emma Michelle Wilson

Ariana and Carlos looked around the apartment than ran downstairs to the pool. "ALEXIS SHE RAN AWAY! SHE'S GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE!" Ariana yelled. The boys and Alexis shot up "WHAT!" Alexis said. She showed them the note. "Let's move out and find her I will have my mom and Katie help out, move out!" Kendall said. They all ran separate ways off to find Emma hoping they would make it in time before she did anything to harm herself.

James for some reason had a gut feeling it was telling him to go towards the beach he ran as fast as his legs would carry him searching he had called the gang when he spotted Emma on the ledge of a cliff as she looked down at the rocky sharp edges she took a deep breathe as she got even closer to the ledge and she stared up at the sky tears falling

"EMMA!" James yelled. Emma gasped she turned to see a out of breathe James "Emma don't do this please," James said. Emma shook her head "You must move on James I am just no good for you," Emma said. The others stood in a distance watching them as they still could hear the conversation. "That's not true you are every bit of good for me," James said. Emma cried "NO THAT'S A LIE! YOU JUST DON'T WANT ME TO JUMP!" Emma yelled.

James took a couple steps forward "But Emma it's true I can't live without you in my life I love you I love the way you smile, the way you sing on your guitar, how your nose cringes up when you get mad, your laughter and your love for life," James said. Emma looked at him her heart racing like crazy. "Don't let this go please if you jump I am following right behind you Emma," James said. Emma shook her head "But why! I am just damage goods," Emma said.

"You are not to me Emma, You are that special girl that I met the very first day the one I chased because she dumped ice down my pants," James said. Emma couldn't help but to giggle a bit. James walked closer to her "Come back home Emma I need you," James said. James placed his hand out to her to grab. Emma went to take it but soon Emma and James world were turned upside down when Emma started falling.

"EMMA!" James yelled. James lunged for her he caught her hand before she fell farther as she dangled in the air and the only one keeping her from falling was James. "JAMES DON'T LET GO DON'T LET GO!" Emma cried out. Soon Emma started to slip in James hand. "James I am slipping," Emma cried.

Please review hope you like the cliffy a bit ^_^