Hey Guys! KaGeRu here! This is my very first EXO fanfic! Recently, I've been crazy about them so I decided to make a story about our lovely boys. This was inspired by the wolf drama they did so I decided to write!

Thank you to Trish for helping me on the names: D

EXO Stans! This is for you! :D

P.S.

Do watch the Wolf Drama to Avoid confusion.

ENJOY!

-KaGeRu

REMINISCENCE

CHAPTER I

MONSTER NO MORE

LUHAN'S POV

My head hurts. That wooden bat sure hit the back of my head HARD. I manage to open my eyes slowly but everything around me was a total blur. Suddenly, I heard someone calling my name…

"LUHAN!"

It was a voice of a woman. I felt a hand holding mine tightly, then, something cold fell unto my arm. I felt warm all of a sudden, like I was woken up from a very deep slumber.

The voice called my name again. I turned my head to the direction of the said voice was coming from, then, my vision cleared.

IT WAS HER.

It was the woman I met in the old building when I was escaping my captors. The woman who knew I was different but didn't run away. The woman that possesses the warmth I never felt before, not even from my own kind.

I looked at her angelic face. I almost forgot the reason I was here. I was going to save her. Thank God she looks okay. I will not forgive myself if anything bad happens to her. Something cold fell n my skin again and this time I know what it was. Her tears. She was crying. My heart pained by seeing her like this. I wanted to wipe them away but my hands felt numb. I heard other voices calling my name too. I looked around and saw my friends worried faces.

WAIT.

I don't have any right to call them "friends". I caused them too much trouble and pain. I observed that they faces are sweaty and bruised. They had a rough fight and again…

It was all because of ME.

I want to disappear.

Maybe when I never came, they'll still be living their normal life. They will…

"Are you okay?" I was cut out of my thoughts by So Hee's voice.

Am I okay?

This pain I'm experiencing right now is nothing. I don't feel like myself anymore…

I feel… different…

"Does it hurt?" So Hee said while caressing the back of my head.

Her touch was heaven. It was very light and relaxing. I wanted to feel more of this touch, but I can't.

I CAN'T be with HER.

I'm NOT supposed to feel this way.

I'm NOT human.

I'm… I'm a MONSTER.

It doesn't work this way.

It…

"Everything's gonna be okay, I promise…"

Really?

Everything's gonna be okay…

It's too good to be true.

Everything's gonna be okay…

NO. It will NEVER be…

I promise…

How?

Who am I kidding? It will never be okay. As long as I'm a monster, things will never be okay. The symbol in my hand will always be there to remind me of what I really was. I'm different. The symbol…

Where is it?

I held my arm to my face to see if I'm only imagining things but there was really nothing.

It was not where it was supposed to be.

What's happening?

I tried my best to sit up and with So Hee's support, I finally did. Across me was a window and what I saw shocked me the most.

My reflection.

I look very different from what I remember. My hair, my eyes… I tried releasing the beast within me but nothing happened.

Is this for real?

I pinch myself and it was painful. I ended up having marks because of it.

So I wasn't dreaming.

I'm so confuse right now. I don't know what and who I am anymore. My head started to hurt once again and feel dizzy. My vision becomes cloudy and I starting to lose my balance. Finally, my arms that I use to support me gave in and I began to fall backwards.

I was expecting my back to collide with the cold concrete wall but it never came. Instead, I fell into something soft. It was So Hee's lap.

All the confusion disappeared instantly. Just by being in her presence make me calm. She has this effect on me and I don't know how. She makes me feel safe.

This feeling is great.

I don't want this to end.

"Get some rest Luhan and don't worry…I'm not gonna leave you"

I wanted to say something to her but all I manage to do was a growling sound. I closed my eyes and let sleep take over me.

Maybe tomorrow I'll find answers. At this moment, all I want to do is rest.

And be with HER.

END OF CHAPTER ONE.

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