Bonnie sat down in her normal seat across from Stefan and Elena. She opened her textbook to the right page and sat back waiting for her teacher to start the lesson. She watched Elena and Stefan. Their little stares, smiles, and giggles were making her skin crawl and her jealously rage to the surface.
"Calm down." Stefan ordered. "It's really hard to watch the two of you and not get angry." She replied irritated. "Well try Bonnie. I love you almost as much as I love Elena and until the time is right you need to get use to this." He said sadly. "I love you too but there will never be good timing to tell Elena about whatever is happening between us. Maybe we should just give it up."
There was a long pause and she watched as he balled up his fist angrily against his desk. "That isn't the solution. If anything it will make things worse for you and me. I don't know why I'm being so selfish. Something is drawing me to you. I'm not sure if it's emotional or magical but whatever it is I'm not ready to lose it. I love the way you make me feel Bonnie."He exclaimed.
"Me too." She responded. For the rest of the class she sat silently staring out the window trying to keep her mind off of him. It was one of the hardest things she had to do. The force it took brought tears to her eyes. The bell rang loudly and a feeling of relief washed over her. She quickly wiped her eyes and made her way to the door making sure not to make eye contact with him.
All day he tried to get her attention and she ignored him. If she was going to control her urges to kiss and touch him right there in front of everyone she had to keep a distance. When the bell rang signaling it was time for lunch Bonnie went to her locker and threw her books in. She walked to the cafeteria slowly dreading being in such close contact with Stefan.
As she approached the table that Matt, Caroline, Tyler, Elena and Stefan sat at she realized there was only one seat left and it was positioned next to Stefan. She grimaced at him realizing he did this on purpose as he smirked at her. Bonnie sat down next to him her leg brushing against his, as she got comfortable.
"Hi Bonnie." He said cheerfully. She stared daggers at him and he looked at her dejectedly. "You know how bad I want you Stefan. Why are you trying to make me go crazy." She questioned. "I figured the closer you were to me the easier it would be for me to give you what you want." He said seductively staring at her intensely. He slid his hand over her knee and grazed the inside of her thigh. She stared at him with scared eyes. "Act normal Bonnie." He prompted. She turned her gaze toward the others and pretended to be interested in their small talk.
Stefan's hand moved higher on the inside of her thigh. She scooted closer to his hand trying to get him to graze her throbbing bud. "Patience love." He pushed aside the already wet fabric holding her back from him. She bit her lip and silenced the urgent whimpers that were trying to escape. He flicked his thumb over her clit and Bonnie's eyes fluttered shut. "Eyes open." He commanded. She reluctantly opened them and tried to act as normal as possible. He slid his index and then his middle finger into her and she all but lost it. Her left hand traveled down and she gripped his hand sliding his fingers deeper inside of her. Stefan curved his fingers upward stroking her spot as his palm ground against her clit.
It took every fiber of Bonnie's being to keep her from moaning out loud. Bonnie started to let the memories of last night replay in her mind. Stefan increased his efforts making Bonnie's legs tremble. She dug her nails into his hand as the fire inside her burned her all over. "Cum for me Bonnie." He urged. She came hard letting out at loud gasp a tear running down her cheek. He pulled his hand away and licked his fingers with speed before anyone could see. Everyone turned his or her gaze on Bonnie.
"Are you okay?" Elena asked. Bonnie looked flustered her cheeks were red and wet with tears. "I'm-" she started but was interrupted by the bell. Everyone rose from his or her seats but Bonnie sat there for a moment trying to catch her breath. Elena and Stefan stopped and turned around looking at her questioningly. "Are you coming?" Elena asked. "I'll be there." She replied waving them away. She waited for a moment to make sure they were gone. Bonnie let her breath go but it came as a sob and tears streamed down her face. She wrapped her arms around herself trying to calm her emotions.
She rose from her seat and hurried to her class. She walked in and sat down turning her head away from Stefan's gaze. "Were you crying?" he questioned. "Nope." She replied nonchalantly. "Don't lie." She turned to look at him and his eyes searched her face. "I can't handle this. It's too much." She explained sadly. Stefan didn't reply for a moment. "If we told her would it make you feel better?" he asked.
"Maybe. I can't see how that will help anything though." She said. "It will ease your guilt." He responded. "It'll break her heart too." She stated. "Possibly. All we can do is be truthful and accept the consequences. Are you ready for that?" he inquired. "Yes." She said staring at him confidently. "We can talk to her tomorrow night at the grill. Okay?" Bonnie nodded in response.
Bonnie, Elena, and Stefan's phones buzzed in unison. "Come to the boardinghouse after school. I need to show you guys something important." Damon wrote. When the bell finally rang Stefan, Elena, and Bonnie agreed to meet at the boardinghouse. Bonnie wanted to stop home and drop off some of her stuff so Stefan and Elena arrived first.
They walked in the front door and before Stefan could shut the door Elena was wrapping herself around him. She kissed him roughly and urgently moaning into his mouth. Stefan gripped her hands and pried her off of him. "We can't do this now. Bonnie will be here any minute." He declared. "We can go upstairs. You'll hear when she comes and we'll stop." Elena pressured pressing herself against him. Stefan kissed her chastely on the head and turned away from her walking to the bar to get a drink.
For some reason unknown to him he couldn't do this with Elena. Maybe he was afraid how Bonnie would react if she caught them. Maybe his attraction to Elena was dulling. Whatever it was he couldn't control it and it was pissing him off. He chugged the glass of bourbon and poured another. Elena stood there staring at him wondering what the hell was going on with him lately.
He was never unresponsive like this. Furthermore where was Damon? He had told them to meet him here and now he was nowhere to be found.
Bonnie skipped up the stairs and opened the door. She walked in and stood by a pissed off looking Elena who was staring at Stefan as he got tanked by the bar. "What's wrong?" Bonnie asked elbowing Elena. "I'm not sure." Elena remarked walking over to sit on the sofa. Bonnie followed her and sat down. As they took their seats they realized a brand new flat screen TV hooked up to a DVD player. "Stefan when did you get a TV?" Elena quipped.
"We didn't. I don't know where this came from." He said strolling over to sit down with them. On the coffee table in front of them lay a blank DVD with a note sitting next to it. Elena picked up the note and unfolded it quickly. "Had to head out but everything you three need to know is right on this disc. Watch it. –Damon." Elena picked up the disc and walked over to the TV. She turned it on and put the DVD in the player. She scurried back to the couch wedging herself in between Bonnie and Stefan.
Damon's beautifully sculpted face appeared on screen. "This is my first time filming so excuse my amateur skills. I think I'm going to call this one Betrayal. Let's watch shall we?" They all watched with confused looks on their face. As the camera turned to face a window Bonnie realized exactly where this was. He was outside of her window. "What the hell?" she whispered. Elena and Stefan turned their heads to look at her and then back to the TV.
They all watched as Bonnie and Stefan appeared on screen kissing wildly. It was a video of last night. Elena's eyes opened wide in shock as the video played on. Stefan and Bonnie were both naked writhing against one another. The tears began to fall from Elena's eyes as she began to shake violently. Stefan stood up quickly ready to turn it off. She grabbed his wrist holding it so tight her knuckles turned white. "Don't you dare." Elena snarled at him pulling him back to his seat.
Bonnie eyes began to well up with tears as the video continued. Her moans and Stefan's groans filled the room as they sat there silently. Elena's eyes grew darker as they switched positions. Her angry tears flowed quicker. None of them moved and inch as the video continued to its end. The camera turned back to face Damon. "I guess Bonnie and Stefan aren't as innocent as they seem." Damon said laughing evilly. The screen went black.
They all stayed still for a moment basking in the horror of the situation. Elena stood up and began to walk away. "Elena wait," he said standing quickly and catching her arm. She turned quickly and slapped him with full force. "Don't you ever touch me. Now I understand why you wouldn't touch me." She roared pointing her finger at him. Wrenching her arm away from him she turned her gaze on Bonnie. "How could you do this Bonnie?" she asked whimpering a little. "I don't know Elena. I'm so sorry. Please." She said standing and moving toward her. Elena backed away from them like they had the plague a look of utter disgust on her face. She turned on her heel and ran upstairs to the bathroom slamming the door.
Bonnie tried to follow her but Stefan grabbed her by the shoulders and slammed her into a nearby wall. "Get the fuck off me!" she screamed trying to pull away from him. He let go his face twisted with pain. "This is all your fault. You couldn't keep your goddamn hands to yourself. You just had to keep going." She yelled her whole body shaking. She turned and headed for the stairs. "Last time I checked it takes two Bonnie." He called after her. She headed towards the bathroom and collapsed against the door as she got there.
She could hear Elena's choking sobs through the door prompting hers to start again. Bonnie's whole body convulsed as she sat on the floor crying. "I'm so sorry." She whispered over and over leaning her head against the door. Stefan sat at the bottom of the steps his head in his hands. "Fuck!" he yelled punching the wall next to him. He pulled his bloody hand out and watched as it healed. What the hell has he done?
