A/N: Hey guys. I've actually decided I didn't like my last chapter but whatever. A lot of you are saying not to have Ryan and Tris together, but I'm not sure how this will work out, I'm just going with what comes to mind. Tris and Four will happen, just not right now.. or maybe now. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. MUAHAHA. Okay, anyway. Special thanks to .

Chapter 6

Tobias' POV

Tris is sitting on Ryan. Ryan. My name is not Ryan. I sit their in anger when I hear Ryan call Tris beautiful. That's what I'm supposed to say. I look over at him and glare at him, and because I can see the look in his eyes, I announce that I'm hungry. Everyone agrees and gets up to put their clothes on including Tris. Ryan still sits there, glaring at me. I smirk and follow Tris out of the room.

'What do you guys want?' Tris asks us.

'Pizza' mar says.

'Cake' Uriah quietly whispers.

'Burgers' Zeke says.

'Um lets just get pizza and put on a movie' She tells us.

Tris' POV

I hear Mar say 'Yes!' and I laugh, I swear she's obsessed with Pizza. I order two pizzas and sit on the couch in-between Tobias and Ryan, Tobias has been acting really strange and I think it's because Ryan's here. Does Tobias like me? I quickly swallow the thought down and put on 21 Jump street, it's a really old movie now, but I watch all the time just to see Channing Tatum.

'Yes! Channing Tatum is soo hot' Marlene squeals.

'I know right!' I say and sigh. I would totally marry him. But he's dead.

'Pssh. I'm hotter' someone I can't identify says

'You wish Uri' Christina whispers. Everyone bursts out laughing and I tell them that I'll be back in a sec, that I'm going to my room. I come back down and see that the pizza has arrived and that they didn't leave any for me.

'Wow, thanks guys' I say sarcastically.

'You shouldn't have disappeared on us, we thought you had been abducted' Zeke tells me.

'Oh yeah totally'. The doorbell rings and I get up to see 2 older people I can't identify.

'Excuse me, who are you?' I ask them politely.

'Ryan's aunt and uncle. Is he here?' They tell me.

'Yes'. As soon as I say that word they push past me and I fall backwards.

'HEY!' I scream at them.

They come back to face me with a struggling Ryan in their arms, my friends all standing with their mouths wide open.

'Tris, Tris I'm sorry, I wasn't supposed to come to your house, it was forbidden by my parents, they said you were a damaged girl, too many secrets-' I start to tear up, 'you're my best friend, I'll find you again' he shouts at me as he's dragged out.

'Ryan' I whisper. I push past everyone and run upstairs to my room, I lock the door and fall onto my bed. I'm pulled into darkness before the pounding on my door starts.

I wake up and recall the events of last night, Ryan is gone, his uncle and aunt basically pulled him away. I might never see him again. I get up and walk to my desk a framed photo or Ryan and I at the beach is on it, I look to the side and theirs a note that wasn't their before.

Tris,

It was forbidden by my parents because of those things I said to you, but it was more, they didn't want me falling in love with you, and I think I was. When I got here, it was great seeing you again, but I knew that one of your friends liked you, It was obvious. You don't see it but everyone else does. You will always be my best friend. I knew then that having a relationship with you would be impossible, we live too far away, and by the countless amount of photos you had of Tobias and you, that you still like him. I will find you again, and when I do, you will be happy, either have a boyfriend or be married and I'll be so happy for you. You deserve the best, but I don't mean me.

Love, Ryan.

I don't cry. That's pointless. I know what he said is true. I did love him and had a crush on him, but he was more of a brother. I couldn't be that sort of girl for him, because he deserves the best too. I quickly slide the letter behind the photo of us and have a shower, I get dressed into trackies and a black T-shirt, I pull my hair up into a high ponytail and go downstairs to the kitchen. I see that Tobias is already in here and I try to slowly walk out, 'Hey Tris, wait up, are you okay?' I think hard about what he just asked me, my heart feels fine, Ryan being gone didn't rip out a huge part of it. I just feel that he was right, I do still like Tobias, and I'm torn, because we can't be like that, because if he knew who I was it would ruin everything.

'I'm fine. It's not like Ryan leaving made me become depressed, I didn't love him. I like someone else' I tell him a mix of different emotions swarming up in my chest.

'Oh really who?' He asks me, I'm about to tell him that it doesn't matter when the bell rings.

'I'll get it Tris' he tells me. I thank him in my mind and sit down. But then all hell breaks lose.

A/N: Not sure if I like this chapter, but everything came to mind and I wrote it down, it's not long but I'll be starting a super long one now. Maybe I got rid of Ryan too quick? Review please!

Thank you Lovelies.