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The week had flown by with the blink of your strange eyes. It had gone just as you thought it would, horrible. You felt as if you should slam your bed room door on your head a few times to escape from returning to the hell hole Monday. It seemed you didn't have a place in this town, to big of a fish for this little pond. Commeners were simply comfortable with scraping by on little money to live on. You, Eridan Ampora, found this to be an utter horror and couldn't fathom how such a thing was possible. Once you enter your room and drop down on the plush violet bed that lay before you in all its glory. Laying there you review the weeks events and what you could have particularly done wrong.
The bell chimed signaling that you should make your way to first period which for you happened to be Science, Biology to be exact. I couldnt be that bad you had fef in there to keep you complany after all right? No wrong, completely and totally wrong. To your surprize and dispair Feferi's boyfriend entered the class room with the two of you. Maybe you would get luck, maybe she would choose to stay with you? You were best friends right? However it seemed luck was not on your side and Sollux came first in this equation. It got worse when you were assigned to be partners with Tavros a stuttering paraplegic to shy for his own good. You mentally groaned everytime he attempted to ask you a question concerning the papers you had been handed. Finally the bell rung endding only the first terror of the day, Feferi left with Sollux without giving you so much as a sideways glance. A tall lanky male entered the room by the name of Gamzee, you remembered him from childhood and desperately hoped he was coming to help you around. However this was plea was shot down when the boy passed you and assisted Tavros to his next class. You had to admit it was pretty pathetic that the paraplegic had friends and you didn't... The remainder of the week droned on like that it was as if you were invisible. At lunch you sat alone picking at what meal the freaky lunch ladys decided would be considered the days food. You sat at the back of each class and the only interaction you got with anyone was when you sat in first period listening to the teacher drone on as you answered Tavros' questions.
Your phone went off causing your eyes to snap open as you snatched up the phone excited at the thought of being wanted. To your disappointment the message read 'I wont be home tonight. Make sure Cronus and ye ar home when I call ye.' sighing you type a quick okay back to your father, Dualscar, taking off your glasses you turn over pulling the heavy comforter over your head. This week had been to much for you to handle all you wanted to do was sleep at the moment. Sleep came slowly dragging your eyelids down heavy with the idea of rest, you felt the silly worrys of your week disolve. Finally your lids slid shut allowing your thick eye lashes to rest on your cheeks as the world of dreams took you away.
The alam clock squealed loudly on the bedside table dragging you from the dream world. You slap at the alarm attempting to shut off the ill noise much like nails on a chalk board. Rubbing your eyes you trudge to the bathroom, you twist the knobs to the sink and wet a cloth. You quickly clean the crust from the corners of you eyes, groaning you pop a few pills into your mouth and chase it down with luke warm sink water. You still hated taking the anti depressents that the docter had perscribed due to your episode which had ultimately caused your father to move you back to your home town.
You turn on the water in the tub finding a suitable temperature before you place a plug into drain and watch the water pool at the bottom. Sheding off your clothing you grab a towel from the cabinet and toss it to the ground by the tub. You slide into the water slowly relaxing into the warm embrace of the liquid letting out of a long sigh. You hear buzzing on the counter and your head snaps up as it falls to the floor. Letting out an akward groan you reach out and grab the rectangular device from the floor noticing you have one message. You read the senders name out loud "Sollux Captor... fuckin' nerd. Wwhy does he have to fuckin' bother me?" you mumble before sinking back into the water. You contemplate drowning yourself for several seconds, it would have been easy to end your pathetic excuse for a life like that. Simply laying under the water where you felt safe, where you felt you belonged.
Does anyone even care? Fef had left you all alone and now there was no one else left to care about you. No one else to know and love the real you, the interior of the oh so high and mighty Eridan Ampora.
Hipster prick, useless, useless fuck. Those words got to you nagged at the back of your mind causing you to break, to sob like the helpless fucking child you were inside. "Why?!" You scream out angerly at the heavens gripping at your hair and tearing at your body. You couldnt escape the words that tore at your flesh and torched your mind melting it to nothing but a helpless plea for help. For forgiveness, for the acceptance that you wanted so badly. However no one would give you that and you were stuck forever downing in your inner sea of desperation.