Disclaimer: I do not own The Vampire Diaries, it belongs to L.J. Smith.
Dear Diary
Dear Diary,
When is all the chaos going to stop? Mrs. Flowers told me how I can beat Katherine, but Damon and Stefan don't like it. I need to do this. I can't let them die for me. It all stops. I do it and it's the end. If I die…they'll think of something, or so I hope.
Who would have thought that Damon and Stefan would be agreeing? I sure didn't. But, I guess when they're both in love with you; they'll go to the end of the Earth to keep you safe. Should they really?
Katherine is their old lover…what if I don't want to really die? What if I just change her? Damon's in love with Katherine. Maybe, like Mrs. Flowers suggested, that if I find something that is hard about Katherine's past, then maybe she'll chance and Damon can have her and I can have Stefan and everyone wins.
But, not everyone wins in the end. Is it possible to love one boy, but also be in love with the other? Love's that way I guess. It's so confusing. Everything was so much simpler before I knew about all of this and my parents were alive. I was the Queen Bee, I didn't have to worry about any psycho vampires after me. Sigh, things were so much easier back then.
Oops, better go. Damon's coming to talk me out of my plan.
With love,
Elena Gilbert