EMERGENCY AUTHOR NOTE

Hey guys :) how are you guys? I'm….okay, I guess…..I'm sorry for not updating in the longest time.

At first it was kind of lack of interest in the show anymore and laziness but I kept getting ideas but I could never type them out due to my…laziness…. - and I am truly sorry for that since some of you guys are such strong supporters of this story.

Now some other reasons of not updating is because…well I'll start from the beginning.

Well in the summer I slept at like 5 in the morning and so, and it became a habit and then I began like sleeping during the day. My parents didn't know that so they got worried and thought I had like diabetes, since I do not drink water, I love to sleep and I LOVE sugar. I checked the symptoms and I didn't have diabetes. I told them, but they were persistent on taking me to the doctors. So, I obliged and went in the morning.

When my mom explained the situation to my doctor she got scared and said that was 'horrible' she asked me some questions and blah- then she took my weight then said I was OVER weight. I tell you guys right now I am THIRTEEN and 108. Is that overweight? I honestly didn't think so….but I didn't really look it up…..

The doctor told me that I have to get a blood test to be tested for thyroid AND diabetes. So I fasted that night after dinner for ten hours then went to the clinic to get my blood tested. After they told me to eat and then fast for two hours no eating no drink either then come back then get my blood tested again because of the sugars and stuff.

So that was…I don't know…maybe a week ago? A couple days? Now recently, I'm sleeping normally now to keep my health up and RARELY drinking water and eating healthy-ish and stuff. But….even if I'm sleeping like, eight hours or more AT NIGHT I'm still getting tired in the evening or afternoon or whatever around like 4 to 6. Also, I'm getting headaches, my eyes hurt and stomach pain and I'm coming down with a fever. Not to mention I'm randomly playing bad scenarios in my head and I'm crying about them even though they'll never happen and stuff.

I'm freaking out completely because my blood test hasn't come back and I don't know whether or not if I actually DO have diabetes or thyroid. My friend has diabetes and before she was told and rushed to the hospital she had a HIGH FEVER AND STOMACH PAIN. So, I'm in my room freaking out about my blood and I'm not able to write.

I'm REALLY sorry guys, but I don't know if I'll be able to continue this story until I get my test back and I'm calmed down about the situation and things. )): I hope I don't lose my readers…..but I'm sorry I won't be able to write for a while….

I'M SOOOO SORRY but I need to work things out about my body and my mind and stuff….. please don't think I'm mental….LOL

So, bye for now :))