Zoe eyed
the remains of what had been her lunch; chicken tenders, French fries
and the biggest strawberry milkshake she'd ever come across. The
chilli flavour from the dip still tingled in her mouth, and the
irrational fear that Kyle would decide to kiss her popped to
mind.
"Well now," Haley said, licking her fingers before
promptly getting to her feet. "I've got some homework to catch up
on, so I'll see you guys later."
"Oh, pity," Tanya sighed,
and gave Haley a dismissive wave. "See you tomorrow."
Haley
blinked, and cleared her throat. "I've got some homework to catch
up on. As in, homework that I need to copy from you, brainiac."
"How
do you intend to pass this year if you never learn for yourself?"
Tanya asked, but got up nonetheless.
"I've got that covered,"
Haley smirked, and looked at Kyle and Zoe expectantly. "Well? Are
you guys staying for dessert or are you coming?"
"You can
walk home, Haley. It's not that far." Kyle replied, expertly
avoiding the pleading look his sister sent him. "Zoe and I will
hang around here for a while longer."
"Oh, fine!" Haley
grumbled.
Zoe watched the two girls leave and looked at Kyle
shyly.
"Want to go for a walk?" Kyle extended his hand to
her, nodding toward the beach.
"Sure."
They kicked off
their shoes once outside the diner. The sand felt exactly as Zoe had
imagined it would; warm, coarse, and with the sensation came fond
childhood memories of frequent beach vacations.
Kyle
talked to her about school, which teachers were great and which ones
it was best to avoid striking up conversation with. He recounted the
victory of their last football match against another local high
school, and Zoe shared her own experiences of celebrating victories
in different sports.
"Next match we win, you have to come
celebrate with me. It will be my turn to host the Victory
Party."
"I'd love to come. When is the next match?"
"Not
in another couple of weeks. Just before the end of this
semester."
"You must be really looking forward to it."
"Yeah,
so are the other guys on the team. Enough about football. Would you
like me to show you all the popular scenes in town?"
"Sure,
let's go."
Sitting next to Kyle with the windows rolled down, the wind blowing through her hair, and soft rock playing across the radio, Zoe felt a distinct emotion stir inside of her. One she wasn't familiar with, and one she couldn't place either. Kyle took her from the local park with its shallow lake to the mall; he showed her a deserted street called Montevideo, which he claimed was the heartbeat of the town when dusk fell and the nightlife scene opened up.
All the
while his entertaining narration of the 'hot spots' in town kept
Zoe smiling, and she found herself falling harder and harder for him
as time wore on. He took her down another street lined with cafes and
restaurants, past the historic museum, and finally stopped at the
indoors ice rink.
"You won't think it, but if you stand on
the roof you get the best view of the sunset. Which will be in
another half an hour or so." Kyle said as Zoe blinked up at the
flat rooftop of the simple building, the words ICE RINK
emblazed into the wall in thick blue letters.
Zoe
glanced at Kyle suddenly as reality struck home, and she tensed when
she checked the time.
"Oh no! I've got to get home." Zoe
said, fighting down a panic attack.
"No problem, I'll take
you." Kyle said, starting the engine back up. "Where do you
live?"
"Ah, a few miles out of town. It's about a twenty
minute drive." Zoe chewed her lip anxiously as they pulled out of
the parking lot. "I'm supposed to be home before dinner time. My
mom is going to crack a coronary if she gets home and I'm not
there."
Kyle
chuckled, but his smile disappeared when Zoe looked at him sharply.
"Twenty minutes? Which way, south or east?"
"Do you know
where Wood Bush Lane is? I think you take the Old Honey Oakes highway
to get there." Zoe said, rubbing her forehead worriedly. If Kyle
didn't know where it was, she was going to be in big
trouble...
"You mean Moon Ridge area? Where all the farms are by
that forest outside town?"
"You know where it is?" Zoe said
in a rush of relief, leaning her head back when she looked at him
gratefully.
"Sure,
I've been there with my folks a couple of times, doing the family
camping thing." Kyle shrugged, steering the car in the direction of
the highway. "You might want to put your seatbelt on, Zoe."
Zoe
obeyed quickly, her head throbbing with pressure. If she didn't get
home before her parents did... or worse yet, if she got home and Kyle
didn't have enough time to disappear before her parents realized
she was home...
She was sure she would be a bundle of nerves at
the speed Kyle was doing, she'd probably have asked him to slow
down, but her heart was racing in anticipation and her head filled
with the horrible scenarios she might encounter once she got home.
She didn't care how fast they were going, just as long as she
wasn't late...
"My mom
is up in those hills, actually. She's gone on a hunting trip with
Jess and his dad. It's a quarterly thing they do." Kyle was
saying.
"Oh? So why didn't you guys go with them?" Zoe
asked, feigning interest. She had to give him some Brownie-points for
trying to distract her from stressing so much.
"We've got
school, and my dad doesn't seem interested in hunting." Kyle
shrugged.
"And Jess's mom?"
"She prefers to stay home.
It's a thing my mom and Jess's dad has been doing for a long
time, so I think everyone else just feels like they'll be intruding
if they went along. Except for Haley, of course. She always begs to
go with them."
"That's kind of strange, isn't it? Unless
your dad isn't the jealous type of guy." Zoe said, quietly
reflecting that she would rather tie Kyle up in a closet than let him
go somewhere with another girl.
"He is," Kyle grimaced. "I
mean, he can be when he wants too. But it's best for everyone if he
just lets my mom do her thing. Besides, it's not like there's
anything between her and Julian." Kyle said the last more to
himself than Zoe.
She
watched him curiously as they drove on in silence. The houses and
buildings around them morphed into forest and shrubbery. Zoe chewed
her lip nervously before speaking again.
"I'd like to meet
your family sometime. I mean, I've heard so much about them
already, it feels like I know them." Zoe said to his surprised
glance.
"Sure, I'd love for you to meet them." Kyle said
after a moment, a small smile spreading across his lips.
"Oh,
it's down this road." Zoe said quickly, straightening up in her
seat and pointing to the left side of the road.
Kyle
slowed the car down and turned up the uneven tar. Zoe swallowed hard
as they drove up to her house at the end of the lonely cul-de-sac.
She let out a gush of relief when she saw neither of her parents'
cars outside the house.
"So, this is where you live?" Kyle
asked, cutting the engine and peering out at the old house.
"Yeah.
It's a bit of a mess, but my parents think it adds character to the
house." Zoe said, cheeks flushing.
"It looks old." Kyle
said, squinting at the house before turning to look at Zoe when she
opened her door. "Is someone home? I could always hang around until
your parents get home."
"Oh, no, as much as I'd want you to
stay, today really isn't a good day. I'll be fine," Zoe said
over her shoulder as she got out of the car. She turned back and
offered him a warm smile. "Maybe next time, though."
"Next
time, then." Kyle said, his smile uncertain.
Zoe closed
the car door and jogged up to the front door. She looked over her
shoulder when she heard him start up the engine again, and waved as
he pulled out of the driveway. She opened the door and stepped into
the house, closing her eyes and sending a quick prayer of thanks. It
was as she closed the door behind her that she heard the familiar
growl of her father's car coming up the drive.
Zoe became
animated then, dashing to the kitchen to hastily grab placemats and
silverware, and rushing to set the table. She just put down the last
napkin, out of breath and heart jarring in her chest, when the front
door opened and her parents came inside.
"Hey
guys." Zoe called and peeked her head into the kitchen at the sound
of rustling plastic bags.
"Hi, Zoe. How was your first day?"
Mrs Rudolfse asked, distractedly unloading takeaways from the
bags.
"It was okay. How was yours?" Zoe asked, leaning against
the doorframe.
"Oh, it's different every day." Her mother
replied. "Table set?"
"Yes." Zoe said.
"Who is the
boy?" Mr Rudolfse asked as he poured coke into glasses.
Zoe
paused, her mind momentarily freezing over.
"The one we drove
past on the street, Zorada." He added in a less patient voice.
"Oh.
That's Kyle." Zoe answered vaguely.
"A friend you made
today?"
"He's actually the brother of one of the friends I
made today. His mom is out in the hills on a hunting trip, so he
offered to give me a ride home since it was on his way." Zoe said,
wondering whether she was only bending the truth or straight out
lying.
"Oh." Mr Rudolfse said, and Zoe was thankful that was
all he said about it.
"Is he
the brother of the girl who invited you to her party?" Mrs Rudolfse
asked as they carried the food through to the dining room.
"Um,
no." Zoe frowned and sat down.
"Good." Mr Rudolfse
muttered.
"Sounds like the kids are really nice here. Parties,
rides home – and on your first day, no less. Perhaps they have
different mentality here than back in Texas." Mrs Rudolfse
commented.
"Well I wouldn't really know seeing as I didn't
actually go to school in Texas." Zoe said, earning startled
looks from both her parents.
"Where is that attitude coming
from, Zoe?" Mr Rudolfse chided.
"Sorry. It's just been a
long day, I guess." Zoe sniffed, loading her plate with sweet
chilli sauce, chicken and rice. "I'm going to eat in my room."
"But
Zoe..." Mrs Rudolfse protested.
"I've got tons of homework
to do." Zoe lied, and hurried to her room before either of her
parents could stop her. She ignored the faint flare of guilt she
felt. So what if she didn't actually have homework? If she had to
be honest with herself, she wanted to be alone. She couldn't
exactly think about Kyle with her parents watching her like hawks.
Besides, her parents would just spoil her day if she said one thing
they didn't like, and they were bound to pester her with a hundred
questions about the kids she made 'friends' with today. She
didn't have to guess to know they wouldn't approve of her being
friends with a girl who didn't seem to take her academic future
very seriously and who had a secret boyfriend and was into doing
everything she was told not to. 'Bad influence' is what her
parents would call Haley; which would be a pity, Zoe thought. She
kind of liked Haley.
Zoe
nibbled on her supper, sitting cross-legged on her bed as she
reflected on her day. She caught her thoughts drifting back to Kyle
every few minutes; to his warm dark eyes, his dimpled smile, his rich
deep voice, his heart-warming laugh...
Zoe didn't leave her room
until she heard her parents retreat to their room for the night. She
carried her dishes quietly to the kitchen, glancing at the clock on
the wall on her way. Half past eleven. Zoe let out a sigh, and froze
the moment she set foot in the kitchen.
The lights were off, of course, leaving most of the house in shadow. But Zoe could clearly see an old woman sitting on one of the stools by the breakfast nook; a woman in her late fifties, coloured a dull dead grey from her wild hair down to her skin and baggy dress. The bags under her eyes were inhumanly heavy, weighing her skin down to reveal the red flesh beneath her eyes. And she was watching Zoe.
Dammit, Zoe thought angrily as she quickly walked to the sink and nearly dropped her dishes into it. She turned around and hurried from the kitchen, watching the old woman rise from the stool from the corner of her eye. Wonderful. It's like she was waiting for me to come in, waiting to make eye contact and come bug me for the rest of the night.
Zoe stepped into her room and closed her door behind her, knowing that it wouldn't keep the spirit out. Maybe she'll get the message, Zoe thought angrily as she planted herself in front of her computer. She was scanning through her email when she glimpsed the old woman appear in the corner of her room. Or maybe she'd walked through the wall, Zoe wasn't sure.
She put on her earphones and selected a band from her list of MP3s that reflected her mood; morbid, angry, screaming music about hate and death. Why couldn't she just be normal, like everybody else? Why did she have to end up with a mother with a weird career and a father with none at all? Why was she cursed with eyes that could see things that other people couldn't? Why was she burdened with an appearance that made her stand out when all she wanted was to fit in?
Why, why, why? Zoe thought miserably. She frowned when the old woman suddenly disappeared through her wall again. For a moment, Zoe wondered whether to be relieved or to follow – it was unusual for ghosts to just leave her be, especially when they knew she could see them. She pulled off her earphones, and spun around on her chair to scan her room. Her gaze narrowed when she spotted the tall shadow in the back corner of her room; it ran along the height of her wall, not quite reaching the floor. It was thin, but as she watched it expanded slowly, before shrinking back to thinness. Again. Again. Like it was breathing, or some unseen pulse was running through it. It looked different from the other shadows she was used to, having no distinct lines whatsoever. It was literally just a tall blur, blacker than the darkest night.
For a
second she puzzled over this new shadow, wondering why it bothered
her so much. It wasn't moving from its position, and it wasn't
making any noise. Harmless, like all the others. Zoe turned back to
her computer with a sigh, and muffled a groan when she saw it was
past twelve already.
She turned off her computer and walked over
to her bed, sending an irritated glare toward the shadow. Maybe if
she turned the light on it would go away...
Zoe froze,
and turned to face the shadow fully. That's why it looks
different, Zoe thought, eyes tracing the beams of light from her
bedside lamp back to the hovering shadow. She stared at it for a long
time, pondering about what to do, and finally deciding not to do
anything.
She slipped under the covers and closed her eyes.
"That's a first." She mumbled to herself, shaking off the
tremor of foreboding racing up her spine. Usually when the shadows
were in her room, she'd simply turn the light on to chase them off.
But this one... this one came while the light was already on... how
strange...
Her thoughts mulled into unfathomable words as sleep
gently coaxed her into blissful dreams without shadows.
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A/N: In case anyone is a bit lost (which you shouldn't be because that means I'm not writing this well enough) Zoe can see ghosts, eg. The boy in the backseat of the car when her mother drove her to school the first day, and the old woman in the kitchen: both ghosts. There will probably be a few more appearances of different ghosts to come, but its really just to emphasize that Zoe's life isn't ordinary (who can be ordinary when they see dead people, right?)
