I like being lost in love...

So don't try & find me...

Embry

I woke up i'm Izzy's room, with her sleeping with a little smile on her face. the window was open slightly and a cold wind blew through making her shiver. I hugged her tighter to make sure she didn't get cold. She was so beautiful. Her slightly curly chocolate brown hair hanging a little further than halfway down her back and over my arm. Her full lips pulled up into a smirk. A ray of sun shone through the window and reflected on her nose stud. I brushed the hair out of her face and gently ran my hand over her shoulder and collarbone. She was so soft. She opened her eyes one at a time, blinked a few times then smiled hugely at me.

"morning." She whispered stretching to softly press her lips to mine.

"morning."

"how did you sleep?"

"like you wouldn't believe. You?"

"great." She laughed softly, and leaned her head back down on my chest. We lay like that for what seemed like hours. There was a sharp knock on the door.

"Izzy! Get up, you have school!" her mom was shouting through the door. She sighed and pushed her self away from me.

"I think you may have to go now." She pouted slightly and I had to laugh. She looked so damn cute. She frowned and got out of the bed. I got up gave her a quick kiss and climbed out the window. I landed on my feet and looked back up at her window, wishing that I could still be with her.

I went to Sam's for breakfast, chances were that I wouldn't be the only one there.

"Embry, what the hell happened to you last night? you never took over for me." Brady was angry, but I didn't care.

"sorry."

"well?" he snapped.

"well what?" I was getting annoyed he kept interrupting my thoughts of Izzy.

"where were you?"

"he was at Izzy's. weren't you?" Emily smiled and nudged me with her elbow. I broke into a huge smile at the mention of my angel. "see. He was there."

"ugh, you don't see me skipping patrol to go to my girlfriends house."

"well if she was your imprint, it would be different." I snapped back, my good mood gone.

"whatever."

"what do you want for breakfast Em? I'm assuming that's why you are here."

"jeez Em, you know me too well. Um… ill have whatever you are making, i'm not fussy."

"sure sure." She set a plate in front of me piled with eggs, bacon, and toast. As soon as I had finished breakfast I went home to have a quick sleep. Brady was making me do his patrol in two hours. After I was done with patrol I went home to sleep more. I got woken up by my phone ringing. I groaned when I saw that it was 3:30am.

"hello?"

"hey Embry is that you?"

"Sara?"

"yeah, are you busy at the moment?"

"um, not really why?"

"well Izzy's here and she's a little bit drunk. Well we all are but she is throwing up everywhere and I cant clean. Actually I cant even stand. Do you think you could come get her? STEPH DON'T LET HER FALL IN HER OWN VOMIT!"

"ow Sara. Ill come get her now. Where are you guys?"

"sorry, we at ma house. Don't take too long." I thought I heard Izzy yelling my name in the background.

"ill be right there Sara, don't let her do anything stupid. Tell her I love her."

"Aww that's so sweet. Izzy, Embry SAYS HE LOVES YOU!" I hung up pulled on some shorts and got in my car. When I got there I couldn't believe it. there was about thirteen really drunk girls. Four of them were on the ground one was throwing up and three were running around trying to help them. Sara stumbled over to me and threw her arms around my neck.

"fank yhu, I don't know what whe woul do wifout yhu."

"what, I cant understand you, your slurring too much." I picked her up and sat her on one of the couches. I walked over to Kiara.

"what happened?"

"well everyone was drinking except Breanna and Rachael."

"and you?"

"oh no, i've been drinking. I've had more than any of these fools, they just cant handle their alcohol."

"what about the four on the ground?"

"well Emma comered, the rest are just sleeping I think." I picked them up one at a time and put them on the couches and stretchers etc. Izzy was dancing with Steph and hadn't seen me yet. I ran over to her when she fell.

"Izzy, are you okay?" I wiped her hair out of her eyes and grabbed her face in my hands.

"Embry! Oh my god you're here! Have a drink!"

"I don't want a drink. Are you okay?"

"yes i'm fine. If you wont have a drink pass one to me!"

"no, I think you have had enough."

"but that's not fair, I love you get me a drink please." She pouted, I probably would have given her another one if she hadn't being swaying dangerously.

"I love you too, and that's why i'm not getting you another one."

"Aww did you hear that girls he loves me!" there was some cheering and she tried to get up only to face plant. I sighed and pulled her up. I sat her on one of the couches where she fell asleep almost instantly. I went over to help get the others organized. When everybody was tucked up in bed I went over to Izzy again.

"Izzy, wake up beautiful. Time to go." She opened her eyes blinked at me for a few seconds then closed them again. I picked her up; bridal style and carried her to my car. When she was buckled in I drove home. she woke up again as I tried to get her out of the car.

"Embry! Baby I love you so much! I love you! I want you to love me too!"

"shh baby, you don't want to wake everyone up."

"WHY WONT YOU LOVE ME EMBRY?"

"I do love you. But please be quiet the guys wont like it very much if you wake them up."

"Embry, what the fuck is going on?"

"shit sorry Jake. I didn't mean to wake you." Jacob came closer so that I could see him. Izzy wanted to walk so I tried to carry as much of her weight as she stumbled towards the house.

"Whoa, is she okay? What's wrong with her?"

"yeah she's fine. She's just been drinking a little."

"a little?"

"okay a lot, can you open the door please."

"sure sure." He opened the door and stepped aside for us.

"hey, I dont fink ife met you i'm izzzzzz." She stumbled over to him but started falling on the way. He caught her and pulled her up again.

"dude she's wasted."

"I can see that thank you. I'm taking her up to bed can you get me a bucket? Just in case."

He went and got a bucket as I took Izzy upstairs to my room. I didn't leave her in the spare room this time, I didn't want her waking up alone. Chances were she was going to have a massive hangover. I turned off the lights thanked Jacob and crawled into the bed.

I woke up at nine and went to go get something to drink.

"hey mate, heard you had to go get a very drunk Izzy." Seth said as he put bread in the toaster.

"yeah, let me guess Jake told you?"

"yupp, so how wasted was she?"

"completely and utterly pissed. She couldn't even stand up without falling over."

"damn, so I guess she had a little bit to drink then?"

"yeah, that's kind of how you get drunk idiot."

"I know how you get drunk dumb ass." He paused for a second. There was a lot of swearing from upstairs. "I think your girlfriend is up."

"really? I could never have guessed that." I smacked him on the back of the head as I ran past him. I opened the door and Izzy was halfway out the window.

"um… what are you doing?" I raised an eyebrow at her. she looked relieved and climbed back in.

"sorry, I didn't know where I was and I thought I was at a rapists house or something." She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my waist. I chuckled and hugged her back. "I wouldn't have tried to run if I knew I was here."

"its okay, I would have wanted you to run if that were the case." She laughed and walked past me.

"um… where are you going? I wasn't finished." I grabbed her waist and pulled her back to me. I started kissing down her neck. She squirmed and pulled her my hands off her.

"Embry I gotta pee. Where's your bathroom?" I showed her the bathroom and went into the kitchen to make her some breakfast. I put some toast on and put water in the kettle. She came in a few minutes later and gave me a kiss on the cheek before se sat down next to me.

"what do you want for breakfast?"

"nothing, i'm not hungry at the moment."

"you cant say the words 'not hungry' here. House rules." Jacob said as he walked in with Seth.

"hey Seth and… i'm sorry I forgot who you are."

"all good, i'm Jacob."

"right, I knew that."

"sure you did."

"babe, when you have finished arguing with Jake, would you like to tell me what you want for breakfast? And nothing is not an option." She rolled her eyes and sighed.

"fine! Fine, ill have some toast and oj if you have it."

"of course we have orange juice. We aren't imbeciles."

"OH MY GOD! Since when?"

"oh ha-freaking-ha."

"no need to be sarcastic. Now where's my food woman." I glared at her sat down and crossed my arms. Jacob and Seth were laughing so hard they looked like they were about to cry.

"Aww I was just kidding babe." She came over and put her hand on my shoulders. "Babe?"

"nope, not talking to you." she pulled my arms away from her chest, put them around her waist and sat on my lap so she was straddling me. She put her fingers in the corner of my mouth and pulled them up so I was wearing a slightly demented smile.

"babe, i'm sorry, I didn't mean anything. Please forgive me. Please?"

"oh all right. But just because I love you." I leaned forward so that I could kiss her.

"uh…guys, people in the room."

"then get out."

"but it's the kitchen, any room but the kitchen." She laughed against my lips. I stood up taking her with me to put the toast on a plate.

"Em, you can put me down. I'm not going anywhere at the moment." I put her down by my side but kept my arm around her shoulders. After she had breakfast I went to have a shower.

"where are you going?"

"i'm going to take a shower babe. Ill be right back. Just watch some TV with Jake and Seth."

"oh… okay then." I was in the shower when I heard Sam howl. There was an emergency.

"shit." I ran to the living room as soon as I was decent as Seth and Jacob ran out the door. "Izzy, you have to come with me to Emily's house okay?"

"um… why? What's going on?"

"I don't know but you have to go to Emily's. You'll be safe there."

"safe? What the fuck do you mean safe? Embry, what the hell is going on?"

"babe please listen to me. I need you to go to Emily's I'll go out of my mind if you aren't there. Please babe, for me?" I begged.

"all right but later when you come back to get me, your going to explain what the fuck is going on." I drove her to Sam's as fast as I could and was a little relieved when I saw that her cousin was there as well. I phased as soon as I was in the woods.

Embry, where the fuck were you?

Shut up Paul. I was taking Izzy to Sam's. She was being just a little difficult. What's the haps?

Two bloodsuckers, and not the Cullen type.

Shit, where?

Three miles west of where you are now.

On my way.