I want to spend forever in your arms...
I want to be safe and protected from all the worlds harm...
I want to be happy and laugh with my friends...
And I never want this feeling to end...
Embry
She pulled me on top of her, and I captured her mouth in a kiss. She was rubbing her hands all over my chest and stomach. I realized I wasn't wearing a top. My hands were on her hips. I slowly slid one of them up her side under her top. She gasped when she felt my hands on her bare stomach. I smiled and kept going. I stopped when I felt the bottom of her bra. She pulled back from me and started trying to take her top off. I helped and chucked it backwards over my head. She pulled me back down on top of her and kissed me. I sucked on her bottom lip gently and she moaned. Her arms were around my neck and she was pulling me closer to her. I kissed down her jaw and collarbone, she moaned and shivered against me. It made me happy that I could have that effect on her. I kissed lower and lower until I was kissing the top of her breast. I slipped my hands under her back and reached for the clasp of her bra. She arched her back making it easier for me. I pulled it off her as soon as I could and grabbed her soft breast in my hand kneading it slightly as I kissed her on the lips again. she moaned and grinded her hips against me. She bit my bottom lip and pulled. It was so hot. Her hands slid lower on my stomach and paused for a moment when she reached the hem of my jeans. I kissed down her neck before pulling her hard nipple gently into my mouth. She griped me through my jeans and we both moaned. I flicked her nipple with my tongue and squeezed gently with the other.
"oh god Embry. Take your pants off."
"I'm kind of busy at the moment." I whispered sending another wave of chills through her.
"I don't care. I need you Embry please." I loved it when she begged. I stood up and took her pants off before I did my own.
"so selfish." She laughed and pulled me back on top of her. she rolled and I fell on the floor with her on top of me. She sat up so she was straddling me and there was only her very thin panties separating us. She rocked her hips.
"babe… as much as I love this you have to stop for a minute."
"w-why?" she looked hurt.
"babe, no. its just the floor isn't very comfortable, and I don't want our first time to be on my living room floor where all my mates hang out."
"oh fair enough." She jumped up and started running away. she barely made it to the hall when I caught up and literally swept her off her feet. I ran with her to my bedroom, her laughing all the way. I put her down gently on the bed and hovered over her. she pushed me to the side and climbed on top. She was still wearing her panties.
"you don't mind if I rip these do you?"
"actually yes sorry. Il just take them off for you." she stood up and took them off. The sight of it made me even more excited. My dick was so hard it hurt, I needed to be inside her.
"how bad do you want me baby?" she whispered teasing me.
"oh god, I need you. I want and need you."
"good." she grabbed my dick in her hand and stroked it gently. I groaned loudly, not being able to hold it in. she smiled hugely. She raised her self slightly and positioned me at her entrance. I could feel the heat coming from there and it drove me crazy. She lowered herself slowly taking in my whole length the first time. She let her head fall backward as I placed my hands on her hips and started thrusting into her. She bent down and kissed me as we moved to the quick pace she had set. We had been going at it for a while when I felt myself getting closer.
"baby, cum for me I don't know how long I can hold on. I waited for you for so long."
She moaned again and I felt her clench around me as we both came at the same time. She collapsed in a heap on top of me, and I loved it. her breathing sounded labored. I hugged her tightly and moved so that we were laying on our sides.
"I love you so much babe. That was amazing, best I ever had." She whispered quietly in my ear.
"I love you too Izzy, more than you could ever know." Her breathing became even and she went to sleep with fluttering eyelids.
Izzy
I woke up sweating profusely. It was gross. I got up to go get a drink of water.
"you might want to put some clothes on before you go out there. I don't live alone." I blushed and looked around at Embry lying there propped up on one elbow. I put my panties and one of his shirts on. It smelt like him, all woodsy and musky. I had just finished my drink when a set of big warm arms wrapped themselves around my waist.
"hey." I said smiling and turning to Embry so I could put my arms around his neck.
"hey, did you sleep alright?"
"yeah, you?"
"great." He pressed his lips softly to mine. He pulled back slightly so that our lips were grazing. I pulled him back down to me as I wasn't ready for him to stop kissing me.
The kiss was so sweet it made my head spin. Some one cleared their throat. Ellie was standing in the door leaning against Seth slightly.
"Ellie! Oh my god your out of the hospital!" I ran at her and hugged her gently.
"hey little sis, I wanted to come see you and Sara said you would be here. Seth here was kind enough to give me a ride."
"cool, but why did you want to come see me?"
"because you're my sister, and we have much to discuss." Her eyes flicked over to Embry and he laughed.
"i'm …just going to go get changed." I ran up the stairs as fast as I could and scrambled to put my clothes on. I was out the door giving Embry a quick kiss on the way past and waiting in Seth's car impatiently for him to come out with her. I wanted to avoid any awkward conversations for as long as I could.
"okay, what happened?" Izzy got in the passenger seat with the help of Seth and started interrogating me as soon as possible.
"nothing." Seth started laughing and I glared at him. When we got home we put in series three of Outrageous Fortune and watched that till mom came home and told me off for not doing the dishes.
5 months later.
"we're what?"
"we're moving."
"um where?" I didn't want to know unless she said we were moving within a five mile radius.
"home." what?
"h-home?" I stuttered hoping to god that she wasn't going to say-
"New Zealand, we're going home. Aren't you happy?" I stumbled backwards out the door and ran as fast as I could to the one place I knew I could always go.
Embry's.
We had been dating for almost a year with no problems except for the occasional little tiff; which we always made up for within an hour.
I burst through the door and ran through his house looking for him. He wasn't there.
I ran outside again to see him coming out of the woods doing his pants up.
"Izzy?" I ran straight at him and jumped into his arms, tears streaming down my face. "Izzy, what's wrong? Your scaring me." I shook my head against his shoulder; I didn't want to talk. I wanted to hold him as tight as I could before I was forced to let go by the people who call themselves my parents. I hated them, no I didn't hate them, I hated that they were making me leave the place I loved. Embry carried me inside and sat me on his lap.
Ring ring.
"hello… Ellie, what's going on? ... yeah she's here. Ellie what the fuck is going on? ... what do you mean you cant tell me? …yeah okay, goodbye." My sister called him?
"Izzy, what's going on? You need to talk to me."
"w-we're m-m-moving!" I cried and threw myself into his chest again.
"okay then, were are you moving to?"
"home."
"i'm confused." I sat up and tried to make my voice as clear as possible.
"they want to make me move home… to New Zealand."
"holy shit." he jumped up and ran out of the house shaking. I tried to run after him but ran into Jared.
"Izzy what's wrong?"
"I got to find him Jared. He's angry. I made him angry." I tried to push past him, but he grabbed me around the middle and virtually carried me inside.
"Izzy, you cant go after him. You have to wait till he calms down and comes back himself."
"WHY?" I dropped to the floor hating that I had made him angry.
"because you could get hurt, and he would never forgive himself if he hurt you."
"h-he would never hurt me. Would he?"
"he might not be able to help it. if he phases with you close to him you could be badly hurt maybe even killed."
"really?"
"yeah that's how Emily got her scars. Sam regrets it everyday, he hates himself and he cant do anything to make it right."
"Sam? Did that to Emily?"
"yes, and don't get me wrong he's not a bad guy, it was a mistake, one he cant take back." I sat there in silence. I knew that they turned into giant wolves, but I thought they were 'the protectors' or something like that. I didn't think that they could accidentally hurt someone.
Just over a month and a half ago Embry had told me what they 'protected' us from. It scared me at first then I met Nessie and the rest of the Cullen's. I actually really like them… well as much as you can like vamps. I waited with Jared till Embry came home.
"Embry! I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make you upset, i'm so sorry baby."
"Izzy, its fine. Its not your fault, i'm sorry I got angry… oh and Jared … thanks for looking after her and making sure she didn't come after me."
"its no problem bro. Kim and me, we'll always be there for you, both of you." Jared walked out with a little wave. I was still clinging to Embry with all my might.
"so… when do you go?"
"a month and a half."
"we still have time, we'll hang out everyday till then."
"come with me." I asked looking at him. Oh god I hoped he would, I couldn't stand being away from him.
"babe… i-I cant, i'm sorry. I have responsibilities here, I have the pack. If I could just pack up and leave with you I would, but it's not that easy." I nodded and stepped away from him. Hoping that he couldn't see on my face that my heart was breaking into several hundred little pieces. He sat on the loveseat and pulled me into his lap. He held me while I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I got him to promise me that he would ask Sam for some time off so he could help us move.
"as in come to New Zealand with you?" he asked wide eyed when I suggested it.
"well… yeah who else would I get to carry all the heavy boxes. And I want you to meet the rest of my family. That's if you wanted to of course, I understand if you don't, it was just a suggestion."
"babe, I'd love to come… but I got to ask Sam first okay, so don't get your hopes up."
"yay I love you! oh my god you could meet Anna! She's so awesome, you are going to love her."
"of course, I love anyone you love."
"that's a bit weird you know."
"how?"
"that would mean you have to love … my mom and step dad and brothers?"
"oh right, maybe not then." I shook my head and laughed. I hoped he would come just so I could spend another week or two with him.
"can I use your computer?"
"yeah course its just over there." he pointed to a laptop that was much flasher than my brick. This one had a webcam built in, unlike mine where you had to stick one on the top with sticky tape. I pulled out the web cam and managed to get Anna online.
"Anna. Hi, how are you?"
"Izzy hey! I'm good, how are you?"
"i'm not too bad I have some good news and some bad news though."
"oh my god what happened?"
"well the bad news is, were moving again and I have to leave my perfect boyfriend behind."
"that's what you said when you moved away from Seattle. Wait you have a new boyfriend?"
"yeah, and we don't talk about Seattle okay. By the way Nathan AND Eric are here."
"BOTH of them? are you with one of them again?" Embry growled behind me.
"no Anna I am not with one of them. and yes they are both here. They are actually sort of an… adoptive family to my current boyfriend."
"well fill me in on the deet's."
"well, his name is Embry he about to turn twenty, and he is the most amazing person i've ever met." She raised her eyebrows at me. "except you of course." This time it was Embry who cleared his throat. I glared at him.
"Is he there?"
"yupp, do you want to meet him … kind of?"
"dude… of course I do!"
"Embry, come here. Embry this is Anna, Anna this is Embry."
"hi Anna. I'm Iz's boyfriend." He waved and smiled at her while looking at the table top.
"oh my god he's too cute! Damn girl, why do you get all the luck?" typical Anna complaining about everything.
"i'm sorry Anna, I just cant help it if everybody thinks i'm charming and wants to get to know me."
"it's really not her fault. She's born with it." interjected Embry.
"hehe you sound like a maybelline ad." And cue Anna insulting my boyfriend!
I pushed Embry out of the way so I could continue talking to my bestie.
"so… you never told me the good news?"
"oh didn't i? you'll like this …"
"hurry up and tell me, I haven't got all day!"
"yeah you do! Anyway you know how I said we're moving?"
"hey I do things during the day… occasionally. And how does the bad news have anything to do with the good news?"
"well we are moving to …"
"yeah…"
"a little place called…"
"HURRY UP BITCH!!"
"Christchurch, New Zealand!"
"OH MY FUCKING GOD! NO WAY, YOU CANT BE SERIOUS! THIS IS SO TOTALLY AWESOME!"
"whoa guys what's with the yelling?"
"sorry guys, just talking to my friend from NZ."
"who's that Izzy? Have you got more than one boy toy? Come on let me meet them."
"no I don't have more than one 'boy toy' Anna. And its only Seth, Paul, Quil, Rachael, Jared and Kim."
"well introduce me to them."
"guys can you come over here a minute, this idiotic bitch I call my best friend wants me to introduce you guys."
"i'm keen! I'm always keen. Me first."
"okay Seth hurry up."
"hi i'm Seth."
"Izzy?"
"what Anna?"
"can I come up and meet all these people." I cracked up laughing, in the actual words going through her head, 'these guys are hot! I want to come get a piece of them. Save some for me!'
"okay Anna, this is Quil, Rachael, Jared and Kim."
"hi guys i'm Anna. Izzy's totally awesome best mate, with whom she can't live without."
"Anna, shut up! Oh and that's Paul by the way."
"oh hell, i'm coming up there! I got to get a piece of him. He is hot!"
"he is also my fiancé." Rachael pushed in angrily.
"oh sorry man! Didn't know."
"Anna, once again shut up."
"schwer wiederum , könnt ich bewegen runter, derjenige Typen bist heiß. und ich Wette Sie sind groß in Beet!"
"no!"
"um… what did she say?"
"oh sorry Embry, its German."
"um … what did she say in English?"
"she said 'seriously though, can i move down there, those guys are hot. and i bet they are great in bed.'" There was an uproar of laughter from behind me and a groan from Anna as she turned her computer off effectively losing all contact from me. Embry was chuckling as he came and sat on the edge of the computer table.
"yeah well you can tell her how good Embry is in bed." Quil said with a stupid smile on his face. I felt my face drop.
"what?"
"well its no secret. You personally told us you were going to. Now every time you're here I have to make sure I have my headphones in, up on full. Of course with the stupid wolf sense's I can still hear everything. Plus it doesn't help that Embry has let his mind slip once or twice." I turned on Embry.
"you what?" he had told me about the whole pack mind thing. But I though they could just have a normal conversation with the others, I didn't know they could hear each others thoughts.
"I told you about the pack mind didn't i?"
"yes you did, but you promised me you would never think about that while you were phased."
"oh shit… my bad. Hey, I didn't know you spoke German?" He made puppy dog eyes, which he knows I can't stay mad at him when he makes that face.
A/n: I don't speak German I translated it online, so if you do speak German and its wrong, sorry. Reviews would make my day… (:
Jess xO