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Tears streeming down my face, that night victoria took me. I let the box slip out of my hands and i fell back vrying myself asleep again for the secound night.

Falling Into The Darkness

Chapter 12

Missing Her

I walked back into the living room holding the papers tightly in hand but careful not to destroy them. Everyone looked at me when I entered.

"Why are you here?" I asked in a fierce voice.

"What do you mean?"Carlisle asked confusion lacing his voice and emotions.

"What the fuck are you doing here? It's as simple as that. Why now, after all this time why now are y'all concerned about her?" I yelled at them. It just confused me that they just randomly show up one day at my house after they kicked me out, asking for help to find a girl whom they abandoned and pretty much set out on a silver platter.

"I can't live without her. I tried, really but I love her too much." Edwards' pain as he spoke shot through me and only fueled the fire; but what really set me off was that he claimed he loved her. If he loved her the way he said he did, we wouldn't be here right now. He could have been here to save her from the world.

I pinned him to a wall as fast as I could. I had him by the shirt only inches away from his face. "If you loved her you wouldn't have left, we wouldn't be here wondering what happened to her. This wouldn't have happened." I threw him against the wall then let the papers fall to the floor as I walked out.

When I got to the edge of the forest I took off not really knowing where I was going. I just needed to clear my head. Images of Bella flashed through my head. Now that I looked, I could see through the mask. I could see just how broken she was.

No matter how much I yell at the Cullens or tell them how much wrong they've done, I am so much worse. I had a second chance, I could have fixed her. Now I know that's what I should have done but I was so blind. I couldn't see her; all I saw was my hate.

I stopped running when I saw where I was. I stood on the edge of the forest across the street to a house that I have only ever been to a handful of times.

The windows where boarded up and what was left of caution tape was on the door. The yard was over grown with vines climbing the sides of the house. I just stood there looking at it, not sure if I wanted to see what was inside. For the first time in over a hundred years, I felt fear.

After I made my mind up I ran across the street and went into the back yard. One of the back windows wasn't boarded, so I quickly broke it and slipped through. It was dark the only light was coming through the window that I came through; this was one of the times that I was grateful for vampire eyes.

I took a deep breath and froze; even though it was stale, I could smell it as if it was just spilled. The sweet smell of blood shot fire down my throat but I managed to push it aside. I looked around and I was in the kitchen. There was blood stains all over the walls and smeared on the floor. All of the cabinets where open and things where thrown everywhere.

I took another breath to see if I could pick anything else up. I scented through the different odors and scents of blood. I could smell Bella and something else. I knew it wasn't human, it must be Victorias'. I slowly walked into the next room which was the living room. All of the furniture was gone except a lone wooden chair that was from the dining room set, it sat in the middle of the room.

The most blood was in this room but it was mixed. Most of the blood was Charlies' but there was some of Bellas' too and I could also smell Victoria. I walked closer; Bellas' scent was mainly on and around the chair. Charlies' was on the floor in front of it, where a pool of dried blood was. Victorias' scent was everywhere.

My military training kicked in and I pictured Bella tied up on the chair; tears running down her face, blood smeared all over her. Charlie was lying on the ground crying out in pain as Victoria tortured him with a sick smile on her face.

"Fuck!" I yelled grabbing my head trying to stop the scene in my head. I fell to the ground on my knees willing it to stop. I have seen and done a lot of gruesome things; but this was someone I knew.

"Holy shit!" Emmet whispered. I got up off the ground and looked at where his voice came from. He and Rose stood in the door way with huge eyes that landed on me.

"What are you doing here?" With everything that has happened and my being in love with Bella, I was on over load ready to pounce. I just needed to be alone.

"We just wanted to make sure you where okay, you have just seemed on edge." Rose said, with her eyes still looking around

"Well, I wonder the fuck why, Rose. Hum…..maybe, it was because I was kicked out of my own family, without a second look back… or maybe, it's that a girl that you pretty much treated the same way; that apparently, watched her father be tortured by a vampire that I told y'all we should have gone after." I sneered and watched her flinch.

"Jasper…" She begged me with her eyes but I just looked away.

"Just drop it." I hissed and pushed past them. I knew they would follow me and I didn't care, I was too tired.

I ran through the forest in the opposite direction of the house, after a few hours of running something caught my senses, it was Bella again. It was a little stale but newer than the one in the house.

I followed it a few miles to the east. I was slowing down trying to be careful, not to miss anything. I could hear Rose and Em catching up. It led me to a warehouse looking place that had one window and a door.

"Where are you going jazz?" Emmet asked coming into the clearing. He froze when he saw it and took a breath smelling her too. He looked to me with big eyes and his fear was shooting at me, he was just as scared as me.

I looked away and started walking to the door. I took another deep breath making sure no one has been here in a long time. There were a few scents; I knew one was that bitches; but there was one that was so distinctive, I could never forget it.

It was the scent that made me what I am. It was the vampire that controlled me for over a hundred years. The person I hated most in the world but couldn't bring myself to kill. It was my one weakness, Maria.

I snarled what was Maria doing here with Victoria? I didn't even want to think about what they were doing to Isabella. I walked up to the door and pulled it open, not so gently. Bellas' scent hit me more than ever; it was a sweet smell but there was the bitter taste on my tong. It was just like at the house where there was that suffering presence, here it was bitter, cold and spine chilling; it was terrible, you could almost smell death.

I looked around and the light shining through the window lit up the room. It was only one room. The floor was just concrete, so were the walls. It wasn't very big, about as big as a normal house just with only four walls.

On the back wall were chains hanging that are meant to hold someone. Just like at the house, there was blood smeared over every wall. The floor was dirty and covered in dried blood too. It was so much worse than her house. I could tell she had been here over a long period of time.

I flashed back to her first night in the house after the shower, when I saw the scars on her back. I could picture her chained against the back wall with the shackles holding her there, blood seeping from her back. I could hear her sobbing softly; she was so skinny, I knew they hadn't fed her. I knew she had given up. Her breaths were shallow, barely there. She was waiting for death to find her.

I shook my head fast trying to get out of that place. I closed my eyes and turned away, I couldn't be here anymore. I needed to go and clear my mind. I needed to figure out why Maria was here and where Victoria was. I had to piece together Bellas' past.

I took off running again. I went back to the Cullens' house. I needed a shower and time to think. It was about midnight when my feet hit the steps up to the Cullens' house. I could only sense three, one of which I didn't really know. I swung the door open and stepped inside.

Edward was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands, pain was coming off him in waves; good he should feel this and so much more. Alice was sitting across from him leaning on Eric, the vampire I told her I never wanted to fucking see again. A snarl ripped its way through my chest. I was so on edge before that now, I was pushed over and the cord snapped.

"What the fuck is he doing here? I told you, I didn't want to see his fucking face again!" I yell at Alice but they all flinched. I mentally smirked, good they felt fear, I love fear.

"Don't you fucking talk to her like that!" The vampire stood and faced me. I could feel the fear rolling off of him and also love for Alice, he wanted to protect her.

"I can feel your fear Eric. I know you're scared of me, at least now I know you're not as stupid as I thought you were." I sneered his name and said the last part with a smirk on my face.

"Do you know what I can do with that fear your feeling? I could do this" I took all of the fear that was in the room and multiplied it; shoving it all at him. He fell to the floor and within seconds he was shaking violently. I leaned in to his ear and whispered deadly.

"What about that sweet love for dear Alice?" Alice had dropped next to him begging me to stop I got up and focused on the amount of pain that I had ever felt and pushed it at him. He started screaming and thrashing everywhere. This was a sick pleasure; this is how it used to be, this was how I punished the newborns.

After a few minutes of him writhing on the floor, Alice yelling, Edward just acting stupid but hey, what's new? I pulled everything back, his screaming stopped and his breathing was coming in gasps.

"Well, that was fun now wasn't it? Oh and I'd say you have a very good reason to be scared of me." I said with a smirk and walked off.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Alice yelled at me as I walked away.

"You" I stated simply. I grabbed my bag off the counter and walked right out the front door

Whazz up! hope you liked it! today is my 15th bday! so for my birthday wish i would love to get a least 50 review for this chap putting me at 200! so pretty pretty please review!

Huge thanks to lauren1379! for editing this chap and reassuring me that im not screwing jasper pov up!