Chapter 2 (Sinead)

Dear Diary

What the hell? Ned is dateing Madison? I repeat, what the hell? True the only

reason I agreed to the vacation was to get close to Hamilton, but Ned and

Madison? Nadison? Wow I really need to stop reading those magazines. I used to

think that combineing names thing was stupid, but here I am.

Wow, I must be desperate to get Hamilton to like me. I've known that since the

first Tiger Beat. It's just so strange, I've changed so much just for him. I

used to make fun of girls who like reading magazines, and keeping diaries, and

spending their money on make up. Now that's what I do, and I enjoy it. True

I'm probably the only one who reads the ingredients in the make up and names

all the chemical properties of them, but still.

I actually like worrying about such frivoulous things, after the drama of the

clue hunt. But the clue hunt is always there. For example, why can't Hamilton

and I be together? He's a Tomas and I'm an Ekaterina! That's it! Well, that's

it if he likes me.

Maybe I can someway use Ned and Madison to get close to Ham! Aha! I know, I'll

pretend I approve of their relationship and want to get to know Madison

better! Then I'll use her to get to Hamilton! Oh I'm starting to sound like a

Lucian. Useing people? Well, if Ned really likes her maybe I could be *gulp*

friends with the Holt.

I really don't see what he see's in her. She's not that pretty. I'm not

either, but still. She's not that smart, something he's always valued. Oh why

her? There are plenty of Ekat girls that he could choose from! No Sinead

remember your plan, this could be a good thing. Soon he'll see that he doesn't

really like her and you'll be dateing Hamilton. It'll work. Wow, lookes like

the only non-romance Holt/Starling couple is Ted and Reagan.

Speaking (or writing) of Ted, he just walked in so I'll write more later.

Sinead.

As I quickly hid my diary Ted said, "We need to talk."

"'Bout what?"

"Ned and Madison."

"Ah, what about them?" I asked as he sat on the edge of my bed.

"I don't like them dateing. He's my twin so I know something's up. He was the

one worried about us for 'changeing'" he made air quotes around the last word.

"It just doesn't make sense that one day he would be mad about me on the

basketball team, and the next dateing a Tomas, let alone a Holt!"

I did NOT like the degradeing way he said 'Holt', "Hey! I mean...Yeah, I-I

feel the same way."

` He gave me an odd look before continueing, "We need to do something, but

what?"

"I have no idea. I guess we could talk to him?" I suggested.

"Honestly, I don't really want to talk to him right now. It's just so

shocking. It's like I don't even know him any more," Ted sighed.

I sighed as well, "I guess we'll just have to sleep on it."

"Yeah," he replied before leaveing.