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Embry's p.o.v.

Shit car accident I thought. Aww crap, well at least I'm not getting called away while I'm spending time with my girl.

Embry shut up and go call an ambulance. Jared growled while running in my direction. I crept closer, staying out of view of the road.

Its a good car, too bad they crashed it. Nissan sunny, same year as Izzy's... Hold on...

Same make... ...

Same model...

...Same year...

...same colour...

... Same number plate...

FUCK! Please no, oh god no. It better not be... I ran over to the car, there was blood on the cracked drivers window.

Embry, what is? Seth asked skidding to a halt on the other side of the road. oh shit, I hope there are no vamps around, they'll be all over this like flies over shit. Embry are you okay?

I phased back into my human form and staggered over to the car. I ripped the door off. I held Izzy's head up. Her seat belt holding her in place.

"Izzy, Izzy honey, wake up. Please baby, wake up for me." I cried, wiping the bloody hair out of her face.

"shit Embry, is she..." Seth said coming up behind me.

"no she's alive. Can you check on Steph?"

"she's fine." he shouted.

"ambulance will be here in ten Em." Jared shouted emerging from the tree line. "don't worry. She'll be okay."

I undid her seatbelt and pulled her out gently. I lay next to her on the grass. My hand on my baby.

Izzy's p.o.v.

Wow my hand is really warm. What is that godamn annoying beeping sound? ugh if it doesn't stop soon I might scream. Why do I feel so stiff? Hmm I should have opened my eyes by now, why haven't I? Aww crap! I hit the tree didn't I... And the beeping... That means I'm in the hospital... So I'm alive. Good, good. I wonder Embry is? As if he could read my thoughts I heard his voice.

"Izzy, baby. Please wake up. Please, I love you." his voice was cracking and it broke my heart. I forced my eyes open and looked into the dark orbs floating above me, wet with unshed tears.

"Embry?" I choked.

"Izzy! Oh my god Izzy, you're awake. Thank god your awake!"

"I'm fine don't worry." He stroked my cheek before kissing me gently.

"shh baby. Don't talk okay. You'll hurt yourself."

"I wont fucking hurt myself by talking." I argued, "how's Steph? Is she okay?"

"she's fine love. But I do need to talk to you about-" he was cut off by Emily backing into the room.

"hey Em, I brought you some more food- oh my! Izzy you're awake!"

"no I'm still out of it." I replied sarcastically.

"its good to see you still have you're sense of humor after everything that's happened." Her eyes flicked over to Embry. I watched them have a silent conversation before Emily left giving me a small smile.

"okaaaay then. What were you going to tell me? Oh wait! How's the baby?"

"its about that actually…. Well we… uh… I'm sorry Izzy, we lost him."

Embry's p.o.v.

"do you want something to eat Iz?" she shook her head and continued to stare out of the window. I sighed and went to sit down in the kitchen. I put my head in my hands. My mind racing with ideas to try and get Izzy talking again.

"you okay Em?" Anna asked walking into the room.

"no I'm not. What am I going to do Anna? Its been two weeks and she hasn't said a word to me since…"

"I know. Look she'll sort herself out in her own time. One day she will wake up and it will be like nothing ever happened. She will act like she was never pregnant, but over time she will start grieving properly. Its happened before remember."

"yeah I know. I just wish I could help her."

"I know. But seriously the only thing you an do is be there when she decides that she actually doesn't want to grieve. Really Em, it'll work out. Sorgen Sie sich nicht, alles ist gut."

"thanks Anna."

"all good. I might go check on her yeah?"

"yeah, go ahead." She gave my hand a small squeeze before leaving the room.

"so, you think she will snap out of it when she see's this?" Paul asked gesturing to the newly painted house before us.

"I hope so. If not then I suppose it will be nice to have our own place."

"what are you going to do about the nursery?"

"I don't know yet. I think I might leave it at the moment." I put the lid on the last can of paint and stashed it in the shed out back.

"but wouldn't Izzy want it gone?" Paul handed me the last of the paintbrushes.

"I don't know Paul. She hasn't talked to me in two and a half weeks. She hasn't spoken at all. No one knows what she wants. Anyway, I don't think I'm ready to get rid of it yet."

"oh well you'll get there." I flicked all the lights off inside and made sure all the doors and windows were locked.

"I hope it'll be enough…." I muttered

"Izzy. Come on. we have to go out." I told her pulling on her hand. She looked at me with that blank expression she has had on her face for almost three weeks now.

"come on, Izzy. Please." I gave her my puppy dog eyes. she nodded and followed me out the door. I led her up the path of the new house keeping my eyes on her face. waiting for her reaction, waiting for a reaction.

"what is it?" she asked cocking her head to one side.

"uh… its… its our new place." I stuttered.

"cool." I showed her the rooms. All but one. She seemed pleased. I was glad that I had finally got a reaction.

Izzy's pov.

"what's in there?" I asked pointing to a door that he hadn't shown me yet. He'd already shown me what was behind every door or cupboard. So far I loved the place, it was amazing.

"that's um… that was the… babies room."