an: why, hello there, love:) disclaimed.
Watch as she goes off with someone who'd treat her right (or in this case, someone who'd be there for her)
"I wish my life was this song 'cause songs, they never die. I could write for years and years and never have to cry. I'd show you how I feel without saying a word. I could wrap up both our hearts, I know it sounds absurd."
Watching Massie...
Her beautiful amber eyes glanced up at Kemp's gleaming, scheming eyes, his eyes searching, lusting for more from her.
Her laugh, her tiny giggles that escaped her mouth with freedom rang into my ear. But it wasn't for me, it was for Kemp. What Kemp said, what Kemp did.
Her lips that laid kisses on his cheek, that shared a kiss with me once, twice, eleven times to be exact, now were pressed against Kemp's cheek. Kemp didn't allow for that, though, and pressed his own lips to hers.
I crushed my fork in my hands.
Josh asked me to slow down. Nikki was with him. She was nice. Long, dark hair, hazel eyes, fit perfectly under the crook of Josh's arm. Envy. I felt envy. Jealousy, anger, selfish-ness. I wanted what Josh had. I needed what Josh had.
But I was never going to get it 'cause Massie was over me. She was over us. I ruined it all. She was done with us. She didn't want anything to do with me.
That's why I wanted what Josh had.
He had love.
an: did you enjoy this chapter? i hope so. this is the next to last chapter. and don't worry, i'm not like olive who says that, and there are still a couple of more chapters left. :D anyway, review again? :)
love,
rickyyyy