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Emily

The next day

I know it was maybe wrong of me to just put Naomi on the spot like that yesterday introducing her to Amy with no warning at all but I just knew that if I were to mention anything about it before hand, Naomi wouldn't have wanted to meet her. She's kind of been like that since we first became friends to be honest. I've noticed that Naomi can be very closed off when it comes to new people. She didn't even want to know me when we first met, but then again she thought I was my twin sister Katie who used to bully her so I can completely understand why she wouldn't want to know me. But other than the exception of me, oh and Effy and maybe Cook, Naomi doesn't take well to new people. That's the reason why I've been so secretive when it came to me texting Amy.

Believe it or not, I didn't have sex with Amy last night nor did she stay over. After we left Naomi's, I got the impression that she was starting to cling on to me in a needy way which I didn't find attractive one bit. She was sweet though and understood that I had just got out of a serious relationship and it was too early for me to go that step further and we should take our relationship slowly. What? I had to tell her something.

I guess I should give Amy to benefit of the doubt though. I can't have a relationship with the one person I want the most because their sexuality is the complete opposite to mine and Amy is here and she is queer (Mini giggle). There's always that tiny part of my heart that tells me to wait though and see if Naomi will finally make your dreams come true and turn lesbian for you and make you her girlfriend. But saying that, I've been waiting nearly five months for that to happen and still nothing, nada, zilch. I can't force her can I? I told her I would settle for a friendship and that's that.

It's nearly 6pm and I still haven't heard anything from Naomi which is weird because she always updates me with weird shit through the day. I decided to pick up my phone and give her a quick text.

'Naoms, you alive?'

Send.

5 Minutes passed by and I still hadn't heard a reply. She was probably asleep or making dinner or something. I decided to run a bath and enjoy time by myself with some candles and a glass of wine. I was using the candles my Uncle Brian had got me for my moving in present. They had the beautiful scent of vanilla which was my favourite. I layed in the bath for what felt like hours just enjoying the time I had all to myself.

When my looked at my hands, I saw that my fingers were starting to prune which meant it was time to get out the bath and head back to reality.

I stumbled out the bath and wrapped myself in my warm fluffy white towel I had and headed to my bedroom. I quickly dried myself, put on some knickers and threw on my warm jogging bottoms and baggy top for bed.

I glanced at my phone and clicked onto the home page to see that I had 2 missed called from Katie, a slightly abusive text from Katie moaning that I don't ever ring her and a text from Amy asking what my time table at Uni is like. Err, stalker much? I don't think I will keep her around for long, I actually feel guilty for calling her my girlfriend, that is not what I want to be. I looked at my missed calls and dialled Katie back.

After 2 rings she picked up

"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?"

Jesus, someone's got aunt flow staying with them this week.

"Sorry I was in the bath" I replied

"You know that's not what I mean Emily. Where have you been?! You don't ring me anymore, do you not give a shit about my welfare and if I'm dying or not?"

"Firstly, you're not dying you melodramatic bitch. Secondly, you know I love you more than anything because even though we argue all the time, you're my twin and I love you. And Thirdly, I've been busy with Uni and everything"

"That's bullshit and you know it, you couldn't give two shits about Uni. You've been lezzing it up in Bristol. I've seen on facebook that you've got a new girlfriend"

"Pardon?"

"Yeah, Amy? How comes I have to find out my sisters news on facebook? Couldn't you have just text me or something?"

"It's complicated, Katie. She's just some girl I met online, I thought we could be good for each other. What has she said?"

"Fuck sake Emily! I told you about online relationships, they could be a dirty old man or a mass murderer who hates gays!"

"Don't worry, I've met her. I can assure you that she isn't a dirty old man or a gay hating mass murderer. Hang on, since when did you start sticking up for the gay community?"

"You fucking met her?! What were you thinking? I can't even deal with how stupid you are you tit. And for the record, as much as I disagree with the whole muff munching fiasco, I still give a shit if someone is out to get my sister because of her sexuality"

"Aww so you're not all bitch then and of course I met her other wise I wouldn't be in a relationship with her"

"Piss off" I could hear her smile on the other end of the phone

"So what did Amy write on my facebook?"

"She wrote all over your wall saying how you're the best thing that's happened to her, she loves you and how you have the softest lips or some shit like that. I pissed myself with laughter"

"Christ, we've only known each other a few weeks. She's starting to scare me a bit. She text me asking what my time table for Uni is"

"It's so she can plan when to kidnap you"

"Ha Ha, very funny" I said in the best sarcastic voice I have

"So what does Naomi think about her?"

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention. I sort of made Katie apologise to Naomi on skype despite the fact that I don't even think Katie remembers anything about it but for the respect of me, she apologised and Naomi accepted. It took Naomi some time, but she accepted.

"I don't really know, she just stayed silent really. She didn't say much but call her Amber instead of Amy. I went to the bathroom and came back and everything seemed a bit tense. God knows what was said but Amy literally kissed me like there was no tomorrow and took me straight home"

"Christ Ems, I actually feel sorry for Naomi. It's like you took this random girl who is your apparent girlfriend to her place, showed off that you are taken to try and make her jealous, snogged the girls face off and left and now it's all spread over facebook where Naomi can clearly see it. God, talk about making someone jealous to the extreme"

"You make is sound worse than it actually was. Why would Naomi be jealous? She has no reason to be jealous, she's interested in men"

"Oh fuck off Emily, do you still believe that? It's obvious how she feels about you. Has it never occurred to you that maybe she's just terrified of coming out as a full time lezzer?"

"She's not gay and that's that. If she was, she would have showed told me by now"

"Whatever then. So what you gonna do about this psycho girlfriend of yours"

"God knows but I'll figure something out"

"Anyways, would love to stay and chat but desperate housewives is on. Speak to you soon babes. Don't leave it so long next time yeah?"

"Alight. Night Katie, Love you"

"Love you"

I ended the call to see that I had yet another text from Amy asking why I haven't text her back but still no message from Naomi.

I decided to text Amy back before having an early night.

'Sorry, been a bit busy today. I'm pretty tired, gonna go to sleep now. Speak tomorrow maybe?' send. That sounds not too blunt and not too friendly. Good one Ems.

My phone buzzed not a minute later

'ok bby, sleep tight, love u loads xxxx'

I put my phone on the bed side table and drifted off into a heavy sleep.

4 days later

It's been 4 days and still not a word from Naomi. She hasn't showed up to Uni on the days we were supposed to be in and to top it all off, I still haven't had the heart to break it off with Amy. She's been so lovely to me buying me flowers every day, chocolates and wine and I still find her scary and obsessive. I've decided today is the day. I have to or I will willingly jump off a bridge. Ok a bit harsh I know but I just need a break.

I'm very worried about Naomi. She hasn't said a word all week and has completely ignored my calls and texts and I know that she's seen them. I briefly asked Effy what was wrong with her but she just advised me to give her some space for a bit and eventually she'll come around. I don't actually understand what's wrong though, she hasn't even bothered to explain to me. God, I hope Katie's not right and I haven't upset Naomi with the whole Amy situation. I'm just gonna see her later and force her to tell me but first I've got to deal with Amy.

Later on that day I found myself sitting in my kitchen drinking tea waiting for Amy to come around. I had text her and told her to come around as soon as possible so now I just wait.

About 10 minutes later I heard my doorbell ring. I got up, and slowly walked to the door. 'You can do this Emily, don't back down' I muttered to myself. I opened the door and saw Amy standing there all smiles. She stepped in and kissed me hard on the mouth, I didn't like it one bit. I quickly pulled her away and held her at arms length.

"Come in, Amy" I said and led her to the kitchen

"Tea? Coffee?" I offered

"No thank you babes. I just had a coffee on the way here. What's wrong you don't look too good?"

Fuck. It was now, or NOW.

"Look, we need to talk" Oh how original Emily.

Amy just looked at me with concern but nodded me to continue

"I just... I..."

With out me realising, Amy wrapped her arms around me and held me close. I wanted to run right there and then.

"I don't think we should see each other anymore" I said which came out more like a muffle into her hoodie

She immediately pulled away from our embrace and stared at me. Tears started to well up in her eyes. Just to top off the awkward silence cutting the room with negative tension, my phone started ringing. I quickly put my hand in my pocket and clicked the silent button and continued looking at Amy.

"What do you mean?" She said, tears falling from her eyes.

"It means I'm breaking up with you, Amy."

"WHY?" She shouted

"Why? Because you're too needy Amy. You express all over facebook that you love me and that I'm amazing and that you never want to lose me. Jesus, you don't even know my middle name, you don't even know if I have a middle name! We haven't even slept together yet! You text me at least 40 times a day and ring me thousands of times if I don't text back! Even my own sister doesn't message me as much as you do"

My phone started ringing again, this time I looked at the call list and saw that it was Naomi ringing me. Fuck, out of all the times she chooses now to talk to me. I put my phone on silent and slit it back into my pocket. I looked back at Amy to see that she looked like a crying panda with her mascara running down her eyes.

"I'll change for you Emily, I'll do anything for you! Please don't give up on us, I love you. I want to be with you!"

"No Amy, I don't want to be with you. I... I want to be with someone else" I sighed

"It's that girl, Naomi isn't it!" Was it really that obvious?

"It's actually none of your fucking business, Amy. So I'd appreciate it if you'd just leave now"

The anger really showed in Amy's eyes now and definitely showed physically when she stepped forward and slapped me right across the cheek then grabbed my face and kissed me, obviously trying to make me feel something. I pulled away and stepped back from her, holding my cheek.

"Goodbye Amy"

She turned on her heel and sprinted for the door sobbing like a 12 year old.

As soon as the door was shut behind her, I grabbed a glass out the cupboard along with a bottle of Jack Daniels, Katie bought me last Christmas. I poured myself a large one and slumped down on the kitchen chair. I quickly downed the drink and pulled my phone out of my pocket to dial Naomi's number back but before I could, she was calling me again so I answered.

"Hi" I said more happy than I made out to be

"Hey" She replied quite quiet.

"Long time no speak" She said as the doorbell rang again. God if that's Amy, I will actually call the Police.

"Well who's fault is that" I replied whilst walking to the door.

I opened the door to see the one person I didn't expect standing there with a hopeful smile on her face and her phone pressed up to her ear, mine still pressed to my ear.

"I got to go, something's just come up" I said on the phone and hung up and laughed as she took her phone and put it into her pocket and laughed herself.

"Can I come in?" Naomi said walking her way through the door anyway

"Sure" I said, feeling my heart pound away I'm surprised it didn't knock her out while passing me.

Naomi

As I walked into Emily's place, I felt like I was in my comfort zone with that familiar smell of strawberries in the air.

It took me a lot of courage to come here today, I had been going over this moment in my head since my talk with Effy earlier on in the week. I have realised that there's only one person I want and I'm standing in her house, ready to tell her everything. I've been trying to avoid contact with Emily in general just for the simple fact that I've been shit scared of everything. Being gay, facing it myself, telling Emily and possible being rejected. But now I'm here and I'm prepared to win her. I'm just praying it isn't too late and Amy hasn't made Emily fall in love with her.

I stepped into the kitchen and leaned on the counter and just watched Emily make her way to the kettle.

"Tea? Coffee?" she asked nervously

"Can I have something a bit stronger Ems?" I said whilst eyeing up the bottle of Jack Daniels sitting on the table.

"There's the Naomi we know and love" She said smiling as she handed me a large glass

She then creased her eyebrow and gave me a stern look "Where have you been Naomi? You haven't called... You haven't text..."

"Sorry, I've been sorting some personal stuff out" I said bluntly. Fuck sake, don't be rude Naomi, now is not the time to be rude.

"What personal stuff? I thought we tell each other everything..."

Fuck. Now's the time. Man up, Naomi. Tell her. Tell her. Tell her, NOW.

"It was you I've had to think about all week" I said looking up at her

"If it's about what happened last week, I'm sorry I didn't mean to just bring Amy to your door step like that. I didn't realise it was a bit out of order until I got home. If it's any consolatio..."

"I'm in love with you, Emily" I blurted out, cutting her off her tracks. She just stared at me with her big brown eyes in shock.

"You... you... you what?" she managed to half whisper but loud enough so I could hear

"I think I've always known. From the day I met you and you showed me that you were the nice twin. The beautiful twin. I didn't act on anything because I thought I just found you attractive which is usually normal to find another woman good looking but then we kissed. That kiss changed everything. That kiss was the best kiss I ever had. The way you made me feel after that scared the shit out of me because you made me feel so alive that I was afraid one day you wouldn't be there and I wouldn't know what to do because you've grown to be my best friend and my everything. For months I've been trying to hide the fact that you make me the happiest woman just by being in my company and I just can't hide it any longer." I took a few breaths and held in my tears before continuing "When you came to mine the other day, it really killed me when I saw Amy standing at the door with you hand in hand. Then when you were leaving mine and you looked happy together, kissing, I couldn't help but feel jealous, like my heart was being squeezed in to juice. It wasn't until that night I was telling Effy about it and I realised that it was ok for me to admit that I love you and you are the light of my life. You may not feel the same way, you may be real happy with Amy but I'm just telling you, this is me. Your Naomi." I stood there and sighed heavily before letting the tears run

"There, I said it" I quietly said holding my head down.

I felt her move a step closer to me as she placed both her hands on either side of my face. She looked into my eyes for a second before slamming her lips against mine, hard but passionately. I sighed with relief and relaxed my way into the kiss. This is the moment I've been waiting for and it's finally happening. I wrapped my arms round her waist and pulled her in closer to me and she moaned in response. Once we parted to get some air, I rested my forehead against hers and we both let out a little giggle.

"I split up with Amy" Emily breathed and I pulled my head back so I could see her properly

"When?" I said confused

"About half an hour ago, just before you got here" My eyes immediately widened and I noticed the amusement in Emily's face

"Fuck. This was good timing then" I giggled "How did she take it?" I asked

"She slapped me" Emily shrugged

"She WHAT?" I protectively said but Emily laughed while stroking my upper arms

"It's fine Naoms, she's gone now so we have nothing to worry about"

I leaned in and kissed her slowly.

"This is so weird" She said as we broke away from each other

"Really? I don't find it weird at all. I've had this moment replayed in my head thousands of times so it just kinda feels natural" I calmly said

"Hmmm. I know, but we're Naomi and Emily" She said with a cheeky smile

"Exactly. We're Naomi and Emily" I stated and smiled

She moved my fringe out of my eyes and this time she leaned in and kissed me lovingly and passionately. Today couldn't have gone any better.