I don't know how many times I can say I'm sorry that I haven't updated. I've had zero motivation and I've just been trying to put it off basically. I will upload this now though. It's a really short chapter though but I do know what's gonna happen next so fear not, I WILL get this written down.

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Naomi

"So you and Emily were about to do the deed and Katie knocks on the front door, cock blocking you, and barges in and totally dismisses you?" Effy asked as she passed me a shot of vodka in a glass

"Yep" I replied, wincing from the harsh taste on my throat

"And then you left?" she asked

"Yep" I sighed, pouring myself another large shot

"I'm sorry Naoms" She put her arm around me and stroked my shoulder "Want me to kick her ass?"

"As much as I would love that, I have to just put a brave face on for Emily" I giggled

"Can't you talk to her?"

"You'd think so..." I sighed "but it's her twin sister, her flesh and blood. I don't want to ruin things with Emily"

"If you're sure"

"She might not even be as bad as she used to be, we didn't have a full conversation"

"So maybe just see how things go, Naoms"

"Yeah, I guess so" I took another shot and scrunched my face "It's just, I'm so fucking scared if it's gonna be like it was before. You saw how I was, I was absolutely miserable. It has taken me years to get over it and now the one person who I've fallen madly in love with happens to be her bloody twin sister!"

"It's a shitty coincidence, Naoms. But Emily makes you happier than I've ever seen" She kissed me on the forehead "So you just show Katie that her bitchiness doesn't affect you anymore. It will kill her"

"Yeah, I suppose you're right" I smiled

"And if worse comes to worse, I'll accidently bump into her" she winked which made me laugh

"Thanks Eff, I do love you"

"I love you too you big Lesbian"

"Very funny, bitch" I laughed "Where's the Cookie monster then?"

"Oh he's in Derby visiting family"

"You didn't wanna go with him?"

"I would normally, but his mum is going to be there" She rolled her eyes

"What's wrong with his mum?"

"She's just... a little too much to take. You know?"

"A bit like my mum then?"

"She is nothing like Gina! Gina is brilliant, you leave her alone" Effy glared at me

"Alright alright" I laughed

"I haven't seen Gina in ages actually, how is she?" Effy smiled

"She's good, she's actually meeting Emily on Sunday for the first time"

"Well it's about fucking time, Naoms" Effy laughed

"I know, I know. I've been putting it off to be honest" I sighed

"But why?"

"I really don't know, I just don't want to fuck things up"

"Emily loves you, Naomi... nothing at this point is gonna change that" Effy nudged me

"Yeah... She loves me" I said proudly with the biggest grin on my face

It was just then when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket and it was an unknown number calling me so I answered.

"Hello?"

No answer.

"Hello, who's there please?" I tried again but then the phone hung up.

"Weird" I said looking quizzically at my phone

"Who was that?" Effy asked

"God knows. Probably someone trying to sell insurance or some shit" Effy laughed

"Anyways Eff, I'm gonna go and lay down. I had a long night and I'm knackered" I hugged her

"I bet you did" she winked at me "Take it easy Naoms"

I walked into my room and plugged my iPod into my doc and put on my slow jams playlist before taking my clothes off and lying in bed and listening to Mumford and Sons – The Cave.

I had drifted off for a few songs until I heard my text tone going off and I saw 3 texts from Emily.

I opened up the first one a chuckled

'Katie is driving me mad. Help me :(xxxxxems'

Then I opened the second

'I can't believe I'm spending the day with my sister who keeps on brushing her hair every 5 minutes and talking about herself when I COULD be having amazing sex with my beautiful girlfriend xxxxxx'

Then I opened the last one with a smile

'Baby :( i miss you. What are you doing xxxxx'

I rubbed my eyes to wake myself up a little before texting back

'Sorry baby, I fell asleep. I was tired from last night and this morning ;) hope you're ok. Missing u loads, wish u were here. Naoms xxxxx' Send.

I didn't have to wait too long for a reply

'Aww go back to sleep if you want. I wish you were with me so much :( can I come over tomorrow? Xxxx ems'

'I'd rather stay awake and talk to you, beautiful. Of course you can come over tomorrow. Do you really need to ask? Naomsxxxxx' I replied

'Good, because I would like to finish what we started earlier. I want you naked and handcuffed in your bed and I want to make you scream ;) xxxxems'

My grin got wider whilst reading the text and I took a few seconds to think about a good reply

'Well what would you say if I told you, I'm already naked and waiting? Naomsxxxx' I gave myself a little pat on the back for my confidence. I could NEVER speak to anyone this way before I met Emily. She makes me feel alive.

'Oh. My. God. You have no idea what you're doing to me right now xxxxems' I grinned at the reply.

'Well I know what I would be doing to you if you were here right now ;) Naomsxxxx' I replied

'And what would that be xxxxems'

Just as I was about to reply, I got another text from Emily

'Ugh, I'm going to have to talk to you tomorrow baby. Katie won't leave me alone. I will make it up to you the best way possible I promise xxxxxems'

I couldn't help but feel annoyed that once again, Katie has managed to stop me and Emily from getting close to anything. But I smiled with the thought of how tomorrow will go.

'You better make it up to me Emily Fitch. I'll be waiting for you. I love you, beautiful. Naoms xxxxx'

'Love you baby xxxxems' she replied.

I put my phone on the bedside table and layed back down with my arms behind my head. Effy was right. I am not going to let Katie ruin what Emily and I have. She is way too precious to me for anything like that to happen.

Emily is the first person that I have ever truly let in my life. Emily is the one that has made me open up and be brave. I am a better person because of her and one person is not going to ruin that. I know that whatever happens, Emily will be there and I couldn't be happier.

So there you are! Reviews are welcome. Stay tuned for more. LOVE YOU ALL. bye :)