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Chapter 10

-Jacob's Point of view-

I tippy-toed around my small kitchen trying to make the tea I'm making for Emma as quietly as I could. I didn't want to wake Billy up for the fourth night in a row. I shouldn't be doing this but I wanted any reason to go see Emma.

"ow Shit" I whispered as I kicked my toe on the corner of the bench.

I grabbed the bottle full of tea and tippy-toed back out of the kitchen until I came to a stop.

"Just where do you think your going" Billy said in the middle of the living room.

I swear he has eyes everywhere or never sleeps because he has caught me every time for the last four nights. I smiled and hid the bottle behind my back.

"my room?" I said and he nodded with a chuckle.

I sighed and walked to my room with him on my heels. I smiled slightly and mumbled something under my breath as he wheeled back up to his room. I shut the door and waited for a minute.

"cant keep me forever" I laughed as I quietly opened my tacky white painted window and jumped out, bottle on one hand and the other keeping from falling.

"crap" I said as I tumbled the rest of the way out.

I quickly and quietly power walked a cross to Emma's window. The night was cold but the wind had slowed down. I got a creepy feeling something was watching me but shook it off as I tapped on her window.

"Emmy" I whispered, tapping the small window. "Emma, are you awake?" I whispered a bit louder.

It didn't seem like Emma was awake so I tried to open the window. To my surprise it was open. I pushed it up and lifted my leg in, climbing up and pushing my body on to the window sill. I might be just me but every time I climb through her window it gets smaller.

I closed the window behind me and turned around to a sleeping Emma. She was spread cross her over sized bed, her wolf blanket wrapped around her and her beautiful silk hair over her face.

I never noticed how peaceful she looks when she's asleep, I though as I placed the bottle filled with tea down and sat on her bed.

Her breathing was slow and she still looked a ghostly pale white. I brushed her hair out of her face making her move slightly and moan. I laughed under my breath as she turned over on to her back.

"her room still hasn't changed a bit since we where kids." I said to myself looking around her tiny room. Her wall's covered in pictures of wolves and bears, a fur over blanket hanging off the end of her bed and random things Sarah made or gave her. Most of it was hand-me-downs from Sarah but she loved it all the same.

Emma grunted and kicked the blanket off, reviling she was only wearing underwear and a singlet with some kind of fur socks, but that wasn't what made my heart stop. It was the way her eyebrows where pulled together and she was biting her bottom lip, in a non sexual way I might add.

she must be dreaming, I though as I covered her back up.

Not that I didn't want to look at her half naked I mean, she doesn't look bad. Shit! What I'm trying to say is I didn't want her getting cold, she was still sick and I don't want her getting worse.

I wonder what she's dreaming about?, I though as I run my hand down her arm. Her skin still felt cold, I frowned.

I caught myself dazing at her, her hair was everywhere and one arm above her head. She looked beautiful, like an angel fallen from heaven. She has changed a lot since we were kids, now she wasn't the little girl with a smile that's like the sun. She is now a teenager, with a smile as bright as the moon. Some how it always glows through the darkest of time's.

It surprise's me and many others like Embry, Quil and Billy that she could keep herself together as well as she does. After her father's death I didn't see her for months, could have even been years, but then her mom's car crash happened and it broke my heart when I saw it was her I dragged out of the beach.

but if I know Emmy like I do. Deep down inside she's falling apart.

I felt my body tense as I thought of Emma with Paul. I don't know where the thought came from but it popped up and it ate me up in side.

I don't know what she see's in him? What does he have that I don't?

I stopped myself from thinking such thought's. What was coming over me? Why do I feel so jealous about them? I shook my head and pushed the thoughts away. Me and Emma are just best friends, right?

I thought since she was asleep I would just talk to her anyways.

"Emma its me, Jake." I said and laughed a little because it felt like I was talking to myself.

"you scared me babe." I stopped, did I just call her babe?, I shook it off again and gathered myself.

"I hope your getting better, its been a week and everyone is wishing you the best. I miss you…" I brushed her hair out of her face again, this time she grabbed my hand and shooed me away. I chuckled, the site was to cute.

"you have to get better soon Emmy, I miss hanging out with you…. I'm really sorry I ditched you for Bella… but she needs me to. Maybe we could work something out when you wake up?"

I felt guilty still, the look on Emma's face when she saw I wasn't with Quil and with Bella could turn the most evilest person in the world to tears. Bella was important to me but so was Emma.

What if I had to choose?, I shivered at the thought.

I don't think I could do it. It would be like my heart ripping in two, they both own a part of my heart but one is only friendship and one is I dear say love?

-Emma's Point of View-

"Get away from me!" I whimpered and coward in to the corner, arms in front of my face and small sob's escaped my quivering lips.

The blood red eyes wouldn't leave and the taunting voices where getting closer. I could feel there ice cold hands brash against my skin. But sometimes strange warm tingle feeling's would sweep a cross my forehead.

"Emma" they taunted in a windy voice. I blocked my ears.

"Go away!!" I screamed.

"Quinn, I will get you" a strange, cold voice said. It rang through my ears and I cried in to my hands.

I couldn't get away from them. I ran through the forest, along the beach and now I'm stuck here, in this god for shaken room. It was so dark and willowy, the atmosphere in the room was icy, evil almost.

"Emmy" a warm, safe voice slipped through the howling wind.

I reached for it. I called for it to come back, I pleaded for the voice to warm my heart, lungs and everything else up again.

"Emma" it called again a little louder, I smiled. The evil, dark voice was getting angry.

I looked around me to all the blood red eyes screaming at me. They looked hungry, thirsting for my body. I flinched away from them.

"Just leave me alone!" I kicked away from them.

I didn't know why or who they were. They just wouldn't leave me alone, I felt so distant from everything when they were near. I just wanted out.

"you will be mine" the gruesome voice chuckled and I woke up.

I opened my eyes, frantic and kicking all around me. My head felt better but my chest still hurt.

"Get away from me!" I said as I hit and kicked who ever was on my bed.

"Emmy, stop OW its me Jacob" he said trying to stop me from hitting him. I stopped, panting heavy and tears welled up in my eyes.

"J-Jake?" I said, my voice cracking.

"Yeah honey. Its me" he said rubbing his arm.

"oh Jake" I said jumped out of the blanket and in to his lap. "I'm so sorry…I didn't know it was you I-" he laughed.

"its ok, I just think I have a broken arm" he smiled and I sighed.

I hopped off his lap and laid back down, but I was quickly followed by Jacob.

"what are you doing here so late?" I asked him as I snuggled down in to my blanket. He fake gasped and put on his hurt face.

"well… I will just go then" he said getting up and l laughed grabbing his arm and pulling him back down.

"so you want me to stay?" he asked and I rolled my eyes.

"yes you tool" I giggled in to the blanket, he looked at me.

"what?" I asked smiling.

"Did you just giggle?" he asked with a huge grin spreading a cross his beautiful russet face. I didn't think I giggled.

"I don't know, did I?" I asked with one eyebrow razed, he nodded.

"all well" I replied with a shrug. "so what's that?" I said pointing to the bottle sitting on my desk.

"oh" he said jumping up and grabbing it. "it's the tea I made for you" he handed it to my with a shy smile. I sat up in bed.

"naww you didn't have to" I said taking the lid off and taking a sip. It was ice cold and sweet. I looked up at him and smiled. "no really, you didn't have to"

"what's wrong with it?" he asked in a deadly serious tone of voice.

"nothing" I smiled and took another sip, almost choking it down. "See"

He looked at me unconvinced, one eyebrow razed as I took another sip. It was so sweet my teeth tingled and felt like they were about to fall off.

"Give me that" he said taking it off my and having a sip. He nearly spat it out.

"its cold…. And really sweet" he said pulling a face.

"did you even make it with hot water?" I asked him laughing. He put the tea down and stared blankly for a second, I waved my hand in front of his face.

"I don't think I did." he said and we cracked up laughing.

We laughed so much we fell back in to my bed, holding our sides and trying to breathe. I rolled on to my side and faced Jacob with him doing the same. We stopped laughing and I was staring in to his eyes. My heart felt weird and I wanted to wrap my arms around him.

His body was so warm, I could feel his body heat waving off him. I wanted to get closer, my body was so cold and I wanted to be in his arms.

"your so beautiful" I whispered with out thinking, I covered my mouth and look at him shook. He smiled.

"I think you have had to much of that tea" he laughed. I felt my cheek grow warm.

I cant believe I just said that, I thought and felt like slapping myself.

We both heard the sound of someone getting up.

"shit Sarah's awake" I whispered to Jake. We sat up in bed.

"dude if she finds me she will tell Billy." Jacob panicked.

"how did you get in?" I asked standing up.

"the window" Jake replied.

We heard Sarah go in to the bathroom which is a cross from my room.

"quick go" I whispered and he went to the window.

Sadness came over me as I watched him open the window. I didn't want him to leave, I never did. I didn't feel whole when he was gone. I have grown attached to Jacob in a unhealthy way but I don't care, when he's around in happy.

"night Emmy" Jake said half out the window. "wait I forgot to hug you" he said pulling his head back in.

"do we have time?" I asked walking over, tripping on the way.

"yes we do-"

My heart busted in to a flame of passion, love and desirer. Our lips were pressed together and stunned looks on our faces. I had walked to fast and he pulled his head in, making our lips push together.

We were in a kiss but we both quickly pulled away and looked down.

"sorry" we both said with a awkward laugh and smile.

I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable around me -even though this had made me whole life so much better- he doesn't feel the same for me.

"it meant nothing, right?" I asked, he smiled shyly.

"yeah.. Nothing." he said red faced.

I smiled reassuringly, Sarah must have walked out of the bathroom because the door shut making me and Jacob jump.

"got to go. Talk soon Emmy." he said jumping out the window recklessly.

I stood there frozen, still in shock from the kiss I just shared with Jacob. I snapped out of my trance and ran to the window, catching a quick sight of

Jacob jumping back in to his window still not taking his eyes from mine.

I touched my bottom lip lightly, Jacob's full lush lips still lingering on it.

"I just kissed Jacob black." I whispered to myself.

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