Ok so I'm sooo happy from what just happened in my life, I though 'what the heck I will update again' :D but really I am SUPER UBER HAPPY right now because I just got my cosplay outfit for next years Supanova!

For you who don't know what Supnova is, it is a Anime convention. A huge one at that. :)

Anyways back to what I was saying, I have just received my cosplay outfit fully perfect and done. Yes I am a huge Amine fan and love Cosplaying characters at conventions, call me nerd! :D

I am going as Momo -who is really awesome and cute- from bleach. One of my favorite anime of all time. :D

But that's not it. I also just found out that Bullet For My Valentine is playing over here again next year. They are and will be forever my favorite band. ^///______________///^ and I will go see them for the 3rd time when they come over.

Hehe anyways, please read on. Its about to get a little more messy. :D

Cliff Driving

Chapter 13

I stuffed my towel in my bag and picked up my phone. I drunk the rest of my coke and walked outside to wait for the boys to come pick me up for cliff diving, although they weren't going to come for another 20 minutes. I thought I might as well wait out side.

I'm not happy today but not sad. I'm normal you could say. I have gotten two or three smiles from Jacob but still no words. I was almost starting to think he would never talk to me again, and I sure as hell don't have the guts to go up to him.

I threw my bag on the top step and leant against the wood post. I closed my eyes and just let the soft wind brush again my face, the trees swaying with it too. The sound of them was nice and calming.

What are you going to do?, the voice suddenly ask.

What do you mean?, I asked back unsure what it was talking about.

I had giving in and would speak back if it asked any questions. If I'm insane then I'm insane.

about Jacob, do you want to be his friend or not?, it spoke it was rushing me to know what I wanted to do, even though it was simple.

Be his friend of course, I answered back. I could swear I heard it laugh.

What happens if he loves her?

The question through me off, I had never though about what I would do if he loves her, only what he would. I got the weird feeling in my body that something bad was about to happen and the pain of loosing him rocked my body.

I will stay by his side. No matter who he loves he's still my best friend… and I cant live without him around. Not with him so close… I just couldn't, I thought back harshly.

As I heard the voice take a deep breath -although I had no Idea why it would have to breathe because it is in my head- it was interrupted before to could reply but a husky chuckled.

"you always were a day dreamer" the voice laughed and I opened my eyes.

I stared blankly at Jacob, he seemed happy and over what happened with Bella, but Jacob is good at hiding his emotions.

"your probably wondering why I'm here huh" he said putting his hands in his pockets.

"yeah… I kind of am" I said and he looked at me hurt.

"I'm the one who should be saying sorry first." I finished.

He smiled and walked forward, I walked down to the second step and look down to the ground.

I over thought if I should say what I was thinking before but knew I had to.

"Jacob. I still want to be your friend" I said nervously.

I looked up to Jacob and the normal warm look in his eyes. He was taller and seemed to be getting bigger. Must be the bikes he's working on.

"I want to be your friend to Emmy, I miss you a lot. But I am Bella's friend to, she needs me. Can you deal with that" He explained.

His words after I missed you hurt my chest so I sat down. I thought for a moment but it was clear on what I would do.

"I want to be your friend Jacob, no matter if you hang with her more. I still want to be one you visit at night though" I said playing with my shoe laces.

He sat next to me and put his arm around me torso. The warmth of his arm reminded me of Paul's but Jacobs was much different. His warmth was what I craved, I just wanted him to hold me.

"of course, I would never stop coming over to see you. You still are my best friend and that wont change. Can you just do one thing for me please" he said pulling me closer.

"what do you want me to do?" I asked taking a deep breath and inhaling his musky scent.

"Can you just get along with Bella… please Emmy" he pleaded.

I looked up to his face, it was back to his old one. A happy care free smile played a cross his lips and his eyes could kill you with one look.

"ok I will…" I smiled back.

We just looked in to each others eyes, something about him was different. I felt something, like it was pulling me towards him.

"Emma" Jacob whispered. I looked to his mouth, his lips full and made me heart thump, then to his eyes again.

"yeah" I whispered back.

"I need to tell you I-"he stopped and his face hardened.

"I need to tell you, your friend is here" he spat out.

I moved my gazed to the sound of a car pulling up. I didn't notice how close me and Jake were until I moved away. Paul hoped happily and closed the door behind him.

"Hey Princess" Paul greeted me as he walked up.

Jacob didn't move away from me, in fact he moved closer. Paul walked up in a pair of bored shorts instead of his normal pair of cut off jeans. I stood up -though clearly Jacob didn't want me to- and hugged Paul. Of course he wouldn't let go and spun me around just out of spite to Jake.

"ready to go?" Paul asked, he was acting like Jacob wasn't there which made Jake even more uncomfortable.

"yeah just let me say good bye to Sarah" I smiled to him "you can just wait in the car"

Paul nodded and gave Jacob a look before walking back to the car. I reach over and grabbed my bag. I turned back to Jacob, he was eyeing off Paul as he walked back to the car.

I looked up at Jacob, slightly shy. The was less warmth in his liquid brown eyes, but it was still there.

"Well I better go," I said slightly reluctant that we had just made up and I had to go.

"Ok. Have... fun," He answered through gritted teeth.

I took a few small steps towards him and held out my arms. He grinned and wrapped me his large, warm arms around me, making me feel oddly safe.

After what only felt like a second he let go, leaving me slightly blushing.

He grinned at me and then turned around and walked back towards his house, but not before muttering something so low, quiet and gruff that I couldn't hear.

I sighed and walked to wards where Paul was waiting for me, his face a deadly mask of calm. He was angry, I could tell.

I gingerly got in the passengers seat and closed the door behind me. As soon as I had put on my seat belt, Paul quickly started the car and then started driving.

"Are you okay Paul?" I asked nervously.

He ignored me and kept his eyes straight ahead on the road, clenching the steering wheel so hard his knuckles were turning white.

"Please don't be mad at me," I whispered.

Paul sighed.

"I just don't get how you could fucking let him use you as a doormat. He hurts you over and over and you forgive him!" Paul sneered, his hands so tight around the steering wheel I was sure it would brake.

"I h-have to forgive him," I stuttered, a little scared out Paul's temper, "I can't help it."

"Well you shouldn't!" Paul growled inhumanly.

"I can't help it," I whispered again.

Paul's grip loosened a little, but his knuckles were still fully white, looking out of place around his russet skin.

"I'm sorry Paul," I whispered.

He sighed again, "It's ok Em, it's not your fault. You can't help your feelings..."

At the end he muttered something that sounded like I should know, but I couldn't be sure, it was hard to tell.

I leaned back in to the comfy seat of the chair and looked out the window as the trees flew past us.

A flash of grey went past in the forest and I jerked backwards and squealed.

"What's wrong?" Paul asked worried.

I narrowed my eyes and scanned the forest but there was nothing there.

"Nothing... I just thought I saw something," I answered and looked away from the window, trying to save my sanity.

I looked at my hands and listened to the radio when Paul turned it on.

We stopped when I wasn't expecting it and I looked around to see that we were parked on the side of a road, the ocean in plain view.

"Come on Princess," Paul smiled kindly and opened my door for me.

I looked at him weirdly. How did he get around to my side so quickly? I shook my head lightly and got out of the car. Paul put a hand on the lower part of my back and pushed me gently so that I would start walking. Using that hand he also directed me in to a group of tall men near the edge of a cliff.

While we were walking towards them I looked around, taking in the stunning view.

We reached the group quickly because Paul made sure that I didn't trip and make an ass of myself.

"Hey Em," Sam smiled warmly and pulled me in to a very warm hug.

"You ready to cliff dive?" Jared asked from behind. I turned around and hugged him to, just like Paul's and Sam's it was warm, hot even.

I let go and smiled at everyone.

"so where are we cliff diving?" I asked and Sam went to answer but someone cut in.

"over there cutie" Tyler said walking up with a girl, pointing to the sea.

I looked at Tyler and the fake blonde, fake boobed girl in disgust for a second, before turning to where he was pointing. There was a cliff a little to the left of us.

I walked over to the edge of the cliff and looked over the edge. It had to be at least a fifteen meter drop.

A warm arm wrapped around my waist.

"If you're scared we can jump from lower down if you want," Paul's calm voice told me.

"No I'll be fine. I just need someone to jump with," I answered embarrassed.

"I'll jump with you," Paul's voice was low.

"Thank you," mine was barely above a whisper.

There was a comfortable silence for a while.

"Do you want to go back to the other's now?" Paul asked.

"Sure," I answered and followed Paul back to the group.

Tyler and the blonde were making out which disgusted me more then I ever thought possible. Just the sight of making out made me feel sick.

I must have been making a face because Paul growled again and shouted at Tyler; "Get a fucking room!"

Tyler broke away from the girl and grinned, his lips swollen and red.

"Maybe we will do that," He smirked, "Come on."

Him and the girl began to walk down a hill to what I presumed was the bottom of the cliff.

I gave Sam a uneasy look and he just smiled back.

"don't worry about him.. He's ahh" He said until Paul cut in.

"brain dead" Paul spat and Jared laughed.

"he would be if he had a brain to start with" Jared cracked up, even Sam gave a small laugh.

I look to Paul and razed an eyebrow.

"who's the girl anyways? I haven't seen her around here before?" I asked feeling uncomfortable with her around.

"She's just some slut from forks who'll go after any guy," Paul snarled.

"Well that's a good match for Tyler since he goes after anything in a skirt," Jared laughed.

"but why is she here today? I thought you guys only hang out with umm La Push kids?" I asked confused. I had never seen one of them with someone from forks until now.

"Well Tyler is fucked up, so he doesn't really count," Paul sneered, still angry.

"How about we cliff dive me?" Sam said interrupting so Paul would calm down just that little bit so he didn't kill Tyler, even though I would pay to see that. He's a creep.

"Yeah!" Jared said excited.

I looked to Paul who gave me a reassuring look. I frowned, the cliff was way to high for me to jump and Tyler and little miss forks were on the lower one.

"I think I will sit this one out guys" I said sitting my stuff down and getting out my book.

Paul's face fell.

"If you really want me to I will," I didn't like seeing him upset.

"Nah... it's okay," Paul reassured me.

"are you sure, I was only going to read for a bit then get in... I promise" I smiled to Paul, Sam and Jared where already making there way to the cliff's edge.

"It's fine," Paul called backwards.

"ok.." I sighed and sat down.

I got out my sun glasses out, even though is was hardly sunny in forks. The book reading touches my heart in many ways so there handy to cover my tears.

I opened the book up and flipped to the page I was up to, but suddenly I felt something hovering over me and I was covered in a huge shadow.

I tilted my head upwards.

Standing above me was a huge, russet skinned guy, with short, silky black cropped hair. He was very muscled and he was grinning at me.

"Embry?" I asked, not entirely sure.

"Hey Ems," Embry grinned at me.

I stood up and took off my sun glasses so I could get a better look at the new Embry.

"How did you bulk up so quick..." I asked shocked.

He ignored my question.

"How have you been?" He asked still grinning, but his jaw was slightly clenched.

"Alright." I smiled back at him.

"That's good."

"Felling better from being sick" I replied, curious on how he was feeling because I was sick as well.

"Fine, Have you seen Sam, Jared and Paul?"

"They just jumped off the cliff."

"Oh ok cool. Talk soon Em,"

"Yeah."

Embry smiled at me and ran towards the edge of the cliff, I only realized when he was jumping off the edge that he didn't have a shirt on.

"wow..." I breathe out stunned.

Embry had changed so much since last time I saw him. He was huge now, and his hair, So short. I mindlessly sat down, still watching the cliff's edge and Embry Push himself off.

what happened to him?, I thought to myself. He was sick not long ago and now, he looks better then ever.

I popped my sun glasses back on and opened my book. Heart Shaped Moon was its name, a romantic thriller.

read a few pages before something caught my eye. Something shinny to the right of me. I lifted my head from the book at a truck, Bella's truck.

"What's Bella doing here?" I wondered out loud.

I couldn't help but be nosy, so I went towards the truck. there was no one in it, but there was a black motorbike in the back, the motor bike Jacob had been fixing.

I looked past the truck and saw a large, russet skinned boy helping a small, brunette, fair skinned girl on a red motorbike. Bella and Jacob.

"Hey Em," Paul said from behind me, startling me.

I could feel something freezing cold dripping on my back, Paul was standing over me and was getting me wet.

Paul mood changed so much I could feel it just by sitting in front of him.

"What is Jacob doing?" Paul growled angrily.

I just stared at the two, Jacob trying to teach Bella what to do on to motorbike and Bella just leaning over the motorbike and responding to what Jacob told her.

Jacob moved away, not before kicking back the kick stand and Bella pressed a button, but it was the wrong one and the bike fell over, Bella along with it.

Paul roared with laughter and I couldn't help but let out a few giggles. It felt like it was raining on my head, but around me there was no water, so I looked up. Paul was laughing so hard he was crying, huge drops of salty water dropping out of his eyes, down his face and into my hair.

"Paul stop! You're wetting me!" I told him while shoving him softly in the stomach with my elbow.

He bit down on his lip to stop the laughter. Satisfied, I looked back to where Jacob was helping Bella off the ground. A pang of jealousy hit me straight in the chest and I bit back a whimper. Paul growled, but I ignored him.

Jacob said something to Bella and she nodded. He kicked the kickstand again and she started the engine and the bike went shooting off, Bella going with it and her beautiful brown locks flying in the wind behind her. She was going really fast and soon she had to turn.

"HIT THE BREAKS BELLA!" Jacob called out desperatly.

Bella slammed on the breaks, but it was the wrong one. She stepped on the foot brake instead of the hand break and the bike went to a standstill, throwing Bella

over the handle bars.

I watch in horror as she flew off the bike in to a roll, Paul standing next to me now was holding back another laugh and I was stunned.

"Is she ok?!" I asked to no one.

Jacob quickly grabbed the black bike and made his way down to her, I couldn't see if she was hurt but she was holding her head. Jacob was soon at her side, brushing her hair from her face. Again the jealous feeling raced through my vein's.

"why did she get back on?" I asked to no one again.

"she cant handle a bike like that?!" I finished angrily

Paul put his arm around me and sighed.

"Emma I know this is a bad time to say, but i have to say it. I told you so." Paul said smugly.

I stared at him, eyes wide open.

"You're such an ass," I said hurt.

I didn't want to look at Bella and Jacob. Jacob had taken his shirt off to give to Bella, the jealousy would make me do stupid things. I also didn't want to stay near Paul. I had never seen this side of him before and I didn't like

it. I turned on my heel and walked away from all three of them.

"Em I'm sorry! I am really sorry!" Paul kept pace with me and he grabbed me gently, but I shook him off.

"I'm such a fucking idiot!" Paul growled at himself.

I laughed a little.

"Yes you are," I sighed and turned around to face him.

"I'm really sorry," Paul begged.

"I know," I told him and wrapped my arms around him best as I could.

He hugged me back, pulling me in to him tighter, bending down slightly and nuzzling his face in my neck. The sheer ferocity of the heat of his body was making me sweat.

"Paul get off me now," I said playfully.

He didn't respond, he just kept on holding me tighter to his huge chest.

"Paul seriously get off me now, it's too hot," I told him seriously.

He still didn't respond and nuzzled his face further.

One second the heat was overbearingly there, the next it was gone.

"She said get off her," Jacob growled.

Jacob was in front of me, in between me and Paul.

"Who are you to say anything? You're the one who hurt her the most." Paul snarled at him.

Jacob flinched, but kept going.

"I'm her best friend and I say LEAVE HER ALONE!" he shouted.

"Well you've got you're Bella now, so why don't you go look after her?" Paul sneered.

I had to say something to break up the fight. Jacob was about to say something, but I cut in;

"Paul that's enough and that was uncalled for. Now drop it," I told him, slightly angry.

Paul looked at me stunned for a second. Then hurt flashed through his eyes, making me feel bad. But it was soon replaced by a blazing anger.

"You're sticking up for him?" Paul was using the deadly calm voice that had no emotion.

"Yes," I said firmly.

He started to shake and this time it was worse I had ever seen. His whole frame moved, his hands balled up in tight fists and his teeth were gritted.

I looked at him, a little scared, but mostly wary.

"Paul," Sam's weary voice warned. "calm down."

Paul shook his head, trying to calm down, but it didn't work. He just shook harder. Sam quickly grabbed Paul and pulled him hard towards the forest.

"I'm sorry about that." Jared said apologetically

"It's fine Jared," i smiled at him, but I was a little shaken.

"Hey Jared, Em!" Embry called running towards us, "Where's Paul and S-"

He stopped right next to Jared, his eyes fixed on Jacob. Jacob's face was shocked, then upset and furious.

"So it's okay to hang out with them, but not me and Quil right?" He told Embry angrily.

"I... I c-can't hang out with you anymore Jacob," Embry stared at

floor.

"it's complicated, I'm sorry I can't explain."

"No I get it. We just aren't good enough for you anymore." Jacob glared.

He backed up then turned on his heel and walked quickly back towards the red truck from which he had come.

"what have I done" I whispered to myself, tears welling up and my bag clenched to my chest.

"Come on Em, its getting late" Jared smiled and put his hand around my shoulder and guided me back to the car.

Paul no where in sight.

YAY!
I hope you liked it. :D
I will update again soon. I promise.

And again, if you need to know anything and want to talk about whatever contact me through email or something. If you want it ask, and I will happily give it out. :D
By the way, you found out why Tyler is like that a bit later. :)

Love Peejay. xo