Hey Everyone, It's Peejay.
I'm so sorry I haven't updated in months. :(
My stupid #!% Ex boyfriend had all the chapters I had done and finished on his lap top and wouldn't give them back. + On top of that, I lost the net. I couldn't even talk to Emily, my best friend. I ended up giving up and rewriting the chapters, Just for you guys and of course Emily. I hope you enjoy it and I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense. I will be hopefully updating a lot more now so YAY!.
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Chapter 15
He crushed me in his arms, holding me tightly and slightly swinging for side to side.
"Paul... I …cant breath" I struggled to get out of his grasp.
"Oh sorry" he said letting go but keeping his hands on each of my shoulders.
"Did he hurt you, what did he say? Are you ok" he said franticly, shaking me a little.
"Paul -where did he go- Paul -I'm going to kill that leech- Paul Stop!" I said a bit louder.
He looked at me, his eyes wanting answers that I couldn't give.
"Why were you out so far" he suddenly snapped, anger taking his voice and I flinched back in surprise.
"Looking for you" I said in a low voice.
He looked at me with his mouth open and his eyes filled with rage.
"What!" he threw his arms up in the air. "I was at home!" he yelled at me angrily.
"Paul calm down" someone said from behind us, I jumped back scared but saw it was only Sam and Tyler.
"Yeah bro, calm the fuck down, we handled it." Tyler said as he walked behind Sam.
"Are you ok sweetie?" Sam asked me pushing past Paul.
"Yeah I'm fine; just hurt my knee but nothing major." I said showing them my knee.
Paul's eye widened and Tyler rushed over and scooped me up.
"Tyler put me down." I said kicking. He didn't listen.
"I'm going to take her home" he said with a worried look upon his face, although he smiled widely at Paul.
Paul clenched his teeth and tightened his fists.
"Sam, I told him not to touch her" he started to shake but weirdly, so did Tyler.
"Paul Stop!" Sam said putting his arm in front of him and slowly brought his gaze to the sky.
Tyler tensed and started to shake more, even Sam was shaking.
"Tyler. Take her home. There's more" Sam said angrily.
"What's going on?" I asked worried.
Paul didn't say anything, just focused on everything around us. Sam gave Tyler a look and then turned to Paul.
"Paul, don't worry, she will be fine" he stated clearly.
"If you say so" Paul said under his breath and gave me a soft look.
"Paul" I whispered as Tyler ran off.
-Jacobs Point of view-
I entered through Emma's bedroom window; her room was the same as last time I was in there. I smiled, the scent of her blankets was still as sweet and the empty coffee cup sitting be sided her bed brought a small laugh from my chest.
"Paul?" Emma questioned as she walked in to her bedroom. I ducked down so she couldn't see me but I still could see her.
She was wearing my old hoodie; a grin came to my face, her hair messy and her cheeks a sharp shade of red. She looked worn out.
Why is she so tired? I thought to myself as I watched her franticly look around her room.
Then He came in, sweating and shirtless like always. He's such a fucking show off.
"Paul. Why did you do that ?!" Emma snapped as she spun around to face him. He only replied with a grin.
"Paul... you're not acting normal" She said a little softer.
He stepped closer, I tensed ready to burst in and protect her at any moment.
"Yes I am" He smirked as he got even closer, Emma stepped back uncomfortable.
"You have been acting weird-" She was interrupted by Paul smashing his lip against hers, I stopped myself from doing anything yet, I needed to see something first.
"Paul stop" Emma said pulling away but he pushed her against his lips again.
Emma's eyes were filled with sorrow, much like when she looked at me. I felt my chest burn with jealously and hurt, I looked away. I shook it off; trying to wrap my head around that Emma was with Paul, not me.
I walked away to nowhere, but felt something holding me back. I turned around to find Emma holding on to my hand.
"Baby, don't talk to me. I'm trying to let go, not loving you is harder then you know" was my only reply. She slowly let go and the smile faded.
I walked away, not looking back to see her beautiful torn face. I couldn't, I wouldn't, it would be too hard to let go. I walked in to the forest and out to a road, one song playing over and over in my head and I felt my eyes water.
"I'm not over you" I whispered to myself as I walked lonely to nowhere.
I stopped and stared out over the ocean. Her face was everywhere I looked, I couldn't get away from her warmth and it lingered all around me.
"If you don't want me then, I guess I will have to go!" I screamed to the waves.
"Jake" I felt a warm hand against my cheek; I turned around to her sweet singing voice.
"Baby please... " I said as I turned to face her.
"I still want to be friends, you made me a promise" Bella said stepping back in to His arms.
"But Bella..." I started but couldn't finish, she is to perfect. "I want to be friends to"
"Goodbye Jacob Black" She said as she walked away hand in hand with Edward.
"No wait Bella stop!" I called but she couldn't hear me.
I woke up in a cold sweat.
"Shit" I whispered as I looked at my small clock. It was only 1 in the morning. I got out of bed and opened my window, listening for the familiar sound.
"Paul" She called but it was good enough for me, no matter what name she called.
I quickly jumped out of my window and walked to her bedroom window.
I entered through her bedroom window, all her room was the same as last time I was in there. I smiled, the scent of her blankets was still as sweet and the empty coffee cup sitting be sided her bed brought a small laugh from my chest.
"Paul?" Emma questioned as she walked in to her bedroom. I ducked down so she couldn't me but I still could see her.
She was wearing her black hoodie, her hair out and her cheeks a sharp shade of red. She looked tired.
Why does this look familiar? I thought to myself as I watched her franticly look around her room.
Then He came in, sweating and shirtless like always. He's such a fucking tool.
"Paul. Why did you do that ?!" Emma snapped as she spun around to face him. He only replied with a smirk.
"Paul... you're no fair, you can't steal my food when I can't steal yours!" She said a little softer, but in a strong voice and putting her hands on her hips.
He stepped closer, I tensed ready to burst in and protect Emma at any moment.
"Yes I can" He smirked as he leant against one of her walls; Emma dropped her hands from her hips.
She huffed and I relaxed and sighed deeply.
"Goodnight Paul" she said walking over to her bed side table.
"Night princess" he smiled and walked out, shutting the door behind him.
She walked past the window and I ducked, hitting my elbow doing so.
"Ahh shit" I said, rubbing away the funny feeling.
"Jake?" Emma asked opening the window.
"Yeah... It's me" I said looking up to her smiling face.
"What are you doing out there?" she asked, "hold on" she looked back, "I'm coming out" she laughed and put on leg through the window.
She jumped down nearly on top of me and laughed.
"Why are you outside my window." she said grabbing my hand and pulling me away from the house. She pulled me to the old swings we made when we were 10.
"Nothing" I said nervously. She raised an eyebrow.
"Where you being a pervert Mr. Black?" she asked.
"N-No" I tried to defend myself but she only giggled and sat on one of the swings.
"Then what where you doing then?" she asked slightly swinging.
I watched for a moment as she softly pushed herself backwards. She reminded me off when she was young, I smiled to myself and stood behind her and gave her a push.
"I just wanted to come see you." I said as I pushed her again.
She pursed, thinking about something.
"You mean it?" she asked turning her head to my direction. I smiled.
"Of course" I laughed and wrapped my arms around her, pulling her backwards off the swing and hugging her.
-Emma's Point of View-
I grinned ear to ear as Jacob pushed me on the old swing. Happiness running through me and his warm soft hands brushing me back, sending chills down my spine as he pushed more.
"Emmy" Jacob asked, smiling in to my ear as he pushed me.
I shivered.
"Yes Jake?" I asked mindlessly as I listened to my heart thump in my chest, the love was all around me, like a soft cloud.
"Would you ever come to the movies… with me and Bella?" he asked, his voice filled with hope.
"For you... anything" I smiled and stopped the swing.
I got off and turned around to find Jacob staring at me. I smiled and looked down, a warm blush rolled over my face and I shied away.
"Come here" he said with his arms open.
I walked in to them and he held me tightly. I melted right there, wishing he would never let go. Everything about him is perfect; I loved every part of him.
"Emma!" a deep angry voice yelled from behind us.
I jumped back, letting my arm fall to my side but Jake didn't want to let go. I turned around to find Paul shaking, Jared on the porch just watching.
"What the fuck are you doing out here?!" he asked harshly.
"N- nothing." I stuttered, cowering back.
"She's talking to me" Jacob spat, putting his hand on my shoulder.
Paul laughed, smirking at Jacob. Worry filled my body and every inch of happiness was gone, I wrapped my arms around me stomach.
"Oh, really" Paul said stepping forward.
"Paul, No!" I said putting my hands out; I didn't want him touching Jacob.
He stopped and looked at me. His eyes were searching for something.
"I'm coming now, just go inside" I choked and swallowed the lamp in my throat.
He looked at me and then Jacob, with a grin he walked for the front door. I turned to Jacob and he lifted my chin.
"You didn't have to stick up for me" he smiled.
"Hmm" I replied, looking down but he brought my chin back up.
"Really, I can look after myself. Don't worry about me Em." he smiled and pulled me in to a hug.
"Don't let him boss you around; a bed is always open at my house if you want to get away from him" He whispered in to my hair. I smiled, and held on tighter.
We pulled away but he kept his arms around me.
"Thank you Jake." I smiled, my eyes softened and I melted again.
"But I think we should post pone that movie until Sarah gets back." I finished.
His face dropped and he looked disappointed.
"Oh okay, movie night sometime then?" he grinned. "I do miss watching movies with you when it rains and we sit near your fireplace." he pulled me in to a hug again.
It took me by surprise and he chuckled.
"I better get inside." I said as we pulled away again, Jacob rubbed the back of his neck.
"Goodnight Emmy, talk tomorrow?" he said sadly.
"Of course" I reassured him.
His warm, bright smile, soon appear again.
"Breakfast" I asked.
"But..." he said pointing to the house, meaning Paul.
"Don't worry; he's always gone in the morning. I don't know why but he's never hear when I wake up" I shrugged.
"Sure sure, breakfast it is." Jacob grinned.
I walked back to the front door, watching Jake watch me and laugh as I tripped up the stairs. I opened the door and walked in.
"Please… tell me when you're going to go outside" a voice said as soon as I got a foot in the door.
I sighed, knowing I was going to get a speech about how dangerous it is outside at night.
"I know. I'm sorry… I... forgot." I smiled guilty.
He crossed his arms unhappily but forgave me.
"Night princess" he said walking away, I sighed again and walked for my room.
I couldn't help but wonder what Jacob meant by going to the movies with him and Bella. I quickly drifted off to sleep, thinking about Jacobs's warm touch on my back as we pushed me on the swing.