As you can see. I couldn't help myself!
You guys have been waiting for so long, so I thought What the hay, they can have one more... :D
Enjoy my beautiful friends!
Oh and Jacob's so cute in this one! ^_^
Chapter 19
Uninvited Guest's
-Jacob's point of view-
"I love you" I whispered.
She froze; she brought her right hand up to her mouth and gasped.
"W-what" She asked in a quiet voice.
Her face beautiful and glowing in the sunlight, it took my breath away. She was stunning. Even though she looked tired and worn out, I still found her more beautiful than ever. Her pale while skin glowed in the ray on morning sun, her eyes brown and honey coloured and her lips a light pink.
Bella came to mind quickly after though. I love her as well, part of me wanted to be with her so bad but the other part wanted Emma. I was torn between the two. But Bella loves Edward, and didn't seem to be in to me like that.
"Jacob, what did you just say?" She said; her voice hopeful.
It broke me away from my thoughts about Bella. I suddenly realised I was staring out the window.
"I love you" I said clearly, as I said it everything seemed to be perfect.
I took my gaze back to Emma. When my eyes hit her face I felt something inside me kick. I lusted over her so badly; I felt passion and love for her. Her lips are so big and luscious and her skin so pale and soft. I couldn't hold myself back; it was an urge to kiss her and just hold her close.
I pulled her close and placed my lips upon hers. She was surprised by the kiss at first but soon kissed back, her lips slightly pushing against mine. Our lips together felt so right. I pushed her against the door frame lightly and placed my hands on her hips.
We pulled away and both took a deep breath in.
"Jacob-" She said softly but the sound of her voice pushed my urge into over drive.
I lifted her head up and smashed my lips against hers. I pushed my hips against hers and she breathed into the kiss. It only made it worse, I felt like an animal. I licked her bottom lip for entrance but she pulled away.
"Jacob, I've never done this before" She breathed.
"Nether have I" I said rubbing the back of my neck, just as embarrassed as her.
"Jake... it's too fast. I'm not... ready for that" She replied sounding really nervously.
I thought about what she meant.
"Emma... do you mean sex?" I asked now nervous to.
She nodded and I smiled.
"No babe, I mean like... making out" I chuckled, I thought it was cute.
"Making out… right" She sighed in relief.
I still couldn't gather why I felt so connected to her. It was like her energy was pulling me towards her.
"Emma, will you be my first kiss?" I asked with a small smile on my face.
She didn't answer, I felt my stomach twist. I looked away and waited for an answer but was quickly interrupted by a small cold hand that was placed on my cheek. She pulled my face to hers but stopped when our lips were almost touching and looking towards the door.
"I think someone's coming" she whispered.
It was the sexiest thing I had ever seen, but she was right. I could hear someone coming. I could hear so much better now, I just needed to focus.
We both looked to the small row of tree's that separates the house and the shed. Billy was about to open the back door and most likely roll on to the back porch. Emma and I quickly moved away from one another and acted like we were doing something.
"You kids okay?" He called out concerned.
"Yeah, we're fine dad" I called back.
"Emma, are you ok?" Billy asked concerned about her.
My dad loves Emma. He treats her like she's part of the family. I guess it's because we have been friends for almost all of our lives and Billy and Sarah are very close.
"Yeah Billy, I'm fine... don't worry" Emma called back, her voice happy.
We both waited for a moment for Billy to respond.
"Good" He chuckled before closing the door.
Emma and I sighed in relief.
"That was close" Emma said laughing.
I stared at the side of her face, she was smiling as bright as the sun just watching the back door and laughing.
"Just like when we were kids" I replied, strolling over to her.
"Like the time we nearly got caught with fireworks" She laughed harder.
"You almost blow your face off" I laughed as well, remembering the look on her face when the big Ben fireworks went off as she was about to pick it up, we were only 12 but we did some pretty crazy stuff.
She turned around and faced me. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her. Her skin was freezing.
"Are you cold?" I asked her wrapping myself around her fully.
She is so small and fragile.
"Yeah, a little" she shivered.
I snuggled my face in to the crock of her neck.
"Wow... you're really hot" she commented.
"Why thank you" I laughed, I felt her smile.
I held on to her but she put her hands on my chest.
"I didn't mean it like that" She laughed.
"Sure, sure" I chuckled and she rolled her eyes playfully.
I put one hand on the small of her back and I brought the other up and put it under her chin. I placed a small soft kiss upon her lips. I pulled away and tried to work up the nerves to French kiss her.
-Emma's point of view-
I stared at Jacobs's chest confused and embarrassed. I still couldn't believe he said I love you to me, not Bella.
Am I dreaming? Did I just not wake up and I'm still in my warn bed sleeping next to a shoring Paul? I thought to myself as the silence continued.
I could tell he was hesitating to kiss me. I could feel my eyes start to get so tired.
"Jake, we don't have to" I said quietly.
The awkward moment was starting to be unbearable. A deep husky laugh came from his chest.
"Emmy, I'm just trying to find the guts to kiss you... without messing up" he admitted truthfully, which left me speechless.
"Oh" I replied, not really knowing what to say. I struggled to stay awake.
Everything was running through my head so much at once I could only see black for a few moments. I thought about Jacob and what he said, Bella and what he's going to do about her, me and what I'm going to do about what Jacob said. This love triangle was taking a huge toll on me.
"Emma, you look tired. Are you ok?" he said, worry laced through his husky voice.
I started to feel weak, like everything was crashing down on me at once.
"Yeah I'm fine, just..." my legs gave out but Jacob quickly caught me, "Weak" I finished as I yawned in Jacobs arms.
"I thought you were tuff Emmy" he laughed.
He started walking, but my eyes were closed and I couldn't open them to see where we were going.
"I am" I protested against him comment, my voice lazy and tired.
He just replied with a deep husky laugh again.
"Sure, sure" he said as we walked in to a house.
The way Jacob walks was different as well. It wasn't his normal stride, he was graceful now.
"Is she ok?" I heard Billy ask.
"Yeah, she's just tired. Probably worn out from all the sleep she has been missing" Jacob replied.
Jacob put me down and I opened my eyes to find us in his room.
"I'm" I yawned, "cold" I finished shivering.
He laughed and I smiled weakly at him. He climbed in and laid behind me, even though his bed was small and hardly fit him, we somehow made it work. He wrapped his warm arms around me and snuggled down. He put the blanket over us and started to softly sing.
"Jake, what does it mean?" I asked about the Quileute lullaby he seems to sing a lot, my voice cracking and soft.
He stopped and kissed the back on my neck.
"A lot of things" He replied as he started to sing it again.
I closed my eyes and let it take me in. Everything went dark and I felt myself being taken by emotion.
A picture of two wolves dancing together entered my mind with every word he sung. They danced under the moon light, the sky dark but filled with millions of bright stars. One of the wolves was a reddish brown and the other a gray black.
They seemed so peaceful and in love. Just running and howling together so freely. They ran side by side, their paws moving perfectly in sink and their fur blowing in the wind. But they were soon stopped by something. Their paws pushed into the snow to stop. I couldn't see what it was but it felt cold and evil. The bigger wolf, the reddish brown one, growled but stopped.
He soon stopped though and looked at the thing with lust. He slowly moved closer. He left the other one and she felt even sadder with every step he took away from her. Her heart broke and she howled to the moon, crying.
He walked away from her, left her alone and cold. She missed him so much, she felt incomplete without him. Her heart longed for him to come back. She now danced the romantic dance alone.
The boy wolf was happy but couldn't stop feeling sad underneath. He now danced with a different girl, a once warn and friendly girl. She's different now; she's now cold and bitter. Something the wolf wasn't meant to be around. He missed the girl wolf greatly and the cold one, the evil girl was never all his and he knew that.
They danced an unfamiliar dance, a dance the male wolf could not do. She gave up on him; she left him to rote and found a new dance partner. One that was just as cold and evil as her.
He howled. It was loud and sad. He was now alone, miserable and without someone to dance with.
He slumped down in the snow and sulked. The girl wolf was on his mind. He howled until another one joined his. He turned to find the girl wolf; she walked over and sat with him. She forgave him for leaving. She had missed him horribly.
They stood up and started to dance together, happily free together again. Everything was perfect.
I drifted off into the video of them in my head as Jacobs singing faded as I fell asleep.
-Time skip-
I slowly walked back to my house, the sleep I had sleep I had last night was amazing but I still felt really tired.
"Emma" I familiar voice called from my porch.
I looked up dazed, there she stood. Sarah was back, a smiled grew on my face and I ran over.
"Sarah!" I replied happily, excited that she was home.
I ran up and bear hugged her, she laughed and hugged back.
"Don't do that sweetie, I'm not as young as I use to be" She chuckled.
"Sorry" I said letting go and smiling.
"You seem happier then you were before I left" She commented.
A huge smile came to my face; the thought of Jacob made me so happy.
"Yeah, I guess you could say that" I replied, biting my bottom lip.
"Come on, I made food. You're getting to skinny love" she said putting her hand on my back and pushing me into the house.
As I walked in the smell of food entered my nose and my mouth watered. I hadn't eaten yesterday and my stomach had bad hunger pains.
"Give me one" I heard another voice speak.
"Dude, no... She cooked then for me" another one replied.
Tyler and Jared were fighting over cup cakes.
"I bet you both 5 bucks that you can't run to first beach and back in 2 minutes" Embry said smiling.
Tyler and Jared looked at him with one eyebrow razed.
"What does that have to do with the cup cakes?" Tyler questioned.
"Yeah Dude, how does that work?" Jared added on.
"I wasn't finished" He made a face at them, "The first one to get back, gets the cup cakes and 5 bucks... But, if both of you are not back in 2 minutes, I get 5 bucks from both of you and the cup cakes" He grinned.
I rolled my eyes as I walked past them.
"We don't you just share them?" I questioned as I walked to my room and grabbed a towel.
"Because I'm hungry" they all said at the same time then looked at each other.
I laughed, "You guys are always hungry"
I walked into my bathroom and locked the door. I sat the towel on my sink and started to get undressed. I took my pants off. I put my iPod on the speakers and put on Kill Paradise – Just Friends.
I started to sing as I took my shirt off.
"Hey there's this pretty pretty girl I know, the girl they sing about on radio. She's got style, she's got grace. I'm all over the place. I gotta tell her now. You know your boyfriend you could do without, and if I ever see him I'ma pop him in the mouth, POW" I sung happily.
I took my shirt off completely and turned around. There stood Paul in the window, I screamed.
"Paul!" I said covering myself up and he grinned.
"You know he lies, all he does is make you cry, hanging with a different girl almost every other night. Oh-oh-oh she's on the floor, and he's been screamin at her all night long. It's time to hang it up and end it right, come on it Friday night. You know you're better off on your own." He sung.
He jumped through the window; I stood there with my mouth open, he was perving on me. But other than that his voice amazed me and the fact he knew the lyrics to the song as well.
"Hey there's this pretty pretty girl I know, he broke her heart and now she's letting go. What you two had was never love you know, so let me show you what it feels like. I'll never make you cry, always kiss you goodnight. Sunrise and summer time, lets finely have some fun tonight. I'm gonna make you forget, all the bad things he did. Baby, baby we can do it right." He sung, staring right in to my eyes.
It made me feel a little uncomfortable, not to mention I was almost naked. But I couldn't help but feel a little touch by it. He was trying so hard to take my heart. Suddenly I felt sadness for Paul.
"Paul-" I went to say but he interrupted me by putting his finger on my lips.
I looked up at his face.
"You didn't come home last night" he said, removing his finger and brushing my hair behind my ear.
He stared at me with such, intense love. It worried me.
"Yeah, sorry I didn't. I fell asleep at Jakes" I replied.
"It's ok. I was just worried about you. Did everything go okay?" he asked, but the last part of the sentence sounded a little sad.
"Yeah, it went fine... I guess" I said, a smile uncontrollably came to my face.
"Oh, okay cool" he replied.
I felt bad, he seemed shattered.
"Umm Paul... could you please get out. I'm kind of in the middle of having a shower" I smiled shyly.
He looked at me up and down then went red.
"Oh shit, sorry" he said embarrassed and walked to the door.
"Nice bra, by the way" he said before walking out and shutting the door.
I gasped, "Paul!" I replied.
He grinned, "What?"
I rolled my eyes at his comment about my bra. I quickly had a shower and walked to my room. It was so cold, so I got dressed as quickly as I could. I walked back out to the kitchen. Sarah was the only one there; she had a worried look on her face.
"Sarah, is everything okay?" I asked sitting next to her at the small dinner table.
She didn't look at me.
"Sarah, where are the boys?" I said but she still didn't answer.
Worry yanked at my stomach. She has never been like this before.
"Sarah" I put my hand on hers, "Where are the boys?" I asked again, my voice shaken.
"There's vampires honey. A big group of them" She replied, concerned for the boys.
I put my hands to my mouth and gasped. After my first meeting with vampires, I wasn't looking forward to any more.
"How many are there?" I asked a little scared.
Her eyebrows pulled together, it worried me more.
"Sam said they could smell 8 so far" She said quietly.
"Are Jacob and Paul going to fight them?" I asked, worried for the wolf packs safety.
She sighed and looked at me with a worried face.
"It doesn't work like that sweetie. They don't just fight... they all fight to the death" She said sadly.
I felt the tears well up in my eyes but I blinked them away, I had never thought about it like that. I had no idea there was a chance Jacob or Paul or any of the others could die. I hugged Sarah.
"They will be ok, right?" I asked still holding the tears back.
She nodded and I let go.
"Don't worry dear, they are stronger then you think. Sam is a good leader and will do all he can to make sure everyone is okay" She smiled reassuringly.
I smiled back and stood up.
"Can you put the kettle on please? I'm just going to my room to get something and take my iPod out of the bathroom and put it back in my room to charge" I said as I started to walk to the bathroom.
"Emma wait" She said and I turned around and faced her.
"Can you promise me something?" She asked me, I nodded.
"Yes, anything" I replied, wondering what she wanted me to promise her.
"Promise me you will stay strong, even if something bad happens, even if someone gets hurt. You need to stay strong, for you and Jacob" She said in a pleading voice.
"I promise" I replied, I smiled to reassure her even though I had no idea why she said that.
"Good, I love you sweetie" She smiled.
"I love you to. So can you please put the kettle on?" I smiled.
"Yes, I could use a nice cup of tea" She laughed.
I walked to the bathroom and opened the door and grabbed my iPod. I walked back to my room and put it on charge.
I couldn't shake the ill feeling that the thought of Jacob or any of the pack getting hurt gave me.
"It's cold" I said to myself, changing the subject in my mind.
I shivered as I grabbed a jumper. I was half way through putting it on when I heard a tap at my window. I froze and slowly put my jumper on all the way.
"Hello?" I automatically said.
There was no reply.
I walked over to my bedside table and grabbed the empty tea cup. Again there was a tapping sound against my window. I turned around and opened it. I looked outside but nothing was out there.
"What the hell?" I asked myself as I looked out my window, confused.
I put one hand on my hip and raised an eyebrow. I shut my window and turned around. Then something I never thought would happen. I backed up until I was against my window.
"Emma?" He said; his voice smooth and charming yet somewhat questioning.
His hair was in his face and I couldn't see who it was.
"W-who are you?" I questioned nervous.
He didn't seem like he was going to hurt me, Sarah was just down the hall. But it still didn't make me feel any better. I wanted to know how he got in my room, how he knew where I live, how he knows me and what he wanted with me.
He sighed, "Please... remember my face" He said, his voice pleading.
His hair was short and black, it kind of swept to the side and his side fringe covered some of his face when he was looking down. I thought hard about who he was but nothing came to mind.
"I-I can't" I said still backed up near the window.
I thought about whether I should scream for help. He slowly looked up, his hair falling into place perfectly to on right side; his eyes were a beautiful kind of amber.
"I need you to remember who I am... or at least who I look like" His eyes searched all over me, he looked like he needed to tell me something, something important.
He was much different from when I first saw him. His hair was shorter and he had emotion in his eyes. Even his voice wasn't monotone, it was sweet.
I took a deep breath surprised. I had forgotten all about him. I didn't think I would ever run in to him again. I dropped the tea cup but he caught it. He stood up right in front of my face, his body inches from mine.
"William?" I questioned stunned, my voice shaking and my eyes staring into his.
I wonder what William wants? D:
It's started, mwuahahaha *chokes* I have to lay off evil laughing. -_-
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