SM OWNS TWILIGHT.

This chapter is a lil' bit of good ole fluff. I think Bella needs a little brake from all the worrying. :)

WARNING: There is a lemon in this first part of the chapter if you are not 17+ or should not be reading this story then STOP. Go find another FF to read. (Although I am grateful you chose mine to read) :D

Song: Suddenly by Super chick.

I managed to get Edward to leave me alone after he asked me about the scars on my body but I knew he wouldn't stop until he got the answers. I didn't know how much longer I could go without telling someone. I was glad to succumb to slumber.

I groaned as I heard the vibrating of my phone against the wood of my bedside table. I looked at my bedside table.

7:03 AM.

This was way too early for me to be up. I tried to sit up but an arm pulled me back down. A bubble of fear crept into my throat and threatened to let out a scream. But as I turned to see who it was I calmed. It was Edward. WAIT! EDWARD!

His arm was on top of me and he was naked?

Visions of the previous night flooded into my mind. Shit! The first thoughts in my head were a twine of panicked questions.

What if I've ruined our friendship?

What if he kicks me out?

I grabbed my phone off the nightstand.

Hey Bella, it's Emmett I don't know if you remember but you gave me your number the last time I saw you. I know you staying with Edward so can you just tell him the 'gang' is coming over we'll be there around 9. Thanks – Emmett

I looked over at Edward and thought about waking him up but he looked so peaceful and innocent which was a far cry from when he was awake. Even though I had only been staying at his for a few days when we were watching T.V or reading books together in the study I would sometimes see him look towards the direction of the front door sadly. Only when he was deep in thought other times I would notice his eyes on me but whenever I turned my head to return his eyeballing he would quickly glance away. I nervously chewed on my bottom lip as I climbed carefully out of bed; trying not to disturb Edward. I chucked on the shirt Edward had been wearing yesterday and padded quietly with bare feet into the kitchen, the cool tiles feeling cold on my feet and waking me furthermore.

I put the kettle on and put some pop-tarts in the toaster. I looked at my reflection in the shiny metal on the toaster and groaned. I was mess. My hair looked like a hay stack and I looked like I was drowning in Edwards T-shirt. I grabbed the hair tie off my wrist and did my hair up before pouring my coffee and plating my pop-tarts. I sat down at the table.

I ate in silence for a few minutes before panicked footsteps raced down the stairs.

'Bella? BELLA?' Edward called as he came running into the dining room. His eyes locked with mine and the worry and sadness left as he glanced at me sitting at his kitchen table.

'Present?' I answered in a squeaky voice, still not being sure of whether my actions of last night might bring this morning. Edward opened and closed his mouth a couple of times, trying to form a sentence. It took a few more goes before anything came out.

'I-I thought you left' he said. I shook my head. I don't think I could have even if I wanted to. Being around Edward did something to me, whenever I was near him I calm and I felt safe. Something I had never felt with Mike or any of my other previous lovers. It was like a satellite orbit. Whenever I moved Edward adjusted accordingly, I was stuck in Edward's orbit and I never wanted to escape.

'Nope' I said trying to brighten his dreary mood. 'I am here as long as you want me' I said with a small nervous laugh. Edwards's eyes were intense as he looked at me. It was a long time before he spoke.

'I want you' he breathed moving around the table so he was kneeling in front of me. 'Always'

We sat like that for a while, Edward's hands running up and down my legs while his continued to stare into my eyes with no much affection.

'It's a good thing I'm staying then, isn't it?' I murmured. Edward moved his face closer to mine and I leaned down and met him halfway. His lips didn't mean mine right away. Edward picked me up and moved me to the recliner in the living room, placing me on his lap. His lips met my forehead and he placed kisses all over my face; on the temples of my head, on my cheeks, on my eyelids, my nose and finally my lips. This kiss wasn't like one we had ever had before.

This kiss held the promise of our future, all of Edward's insecurities and all my pain rolled into one. I turned around and straddled Edward. My hands wound into Edward's hair and his hand moved down and cupped my arse, giving it a squeeze. I moaned and broke our kiss, moving my kisses down to his neck. My hands were now in the inside of his shirt rubbing up and down his tight chest muscles. His head fell back against headrest on the recliner. One of my hands slipped out of his shirt and I fumbled around blindly for the lever, I found it and pulled it setting the recliner back so Edward was lying flat under me it also sent his boxer clad erection pressing into my hot centre. I ground myself down on him and I watched his face turn into complete bliss as my bare pussy drenched his clothed erection.

'Fuck Bella' he breathed. He pulled his grey t-shirt over his head and I marvelled at his perfect stone chest; so hard yet so soft. I pulled away and watched as Edward's eyes opened, wanting my touch desperately. I started to undo the buttons on the shirt I was wearing. Edward's eyes grew wide as he stared at me as I pulled off his dress shirt and tossed it on the floor behind me.

For the first time in a long time I felt beautiful.

EPOV

She was beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, amazing.

None of these words described how truly lovely Bella was. When I had woken up this morning and found she wasn't in my bed...I couldn't even begin to describe it. I felt so hollow, so numb I felt lifeless.

Now she sat straddling me in all her naked glory. All my insecurities were not completely gone but just put at bay. She was so beautiful. Even with the scars that adorned her face and back. Something horrible had happened to Bella and I knew I would give my life to make sure nothing ever harmed her in the future.

My fingers slipped down from her hair to her beautiful breasts, so perky and larger than what was normally expected from her petite size, maybe a C or D cup. One hand stayed glued to her breast, kneading it and tweaking her nipple while my other hand brushed over her hip bone and down to her centre. I looked up into her eyes needing her confirmation.

'Are you sure?' I asked. She nodded and I needed no further answers. I plunged a finger into her hot core. She moaned kissed me on the lips. My tongue entered her mouth and they fought for dominance. I moved my finger out of her a little bit faster. In and out, in and out, her face was one of pleasure, of beauty. Bella opened her eyes and looked at me. I flipped us over as; I was kneeling on the floor with Bella lying open in front of me. My fingers were still working themselves in and out of her; my other hand pinched her clit as I placed my mouth over her breast and began sucking.

She let out a low erotic moan and I sucked her nipple and her hands wound into my hair, massaging my scalp. I leaned up and pecked her lips before moving down and taking her clit in my mouth. She screamed and I added two more fingers into her.

'Do you like that Bella? Does it feel good?' I cooed at her and was rewarded when she shuddered in pleasure.

'Oh Edwaaarrdddd' she moaned and I felt myself twitch. Hearing my name fall like that from her lips was the most beautiful noise I had ever heard. It was so sensual and sexy the way it played off her tongue and I felt myself grow harder as she bucked her hips at me, begging me to add one more finger into her. Not being able to deny her anything I did.

It pushed her over the edge.

'Oh Edward. I'm coming' she yelled in her angelic voice before her finger clenched around my four digits and she leaked out onto my hands. I licked her juices on my fingers before giving her a sweet kiss and placing her in my lap. Her hot little hands were all over me and my eyes rolled back in my head at the sensation of it.

I felt Bella's hand slip under my boxers and gently cup my balls in her hands as she gave then a tiny squeeze before she pumped my cock a couple of times.

'Mmmm' I moaned and captured her lips with mine. She was so beautiful. Her hair was in wild disarray and she smiled with her plump red lips as she looked at me. Her breasts were large for her small frame and were nice and perky with dusty pink nipples. Her stomach was flat and tight as were her legs. Her beautiful pussy was hairless and juices flowed out of it from her previous orgasm and onto her legs. Her hands slid up to the waistband of my boxers, I raised my hips so Bella could pull them off. My erection sprang free and I watched as Bella's eyes widened as she took in the size of my member. She looked down at herself and back up me. Wondering if I was going to fit. I had last night and I would this morning or any other time she let me make love to her, which if I got my way was quite frequently.

I pulled Bella up and sat her so she was straddling me. I pushed her bangs back behind her ears and I kissed her scar.

'We'll fit together' I breathed, kissing her lips tenderly. 'You're so beautiful'

With those four words all the doubt and insecurities inside her disappeared. Bella looked me in the eye as she lined me up with her entrance. I pushed into her and we moaned at the sensation. It didn't take long for us to climax, Bella was already there and it only took a while of being inside her blissful heat and tightness, her walls contracting around me. I spilled my load into her which triggered her own orgasm and she released onto me. I kissed her lips tenderly.

I pushed her bangs that were stuck to her face from sweat out of the way and I pressed my forehead to hers.

'We better get ready' she murmured.

'For what?' I asked looking at curiously.

'Emmett, Alice, Rosalie and Jasper are coming over at nine. Sorry I guess I forgot to mention it' Bella said as she kissed my lips chastely before slipping my t-shirt on and practically skipping out the room.

'Beautiful' I breathed as my hand ghosted over my lips. Is it possible to find true love after being heartbroken so bad? I didn't know the answer to that but with Bella I felt something along those lines. It was a feeling I'd never felt before. Electricity jostled through every fibre in my body when she touched me, my heart did flip flops when she was close and I felt empty when she left.

I finally hauled myself off the recliner and slid my boxers back on. I walked into my room and over to my draws, pulling out a pair of blue jeans with rips in the knees and a Kings of Leon band T-shirt I got at their concert last year. I jumped through a quick shower and walked down stairs just as the door bell rang. Bella was already freshly showered and dressed in a black t-shirt and white shorts, leaving her alabaster legs on display.

'Hi Everyone' Bella said a smile in her voice as she pulled the door open and let everyone in. I came up behind her and hugged her from behind, smiling at our guests. After we were all in the boys hauled me off to the back yard, beers in our hands.

'So you and Bella huh?' Jasper said wiggling his eyebrows. I looked down at my sneakers and back up at Jasper.

'Unofficially? Yes' I said.

'How can you unofficially be together?' Emmett asked looking down at his feet, his eyes running a million miles an hour. Like they did whenever we spoke of Bella, like he knew something about her that I didn't.

'I'm not even sure myself. I haven't asked her to be my girlfriend yet? I don't even know if she would want to' I said taking a sip of my drink.

'I've seen the way she looks at you. She wants to be with you' Jasper said and that was the last of that conversation. We finished and Emmett took his last puff of his cigarette, glaring back at us as we did the same to him. 'Don't tell Rosie' he said and we walked inside. The girls were all in the lounge room playing on the Wii, playing Wii sports.

'No fair!' Alice cried as Rosalie caught her out in a game of baseball.

'All is fair in love and war' she replied sticking her tongue out. Jasper chuckled as Alice jumped around the room, having won despite getting caught out. She clapped her hand together like one of those wind up monkeys with the symbols.

I found my way to Bella who was sitting in the love seat laughing along with the others.

'Hey Bella, can I talk to you for a second?' I asked at her.

'Erm...sure' she replied taking my hand and standing up.

I took her out to the front porch and we sat down on the swinging chair, suspended from the ceiling.

'I think we should talk about what happened this morning and last night?' It came out as a question. The entire colour left Bella's face and her eyed widened with worry. Could she possibly have regretted what happened?

She interrupted me before I could speak 'You regret it don't you? I'm sorry Edward truly I am. I've just never felt this way about anyone and I got caught up and I thought you felt the same but I was wrong...Please don't kick me out, this is the only home I've got now. I have nowhere else to go' she said and a tear trickled from her eye.

I pulled her to me and sat her on my lap. 'Silly girl' I breathed into her hair and we rocked back and forth on the chair. She sniffled and peered up at me.

'I never regretted it. I thought maybe you did which is why I was so concerned' I kissed her temple. 'I wanted to talk to you to ask you if you...maybe would want to be my girlfriend?' I said the last part slowly, mentally preparing myself if she was to reject me.

'Yes' she said and kissed my lips. It was one simple world that changed my life forever. We went back inside and enjoyed the rest of the day messing around with the others, and at night I curled into bed besides Bella and pulled her to me, sleeping a comfortable bliss.

But somehow it felt strange...like something bad was going to happen. Like the calm before the storm.

There's the next chapter...Sorry this chapter took so long to post, I have been on holidays and there was no way to connect to the internet.

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:) have a nice day xx

Felicity.

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