Disclaimer: Warehouse 13 and its characters are the property of Syfy Network.
I'm Brazilian, my first language is Portuguese. All mistakes are mine (and also, I can forget some word), so thanks for all being patient reading this which will be full of mistakes.
LOCISVU, of course, communication is always the key of any relationship, also the trust ;)
Myka hugged Helena again, who still flipping the album. At times, Myka asked what the occasion was or who were the people present in the photo. Helena tried not to give much detail. On the album, there were picture of different moments in Helena's life; from childhood to the last moments before her were bronzed. Myka watched carefully each photo, as well as the movements of Helena's fingers. They were in this situation, until Myka realize that was evening already. She took her arm around Helena, who had finished seeing the album.
"I'll get something for us to eat, or do you prefer going to kitchen?"
"I want to still here." – Myka nodded, getting up, leaving the room. Helena knew that this room contained dual memories with emotion that could be happy or sad. At the moment, she just wanted to let the memories flow through her mind, like a river flows naturally. A dense river, but despite all the obstacles still flowing. Myka soon was back with sandwiches and juice.
"I know it isn't much, but it was what had." – Myka said sitting next to Helena, offering a sandwich.
"Anything is good, darling." – Helena smiled, picking the sandwich. Myka looked at her, noticing every detail of Helena's face.
"Helena, I may not have known Christina, but like I said, she wouldn't like to know that her mother tried to kill the humanity for revenge, or even bother to try not to forget. I know how difficult it's, although I haven't passed through the same pain." – Helena said nothing, just stared.
"What I'm trying to say is that even though I haven't passed through the same pain, I know how painful it's, and I know that having someone close by, can be helpful. And sometimes, let the past be past is the best thing to do." – Myka started to bite her lower lip.
"I try to remember her voice, I try to remember her hug, I try to remember her laugh, but I can't anymore. Each time, I think I'm forgetting her even more." – Helena began to cry. Myka put the plate on the floor, hugging Helena, caressing her hair.
"Helena, trust me, you won't forget her, okay? This is only precise details of her, but you will never forget who she was. Never. If you want to cry, if you want to laugh, if you want anything, I'll always be here. And I'll make sure you never forget her, but you have to trust me." – Helena's tears flowed freely, wetting Myka's shirt.
"Let's sleep, it's getting late and our day was tiring. And tomorrow is day off."
Helena nodded, rising along with Myka. Helena took the tray and the others things, taking it to the kitchen, while Myka was changing in bedroom.
Helena was soon changing too, while thinking of all those memories. But while thinking about what Myka said. She knew she would forget the voice, hug, but could never forget who she was. Human existence wasn't based on precise details such as hugging, voice, but in general details like personality.
Myka was in bed reading a book with minimal interest, waiting for Helena, who soon settled beside her. Myka put the book away, making space for Helena to accommodate hugging her. Her concern was with Helena, would always be, she knew that Helena would continue in that state, but hoped that wouldn't last either.
"You arrived later than I expected." – Helena commented.
"Oh, yes. I spent some time talking to my therapist." – Helena looked to Myka, - "I'm sorry for not telling, but I just needed to make sure that everything will be okay."
"Everything will be okay. It isn't because you had an accident, that my love for you will change. I know you don't want to be dependent on me, or even, don't deserve me. But believe me, I'm still here. And I'll always be here. Just trust me, right? And if you didn't deserve me, we wouldn't be here." – Myka nodded.
"It was what he told me. But hear it from you is much better than from him. Thank you."
"Let's go sleep. We have a day off tomorrow, and I want to enjoy." – Myka smiled, nodding again.
Myka started to play with strands of Helena's hair, knowing that she liked the sensation. Soon Helena was asleep, being packed by the sensation. Myka was soon captured by sleep induced by Helena's quiet breathing and fatigue.
xxx Next Day xxx
"Good morning, darling." – Helena said after being wake with Myka kissing her. Myka had woken earlier than usual, planning to try doing a breakfast to Helena.
"Good morning, dear. I made waffles." – Myka back to kiss Helena, who stretched on the bed.
"So the good smell." – Myka laughed, putting the tray beside Helena, sitting next.
"I thought after yesterday, you deserved it." – Helena smiled.
"Thank you."
"Some plan for today?" – Myka asked curious.
Helena opened the mouth, but the Farnsworth's sound echoed in the room, making Helena sigh.
"I have a feeling that my day off don't exist more."
Helena stood up, taking the Farnsworth.
"Good morning, Helena. And I'm sorry, but your day off will have to get tomorrow. Of course, I would ask Claud…" – Artie didn't feel comfortable asking agents to appear on the warehouse on days off. He knew that breaks of the work were required after artifacts, since never knows what are the real effect of many of them.
"Okay Artie, I'll be there soon." – Helena closed the Farnsworth, showing disappointment.
"I'm sorry, darling."
"Don't worry, just back to bed and finish eating. Artie didn't said if it was urgent or not." – Myka shrugged, with a carefree expression, as she picked up a piece of waffle. Helena laughed as she returned to bed.
"I love you, know?" – Myka nodded smiling, being kissed by Helena then.
xxx Some hours later. xxx
As Myka would only return to work next day, and as she had nothing to do, she decided to lay on the grass of the garden, watch the clouds, and eventually the sunset. She didn't know what time Helena would be back, then didn't bother much with the time she would stay in touch with nature. The place that was chosen was that it had a slight decline near the kiosk.
She left her mind free for anything, which helped her lose hours easily, but didn't worry about that, since Helena had no exact time to return. But she was surprised.
"I didn't expect to find you here." – Helena was standing at the foot of Myka, looking at her.
"I had nothing to do, so I decided to come here, lie down and relax." – Helena sat beside her, staring at the sky.
"How was the warehouse?"
"Nothing alarming, just an innocent artifact." – Helena turned leaning on the side of her body, looking Myka, - "In what were you thinking?"
Myka looked at Helena, before laugh.
"I was thinking about anything that my mind wanted to think." – Myka realized that Helena was looking her carefully, - "But you're thinking about something."
"Yes, about our marriage." – Helena said looking at Myka.
"And you were probably wondering how I would be in a dress." – Helena laughed.
"Sure, but only if you want to use." – Myka smiled at the response of Helena, turning to lean on the side of her body.
"Of course, I'll wear dress; I just won't user one of those full of frills, just a simple. But I always wondered how you would be in a dress; I only could see old photos, as you already had several opportunities to see me in a dress."
"I still haven't decided what I'll use." – Helena shrugged.
"You never married?" – Myka didn't know if she was married, as her brother. She only knew that she had a daughter. Helena looked at the landscape before answering.
"I was engaged, but never got to the altar." – Helena looked back at Myka.
"Why?" – Myka hadn't noticed any sign in Helena which said she didn't want to talk about it, - "That was just before I was bronzed. My family though that if I marry and have children, I could forget Christina. But then he ended the engagement, knowing that it wasn't right. He knew I wouldn't be happy, still in search of a better world and the pain will continue." – Myka place her hand on Helena's face, caressing.
"I'm sorry. Your family usually considered you as the black sheep, then?" – Helena nodded, - "My family was proud of me in a few hours, but in the rest I've always been the black sheep, while my brother was idolized." – Myka realized that Helena didn't like to talk about, so she decided to change the subject.
"I wouldn't want a big wedding. I never liked these big weddings." – Helena smiled.
"I was worried about the possibility of having to find out if your family is big or not." – Myka laughed, turning to lie on the grass.
"It's a rather large family, but don't worry, I hardly know them, I'm close with my parents and a few persons. But I wouldn't invite them, even as my father would never let them come." – Helena saw a little of sadness in Myka's speech.
Helena still felt bad for what happened between Myka and her father, she expected him to be a little more understandable as his wife. She liked Myka's mother, but she feared that perhaps could never be known by her parents, because the fact that she was H.G. Wells, who was supposedly a man. She knew that her father would love to talk with her, on account of the books, but could never be wholly. She knew it would happen one day, but didn't care too much about it.
If she could be with the women she loved, just mind the welfare of her and them.
A/N
I have one bad new and one good new (but I think that it isn't a big good new, but I can give two good news.). I'll start with the bad: Today (January, 23th) is my last day of vacations (which means that tomorrow, I'll start again the school), so that means that I don't know exactly the frequency I'll be posting, because this year is my last year in high school, which means that I'll be spending more time preparing to do the university exam (the school system here is a little different from the american system) to a lot of university.
But, the good news is: I decided that I'll translate everything that left before I back to write the original version, and I'll try to keep them at same point. The other good news is that there is only one more chapter to translate before I continue to write the original version (but detail, the next chapter is really long.)
See ya :)
