Hey guys enjoy the chapter, its one of the longest!

BPOV

It wasn't a question it was a statement. 'Were going to be best friend'. She said it almost like 'its going to rain later'.

I sat on the couch in the family room. Alice to my left, taking no notice of my lack of enthusiasm to the fashion magazine she was shoving in my face. A easy going Emmett sprawled across an armchair watching TV, with a scowling Rosalie perched on the armrest. And of course who could forget my Creepy new admirer, Edward, sitting on the couch to my right near Alice, doing nothing else bar staring at me.

''Oh you just have to come shopping with us Bella, spring is coming up and that means a new seasons stock comes soon!''

I tried as hard as I could to pay attention to Alice as she rambled on about certain items in her new addition of 'Runway'. But I couldn't shake the feeling of his eyes on me.

I felt like a prisoner. They told me it wasn't very wise to leave the property while the wolves were still about and with Edward in the room I felt a little scared to even try to leave.

If only they new what they were getting themselves into. The wolves would come after them maybe not right now but later when the coven weren't so strong.

I have been running from them my whole vampire life. They are the reason I'm hear after all.

11 months earlier

''Jake, were are we going? You know I hate hiking'' My feet felt heavy and my jeans were begging to form a rip in the knee from were I had been falling.

''Come on Bells, its not far from here. Besides I want to get there before Quil and Embry join us.'' He turned away and kept walking, end of subject! But I wasn't having any of that.

''Why do we need to be there before Quil and Embry? It was your idea for us all to go camping, which I still hate you for by the way!''

He turned around with a dust of pink flittering across his cheeks and nose. 'That's unusual, usually I'm the one blushing'.

''I just have something I want to tell you and it doesn't matter how you feel about camping now were here!''

That's when I realized we had stopped. We were at the edge of the river that ran across the la push territory. It was beautiful, the water was rushing wildly and the trees provided great cover for the rain, soon as there's no sun.

But then I saw the other side of the river. It was the same but the ground looked much spongier and greener than the ground on this side.

''Why don't we camp over there, it would probably be more comfortable.''

Jacobs face had changed from blushing boy to scarily serious. ''We don't go on the other side.'' I was about to ask why but the look he gave me made me decide to change the subject.

'' So what was it you wanted to tell me?''

His face suddenly became nervous again. He walked the couple of long strides towards me until we were face to face well face to chest more like it.

He grabbed my hand. '' Bella I know you haven't known me that long but I have to tell you''. He took a deep breath. ''You are the only girls that's ever caught my eye, you are smart, witty, adorable and …I…..I love you''

By the end of his little speech I was blushing like there was no tomorrow, sadly for me there wasn't!

''Oh Jake I don't know what to say, I love you too. But im going to need time to think about this.''

He composed his face into a smile but not quick enough for me to see the flash of hurt that pass through his eyes.

''Of course Bella, that's all I ask.''

Later that night….

Red eyes watched me from afar, but in a split second they were right in front of me. A cold marble hand grasped my neck. Breath like death whispered in my ear. ''Were are you going little lamb?''

I woke in a cold sweat, my pulse beating loud enough for me to hear it and I was visibly shaking.

Then I realized why I woke up from that nightmare, 'Man, I need to pee'

I picked up my watch from beside my sleeping bag. 2:30 in the morning.

I unzipped my tent and shivered as the nights chilled air hit my sweat clad body.

I took my toilet paper, torch and wet wipes and wondered into the woods, as I passed the to small tent that harboured three ,abnormally large for there age, boys I heard a chorus of snores.

Once I had finished my business I looked back in the direction I came from.

''Wow I really wondered pretty far!'' I said to myself out loud not realizing that I wasn't the only one that heard.

''Yes you did, little lamb''

I was about to scream but a hard freezing hand clamped over my mouth, muffling my scream.

Sharp pain ran through my neck, warm liquid oozed down into my shirt and moans coming from behind me as I was pressed against a statue like body.

Realization hit me, 'Just like the dream.'

Everything was becoming hazy, I was losing consciousness but before everything turned into my own personal hell. I heard a howl.

Then there was only fire!

Hey guys, what do you think of a little bit of Bella's vampire history. I'm going to continue on with this memory somewere in the future chapters so don't worry you will find out. Remember reviews make me so PLEASE REVIEW!

Love ya

Belle (part of real name)