Ok guys sorry for the wait. But I'm on holidays now so hopefully I will be able to update sooner…And I forgot to do this before but Twilight and any of the characters from Twilight that appear in this story belong to Stephanie Myer. I OWN NOTHING,DAMN! Well enjoy:)

BPOV

I sat staring out the window looking out into the woods.

After Edward had announced our plan of action everyone kicked into turbo mode. Esme was rummaging through old black books gathering phone numbers of all the vampires they knew. Carlisle was on the phone calling the numbers and asking for assistance. Jasper and Emmett headed of to Denali to fetch some 'cousins' of there's to help. Alice sat for hours staring into space trying to see if anything had changed. Rosalie was having a hissy fit locked away in her room. Which leaves Edward who sat on the bed watching me.

Forgetting Edwards presents I began to wander back to when things were simpler, when it was just me and Jake against the world.

Flashback

Ok so this is the clutch and this is the break. He emphasized each one with a squeeze of my hand.

''Ok…I think I've got it''. I looked up into his deep brown eyes.

''Alrighty then''. He took several steps back. ''Ready. Set. GO!''

I took of like a bullet.

Deciding to slow down a bit I pressed down on the break. Well what I thought was the break.

The accelerator launched the bike into a frenzied speed that caught me off guard and threw me of balance.

I was thrown on to the ground hard as the bike tipped over and skidded of in the distance.

Heavy footsteps came barrelling towards me screaming. ''Bella, Bella.''

I sat up a bit. My muscles bunching in pain and my head throbbing. On instinct I reached my hand up to touch my head only to feel something warm and sticky.

''Oh my God'' Blood.

My stomach heaved but I swallowed back. When I looked back, Jake was kneeling right beside me, shirt in hand and started dabbing the red substance.

My eyes wandered down from his head to his chest that was proudly on display.

Before I could think or maybe it was because of the bang to my head I blurted out ''Jake, your beautiful.''

With those words said, a pink blush ran across his cheeks that were pulled back into a wolfish grin.

''Bella''

I whipped my head around. Completely forgetting that I wasn't alone.

Edward got up from the bed and took a seat opposite at the end of the window seat, our legs touching.

His eyes met mine with a frustrated look. ''What are you thinking about.''

I couldn't tell him about Jake, that I was sure of. Even though I haven't known Edward for long, I knew he was very possessive and would definitely get Jealous.

''Just about my human life.'' It wasn't a lie.

His face turned a little surprised before he spoke. ''You remember your human life?''

''Well not all of it just bits and pieces.'' I let out a sad sigh. I hated this life. I was a monster, I lived of the blood of the living, being animal or human it still was alive. I could never feel the sweet relief of death or have my own children.

I felt fingers pull on my bottom lip, not realizing I was chewing on it.

I was met with dark mischief filled eyes. ''Come now, I will make you forget about all those sad memories.''

He pulled me on top of him.

Even though I had already given myself to Edward I didn't want to do that again. I barely knew him and I was not about to be lost in the moment like before.

I pushed on his shoulders. ''Stop!'' But he wasn't listening. I felt my anger bubble to the surface. ''I said Stop.'' And with that I slapped him hard across the face.

His eyes snapped open in surprise before turning furious. He gripped me by the shoulders and slammed me onto the seat with such a force that the plaster beneath the cushion cracked right down to the floor.

''Isabella.'' He began roaring. ''You are my mate. There for I can do as I please with you, if I want to KISS you I will KISS you, if I want to HIT you I will HIT you, If I want to FUCK you I will FUCK you! Do you understand?''

I just nodded quickly trying to escape his wrath.

His face softened before swooping me up into his arms, tucking my head under his and rocking me back and forth.

''I'm sorry for that little display there Bella, but you must understand. I am your mate and demand respect.'' He said softly.

I nodded my head to show I understood. I heard him sigh.

In an attempt to lighten the mood and stop the fear that had appeared in my stomach at the sight of Edwards murderous stare, I asked. ''So what are your 'cousins' like?''

I felt him smile into my hair. Obviously grateful for the subject change.

''Well there's five of them. Carmen and Eleazar who are mated. And the three sisters Kate, Irena and….Tanya.''

He said the last name weirdly.

''Bella there's been something I've been meaning to talk to you about. All of the Denali's are very kind but in the past Tanya has seemed to show interest in me. But don't worry I showed no interest towards her and told her so, you are the one I have been waiting for and the only one that I have laid with.''

He seemed to happy at the last bit. But I wonder what this Tanya is like. I'm sure she's beautiful but why did Edward turn her down without giving her a chance?

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