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Warning: May be a trigger for some veiwers, very slight, but still felt the need for the warning.
Chapter Ten
Simon's Point Of View
'I'm not sure what exactly happened Derek, it was like, one second she was there, I swear, right there, in that tree, and now…, I don't know, she's know where to be found."
"Simon, I thought I asked you to keep an eye on her!" Derek was angry, and wasn't doing anything to hold back either
"I know Derek, Okay, but, I still don't think she's a threat to any of us…" I trailed off, remembering that empty look in her eyes this morning, I knew that look, it was the one I saw every time I looked into a mirror, the way she covered it so fast with her smile, I knew that well too.
"She'll pop up Derek, okay, she probably just wanted sometime for herself, it's probably been hard for her."
"Oh she better, or you'll all have a huge 'I told you so' waiting for you."
Essences Point of View
I looked myself in the mirror, No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop, no matter what, I was still part human, no matter how hard I tried to hide it.
I looked at the blade in my hand. The knife was sharp. It would cut easily. Dried blood was already on it, old blood that I had failed to remove. Just like everything else I failed at. The small butterflies on my arm, almost faded, were about to die. The bathroom was dusty, old fashioned, and dark, it seemed perfect. Dark and dusty, and old, just like my soul. If I even have one that is. I glanced one more time at the knife in my hand. Just this once. That's all, a small whimper filled the room with an eeary echo.
"Shut-up, don't let anyone hear you, it'll only make it worse."
I lowered the knife, so the cool metal of the blade met skin, my breath shook in anticipation before bringing it down slashing it through my arm.
I watched as the blood, popping out against my skin color, flowed down across my arm and into the white sink, staining it red.