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Hi! Here's chap 2 so woo! Not much else to say so here ya go!
Harry's POV
"Where are you going again?" Ginny asked me as I wrapped the Gryffindor colored scarf around my neck.
"I have some paperwork I need to get done" I reminded. God I felt horrible! This was wrong in so many ways! I was really going out to meet Malfoy. It was all I had been thinking about, whether I should go? Was it worth it? Why did I even want to go? Why had things changed so easily? I didn't have the answers to any of those questions. All I knew was that I had to go and not even Voldemorts reincarnation could stop me.
"Paperwork?" Ginny raised her eyebrows "You seem awfully flustered for…paperwork. You sure you're not stepping out on me?"
I tensed for a second and looked to her but relaxed when I saw the teasing gleam in her eyes. I was Harry Potter after all, who would dare thing that I was capable of adultery? Well it's not adultery, it's just two people going for a drink...yeah just a drink... "Just paperwork Gin" I laughed and kissed her goodbye.
"Be back soon" she waved from the doorway as I left. I glanced back, she had no idea...none...I'm a horrible person...Yet I kept walking until my home was out of sight. I waited outside the Three Broomsticks, it was 1:55. I was early. God it was cold, I slipped inside and sat at the bar, ordering myself some firewhisky to help clear my thoughts. At 2:00 exactly I heard footsteps walk up behind me
"Figured you be at the bar."
"Figured you'd be on time to the second" I smirked
"I'm never late for an important date" he sat next to me
"So...so this is a date...?" I whispered
"That's the idea"
"T-This is wrong" I swirled my drink "I mean Ginny and the kids...I love them...don't you love Astoria and Scorpius?"
"Of corse I love them you dolt!" he snapped
"Alright alright" I said soothingly and he relaxed."What are we doing here?" I asked after a moment "I mean really doing?"
"I don't really know" he said, ordering a firewhisky for himself.
"Not like a Malfoy to admit he's unsure" I smiled amused.
"Not like a Malfoy to have feelings for The-Boy-Who-Lived-Twice either" he smiled back at me and I blushed.
"W-Where are these feelings coming from?" I asked him as much as I asked myself.
"You really are dense" he sipped his drink, his light pink lips barely touching the rim of the cup. Lucky cup...wait I'm not dense!
"Hey!" I objected "What is that sopposed to mean?"
Draco sighed "These feelings aren't new Harry." he took my hand. I never expected his hand to feel like that, it was soft and smooth, silky even. I expected it to be callused and cold not this perfect gentle thing. "These feelings have always been there." he continued "At least your name has always invoked strong emotions from me..."
"Not good ones though""That was back then. We were kids, forced to live our lives by what everyone else expected of us."
"Do what everyone else expected" I nodded sighing "Me, the noble Gryffindor forced to save the world and you the Slytherin ice prince to try and destroy it. Expected to play our parts, expected to kill and hurt and win no matter what. Expected to keep doing what we do even after the war expected to-"
"Expected to marry who society deemed fit..." Draco offered and I looked at him surprised. "Tell me I'm wrong"
"I love Ginny and our kids" I shook my head
"But are you in love with her?"
"We-We shouldn't be having this conversation out here Draco..." his name rolled off my tongue and tasted like a delicious piece of chocolate. He nodded and took my hand and we apparated to the most beautiful little modern cabin ever. It had light maple floors, high ceilings and its furniture just screamed Draco, amazingly clean yet curving lines with pillows and throws in Slytherin colors but the most amazing thing were the huge windows that wrapped around the entire room giving a 360 view of the mountains and lake that surrounded us.
"Is this yours?" I asked shocked
"Yup, even I need a place to escape the family" he smirked.
"Do you escape here with other men often…?" I asked softly and I could almost feel his surprise.
"Jealous?" he smirked
"How can I be jealous if I don't even know what I'm feeling?" I closed my eyes and clenched my fists but relaxed as I felt Draco's strong arms wrap around me from behind.
"What you're feeling is your eyes opening. Like I said these feelings aren't new." He face buried itself in the crook of my neck and I smiled as he kissed it softly. "This has been coming for ages Harry…"
"That's not an excuse for cheating on our wives Draco"
"Then we'll just have to make sure they never find out." he said and kissed me. The kiss was more passionate then last time and I found myself responding eagerly. He slipped his godly tongue into my mouth and we started to fight for dominance.
It was just like our school days, fighting to see who's superior but this time the battle wasn't with words it was with our tongues and bodies and as always I won. Forcing Draco against a wall I pinned his hands above his head kissing him roughly. My mind went blank when he arched his back and pressed our bodies together, our hips began to grind together and he groaned into my mouth even though my tongue was probably halfway down his throat he was responding eagerly. I let go of his hands and began to unbutton his shirt, his hands immediately wrapped around my waist and squeezed my butt. I tossed his shirt away and kissed down his neck, sucking on it until I was sure I left a mark before kissing down his chest and kneeling down I smiled. I wasn't nervous, unsure or even guilty any longer, all I knew is that I had to get these jeans off.
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"That was long time for paperwork Harry" I flinched, Ginny was sitting on the sofa as tried to sneak back in, it was almost eleven.
"Yeah I'm sorry, you know work" I forced a smile even though I hurt in places I never thought possible. Not that I'm complaining, Draco gave me more pleasure then I had ever experienced in my life.
"Why are you lying to me!" Ginny stood up "I owled your work and they said you hadn't been in all day!"
Shit Shit Shit Shit! Excuse, Excuse, Excuse, come on use that brain of yours Harry! Wait! I don't have a brain! Hermione has the brain! Shit Shit Shit!
"Uh…"
"Where were you today" She said sternly.
"I was out making reservations and plans for our anniversary…I wanted it to be a surprise…"
I could have collapsed in relief as I saw her face soften "Oh Harry" she hugged me and I winced, Draco left several bruises. Luckily Ginny didn't notice my pain "I'm sorry I doubted you"
"You know I love you sweety" I hugged back, the guilt bubbling back up inside me.
What have I gotten myself into…?
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Sorry its so much shorter then the last one, don't worry the next one will be longer! Promise! Thanks for all the reviews! You guys are great! Keep them coming! Reviews magically make my updates come faster! So yay hope you enjoyed Chap 2
