Okay first Cassie looks like Emma Watson (with the pixie cut) and Veronica looks like Taylor Swift. Anyway, review please and I'll LOVEE you, if you already do, I love you even more! And today has been plain old werid, sang Queen in BLP (you know the 'is this real life, is this just fantasy?) but seriously in a weird way. We were given sheets and they had pictures so instead it was... is this real life? is this just fanta sea? LOL, isn't it? Ha! Anyway enjoy!
Summer.
That night, the man in the park faded in and out of my dreams, go away, I thought to myself and I rolled over so I was facing Dougie. My eyes were tight shut. But once again his face appeared; I pushed my head down onto the pillow.
"Sum, what are you doing?" Dougie's tired voice came out of the darkness.
"Trying to get to sleep" I mumbled into the pillow.
Dougie laughed and wrapped his arms around my small frame "How about now?"
I made myself comfy, which didn't take longer than 2 seconds "Much better" I smiled and kissed his cheek "Night Doug"
"Sweet dreams beautiful" He whispered.
I thought I'd never sleep, but I did until 10 o'clock actually. Dougie had gone to an interview with the rest of the band so I decided to call the girls over.
Charlotte was the first to arrive, carrying some cookies.
"So, why'd you bring the cookies?" I asked as we sat ourselves on the chairs.
"Well I was passing the bakery when you called, I left some for Danny, he loves them" She giggled, Danny sure did love cookies.
Carrie and Veronica arrived shortly after and soon enough all the cookies had disappeared from the plate Charlie brought them on.
I was messing with the piece of paper I tore off a random piece of paper. I remember the man in the park and shuddered slightly.
"Yo, Sum, what's wrong" Veronica's soft voice came out of nowhere. I turned in her direction and meet her bright blue eyes. Veronica was definitely Tom's type; she had naturally blonde curls that came to her chest, bright blue eyes that seemed to shine, quite like Sparky's. She played guitar like no tomorrow, wrote amazing songs and she loved Disney, I had to admit it was growing on my too, but I mean who doesn't have a guilty pleasure?
"I'm just thinking" I told her in a quiet voice. You see Charlie has known me longer than anyone in this room, Harry and Cassie had met 3 years ago and Veronica and Tom had been together before the band even started but I never met her until their album was realised. So Charlie knew something was wrong, she knew me that well.
"What's wrong Sum?" She asked.
"It's just…" I sighed "…Dougie and I went for a walk with Flea and Sparky yesterday and there was this man, he was dressed in black and he was just staring at me, but when I looked at him he looked away…" I looked as Cassie, she was always the one who would solve a problem and she was already deep in thought, she had hazel eyes, lighter than Tom's and dark brown hair that was in a pixie cut. She used to have it to her shoulders but she wanted a change, that's why Harry expressed such feelings for her, she was a risk taker, he always said.
"Maybe he didn't want you to find out who he was…" Cassie said gently "Can you think of someone who wouldn't want you to know they were looking at you" She asked me, her eyes shinned at the thought of a mystery; she was that type of girl.
"Um, my old science teacher" I said, he defiantly wouldn't want me to see him in his old age.
"The one that you wanted to put on Danny's dart board?" Charlie asked me, stealing a smile.
"Yeah that one" I laughed but my expression changed when I saw the look on Veronica's face "What wrong V? Who do you think it is?"
Veronica looked at Cassie; it seemed they were thinking the exact same thing. Cassie's blue eyes met mine "Sum, you don't think it was… your dad do you?" She said gently.
"No, I never thought about it…" I really never thought about it "I mean he hasn't seen me in 6 years, he wouldn't know what I look like or where I live"
"I shouldn't have said that" Cassie cursed herself.
"Why?" I asked, confused.
"Because you're going to be worried as fuck" She looked at me, apology written all over her face "I'm sorry Sum"
"It's okay I mean, it might be my old science teacher" She laughed awkwardly my sentence. But what if he was my dad?
I've waited a lifetime to feel the way that I feel now
But I never imagined feels like walking on the clouds
You're the reason I'm here
I'm not moving
I'm not leaving
Can't believe you're the reason that I'm standing right here
I'm not moving
Finally breathing
Can't you see you're the reason that I'm standing right
You drained me of sadness and filled me back up with love
No room left for the madness that once my world was made up of
You're the reason I'm here
I'm not moving
I'm not leaving
Can't believe you're the reason that I'm standing right here
I'm not moving
Finally breathing
Can't you see you're the reason that I'm standing right here
Standing up for what I believe
The reason I'm here
Being the best that you help me be
I promise that I will not let you down
After all
You're the reason that I'm here standing
You're the reason I'm here
I'm not moving
I'm not leaving
Can't believe you're the reason that I'm standing right here
I'm not moving
Finally breathing
Can't you see you're the reason that I'm standing right here.
